The Man from the Bitter Roots.
by Caroline Lockhart.
I.
BEFORE HE GREW UP.
The little white "digger," galloping with the stiff, short-legged jumps of the broken-down cow pony, stopped short as the boy riding him pulled sharply on the reins, and after looking hard at something which lay in a bare spot in the gra.s.s, slid from its fat back.
He picked up the rock which had attracted his eye, and turned it over and over in his hand. His pockets bulged with colored pebbles and odd-looking stones he had found in washouts and ravines. There was no great variety on the Iowa prairie, and he thought he knew them all, but he had never seen a rock like this.
He crossed his bare, tanned legs, and sat down to examine it more closely, while the lazy cow pony immediately went to sleep. The stone was heavy and black, with a pitted surface as polished as though some one had laboriously rubbed it smooth. Where did it come from? How did it get there? Involuntarily he looked up at the sky. Perhaps G.o.d had thrown it down to surprise him--to make him wonder. He smiled a little. G.o.d was a very real person to Bruce Burt. He had a notion that He kept close watch upon his movements through a large crack somewhere in the sky.
Yes, G.o.d must have tossed it down, for how else could a rock so different from every other rock be lying there as though it had just dropped? He wished he had not so long to wait before he could show it to his mother. He was tempted to say he saw it fall, but she might ask him "Honest Injun?" and he decided not. However, if G.o.d made crawfish go into their holes backward just to make boys laugh, and gra.s.shoppers chew tobacco, why wouldn"t He----
The sound of prairie gra.s.s swishing about the legs of a galloping horse made him jump, startled, to his feet and thrust the strange rock into the front of his shirt. His father reined in, and demanded angrily:
"What you here for? Why didn"t you do as I told you?"
"I--I forgot. I got off to look at a funny rock. See, papa!" His black eye sparkled as he took it from his shirt front and held it up eagerly.
His father did not look at it.
"Get on your horse!" he said harshly. "I can"t trust you to do anything.
We"re late as it is, and women don"t like people coming in on "em at meal-time without warning." He kicked his horse in the ribs, and galloped off.
The abashed look in the boy"s face changed to sullenness. He jumped on his pony and followed his father, but shortly he lowered his black lashes, and the tears slipped down his cheeks.
Why had he shown that rock, anyhow? he asked himself in chagrin. He might have known that his father wouldn"t look at it, that he didn"t look at anything or care about anything but horses and cattle. Certainly his father did not care about _him_. He could not remember when the stern man had given him a pat on the head, or a good-night kiss. The thought of his father kissing anybody startled him. It seemed to him that his father seldom spoke to him except to reprimand or ridicule him, and the latter was by far the worse.
His eyes were still red when he sat down at the table, but the discovery that there was chicken helped a.s.suage his injured feelings, and when the farmer"s wife deliberately speared the gizzard from the platter and laid it on his plate the world looked almost bright. How did she know that he liked gizzard, he wondered? The look of grat.i.tude he shyly flashed her brought a smile to her tired face. There were mashed potatoes, too, and gravy, pickled peaches, and he thought he smelled a lemon pie. He wondered if they had these things all the time. If it wasn"t for his mother he believed he"d like to live with Mrs. Mosher, and golly! wasn"t he hungry! He hoped they wouldn"t stop to talk, so he"d dare begin.
He tried to regard his mother"s frequent admonitions concerning "manners"--that one about stirring up your potatoes as though you were mixing mortar, and biting into one big slab of bread. He did his best, but his cheek protruded with half a pickled peach when he heard his father say:
"I sent Bruce on ahead to tell you that we"d be here, but he didn"t mind me. I found him out there on the prairie, looking at a rock."
All eyes turned smilingly upon the boy, and he reddened to the roots of his hair, while the half peach in his cheek felt suddenly like a whole one.
"It was a funny kind of rock," he mumbled in self-defence when he could speak.
"The rock doesn"t have to be very funny to make you forget what you"re told to do," his father said curtly, and added to the others: "His mother can"t keep pockets in his clothes for the rocks he packs around in them, and they"re piled all over the house. He wants her to send away and get him a book about rocks."
"Perhaps he"ll be one of these rock-sharps when he gets big," suggested Mr. Mosher humorously. "Wouldn"t it be kinda nice to have a perfesser in the family--with long hair and goggles? I come acrost one once that hunted bugs. He called a chinch bug a Rhyparochromus, but he saddled his horse without a blanket and put bakin" powder in the sour-dough."
In the same way that the farmer"s wife knew that boys liked gizzards, she knew that Bruce was writhing under the attention and the ridicule.
"He"ll be a cattleman like his dad," and she smiled upon him.
His father shook his head.
"No, he doesn"t take hold right. Why, even when I was his age I could tell a stray in the bunch as far as I could see it, and he don"t know the milk cow when she gets outside of the barn. I tell his mother I"m goin" to work him over again with a trace strap----"
The sensitive boy could bear no more. He gave one regretful glance at his heaping plate, a shamed look at Mrs. Mosher, then sprang to his feet and faced his father.
"I won"t learn cattle, and _you_ can"t make me!" he cried, with blazing eyes. "And you _won"t_ work me over with a trace strap! You"ve licked me all I"ll stand. I"ll go away! I"ll _run_ away, and I won"t come home till I"m white as a darned sheep!"
