Chapter 915: Fair?
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Translator: Dragon Boat Translation Editor: Dragon Boat Translation
Qin Mucheng lowered his gaze and said softly, “It’s based on who it’s. If it’s someone else, I won’t be able to accept it.”
Ji Yuanyuan sighed slightly, feeling incredibly conflicted.
Should she tell Qin Mucheng about what happened in the past?
Although it happened in her previous life, Qin Mucheng would probably feel a knot in his heart after he found out about it, right?
Their life was so blissful now. Was it really right for her to take the initiative to say it?
But if she didn’t say it…
She had so many things hidden in her heart and felt that she had let him down.
He did not hold anything back anything from her, but she hid many things from him.
This was really unfair to Qin Mucheng.
“Actually, I’m more afraid of you hating me than scaring you.” Ji Yuanyuan lifted her head and looked at Qin Mucheng.
“Why would I hate you?” Qin Mucheng was a little surprised.
“If I hurt you emotionally, wouldn’t you hate me?”
Qin Mucheng shook his head thoughtfully. “I’ll only reflect on what I did wrong. Why would I hate you?”
Her words made Ji Yuanyuan’s heart feel warm and sour.
“If you say so, I have to tell you even more.”
Qin Mucheng wanted to say something when he heard that.
Ji Yuanyuan raised her hand and covered Qin Mucheng’s mouth. “Don’t say anything. If you interrupt me, I’m afraid I won’t have the courage to say it again.”
Qin Mucheng did not move. He stared at Ji Yuanyuan.
“I don’t know where to start. Let me put it this way: the memories in my mind a few days ago were not fabricated by me. It really did happen, but not in this s.p.a.cetime.”
Ji Yuanyuan recounted everything that she had experienced.
Qin Mucheng did not say a word from the beginning to the end.
As for Ji Yuanyuan, she did not even dare to raise her head when she spoke.
She lowered her head and gloomily finished her story.
The two of them returned to the bedroom from the bathroom.
The two of them sat side by side by the bed, and the atmosphere was silent for a long time.
Ji Yuanyuan was extremely fl.u.s.tered.
She wanted to say something, but she was afraid that she would make Qin Mucheng hate her.
In his heart, she should be the kind of selfish person who didn’t cherish it when she got it and regretted it after losing it, right?
However, in the midst of her panic, she also felt a sense of relief.
The secret that she had kept for so long was finally revealed.
Finally, she did not have to carry such a heavy burden anymore.
Finally, she did not have to worry every day and be afraid that she would give herself away in front of Qin Mucheng.
Finally…
Just as Ji Yuanyuan was feeling uneasy, Qin Mucheng suddenly spoke. “Actually, I’m quite happy.”
Happy? Was Qin Mucheng crazy?
How could he be happy about such a thing?
Perhaps Ji Yuanyuan’s gaze was too strange. Qin Mucheng chuckled and took the initiative to answer her question. “After hearing what you said, I was indeed a little unromantic in my previous life. Instead of accompanying such a beautiful wife, I stayed in the company all day. It’s only right that you don’t like me. If you hadn’t taken the initiative to approach me in this life and kept taking the initiative, I might still be the unromantic Qin Mucheng. How could I have such a warm life with a wife and children?”
Ji Yuanyuan looked at Qin Mucheng with a dumbfounded expression.
She did not know that Qin Mucheng was so eloquent.
It was clearly a bad thing, but he forcefully made it sound like a good thing.
“Silly girl, let alone the past life, even in this life, if you’re willing to turn back,
I definitely won’t despise you.”
Ji Yuanyuan suddenly thought of the white-haired Qin Mucheng in her dream.
Tears welled up in her eyes, and suddenly, she started crying.
These tears were really too unexpected.
Qin Mucheng quickly raised his hand and gently wiped away Ji Yuanyuan’s tears. “This isn’t a big deal. Is it worth it for you to cry?”
Hearing this, Ji Yuanyuan cried. “You’re the only one who doesn’t think this is a big deal. I think this is a big deal. I’ve endured it for many years and didn’t dare to tell you. I was afraid that you would hate me if you knew about this. If it wasn’t for the amnesia this time and you were discovering my secret, I might never have told you in this lifetime. How unfair is this to you?”
“Fair?” Qin Mucheng could not help but laugh. “Fairness in love? There’s only love and no fair or unfair.”
Hearing this, Ji Yuanyuan broke into laughter.
“I love you!” She reached out and hugged Qin Mucheng.
“I love you too.” Qin Mucheng smiled.
After that, Ji Yuanyuan did not sleep for the entire night.
She was woken up by Tangtang in the morning. The little ball was nestled next to Ji Yuanyuan’s head, watching her sleeping face seriously.
From time to time, she could not help but reach out and touch Ji Yuanyuan’s face.
Ji Yuanyuan opened his eyes and saw Tangtang’s pink face.
She was stunned for a moment. Then, she reached out and hugged Tangtang. “My baby, you miss Mommy, right?”
Tangtang, who was being carried by Ji Yuanyuan, was stunned for a moment before she suddenly burst into tears.
She hugged Ji Yuanyuan and cried, “Mommy, Mommy…”
Obviously, Tangtang had realized it. At this moment, her mother was no longer the mother who did not remember her.
To her, it was as if she had regained what she had lost.
Ji Yuanyuan’s eyes turned red from her crying.
“Don’t be afraid,” she comforted Tangtang. “Mommy is here.”
As she spoke, Ji Yuanyuan’s voice started to choke up.
She didn’t dare to speak again, afraid that she would cry along with Tangtang.
Outside the door, Qin Mucheng, who was wearing an ap.r.o.n, stopped in his tracks.
Hearing his daughter’s cries, Qin Mucheng took a deep breath and looked up.
Ji Yuanyuan coaxed her for half an hour before she was done.
When she brought Tangtang down, the food on the dining table was almost cold.
Fortunately, it was summer now, so they could eat it even if the food were cold.
Tangtang was now like a koala, hanging on Ji Yuanyuan’s body.
She didn’t even come down when it was time to eat.
Ji Yuanyuan and Qin Mucheng knew that the child did not have a sense of security.
Therefore, no one said anything and allowed her to hang on Ji Yuanyuan’s body.
“When are we going back?” Ji Yuanyuan asked after breakfast. “The graduation ceremony is the day after tomorrow.”
Qin Mucheng thought for a moment. “Then let’s go back tomorrow night. Since we’re already here, let’s stay for two more days. We had not visited her grandmother and grandparents yet, so let’s go to the city to take a look. Let Tangtang see the place where her mother lived when she was young.”
“Since we’re already here,” Tangtang said like a parrot.
Her childish voice made Ji Yuanyuan and Qin Mucheng look at each other and laugh.
The next day, Qin Mucheng’s schedule was packed for the rest of the day.
They went to her grandparents’ house in the countryside, to the middle school and high school that Ji Yuanyuan attended in the city, and even to the house that Ji Yuanyuan used to live in..