"I did not shout."
"My dear girl, you cracked a wine-gla.s.s at my table. The man I was lunching with jumped clean out of his seat and swallowed his cigar. You ought to be more careful!"
Mary bit her lip.
"And now, I suppose, you are going to dismiss me?"
"Dismiss you? Not much. The thing has simply confirmed my high opinion of your qualifications. The ideal secretary must have two qualities: she must be able to sec. and she must think her employer a pig. You fill the bill. Would you mind taking down this letter?"
Life was very swift and stimulating for Mary during the early days of her professional career. The inner workings of a busy broker"s office are always interesting to the stranger. She had never understood how business men made their money, and she did not understand now; but it did not take her long to see that if they were all like Joe Rendal they earned it. There were days of comparative calm. There were days that were busy. And there were days that packed into the s.p.a.ce of a few hours the concentrated essence of a music-hall knock-about sketch, an earthquake, a football scrummage, and the rush-hour on the Tube; when the office was full of shouting men, when strange figures dived in and out and banged doors like characters in an old farce, and Harold, the proud office-boy, lost his air of being on the point of lunching with a duke at the club and perspired like one of the proletariat. On these occasions you could not help admiring Joe, even if you hated him. When a man is doing his own job well, it is impossible not to admire him.
And Joe did his job well, superlatively well. He was everywhere. Where others trotted, he sprang. Where others raised their voices, he yelled.
Where others were in two places at once, he was in three and moving towards a fourth.
These upheavals had the effect on Mary of making her feel curiously linked to the firm. On ordinary days work was work, but on these occasions of storm and stress it was a fight, and she looked on every member of the little band grouped under the banner of J. Rendal as a brother-in-arms. For Joe, while the battle raged, she would have done anything. Her resentment at being under his orders vanished completely.
He was her captain, and she a mere unit in the firing line. It was a privilege to do what she was told. And if the order came sharp and abrupt, that only meant that the fighting was fierce and that she was all the more fortunate in being in a position to be of service.
The reaction would come with the end of the fight. Her private hostilities began when the firm"s ceased. She became an ordinary individual again, and so did Joe. And to Joe, as an ordinary individual, she objected. There was an indefinable something in his manner which jarred on her. She came to the conclusion that it was princ.i.p.ally his insufferable good-humour. If only he would lose his temper with her now and then, she felt he would be bearable. He lost it with others. