Quietly and calmly trying to command himself, he told her then how inevitable it was that they must submit to the voice of the law during the next few months, so as to insure their future happiness and fair name. And then he told her of the favor conferred upon him, and how he was compelled to accept it or never to hope for court favor again.
She listened with a face that seemed turned to stone. Slowly the tender arms unwound themselves and fell by her side; slowly the beautiful eyes left his and filled with despair. He tried to console her.
"You see, my darling," he said, "that in any case we must have parted.
Though this appointment is a mark of royal regard, still it is quite imperative. I could not have refused it without ruin to my future career, and I could not have taken you with me, so that for a time we must have parted."
"I see," she said, gently, but her hands fell, and a shudder that she could not control pa.s.sed over her.
"Leone," said Lord Chandos, "we have not long to be together, and we have much to arrange. Tell me, first, what you thought of my mother?"
"She is very beautiful, very proud, very haughty, cold and cruel--if not wicked," said the young girl, slowly.
"That is not very flattering," said Lord Chandos.
"I could have loved and worshiped her if she had been kind to me," said Leone; "but she was cruel, and some time or other I shall have my revenge."
He looked gravely at her.
"I do not like to hear that, my darling. How can you be revenged?"
A light came over her face.
"I do not know. I have a prophetic insight at times into the future. As I stand here, I know that a time will come when your mother will weep to me as bitterly as I wept to her, and just as much in vain."
"I hope not," he answered. "All will be well for us, Leone. But revenge, my darling, is a horrible word, and does not suit those sweet lips at all. Let me kiss away the sound of it."
He bent his handsome head and kissed her lips with love that seemed stronger than death and true as eternity.
CHAPTER XX.
THE PARTING.
They had been talking for more than an hour. He had given her the whole history of the royal wedding, of what his emba.s.sy consisted of, of the length of time he would be absent, how he should think of her continually, how he implored her to write to him every day, and she had given him every detail of her interview with Mr. Sewell and Lady Lanswell. Then he said to himself that it was time they made some arrangement over the future.
"So we are to live apart until next June, Leone," he said, gently. "It is a terrible sentence; but the time will soon pa.s.s. Tell me, my darling, where you would like to live until June comes?"
She looked at him with startled eyes.
"Need I leave home, Lance? Let me live here; I could not fancy any other place was home. I feel as though if I once left here I should never see you again."
"My darling, that is all fancy--nothing but fancy. No matter where you are, my birthday comes on the thirtieth day of June, and on that day I shall return to you to make you what I have always believed you to be--my wife."
"I am your wife, Lance; let others say what they will, you will not deny it."
"Not I, Leone. You are my wife; and the very first day the law permits you shall bear my name, just as you now share my heart and life."
"On the thirtieth day of June," she sighed. "I shall count every hour, every minute until then. I wish, Lance, I could sleep a long sleep from the hour of parting until the hour of meeting--if I could but turn my face from the light of day and not open my eyes until they rest on you again. I shall have to live through every hour and every minute, and they will be torture."
"The time will soon pa.s.s, Leone, my darling; it will be full of hope, not despair. When the green leaves spring and the sunshine warms the land, you will say to yourself, "June is coming, and June brings back my love;" when the lark sings and the wood-pigeons make their nests, when the hawthorn blooms on the hedges and the lilac rears its tall plumes, you will say "June is near." When the roses laugh and the lilies bloom, when the brook sings in the wood, when the corn grows ripe in the meadows, you will say "June is come, and it brings my love.""
"My love--oh, my love," sighed the girl, and her voice had the pa.s.sionate sweetness of a siren.
"I shall come back to you, Leone, with everything bright, smiling, and beautiful; every rose that blooms, every bird that sings, every green leaf that springs will be a message from me to you to say that I am coming; when the wind whispers, and the trees murmur, it will be the same story, that I am coming back to my darling. Let us picture the thirtieth of June, and your mind shall rest on that picture. It will be a bright day, I know, the sky all blue and clear, not a cloud in it; but with the half-golden light one sees in June skies. You can see that picture, Leone?"
"Yes," she replied, drawing nearer him, and resting her head again on his breast.
"The sun will be low on the hills, and every living thing will be laughing in its light. The great trees will have grown strong in it, the flowers will have brightened, and the river there, Leone, will be running so deep and clear, kissing the green banks and the osier beds, carrying with it the leaves and flowers that will fall on its bosom, and the garden will be filled with the flowers we love the best. You see that picture, too, my love?"
"Yes, I see it," she whispers.
"Wherever I may be," he continued, "I shall so arrange my journey that I may be with you on the morning of my birthday. You see the pretty white gate yonder where the tall white roses climb in summer? My darling, rise early on the thirtieth of June and watch that gate. Even should such an impossible thing be as that you should never have one word of or from me, get up and watch that gate on the thirtieth of June. You will see me enter. I will part the cl.u.s.tering roses; I shall gather the sweetest, together with the fairest lily that blooms, and bring them to you as emblems of your own dearest self. You will see me walk down the broad path there, and you will meet me at the door."
"Oh, my love, my love!" sighed the girl, "would that it were June now."
He bent down to kiss the loving lips.
"It will come," he said; "let me finish the picture. I shall have a special license with me so that we can be remarried that day; and then the world shall know who is Lady Chandos. Then my lady mother shall seek you who have sought her; then she shall ask to know you, my darling, and this hideous past shall be to us a dream and nothing more. Leone, when sad thoughts come to you promise me that you will dwell on this side of the picture and forget the other."
"I promise, Lance," she said, gently.
"You see, my love--whom I shall so soon call again by the beautiful name of wife--you see that your life does not lie in ruins round you; the only difference is that I shall be away."
"And that makes the difference of the whole world to me," said Leone.
"And to me," said Lord Chandos; "but it will soon be over, Leone. You can go on living here--it is no unusual thing for a lady to live alone while her husband is abroad. You can keep the same servants; you need not make the least alteration in your life in any way. Only remain here in silence and patience until I return. Now do you see, my darling, it is not so dreadful?"
"It is hard enough," she replied; "but you have taken away the sting.
Oh, my darling, you will be true to me? I am only a simple village girl, with nothing, your mother says, to recommend me; but I love you--I love you. You will be true to me?"
"My dearest Leone, you may as well ask if the stars will be true to heaven, or heaven to itself, as ask me if I will be true to you. You are my life--a man is not false to his own life. You are soul of my soul--no man betrays his soul! It would be easier for me to die than be false to you, my love."
The pa.s.sionate words rea.s.sured her--something of hope came over the beautiful face.
"Lance," she said, "do you remember the mill-wheel and how the water used to sing the words of the song?"
"Yes, I remember it; but those will never come true over us, Leone, never. I shall never break my vows or you yours."
"No; yet how the water sung it over and over again:
""Those vows were all forgotten, The ring asunder broke."
I can hear it now, Lance. It seems to me the wind is repeating it."
"It is only your fancy, my darling," he said.