Patrick sat without moving, his aristocratic nose c.o.c.ked upward, as if trying not to smell something a little impure. His cheeks were quite red.
"Thanks, Ivan," she said, raising an eyebrow.
He blinked, lazily. "Anytime."
Flipping open the folder, she pa.s.sed around her notes. "Let"s get a menu together, shall we?"
TWELVE
JUAN"S C CARNE EN S SU J JUGO 1 lb. thinly sliced bacon1 lb. round steak or other lean cut of beef, cut into 1-2 inch strips2 medium onions-1 chopped, 1 sliced and grilled34 fresh jalapenos, washed and sliced into wheels (leave the seeds in)4 cups fresh beef broth2 cups pinto beans, cooked and drained1 small head of cabbage, shredded1/2 cup cilantro cup cilantro1/2 cup scallions, thinly sliced cup scallions, thinly slicedJuice of 1 large lemonLemons, quartered
In a heavy pot, brown the bacon and then drain it on paper towels. Put the steak and chopped onions into the pot, cooking them in the hot bacon fat and stirring for about 23 minutes. Put the chopped bacon back into the pot, add the jalapenos, beef broth, and beans, and let simmer for 1 hour. Taste for seasoning and add salt and pepper if needed. Add the cabbage and let the soup simmer again just until the cabbage is tender. Add cilantro, scallions, and lemon juice. Serve with grilled onions and lemon wedges on the side.
THIRTEEN
Elena dreamed of a stag, running in a field. The light was the silver gray that could signal dawn or dusk. It was a powerful creature with points she could not count and it was in danger. As it leapt over a ravine and hung-far too long-in midair, she held her breath, wanting to cry out, and she could not.
With a gasp, she startled awake into her brightly lit bedroom, her body nestled between piles of open cookbooks and scattered notes, both her own and those of her cooks. For a moment, she could not decide what had awakened her. The television played some shopping program narrated by a man with a nasally Texas tw.a.n.g. Rustling through the notes and cookbooks, she found the remote control and clicked the television off. The clock on the nightstand read 2:48 a.m.
Wiping the weariness from her face, she sat up and sc.r.a.ped the scattered notes into a pile, closed the cookbooks, and stripped her clothes off. Alvin snored in the corner, oblivious. Elena plumped up the pillows and turned off the light, taking a long breath to settle herself.
But sleep slithered away. She lay in the dark going over the lists and tasks still to be accomplished in the next four weeks. The soft opening was slated for November 2, with a grand opening to follow on the first day of ski season. They"d been working their a.s.ses off for five weeks and had four left.
Four weeks.
She turned over, dislodging with a toe a cookbook she"d left on the bed. It fell on the floor with a bang. Alvin woke up and barked a warning. "It"s okay, honey. It was me."
He woofed softly, but licked his lips and fell back asleep.
Elena stared up at the skylights. Stars twinkled, and a wash of pale light came through the rectangles. The middle-of-the-night quiet made her feel absolutely alone. Banished.
She hated to sleep alone. As a little girl, she slept with her grandmother Iris, and felt utterly bereft in the big bed alone after she died. That period happily only lasted a few weeks, and Elena was plopped down in New Mexico, sleeping with Isobel and Margaret in a double bed where they fought over the covers and tangled up together on cold nights. She had slept alone in the hospital, with the sound of machines and beeps and cold loudspeakers, and wept nearly every night with loneliness for almost a year.
Get over it. Think of the restaurant. Focus on the positives. Think of the restaurant. Focus on the positives.
It was coming along very well. Patrick and Alan and Julian tucked their heads together over selections of chairs and tables, tablecloths and settings. Elena insisted that the plates be plain white porcelain, the better to show off the food. Patrick pushed for gla.s.s chargers with a slight greenish cast that knocked Elena out. Alan liked bare tables for lunch, and at first wanted snowy white tablecloths for dinner, but was overruled by both Patrick and Julian, who ordered linens from Ecuador-gorgeous wovens in clear, unpolluted shades-turquoise and green and pink.
