The other glared. He said, "You have no right to be here. I should arrest you. You have no right to accost Herr Hundenmeister.""
"What is in that van?"
"Have you gone mad ? The van is not your concern. Leave now. At once."
"Open it!"
The other hesitated, and shrugged. He stepped back. He said, "Show him, mein Herr."
The Hundenmeister fumbled with a bunch of keys. The van doors grated. Mainwaring walked forward, slowly.
The vehicle was empty.
The Captain said, "You have seen what you wished to see. You are satisfied. Now go."
Mainwaring stared round. There was a further door, recessed deeply into the wall. Beside it controls like the controls of a bank vault.
"What is in that room?"
The GFP man said, "You have gone too far. I order you to leave."
"You have no authority over me!"
"Return to your quarters!"
Mainwaring said, "I refuse."
The other slapped the holster at his hip. He gut-held the Walther, wrists locked, feet apart. He said, "Then you will be shot."
Mainwaring walked past him, contemptuously. The baying of the dogs faded as he slammed the outer door.
"It was among the middle cla.s.ses that the seeds had first been sown; and it was among the middle cla.s.ses that they flourished. Britain had been called often enough a nation of shopkeepers; now for a little while the tills were closed, the blinds left drawn. Overnight it seemed, an effete symbol of social and national disunity became the Einsatzegruppefuehrer; and the wire for the first detention camps was strung..."
Mainwaring finished the page, tore it from the spine, crumpled it and dropped it on the fire. He went on reading. Beside him on the hearth stood a part-full bottle of whisky and a gla.s.s. He picked the gla.s.s up mechanically, drank. He lit a cigarette. A few minutes later a new page followed the last.
The clock ticked steadily. The burning paper made a little rustling. Reflections danced across the ceiling of the room. Once Mainwaring raised his head, listened; once put the ruined book down, rubbed his eyes. The room, and the corridor outside, stayed quiet.
"Against immeasurable force, we must put cunning; against immeasurable evil, faith and a high resolve. In the war we wage, the stakes are high; the dignity of man, the freedom of the spirit, the survival of humanity. Already in that war, many of us have died; many more, undoubtedly, will lay down their lives. But always, beyond them, there will be others; and still more. We shall go on, as we must go on, till this thing is wiped from the earth.
"Meanwhile, we must take fresh heart. Every blow, now, is a blow for freedom. In France, Belgium, Finland, Poland, Russia, the forces of the Two Empires confront each other uneasily. Greed, jealousy, mutual distrust; these are the enemies, and they work from within. This, the Empires know full well. And, knowing, for the first time in their existence, fear..."
The last page crumpled, fell to ash. Mainwaring sat back, staring at nothing. Finally he stirred, looked up. It was zero three hundred; and they hadn"t come for him yet.
The bottle was finished. He set it to one side, opened another. He swilled the liquid in the gla.s.s, hearing the magnified ticking of the clock.
He crossed the room, took the Luger from the case. He found a cleaning rod, patches and oil. He sat awhile dully, looking at the pistol. Then he slipped the magazine free, pulled back on the breech toggle, thumbed the latch, slid the barrel from the guides.
His mind, wearied, had begun to play aggravating tricks. It ranged and wandered, remembering scenes, episodes, details sometimes from years back; trivial, unconnected. Through and between the wanderings, time after time, ran the ancient, lugubrious words of the carol. He tried to shut them out, but it was impossible.
"Living he spoiled where poor men toiled, which made kind Ceres sad. ..."
He pushed the link pin clear, withdrew the breech block, stripped the firing pin. He laid the parts out, washed them with oil and water, dried and re-oiled. He rea.s.sembled the pistol, working carefully; inverted the barrel, shook the link down in front of the hooks, closed the latch, checked the recoil spring engagement. He loaded a full clip, pushed it home, chambered a round, thumbed the safety to GESICKERT. He released the clip; reloaded.
