"I say, Lollie," he asked, "do you remember Dorothy Browne?" Browne, that was it!
"Dorothy Browne?" I repeated. "Oh - why yes, I recall her now. Why?"
"Nothing," he said. "I was thinking about her. That"s all. You remember you were crazy about her, and dropped back because she preferred me."
"I got out," I said with dignity, "because you declared you would shoot yourself if she didn"t go with you to something or other!"
"Oh, why yes, I recall now!" he mimicked. He tossed his cigarette in the general direction of the hearth and got up. We were both a little conscious, and he stood with his back to me, fingering a j.a.panese vase on the mantel.
"I was thinking," he began, turning the vase around, "that, if you feel pretty well again, and - and ready to take hold, that I should like to go away for a week or so. Things are fairly well cleaned up at the office."
"Do you mean - you are going to Richmond?" I asked, after a scarcely perceptible pause. He turned and faced me, with his hands thrust in his pockets.
"No. That"s off, Lollie. The Sieberts are going for a week"s cruise along the coast. I - the hot weather has played hob with me and the cruise means seven days" breeze and bridge."
I lighted a cigarette and offered him the box, but he refused. He was looking haggard and suddenly tired. I could not think of anything to say, and neither could he, evidently. The matter between us lay too deep for speech.
"How"s Candida?" he asked.
"Martin says a month, and she will be all right," I returned, in the same tone. He picked up his hat, but he had something more to say. He blurted it out, finally, half way to the door.
"The Seiberts are not going for a couple of days," he said, "and if you want a day or so off to go down to Richmond yourself - "
"Perhaps I shall," I returned, as indifferently as I could. "Not going yet, are you?"
"Yes. It is late." He drew in his breath as if he had something more to say, but the impulse pa.s.sed.
"Well, good night," he said from the doorway.
"Good night, old man."
The next moment the outer door slammed and I heard the engine of the Cannonball throbbing in the street. Then the quiet settled down around me again, and there in the lamplight I dreamed dreams. I was going to see her.
Suddenly the idea of being shut away, even temporarily, from so great and wonderful a world became intolerable. The possibility of arrest before I could get to Richmond was hideous, the night without end.
I made my escape the next morning through the stable back of the house, and then, by devious darkand winding ways, to the office. There, after a conference with Blobs, whose features fairly jerked with excitement, I double-locked the door of my private office and finished off some imperative work. By ten o"clock I was free, and for the twentieth time I consulted my train schedule. At five minutes after ten, with McKnight not yet in sight, Blobs knocked at the door, the double rap we had agreed upon, and on being admitted slipped in and quietly closed the door behind him. His eyes were glistening with excitement, and a purple dab of typewriter ink gave him a peculiarly villainous and stealthy expression.
"They"re here," he said, "two of "em, and that crazy Stuart wasn"t on, and said you were somewhere in the building."
A door slammed outside, followed by steps on the uncarpeted outer office.
"This way," said Blobs, in a husky undertone, and, darting into a lavatory, threw open a door that I had always supposed locked. Thence into a back hall piled high with boxes and past the presses of a bookbindery to the freight elevator.
Greatly to Blobs" disappointment, there was no pursuit. I was exhilarated but out of breath when we emerged into an alleyway, and the sharp daylight shone on Blobs" excited face.
"Great sport, isn"t it? I panted, dropping a dollar into his palm, inked to correspond with his face.
"Regular walk-away in the hundred-yard dash."
"Gimme two dollars more and I"ll drop "em down the elevator shaft," he suggested ferociously. I left him there with his blood-thirsty schemes, and started for the station. I had a tendency to look behind me now and then, but I reached the station unnoticed. The afternoon was hot, the train rolled slowly along, stopping to pant at sweltering stations, from whose roofs the heat rose in waves. But I noticed these things objectively, not subjectively, for at the end of the journey was a girl with blue eyes and dark brown hair, hair that could - had I not seen it? - hang loose in bewitching tangles or be twisted into little coils of delight.
CHAPTER XXVII THE SEA, THE SAND, THE STARS
I telephoned as soon as I reached my hotel, and I had not known how much I had hoped from seeing her until I learned that she was out of town. I hung up the receiver, almost dizzy with disappointment, and it was fully five minutes before I thought of calling up again and asking if she was within telephone reach.
It seemed she was down on the bay staying with the Samuel Forbeses.
Sammy Forbes! It was a name to conjure with just then. In the old days at college I had rather flouted him, but now I was ready to take him to my heart. I remembered that he had always meant well, anyhow, and that he was explosively generous. I called him up.
"By the fumes of gasoline!" he said, when I told him who I was. "Blakeley, the Fount of Wisdom against Woman! Blakeley, the Great Unkissed! Welcome to our city!"
Whereupon he proceeded to urge me to come down to the Shack, and to say that I was an agreeable surprise, because four times in two hours youths had called up to ask if Alison West was stopping with him, and to suggest that they had a vacant day or two. "Oh - Miss West!" I shouted politely. There was a buzzing on the line. "Is she there?" Sam had no suspicions. Was not I in his mind always the Great Unkissed? - which sounds like the Great Unwashed and is even more of a reproach.
He asked me down promptly, as I had hoped, and thrust aside my objections.
"Nonsense," he said. "Bring yourself. The lady that keeps my boarding-house is calling to me to insist.
You remember Dorothy, don"t you, Dorothy Browne? She says unless you have lost your figure you can wear my clothes all right. All you need here is a bathing suit for daytime and a dinner coat for evening." "It sounds cool," I temporized. "If you are sure I won"t put you out - very well, Sam, since you and your wife are good enough. I have a couple of days free. Give my love to Dorothy until I can do it myself."
Sam met me himself and drove me out to the Shack, which proved to be a substantial house overlooking the water. On the way he confided to me that lots of married men thought they were contented when they were merely resigned, but that it was the only life, and that Sam, Junior, could swim like a duck. Incidentally, he said that Alison was his wife"s cousin, their respective grandmothers having, at proper intervals, married the same man, and that Alison would lose her good looks if she was not careful.
"I say she"s worried, and I stick to it," he said, as he threw the lines to a groom and prepared to get out. "You know her, and she"s the kind of girl you think you can read like a book. But you can"t; don"t fool yourself. Take a good look at her at dinner, Blake; you won"t lose your head like the other fellows - and then tell me what"s wrong with her. We"re mighty fond of Allie."
He went ponderously up the steps, for Sam had put on weight since I knew him. At the door he turned around. "Do you happen to know the MacLure"s at Seal Harbor?" he asked irrelevantly, but Mrs.
Sam came into the hall just then, both hands out to greet me, and, whatever Forbes had meant to say, he did not pick up the subject again.
"We are having tea in here," Dorothy said gaily, indicating the door behind her. "Tea by courtesy, because I think tea is the only beverage that isn"t represented. And then we must dress, for this is hop night at the club."
"Which is as great a misnomer as the tea," Sam put in, ponderously struggling out of his linen driving coat. "It"s bridge night, and the only hops are in the beer."
He was still gurgling over this as he took me upstairs. He showed me my room himself, and then began the fruitless search for evening raiment that kept me home that night from the club. For I couldn"t wear Sam"s clothes. That was clear, after a perspiring seance of a half hour.
"I won"t do it, Sam," I said, when I had draped his dress-coat on me toga fashion. "Who am I to have clothing to spare, like this, when many a poor chap hasn"t even a cellar door to cover him. I won"t do it; I"m selfish, but not that selfish."
"Lord," he said, wiping his face, "how you"ve kept your figure! I can"t wear a belt any more; got to have suspenders."
He reflected over his grievance for some time, sitting on the side of the bed. "You could go as you are," he said finally. "We do it all the time, only to-night happens to be the annual something or other, and - " he trailed off into silence, trying to buckle my belt around him. "A good six inches," he sighed. "I never get into a hansom cab any more that I don"t expect to see the horse fly up into the air. Well, Allie isn"t going either. She turned down Granger this afternoon, the Annapolis fellow you met on the stairs, pigeon-breasted chap - and she always gets a headache on those occasions.
He got up heavily and went to the door. "Granger is leaving," he said, "I may be able to get his dinner coat for you. How well do you know her?" he asked, with his hand on the k.n.o.b.
"If you mean Dolly - ?"
"Alison."
"Fairly well," I said cautiously. "Not as well as I would like to. I dined with her last week in Washington. And - I knew her before that."
Forbes touched the bell instead of going out, and told the servant who answered to see if Mr.