Elena, Ivan, and Juan, together with the three line cooks already in place, worked on the back of the house. A good menu had to meet several standards. The first was the demands of the customer: who would be eating this food? Sitting over endless cups of coffee, white and pink and blue sugar packets scattered over the table, they hammered out their ideal customer with Julian-an upscale skier or vacationer, mostly sophisticated and well educated about food, who spent a lot of time outdoors and a lot of time traveling.
In addition, Elena wanted the local market. She wanted the Orange Bear to be a place people came to relax after a long day, to have a date with a new lover, to create traditions for their families. If they had visitors, they would bring them to the local icon, but not just because it was famous.
Julian had grinned at her over that. "Big plans."
She shrugged. "Why dream small?"
Another standard they had to decide was cost. There were plenty of restaurants in Aspen in the high-end range, but Julian was known for creating restaurants for the creative cla.s.ses-pricey but not stratospheric, which suited Elena perfectly. It gave her a lot of room to work with a variety of fresh ingredients without having to satisfy the upper echelons of the gourmet crowd. Not that Elena couldn"t do it-she could. She didn"t want want to. Food should never be that serious. to. Food should never be that serious.
Of course, cost also referred to food costs, which needed to stay below 30 percent to hit the profit margins Julian expected. As executive chef, this would be entirely Elena"s realm. She had to create a menu that was flexible enough to embrace seasonal ingredients as much as possible, with dishes that would economize by drawing from the same pool of ingredients.
She was stuck with certain realities-just as it was impossible to run a bar without margaritas and martinis, she couldn"t have a Mexican menu without avocados and chiles, in season or not. But they were also lucky in that much of the stock they"d require was very inexpensive. With Ivan"s help, she tracked down the best suppliers in the area, and she started working with the regular drivers and staff to develop relationships. It turned out that Ivan was a native of the area and knew just about everyone. A help.
Next, the food had to be possible to prepare in a restaurant kitchen, and the menu itself cohesive. n.o.body wanted just another upscale Mexican, and that was where the work came in-they had to create a menu that was Mexican in spirit, but also delivered something zesty and exciting. Elena gave copies of her ingredients list to the entire kitchen staff, stocked the kitchens, and encouraged everyone to experiment. She had one quirk: no whole corn kernels.
"No corn?" Ivan had asked. "What"s more traditional than corn?"
"I don"t care. I don"t like the way it takes over. The texture is too much."
He raised a laconic brow. "But we can use cornmeal. Corn Corn bread." bread."
"Yes."
"Whatever."
Some days, several dishes pa.s.sed muster-taste and presentation and consistency of preparation; other days, none did. But slowly, slowly, a menu began to emerge.
The days began early, when she arrived at six, giant Starbucks latte in hand, to unlock the doors. Alvin came with her and settled on the porch outside the kitchen door, where he stayed more or less happily until lunchtime, when Elena took him for a walk, both for him and to stretch out her stiffness. The whole staff loved him. Peter rigged up a baby gate to keep him on the porch, not wandering around the kitchen itself, as he was inclined to do. Juan brought him bones. Ivan saved him slivered bits of fat.
Elena liked to arrive before anyone else, to go over her plans-recipes for soups and small plates one day, experiments with main dishes another. When she had organized the tasks for the day, she"d pour another cup of coffee and wander into the dining room to see what work had been finished the day before. Construction crews were covering the walls with texture, and refinishing the floors with Saltillo tiles, replacing the crumbling bar.
Next to arrive was Juan, with whom Elena got along very well. He liked the fact that she was fluent in Spanish, even if he teased her that the version she spoke was archaic and funny to listen to. Juan would begin the tasks of opening the kitchen, getting things ready for the boys who would come in an hour later, two of them bleary-eyed from partying late into the night, the third alert and cheery. When the restaurant opened, prep cooks would do much of this work, but for now, they were all cooking everything so they could learn what worked and what didn"t.
Juan was turning out to be a cornerstone of her kitchen. Elena suspected it was Juan"s steadiness that had kept the original restaurant in business. A young husband and father from Mexico, Juan had a soul that was much older than his thirty-year-old face, and he had a knack for corralling the kitchen like a wise old sheepdog, nudging the young cooks along, smoothing tensions, making puns in Spanish to Elena to make her laugh, making filthy jokes to appeal to Ivan"s sick humor.