He fetched his briefcase, laid the pistol inside carefully, grip uppermost. He filled a spare clip, added the extension b.u.t.t and a fifty box of Parabellum. He closed the flap and locked it, set the case beside the bed. After that there was nothing more to do. He sat back in the chair, refilled his gla.s.s.
"Toiling he boiled, where poor men spoiled...."
The firelight faded, finally.
He woke, and the room was dark. He got up, felt the floor sway a little. He understood that he had a hangover. He groped for the lightswitch. The clock hands stood at zero eight hundred.
He felt vaguely guilty at having slept so long.
He walked to the bathroom. He stripped and showered, running the water as hot as he could bear. The process brought him round a little. He dried himself, staring down. He thought for the first time what curious things these bodies were; some with their yellow cylinders, some their indentations.
He dressed and shaved. He had remembered what he was going to do; fastening his tie, he tried to remember why. He couldn"t. His brain, it seemed, had gone dead.
There was an inch of whisky in the bottle. He poured it, grimaced and drank. Inside him was a fast, cold shaking. He thought, "Like the first morning at a new school."
He lit a cigarette. Instantly his throat filled. He walked to the bathroom and vomited. Then again. Finally there was nothing left to come.
His chest ached. He rinsed his mouth, washed his face again. He sat in the bedroom for a while, head back and eyes closed. In time the shaking went away. He lay unthinking, hearing the clock tick. Once his lips moved. He said, "They"re no better than us."
At nine hundred hours he walked to the breakfast room. His stomach, he felt, would retain very little. He ate a slice of toast, carefully drank some coffee. He asked for a packet of cigarettes, went back to his room. At ten hundred hours he was due to meet the Minister.
He checked the briefcase again. A thought made him add a pair of stringback motoring gloves. He sat again, stared at the ashes where he had burned the Geissler. A part of him was willing the clock hands not to move. At five to ten he picked the briefcase up, stepped into the corridor. He stood a moment staring round him. He thought, "It hasn"t happened yet. I"m still alive." There was still the flat in Town to go back to, still his office; the tall windows, the telephones, the khaki utility desk.
He walked through sunlit corridors to the Minister"s suite.
The room to which he was admitted was wide and long. A fire crackled in the hearth; beside it on a low table stood gla.s.ses and a decanter. Over the mantel, conventionally, hung the Fuehrer"s portrait. Edward VIII faced him across the room. Tall windows framed a prospect of rolling parkland. In the distance, blue on the horizon, were the woods.
The Minister said, "Good morning, Richard. Please sit down. I don"t think I shall keep you long."
He sat, placing the briefcase by his knee.
This morning everything seemed strange. He studied the Minister curiously, as if seeing him for the first time. He had that type of face once thought of as peculiarly English; short-nosed and slender, with high, finely-shaped cheek-bones. The hair, blond and cropped close to the scalp, made him look nearly boyish. The eyes were candid, flat, dark-fringed. He looked, Mainwaring decided, not so much Aryan as like some fierce nursery toy; a feral Teddy Bear.
The Minister riffled papers. He said, "Several things have cropped up; among them I"m afraid, more trouble in Glasgow. The fifty-first Panzer division is standing by; as yet, the news hasn"t been released."
Mainwaring wished his head felt less hollow. It made his own voice boom so unnecessarily. He said, "Where is Miss Hunter?"
The Minister paused. The pale eyes stared; then he went on speaking.
"I"m afraid I may have to ask you to cut short your stay here. I shall be flying back to London for a meeting; possibly tomorrow, possibly the day after. I shall want you with me of course."
"Where is Miss Hunter?"
The Minister placed his hands flat on the desk top, studied the nails. He said, "Richard, there are aspects of Two Empires culture that are neither mentioned nor discussed. You of all people should know this. I"m being patient with you; but there are limits to what I can overlook."
"Seldom he toiled, while Ceres roiled, which made poor kind men glad. ..."
Mainwaring opened the flap of the case and stood up. He thumbed the safety forward and levelled the pistol.
There was silence for a time. The fire spat softly. Then the Minister smiled. He said, "That"s an interesting gun, Richard. Where did you get it?"
