The Love That Remains

I am tired . Too many things happened today . My brain is overloaded with information . Somehow, Fang Qi and I can see and touch the dead . It"s not an ability that I want . Why did I not notice this in my last life?

Fang Qi never leaves his home . Chang Meng and Old Fang never force him to leave either . Grandma also never spoke of this matter . When I asked this to Granny Lan in my past life, she never answered me clearly . I found it odd, but I thought that he was just antisocial and weird .

Now, I don"t know what to say .

I won"t hide in the house to avoid the dead like him .

Then, there is Sung Jun . I am not afraid of the dead . I am afraid of this human .

"Aisa, take this . " He calls my name and pushes a bag into my hand . "Eat them at home . "

"Did you not hear what I said? Don"t call me by my name . We are not close . " I shove the bag back into his hands .

"Never say no to free food . "

He gives me a half smile and a sad look .

"I don"t want it . "

I refuse to take anything that he brought . I walk ahead of him with a strong resolve that I will ignore him from now on . I am not going to school . I am going to take a job and cut my ties with the Fang family . It"s my bad luck that I have this ability to see dead people . I don"t understand why I can see them now . I didn"t see them in my last life . Something probably changed during my rebirth .

It makes sense . Everything comes with a price . Now, I can see the dead .

The ghost lady quietly follows me . I am grateful that she isn"t talking anymore . But how do I get rid of her? I need to check on a local priest .

Someone rushes to my other side . It"s Sung Jun . I frown at him . Why is he not leaving him alone? I want to be alone right now .

"I will walk you home . " He states his reason before I can ask .

"I can walk myself home," I tell him tiredly . He looks straight ahead . He holds my hand again . Did this guy learn the meaning of personal s.p.a.ce? People will get the wrong meaning if they see us holding hands .

"With your pink hair, I have a feeling that you will attract weird people . "

"You are the weird one here . " I guess that I still have some energy to say things .

"Aisa," He squeezes my hand . My heart skips a beat . We used to walk like this once . . . in a different time . . . in a different life .

I steal glances at his side-profile . In the future, he will grow to be a handsome man .

"Hmm?" Beautiful people are distracting .

I hear him sigh .

"I can"t leave you alone . " He whispers softly . I stop walking and stare at him . He gazes at me fervently and takes my both hands . I feel the blood rus.h.i.+ng to my cheeks . I bite my lip nervously .

This dangerous guy can kill me with a glance alone .

"I won"t leave you alone . I don"t know why . . . but I like you . If I like you, then I like you . It"s simple as that . If you don"t tell me a good reason why you want to avoid me, I won"t leave . "

A part of my heart is euphoric . Another part is screaming for me to slap his face . In any way, my head is a bit jammed at the moment to take any action . Why is he saying things like that? Can I believe him?

I cough and look away at the lady ghost who is enjoying the drama . I understand now why Fang Qi wants to avoid going out . There is no such thing as privacy when one can see ghosts .

Is it how my life is going to be? Surrounded by ghosts? What about when I am in the bathroom?

"Aisa?" I find it disturbing when he says my name . It"s familiar and yet, I don"t like it at all .

"Oh . . . " I look back at the Sung Jun . I try not to think about . . . our relations.h.i.+p at a different time . I ignore my heart and listen to my brain .

This guy betrayed you, Fang Aisa . He left you . He will do that again .

"I don"t need to tell you why . " I steel my heart and say, "I don"t like you . That"s enough for you to stay away from me . You can think whatever you want . "

Sung Jun looks like I have broken his heart . My chest hurts when I see him like this . I want to get away from him before I cry and ask him why he left me alone .

"Tell me why," He asks again and stares into my eyes . I am scared that he can see through me .

"I . . . have a fiance," I whisper softly .I am tired . Too many things happened today . My brain is overloaded with information . Somehow, Fang Qi and I can see and touch the dead . Its not an ability that I want . Why did I not notice this in my last life? Fang Qi never leaves his home . Chang Meng and Old Fang never force him to leave either . Grandma also never spoke of this matter . When I asked this to Granny Lan in my past life, she never answered me clearly . I found it odd, but I thought that he was just antisocial and weird . Now, I dont know what to say . I wont hide in the house to avoid the dead like him . Then, there is Sung Jun . I am not afraid of the dead . I am afraid of this human . Aisa, take this . He calls my name and pushes a bag into my hand . Eat them at home . Did you not hear what I said? Dont call me by my name . We are not close . I shove the bag back into his hands . Never say no to free food . He gives me a half smile and a sad look . I dont want it . I refuse to take anything that he brought . I walk ahead of him with a strong resolve that I will ignore him from now on . I am not going to school . I am going to take a job and cut my ties with the Fang family . Its my bad luck that I have this ability to see dead people . I dont understand why I can see them now . I didnt see them in my last life . Something probably changed during my rebirth . It makes sense . Everything comes with a price . Now, I can see the dead . The ghost lady quietly follows me . I am grateful that she isnt talking anymore . But how do I get rid of her? I need to check on a local priest . Someone rushes to my other side . Its Sung Jun . I frown at him . Why is he not leaving him alone? I want to be alone right now . I will walk you home . He states his reason before I can ask . I can walk myself home, I tell him tiredly . He looks straight ahead . He holds my hand again . Did this guy learn the meaning of personal s.p.a.ce? People will get the wrong meaning if they see us holding hands . With your pink hair, I have a feeling that you will attract weird people . You are the weird one here . I guess that I still have some energy to say things . Aisa, He squeezes my hand . My heart skips a beat . We used to walk like this once . in a different time . in a different life . I steal glances at his side-profile . In the future, he will grow to be a handsome man . Hmm? Beautiful people are distracting . I hear him sigh . I cant leave you alone . He whispers softly . I stop walking and stare at him . He gazes at me fervently and takes my both hands . I feel the blood rus.h.i.+ng to my cheeks . I bite my lip nervously . This dangerous guy can kill me with a glance alone . I wont leave you alone . I dont know why . but I like you . If I like you, then I like you . Its simple as that . If you dont tell me a good reason why you want to avoid me, I wont leave . A part of my heart is euphoric . Another part is screaming for me to slap his face . In any way, my head is a bit jammed at the moment to take any action . Why is he saying things like that? Can I believe him? I cough and look away at the lady ghost who is enjoying the drama . I understand now why Fang Qi wants to avoid going out . There is no such thing as privacy when one can see ghosts . Is it how my life is going to be? Surrounded by ghosts? What about when I am in the bathroom? Aisa? I find it disturbing when he says my name . Its familiar and yet, I dont like it at all . Oh . I look back at the Sung Jun . I try not to think about . our relations.h.i.+p at a different time . I ignore my heart and listen to my brain . This guy betrayed you, Fang Aisa . He left you . He will do that again . I dont need to tell you why . I steel my heart and say, I dont like you . Thats enough for you to stay away from me . You can think whatever you want . Sung Jun looks like I have broken his heart . My chest hurts when I see him like this . I want to get away from him before I cry and ask him why he left me alone . Tell me why, He asks again and stares into my eyes . I am scared that he can see through me . I . have a fiance, I whisper softly .