Last to arrive each day was always Ivan, who swaggered in around ten, drinking hot water with lemon and bringing with him a collection of CDs for the day. His taste ran to baroque cla.s.sical and old Led Zeppelin.
Thus began the music wars. Juan liked ranchero music. Elena"s tastes ran to girl singers-Norah Jones, k.d. lang, some Lucinda Williams. The ski boys groaned over all of it, but she simply couldn"t stand the hip hop and hard-line rock they liked. Ivan took over the music realm, and Elena allowed it, mainly because they agreed that Bruce Springsteen and Mellencamp were G.o.ds.
Each day, Elena or Juan gave a lesson in some finer point of the staples they"d utilize-how to make beautiful tortillas, corn and white, and tie corn husks for tamales, and skin chiles without being blistered, and make a mole.
Finally, then, they would start cooking. Trying dishes, scribbling recipes, tasting them, serving them, making notes, trying them again. Over and over.
At lunch she took Alvin out for a walk, reveling in the light, thin air, the color of the sky. Afternoons she spent on administrative tasks-creating schedules, creating ordering lists, setting up the computer models that would streamline her life later.
In the evenings, exhausted and stiff, she sometimes had supper with Patrick, but mostly they were both so tired they went home-he to pore over restaurant supply catalogues and Internet sources, she to comb through cookbooks and food theory.
Rasputin was not thrilled about being demoted to sous chef, and Elena suspected he"d never been a joy for a woman in his kitchen-he was old-school, battle-minded and arrogant. In the small kitchen, she found herself sometimes deliberately crowded and b.u.mped, but after a few days, when she didn"t respond to any of his intimidations, even he mellowed out-by all accounts he was lucky to have a job at all.
By the end of five weeks, they had most of a menu and most of a dining room. Patrick had a.s.sembled a staff for the front of the house, and Elena had been doing interviews for three days to round out the back-prep cooks and dishwashers and runners.
In the darkness of her condo, with faraway stars winking overhead, Elena"s body began to relax.
They were ready, at least for a series of tastings. They would prepare and serve the menu for three different groups. The first would be for the restaurant staff, the second for some of Julian"s business a.s.sociates, and the third and final would be for a local group they would hustle up by any means necessary-relatives of the staff, local businesspeople, neighbors-to come and eat for free and help them test not only the food itself, but the training of the staff, front and back.
And that was a lot, Elena thought, drifting off. A lot.
In a rattletrap trailer without any heat, Ivan Santino cranked open the panels of the window and lit a joint. His hands shook slightly, the legacy of a heavy night of drinking and a nightmare. The nightmare was old, as faded in places as a movie that had run too many times, but there was still enough red evil in it to blister him into wakefulness. Some people took tranks and antidepressants and G.o.d knew what else, all neatly prescribed by doctors so everybody could get rich. He figured a little weed was better all around. Fast and efficient-even as he held the smoke in his lungs, the edge of terror bled away. Another hit, deep and thick into his lungs, and the slight trembling of his hands eased. It was good s.h.i.t, from his buddy Billy Kite, a native like himself, who supplied half of Pitkin County with whatever it wanted-meth, pot, crack, pills-a luxurious business in a town with too much money and plenty of time to play. Billy drove a Lexus SUV.
Ivan took one last toke, very short, and pinched the end of the joint between his calloused forefinger and thumb to save for another time. Thoughtfully, he blew it out and sat admiring the meadow beyond the trailer, an open stretch of long, pale green gra.s.ses and tiny mountain daisies. On the horizon was a line of dark clouds edged by dawn. A weathery day. Good. He liked weathery days. Liked being in the steamy kitchen with music playing and food shaping up in pans and pots and trays, the smell of frying meat and bleach from the dishboys mopping the floors and the waft of rain blowing in through a door. The best, man.