Mainwaring didn"t answer.
The Minister moved his hands carefully to the arms of his chair, leaned back. He said, "It"s the Marine model of course. It"s also quite old. Does it by any chance carry the Erfurt stamp? Its value would be considerably increased."
He smiled again. He said, "If the barrel is good, I"ll buy it. For my private collection."
Mainwaring"s arm began to shake. He steadied his wrist, gripping with his left hand.
The Minister sighed. He said, "Richard, you can be so stubborn. It"s a good quality; but you do carry it to excess." He shook his head. He said, "Did you imagine for one moment I didn"t know you were coming here to kill me ? My dear chap, you"ve been through a great deal. You"re overwrought. Believe me, I know just how you feel."
Mainwaring said, "You murdered her."
The Minister spread his hands. He said, "What with? A gun? A knife? Do I honestly look such a shady character?"
The words made a cold pain, and a tightness in the chest. But they had to be said.
The Minister"s brows rose. Then he started to laugh. Finally he said, "At last I see. I understood, but I couldn"t believe. So you bullied our poor little Hundenmeister, which wasn"t very worthy; and seriously annoyed the Herr Hauptmann, which wasn"t very wise. Because of this fantasy, stuck in your head. Do you really believe it, Richard? Perhaps you believe in Struwwelpeter too." He sat forward. He said, "The Hunt ran. And killed... a deer. She gave us an excellent chase. As for your little Huntress... Richard, she"s gone. She never existed. She was a figment of your imagination. Best forgotten."
Mainwaring said, "We were in love."
The Minister said, "Richard, you really are becoming tiresome." He shook his head again. He said, "We"re both adult. We both know what that word is worth. It"s a straw, in the wind. A candle, on a night of gales. A phrase that is meaningless. Lacherlich." He put his hands together, rubbed a palm. He said, "When this is over, I want you to go away. For a month, six weeks maybe. With your new car. When you come back... well, we"ll see. Buy yourself a girlfriend, if you need a woman that much. Einen Schatz. I never dreamed; you"re so remote, you should speak more of yourself. Richard, I understand; it isn"t such a very terrible thing."
Mainwaring stared.
The Minister said, "We shall make an arrangement. You will have the use of an apartment, rather a nice apartment. So your lady will be close. When you tire of her... buy another. They"re unsatisfactory for the most part, but reasonable. Now sit down like a good chap, and put your gun away. You look so silly, standing there scowling like that."
It seemed he felt all life, all experience, as a grey weight pulling. He lowered the pistol, slowly. He thought. "At the end, they were wrong. They picked the wrong man." He said, "I suppose now I use it on myself."
The Minister said, "No, no, no. You still don"t understand." He linked his knuckles, grinning. He said, "Richard, the Herr Hauptmann would have arrested you last night. I wouldn"t let him. This is between ourselves. n.o.body else. I give you my word."
Mainwaring felt his shoulders sag. The strength seemed drained from him; the pistol, now, weighed too heavy for his arm.
The Minister said, "Richard, why so glum? It"s a great occasion, man. You"ve found your courage. I"m delighted."
He lowered his voice. He said, "Don"t you want to know why I let you come here with your machine? Aren"t you even interested?"
Mainwaring stayed silent.
The Minister said, "Look around you, Richard. See the world. I want men near me, serving me. Now more than ever. Real men, not afraid to die. Give me a dozen... but you know the rest. I could rule the world. But first... I must rule them. My men. Do you see now? Do you understand?"
Mainwaring thought, "He"s in control again, But he was always in control. He owns me."
The study spun a little.
The voice went on, smoothly. "As for this amusing little plot by the so-called Freedom Front; again, you did well. It was difficult for you. I was watching; believe me, with much sympathy. Now, you"ve burned your book. Of your own free will. That delighted me."
Mainwaring looked up, sharply.
The Minister shook his head. He said, "The real recorder is rather better hidden, you were too easily satisfied there. There"s also a tv monitor. I"m sorry about it all, I apologise. It was necessary."
A singing started, inside Mainwaring"s head.
The Minister sighed again. He said, "Still unconvinced, Richard? Then I have some things I think you ought to see. Am I permitted to open my desk drawer?"
Mainwaring didn"t speak. The other slid the drawer back slowly, reached in. He laid a telegram flimsy on the desk top. He said, "The addressee is Miss D. J. Hunter. The message consists of one word. "ACTIVATE." "
The singing rose in pitch.
"This as well," said the Minister. He held up a medallion on a thin gold chain. The little disc bore the linked motif of the Freedom Front. He said, "Mere exhibitionism; or a death wish. Either way, a most undesirable trait."
He tossed the thing down. He said, "She was here under surveillance of course, we"d known about her for years. To them, you were a sleeper. Do you see the absurdity? They really thought you would be jealous enough to a.s.sa.s.sinate your Minister. This they mean in their silly little book, when they talk of subtlety. Richard, I could have fifty blonde women if I chose. A hundred. Why should I want yours?" He shut the drawer with a click, and rose. He said, "Give me the gun now. You don"t need it any more." He extended his arm; then he was flung heavily backward. Gla.s.ses smashed on the side table. The decanter split; its contents poured dark across the wood.
Over the desk hung a faint haze of blue. Mainwaring walked forward, stood looking down. There were blood-flecks, and a little flesh. The eyes of the Teddy Bear still showed glints of white. Hydraulic shock had shattered the chest; the breath drew ragged, three times, and stopped. He thought, "I didn"t hear the report."
The communicating door opened. Mainwaring turned. A secretary stared in, bolted at sight of him. The door slammed.
He pushed the briefcase under his arm, ran through the outer office. Feet clattered in the corridor. He opened the door, carefully. Shouts sounded, somewhere below in the house.
Across the corridor hung a loop of crimson cord. He stepped over it, hurried up a flight of stairs. Then another. Beyond the private apartments the way was closed by a heavy metal grille. He ran to it, rattled. A rumbling sounded from below. He glared round. Somebody had operated the emergency shutters; the house was sealed.
Beside the door an iron ladder was spiked to the wall. He climbed it, panting. The trap in the ceiling was padlocked. He clung one-handed, awkward with the briefcase, held the pistol above his head.
Daylight showed through splintered wood. He put his shoulder to the trap, heaved. It creaked back. He pushed head and shoulders through, scrambled. Wind stung at him and flakes of snow.
His shirt was wet under the arms. He lay face down, shaking. He thought, "It wasn"t an accident. None of it was an accident." He had underrated them. They understood despair.
He pushed himself up, stared round. He was on the roof of Wilton. Beside him rose gigantic chimney stacks. There was a lattice radio mast. The wind hummed in its guy wires. To his right ran the bal.u.s.trade that crowned the facade of the house. Behind it was a snow-choked gutter.
He wriggled across a sloping scree of roof, ran crouching. Shouts sounded from below. He dropped fiat, rolled. An automatic clattered. He edged forward again, dragging the briefcase. Ahead, one of the corner towers rose dark against the sky. He crawled to it, crouched sheltered from the wind. He opened the case, pulled the gloves on. He clipped the stock to the pistol, laid the spare magazine beside him and the box of rounds.
The shouts came again. He peered forward, through the bal.u.s.trade. Running figures scattered across the lawn. He sighted on the nearest, squeezed. Commotion below. The automatic zipped; stone chips flew, whining. A voice called, "Don"t expose yourselves unnecessarily." Another answered.
"Die kommen mit dem Hubschrauber He stared round him, at the yellow-grey horizon. He had forgotten the helicopter.
A snow flurry drove against his face. He huddled, flinching. He thought he heard, carried on the wind, a faint droning.
From where he crouched he could see the nearer trees of the park, beyond them the wall and gatehouses. Beyond again, the land rose to the circling woods.
The droning was back, louder than before. He screwed his eyes, made out the dark spot skimming above the trees. He shook his head. He said. "We made a mistake. We all made a mistake."
He settled the stock of the Luger to his shoulder, and waited.