"I know what is best for me to do--_my duty_. And my very first duty is to hasten immediately to England, seek out my dear husband, confess all my cruel misapprehension of his conduct, and implore his pardon. I am sure of his pardon, and of his love! As sure as I am of my Heavenly Lord"s pardon and love when I kneel to Him and confess and deplore my sins!" fervently exclaimed the young wife.
"Yes, I suppose you must return to England now. I do suppose that, after what we have discovered, you cannot remain here and become a nun," sighed the abbess, unwilling to resign her favorite.
"No, indeed, I cannot remain here. But I will richly endow the Infants"
Asylum, dear mother. And I will visit, it every year of my life. I am going to retire now, good mother. Bless me," murmured Salome, bending her head.
"_Benedicite_, fair daughter," said the abbess, spreading her open palms over the beautiful, bowed head as she invoked the blessing.
Then Salome arose, left the cell, and hurried back through the two long pa.s.sages at right angles that conducted her from the nursery to the Infants" Asylum.
She pa.s.sed silently as a spirit through every dormitory where her infant charges lay sleeping, a.s.sured herself that they were all safe and well, and then she entered her own little sleeping-closet adjoining the dormitory of the youngest infants, then disrobed and went to bed.
She was much too happy to sleep. She lay counting the hours to calculate in how short a time she could be with her beloved husband!
She had no dread of meeting him, not the least.
"Perfect love casteth out fear."
She arose early the next morning, and, after going through all her duties in the Infants" Asylum, she went to the lady-superior"s sitting-room to consult her about making arrangements for an immediate departure for England.
"But shall you not write first to announce your arrival?" inquired the abbess.
"No; because I can go to England just as quickly as a letter can, and I would rather go. There is a train from L"Ange at five P. M. I can go by that and reach Calais in time for the morning boat, and be in London by noon to-morrow--as soon as a letter could go. And I could see my husband, actually see him, before I could possibly get a letter from him," said Salome, brightening.
"If his grace should be in London," put in the abbess.
"I think he will be in London. If he is not there, I can find out where he is, and follow him. Dear madam, _do_ not hinder me. I _must_ start by the first available train," said Salome, earnestly.
"I do not desire to hinder you," answered the lady-superior.
Their conversation was interrupted by the entrance of Sister Francoise, who pale and agitated, sank upon the nearest seat, and sat trembling and speechless, until the abbess exclaimed:
"For the love of Heaven, Sister Francoise, tell us what has happened. Who is ill? Who is dead?"
"_Helas!_ holy mother!" gasped the nun, losing her breath again immediately.
Salome drew a small phial of sal volatile from her pocket and uncorked and applied it to the nose of the fainting nun, saying soothingly:
"Now tell us what has overcome you, good sister."
"Ah, my child! It is dreadful! It is terrible! It is horrible! It is awful! But they are bringing him in!" gasped Sister Francoise, snuffing vigorously at the sal volatile, and still beside herself with excitement.
"What! What! Who are they bringing in?" demanded the abbess, in alarm.
"I"m going to tell you! Oh, give me time! It is stupefying! It is annihilating! The poor gentleman who has just shot himself through the body!" gasped Sister Francoise, losing her breath again after this effort.
"A gentleman shot himself!" echoed Salome, in consternation.
The abbess, pale as death, said not a word, but left the unnerved sister to the care of Salome, and went out to see what had really happened.
She met the little Sister Felecitie in the pa.s.sage.
"What is all this, my daughter?" she inquired, in a very low voice.
"They have taken him into the refectory, madam. That was the nearest to the gate, where it happened. It happened just outside the south gate, madam. They took off a leaf of the gate, and laid him on it and brought him in," answered the trembling little novice, rather incoherently.
"Daughter, I have often admonished you that you must not address me as "madam," but as "mother.""
"I beg your pardon, holy mother; but I was so frightened, I forgot."
"Now tell me quickly, and clearly, what happened near the south gate?"
"Oh, madam!--holy mother, I mean!--the suicide! the suicide!"
"The suicide! It was not an accident, then, but a suicide?" exclaimed the abbess, aghast, and pausing in her hurried walk toward the refectory.
"Oh, madam--holy mother!--yes, so they say! It is enough to kill one to see it all!"
"Go into my room, child, and stay there with Sister Francoise until I return. Such sights are too trying for such as you," said the abbess, as she parted from the young novice, and hurried on toward the refectory.
CHAPTER XLVI.
RETRIBUTION.
She entered the long dining-hall, where a terrible sight met her eyes.
Stretched upon the table lay a man in the midst of a pool of his own blood!
In the room were gathered a crowd, consisting of three Englishmen, three gend"armes, several countrymen, several out-door servants of the convent, and half a hundred nuns and novices.
The crowd had parted a little on the side nearest the door by which the abbess entered, so as to permit the approach of an old man who seemed to be a physician, and who proceeded to unb.u.t.ton the wounded man"s coat and vest, and to examine his wound.
"How horrible! Is he quite dead?" inquired the abbess, making her way to the side of the village surgeon, for such the old man was.
"No, madam; he has fainted from loss of blood. The wound has stopped bleeding now, however, and I hope by the use of proper stimulants to recover him sufficiently to permit me to examine and dress his wounds,"
replied the surgeon, who now drew from his pocket a bottle of spirits of hartshorn, poured some out in his hands, and began to bathe the forehead, mouth and nostrils of the unconscious man.
The abbess drew nearer, stooped over the body, and gazed attentively into the pallid and ghastly face, and then started with a half-suppressed cry as she recognized the features of the man who had visited the Infants"
Asylum on the day previous, and whom the abbess now believed to be John Scott, the half brother and the "double" of the Duke of Hereward.
"Will you kindly order some brandy, madam?" courteously requested the surgeon.
"Certainly, monsieur," replied the lady superior, who immediately dispatched a nun to fetch the required restorative.