Every now and then, Ivan liked to have a joint before work, especially if it was the kind of day when he was going to be making things up, trying new flavors and colors. Weed exaggerated things, brought out new notes he might not think of otherwise. There was plenty of time to play with ideas for the new menu, and he"d discovered something energizing in Chef"s ingredients list. New brightness, new angles, possibilities that had his brain popping in ways it hadn"t for a long time.
From his shirt pocket, he took a pack of Newports and lit one. The sharp menthol cooled his throat and he exhaled with a sense of deep well-being. This whole business with the new chef was taking him by surprise. It was hard to needle her. Hard to want to get rid of her, though that had been his original plan when he heard he was being replaced.
That first image he had of her, of a snow queen from some old fairy tale, had not gone away. There was some air of the tragic around her, some long-ago secret she didn"t tell, like a queen who had lost her kingdom. He saw it in the way she moved so stiffly sometimes when she thought no one was looking, the way she almost dragged her left foot when she was tired, how she had to brace herself to lift a heavy bowl of masa.
Meditatively, he smoked. For now, he"d let her alone, because it was thanks to her that Patrick had come to Aspen, to this restaurant. Every day, he was happy to go to work; every day, he thought of little tidbits to offer the sommelier, who liked sweets and savories and being right. Patrick was fastidious and highborn and out of Ivan"s league by six cla.s.ses, but it didn"t seem to matter. He couldn"t stop thinking of him, and in his company, he was captured every day by some new detail. His water-green eyes. A pursed mouth, like a Kewpie doll. Those elegantly clean hands with the precisely cut nails.
Ivan took a drag off his cigarette and looked at his own nails. His hands were scrupulously clean, of course. A chef was careful with things like that, but his nails were b.u.t.tugly. He should take better care of them.
Vaguely, he was aware of a creeping sense of quiet in himself, a thing that hadn"t been there in a long time. Cooking gave it to him. Love gave it to him, not that he"d been real lucky in that sense. If he was honest with himself, he also knew not drinking gave it to him. No nightmares when he left the booze alone. But also a little too much reality.
Smoking peacefully on a still mountain morning, just slightly high, Ivan Santino, who had been kicked down every time he tried to climb out of the s.h.i.thole he"d been born to, wondered if this might be one more chance to make good.
A beat-up old Chevy pulled into the gravel drive. Ivan stood up, recognizing a buddy from the White Horse, a dive the next town over. He felt vaguely embarra.s.sed to be caught high and dreaming of Patrick, as if the movie played on his forehead. "Hey, brother," Ivan said as he opened the door. "What"s up?"
Damon came forward, his hair grimy beneath a blue stocking cap he never removed. "I killed an elk this morning," he said, gesturing to a dent in his grille. "Dressed it right there, and wondered if you might be able to use some elk meat for your restaurant."
Ivan turned down the corners of his mouth. "I don"t know, brother. Maybe. Why don"t you bring some on over in about an hour? I"ll be there then."
"Will do."
"How much you looking to get?"
Damon named a figure that would keep him in JB for a few weeks. Ivan nodded. "Come talk to me at the restaurant. Bring some bones. There"s a chow mix hanging around who"ll go apes.h.i.t over them."
On a Thursday afternoon in late September, Elena peered at the green card presented to her by a dark-eyed young man from Mexico. A man she hoped would be her last hire-a dishwasher. It looked to be in order, along with everything else, but good forgeries always did, didn"t they?
What a headache.
A bubble of irritation at the absurdity of the whole game burst between her eyebrows. Without Mexican workers, the service and agricultural businesses in Colorado-maybe all of America-would collapse. Unfortunately, there were so few Mexican workers allowed in on legal green cards that millions flooded over the border to claim the jobs illegally, forcing them to present forged doc.u.ments that were only uncovered if the INS staged a raid, at which point thousands of workers were deported, only to flood back in again as soon as they could raise the money.
It was fruitless, demoralizing, and hugely expensive. Better to create a system of allowing more temporary workers to enter legally-and voila! Crime down in every quadrant.
