Aleck rested his throbbing head upon his crossed arms and sank into a feverish kind of sleep, during which, in a short half-hour, he went through what seemed like an age of trouble, before he started up, and in an excited, spasmodic way, hardly realising what he was doing in his half-waking, half-sleeping state, but under the influence of his troubled thoughts, he roughly selected a few of his under-things for a change and made them up into a bundle, after which he counted over the money he had left after the morning"s disburs.e.m.e.nt, and told himself it would be enough, and that the sooner he was away from the dear old Den the better.
At last all his preparations were made, even to placing his hat and a favourite old stick given him by his uncle ready upon the chair which held his bundle; and then, with his head throbbing worse than ever, producing a feeling of confusion and unreality that was more than painful, he went once more to the gla.s.s to look at his strangely-altered features.
"I can"t go like that," he said, shrinking back in horror. But like an answer to his words came from far back in his brain, and as if in a faint whisper: "You must now. You"ve gone too far. You must go now, unless you"re too great a coward."
"Yes," he muttered, confusedly; "I must go now--as soon as it"s dark.
Not wanted here--Tom Bodger--he"ll help me--to a ship."
He had sunk heavily into a chair, right back, with his head nodding forward till his chin rested upon his breast, and the next moment he had sunk into a feverish stupor, in which his head was swimming, and in some unaccountable way he seemed to be once more heavily engaged with Big Jem, whose fists kept up a regular pendulum-like beat upon his head, while in spite of all his efforts he could never get one blow back in return at the malicious, jeering, taunting face, whose lips moved as they kept on saying words which nearly drove him wild with indignation.
And what were the words, repeated quite clearly now?
"Master Aleck, don"t be so silly! Wake up, you"re pretending to be asleep. Oh, my! what a state your face is in! And your head"s as hot as fire."
CHAPTER SEVEN.
"That you, Jane?"
"Why, of course it is. Were you really asleep?"
"Asleep? No--yes. I don"t know, Jane. My head"s all gone queer, I think."
"And no wonder, fighting like that, and never touching a bit of the dinner I brought you up. Yes, your head"s all in a fever, and your poor swelled-up eyes too. That"s better. Now, then, you must take this."
"What is it?" said the lad, drowsily.
"What is it? Why, can"t you see?"
"No; my head"s all swimming round and round, and my eyes won"t open."
"Never mind, poor boy, this"ll do you good. I"ve brought you up a big breakfast-cup of nice, fresh, hot tea, and two rounds of b.u.t.tered toast.
They"ll do your head good."
"I say, Jane, where"s uncle?"
"In his room. He"s had some too. I didn"t wait to be asked, but took the tea in."
"What was he doing?" said Aleck.
"Writing."
"His book?"
"No, letters; and as busy as could be. Come, try and drink your tea."
"But isn"t it very early for tea--directly after dinner like this?"
"Directly after dinner? Why, bless the boy, it"s past seven!"
"Then I must have been asleep," said the boy, speaking more collectedly now.
"I should just think you must, and the best thing for you. Hark!
There"s master"s study bell; he wants more tea. I must go; but promise me you"ll take yours?"
"Yes, I"m dreadfully thirsty," said the lad, and as the woman left the room he began to sip the tea and eat pieces of the toast till all was gone, and then, after a weary sigh, he glanced at his bundle and hat upon the chair, reeled towards the bed, held on by the painted post, while he thrust off his boots and then literally rolled upon it, with his face looking scarlet upon the white pillow. The next moment he was breathing heavily in deep, dreamless sleep.
That dreamless sleep lasted till the old eight-day clock on the landing had struck eleven, during which time Jane, who was growing anxious about him, came in three times--the first to take away the tea and dinner things, the other twice to make sure that he was not going into a high fever, as she termed it, and feeling better satisfied each time.
"Nothing like so hot," she said to herself. "It was that cup o" tea that did him good. There"s nothing like a hot cup o" tea and a good sleep for a bad headache."
So Jane left and went to bed after a final peep, and, as before said, the sound sleep went on till the clock began to strike, and then he began to dream that his uncle came into the room with a chamber candlestick in his hand, set it down where its light shone full upon his stern, severe old features, and seated himself upon the chair by the bed"s head.
Then he began to question him; and it seemed to the boy that in his dream he answered without moving his head or opening his eyes, which appeared strange, for he fancied he could see the old man"s angry face all the time.
"Not undressed, Aleck?" said the old man.
"No, uncle."
"Shoes here ready--hat, bundle, and stick on the chair! Does that mean waiting till all is quiet, and then running away from home?"
"Yes, uncle."
"Hah! From one who took you to his heart when you were a little orphan child, just when your widowed mother had closed her eyes for ever on this weary world, and swore to treat you as if you were his own!"
"Yes, uncle."
"And why?"
"Because you are tired of me, uncle, and don"t trust me--and are going to send me away."
"Hah! You are not going to try and be taken as a soldier?"
"No, uncle."
"Hah! What then? Going to seek your fortune?"
"No, uncle. I"m going to sea."
Perhaps that _hah_! that e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.o.n, was louder than the other words-- perhaps Aleck Donne had not been dreaming--perhaps it was all real!
At any rate the sleeper had awakened and with his eyes able to open a little more, and through the two narrow slits he was gazing at the stern, sorrowful face, lit up by one candle, seated there within a yard of the pillow.
"Head better, my lad?"
"Yes, uncle."