"Bruce!" His father reached for his collar, but the boy was gone. His chair tipped over, and his precious rock dropped from his shirt front and bounced on the floor. It _was_ a precious rock, too, a fragment of meteorite, one which fell perhaps in the shower of meteoric stones in Iowa in "79.
"He"s the touchiest child I ever saw," said Burt apologetically, "and stubborn as a mule; but you"d better set his plate away. I guess the gentleman will return, since he"s twenty-five miles from home."
The farmer"s wife called after the boy from the doorway, but he did not stop. Hatless, with his head thrown back and his fists clenched tight against his sides, he ran with all his might, his bare feet kicking up the soft, deep dust. There was something pathetic to her in the lonely little figure vanishing down the long, straight road. She wished it had not happened.
"It isn"t right to tease a child," she said, going back to her seat.
"Well, there"s no sense in his acting like that," Burt answered. "I"ve tried to thrash some of that stubbornness out of him, but his will is hard to break."
"I don"t believe in so much whipping," the woman defended. "Traits that children are punished for sometimes are the makin" of them when they"re grown. I think that"s why grandparents are usually easier with their grandchildren than they were with their own--because they"ve lived long enough to see the faults they whipped their children for grow into virtues. Bruce"s stubbornness may be perseverance when he"s a man, and to my way of thinking too much pride is far better than too little."
"Pride or no pride, he"ll do as I say," Burt answered, with an obstinacy of tone which made the farmer"s wife comment mentally that it was not difficult to see from whom the boy had inherited _that_ trait.
But it was the only one, since, save in coloring and features, they were totally dissimilar, and Burt seemed to have no understanding of his pa.s.sionate, warm-hearted, imaginative son. Perhaps, unknown to himself, he harbored a secret resentment that Bruce had not been the little girl whose picture had been as fixed and clear in his mind before Bruce came as though she were already an actuality. She was to have had flaxen hair, with blue ribbons in it, and teeth like tiny, sharp pearls. She was to have come dancing to meet him on her toes, and to have snuggled contentedly on his lap when he returned from long rides on the range.
Boys were all right, but he had a vague notion that they belonged to their mothers. Bruce was distinctly "his mother"s boy," and this was tacitly understood. It was to her he went with his hurts for caresses, and with his confidences for sympathy and understanding.
Now there was nothing in Bruce"s mind but to get to his mother. While his breath lasted and he burned with outraged pride and humiliation, the boy ran, his thought a confused jumble of mortification that Mrs. Mosher should know that he got "lickings," of regret for the gizzard and mashed potatoes and lemon pie, of wonder as to what his mother would say when he came home in the middle of the night and told her that he had walked all the way alone.
He dropped to a trot, and then to a walk, for it was hot, and even a hurt and angry boy cannot run forever. The tears dried to grimy streaks on his cheeks, and the sun blistered his face and neck, while he discovered that stretches of stony road were mighty hard on the soles of the feet. But he walked on purposefully, with no thought of going back, thinking of the comforting arms and shoulder that awaited him at the other end. After all, n.o.body took any interest in rocks, except mother; n.o.body cared about the things he really liked, except mother.
Toward the end of the afternoon his footsteps lagged, and sunset found him resting by the roadside. He was so hungry! He felt so little, so alone, and the coming darkness brought disturbing thoughts of coyotes and prairie wolves, of robbers and ghosts that the hired man said he had seen when he had stayed out too late o" nights.
Ravines, with their still, eloquent darkness, are fearsome places for imaginative boys to pa.s.s alone. Hobgoblins--the very name sent chills up and down Bruce"s spine--would be most apt to lurk in some such place, waiting, waiting to jump on his back! He broke and ran.
The stars came out, and a late moon found him trudging still. He limped and his st.u.r.dy shoulders sagged. He was tired, and, oh, so sleepy, but the prolonged howl of a wolf, coming from somewhere a long way off, kept him from dropping to the ground. Who would have believed that twenty-five miles was such a distance? He stopped short, and how hard his heart pumped blood! Stock-still and listening, he heard the clatter of hoofs coming down the road ahead of him. Who would be out this time of night but robbers? He looked about him; there was no place on the flat prairie to hide except a particularly dark ravine some little way back which had taken all his courage to go through without running.
Between robbers and hobgoblins there seemed small choice, but he chose robbers. With his fists clenched and the cold sweat on his forehead, he waited by the roadside for the dark rider, who was coming like the wind.
"h.e.l.lo!" The puffing horse was pulled sharply to a standstill.
"Oh, Wess!" His determination to die without a sound ended in a broken cry of gladness, and he wrapped an arm around the hired man"s leg to hold him.
"Bruce! What you doin" here?"
"They plagued me. I"m going home."
"You keep on goin", boy. I"m after you and your father." There was something queer in the hired man"s voice--something that frightened him.
"Your mother"s taken awful sick. Don"t waste no time; it"s four miles yet; you hustle!" The big horse jumped into the air and was gone.
It was not so much what the hired man said that scared him so, but the way he said it. Bruce had never known him not to laugh and joke, or seen him run his horse like that.