Unfortunately, she was stuck with the system as it was. Without a doubt, there were illegals in her kitchen, alongside those who had secured proper doc.u.ments by some miracle. She had to be careful-the laws were tight in Colorado, despite the tourist-and agriculture-based economy-and while fines would be annoying, the bigger worry would be losing a chunk of employees in case of a raid.
The green card and Mexican driver"s license looked to be in order. Elena stood up and held out her hand. In Spanish, she said, "You"re hired. See you at eight a.m. Monday."
He smiled and gave her the charming little bow that always made her think of medieval manners. Old world and courtly. "Gracias." "Gracias."
As he left, Julian came in through the back door. "How"s it going?"
The day was crisp, not yet full autumn, but no longer summer, and Elena could smell the sunlight on his jacket, a tweedy silk in oranges and browns. She wanted to pet it.
She straightened, tapping the stack of applications together. "Good. Finally." She shook her head. "Staffing issues were more difficult than I antic.i.p.ated."
"Yeah, that"s always the trouble with a tourist economy..." He plucked a pitted black olive from a bowl. "...getting enough bodies to do the work."
Elena waved the papers. "And the state has really cracked down on undoc.u.mented workers. I could have had twenty dishwashers and prep cooks by now, but their papers were not particularly believable." As it was, half her kitchen spoke either Spanish or Vietnamese. The rest were ski b.u.ms, as were a lot of the front-of-the-house crew. "How is your end going?"
"Patrick is a gem," he said.
"Absolutely. And you haven"t even seen him in action with customers."
Ivan came in from smoking a cigarette. "Hey, Boss Man," he said in his rumbling voice. "Como esta?" "Como esta?" Pulling a lid from the steamer, he reached in and nimbly s.n.a.t.c.hed a tamale wrapped in a corn husk. "I got something for both of you to try. Check this out." Pulling a lid from the steamer, he reached in and nimbly s.n.a.t.c.hed a tamale wrapped in a corn husk. "I got something for both of you to try. Check this out."
He grabbed a plate and dropped the bundle on it, smoothly snipped the tie around the corn husk and let the tamale roll out of its covering. A heavenly scent wafted into the air.
"What is is that?" Elena breathed, drawn to his magic. that?" Elena breathed, drawn to his magic.
He cut the tamale into slices. They held in elegant rounds, the masa firm but not dry, the color a faint pale red. A secret little smile played over his lips as he held out the plate. "Taste it."
Elena took a fork from the basket on the pa.s.s-out bar and captured a small bite. The flavors exploded, spice and meat, filling her throat and sinuses, then sliding away to a lingering complexity that urged her to take another bite, start again.
"Oh, my G.o.d," she murmured, obeying the urge for a second taste. She closed her eyes. Pressed her fingers over her lips as if the food might run away if she let it. A silken combination of subtle layers-earthy and gamey and dark, a thread of cinnamon and languid chiles and something she couldn"t quite capture. She looked at Julian. He was reaching for a second bite, too.
"This is fantastic," he said. "What is it?"
Ivan shrugged, his eyes glowing turquoise with barely concealed pleasure. In his typical way, he crossed his arms, watched Elena"s mouth move, rubbed one finger on his chin. "Mole-I"ve been experimenting."
"Yeah, but what"s the meat?"
"Elk." He looked up as Patrick came into the kitchen, neat as a pin in a crisp blue shirt and jeans. "Some buddies of mine hit one on the highway out west and they dressed it and brought it home."
"Is that legal?" Patrick asked.
"It is." Ivan grinned. "The state patrol issues a limited license at the scene. It"s good for like a day."
"I see."
"Try it," Ivan said. "I"d be interested in your wine pairings for something like this."
Fastidiously, Patrick came forward and accepted the fork Ivan held out, and sampled the tamale with a studied expression of boredom. Grinning over his head at Julian, Elena waited for the flavors to ambush her sommelier.
Ivan waited, too, his body taut and tuned, those intense and hooded eyes trained on Patrick"s mouth as he chewed, watching as the taste expanded, and as if against his will, he darted a glance up at Ivan"s face, his eyes widening. "Oh!" he said. "That"s marvelous marvelous!"