Granger"s suitcase had gone. If not, to bring it across the hail. Then he came back to his former position on the bed.
"You see, we feel responsible for Allie - near relation and all that," he began pompously. "And we can"t talk to the people here at the house - all the men are in love with her, and all the women are jealous.
Then - there"s a lot of money, too, or will be."
"Confound the money!" I muttered. "That is - nothing. Razor slipped."
"I can tell you," he went on, "because you don"t lose your head over every pretty face - although Allie is more than that, of course. But about a month ago she went away - to Seal Harbor, to visit JanetMacLure. Know her?"
"She came home to Richmond yesterday, and then came down here - Allie, I mean. And yesterday afternoon Dolly had a letter from Janet - something about a second man - and saying she was disappointed not to have had Alison there, that she had promised them a two weeks" visit! What do you make of that? And that isn"t the worst. Allie herself wasn"t in the room, but there were eight other women, and because Dolly had put belladonna in her eyes the night before to see how she would look, and as a result couldn"t see anything nearer than across the room, some one read the letter aloud to her, and the whole story is out. One of the cats told Granger and the boy proposed to Allie to-day, to show her he didn"t care a tinker"s dam where she had been."
"Good boy!" I said, with enthusiasm. I liked the Granger fellow - since he was out of the running. But Sam was looking at me with suspicion.
"Blake," he said, "if I didn"t know you for what you are, I"d say you were interested there yourself."
Being so near her, under the same roof, with even the tie of a dubious secret between us, was making me heady. I pushed Forbes toward the door.
"I interested!" I retorted, holding him by the shoulders. "There isn"t a word in your vocabulary to fit my condition. I am an island in a sunlit sea of emotion, Sam, a - an empty place surrounded by longing - a - "
"An empty place surrounded by longing!" he retorted. "You want your dinner, that"s what"s the matter with you - "
I shut the door on him then. He seemed suddenly sordid. Dinner, I thought! Although, as matter of fact, I made a very fair meal when, Granger"s suitcase not having gone, in his coat and some other man"s trousers, I was finally fit for the amenities. Alison did not come down to dinner, so it was clear she would not go over to the club-house dance. I pled my injured arm and a ficticious, vaguely located sprain from the wreck, as an excuse for remaining at home. Sam regaled the table with accounts of my distrust of women, my one love affair - with Dorothy; to which I responded, as was expected, that only my failure there had kept me single all these years, and that if Sam should be mysteriously missing during the bathing hour to-morrow, and so on.
And when the endless meal was over, and yards of white veils had been tied over pounds of hair - or is it, too, bought by the yard? - and some eight ensembles with their abject complements had been packed into three automobiles and a trap, I drew a long breath and faced about. I had just then only one object in life - to find Alison, to a.s.sure her of my absolute faith and confidence in her, and to offer my help and my poor self, if she would let me, in her service.
She was not easy to find. I searched the lower floor, the verandas and the grounds, circ.u.mspectly.
Then I ran into a little English girl who turned out to be her maid, and who also was searching. She was concerned because her mistress had had no dinner, and because the tray of food she carried would soon be cold. I took the tray from her, on the glimpse of something white on the sh.o.r.e, and that was how I met the Girl again.
She was sitting on an over-turned boat, her chin in her hands, staring out to sea. The soft tide of the bay lapped almost at her feet, and the draperies of her white gown melted hazily into the sands. She looked like a wraith, a despondent phantom of the sea, although the adjective is redundant. n.o.body ever thinks of a cheerful phantom. Strangely enough, considering her evident sadness, she was whistling softly to herself, over and over, some dreary little minor air that sounded like a Bohemian dirge. She glanced up quickly when I made a misstep and my dishes jingled. All considered, the tray was out of the picture: the sea, the misty starlight, the girl, with her beauty - even the sad little whistle that stopped now and then to go bravely on again, as though it fought against the odds of a trembling lip. And then I came, accompanied by a tray of little silver dishes that jingled and an unmistakable odor of broiled chicken!
"Oh!" she said quickly; and then, "Oh! I thought you were Jenkins."
"Timeo Danaos - what"s the rest of it?" I asked, tendering my offering. "You didn"t have any dinner, you know." I sat down beside her. "See, I"ll be the table. What was the old fairy tale? "Little goat bleat: little table appear!" I"m perfectly willing to be the goat, too."
She was laughing rather tremulously. "We never do meet like other people, do we?" she asked. "We really ought to shake hands and say how are you."
"I don"t want to meet you like other people, and I suppose you always think of me as wearing the other fellow"s clothes," I returned meekly. "I"m doing it again: I don"t seem to be able to help it. These are Granger"s that I have on now."
She threw back her head and laughed again, joyously, this time.
"Oh, it"s so ridiculous," she said, "and you have never seen me when I was not eating! It"s too prosaic!"
"Which reminds me that the chicken is getting cold, and the ice warm," I suggested. "At the time, I thought there could be no place better than the farmhouse kitchen - but this is. I ordered all this for something I want to say to you - the sea, the sand, the stars."
"How alliterative you are!" she said, trying to be flippant. "You are not to say anything until I have had my supper. Look how the things are spilled around!"
But she ate nothing, after all, and pretty soon I put the tray down in the sand. I said little; there was no hurry. We were together, and time meant nothing against that age-long wash of the sea. The air blew her hair in small damp curls against her face, and little by little the tide retreated, leaving our boat an oasis in a waste of gray sand.
"If seven maids with seven mops swept it for half a year Do you suppose, the walrus said, that they could get it clear?"
she threw at me once when she must have known I was going to speak. I held her hand, and as long as I merely held it she let it lie warm in mine. But when I raised it to my lips, and kissed the soft, open palm, she drew it away without displeasure.
"Not that, please," she protested, and fell to whistling softly again, her chin in her hands. "I can"t sing,"
she said, to break an awkward pause, "and so, when I"m fidgety, or have something on my mind, I whistle. I hope you don"t dislike it?"
"I love it," I a.s.serted warmly. I did; when she pursed her lips like that I was mad to kiss them.
"I saw you - at the station," she said" suddenly. "You - you were in a hurry to go." I did not say anything, and after a pause she drew a long breath. "Men are queer, aren"t they?" she said, and fell to whistling again.
After a while she sat up as if she had made a resolution. "I am going to confess something," she announced suddenly. "You said, you know, that you had ordered all this for something you - you wanted to say to me. But the fact is, I fixed it all - came here, I mean, because - I knew you would come, and I had something to tell you. It was such a miserable thing I - needed the accessories to help me out."
"I don"t want to hear anything that distresses you to tell," I a.s.sured her. "I didn"t come here to force your confidence, Alison. I came because I couldn"t help it." She did not object to my use of her name.
"Have you found - your papers?" she asked, looking directly at me for almost the first time.
"Not yet. We hope to."
"The - police have not interfered with you?"
"They haven"t had any opportunity," I equivocated. "You needn"t distress yourself about that, anyhow."
"But I do. I wonder why you still believe in me? n.o.body else does."
"I wonder," I repeated, "why I do!"
"If you produce Harry Sullivan," she was saying, partly to herself, "and if you could connect him with Mr. Bronson, and get a full account of why he was on the train, and all that, it - it would help, wouldn"t it?"
I acknowledged that it would. Now that the whole truth was almost in my possession, I was stricken with the old cowardice. I did not want to know what she might tell me. The yellow line on the horizon, where the moon was coming up, was a broken bit of golden chain: my heel in the sand was again pressed on a woman"s yielding fingers: I pulled myself together with a jerk.
"In order that what you might tell me may help me, if it will," I said constrainedly, "it would be necessary, perhaps, that you tell it to the police. Since they have found the end of the necklace - " "The end of the necklace!" she repeated slowly. "What about the end of the necklace?"
I stared at her. "Don"t you remember" - I leaned forward - "the end of the cameo necklace, the part that was broken off, and was found in the black sealskin bag, stained with - with blood?"
"Blood," she said dully. "You mean that you found the broken end? And then - you had my gold pocket-book, and you saw the necklace in it, and you - must have thought - "
"I didn"t think anything," I hastened to a.s.sure her. "I tell you, Alison, I never thought of anything but that you were unhappy, and that I had no right to help you. G.o.d knows, I thought you didn"t want me to help you."
She held out her hand to me and I took it between both of mine. No word of love had pa.s.sed between us, but I felt that she knew and understood. It was one of the moments that come seldom in a lifetime, and then only in great crises, a moment of perfect understanding and trust.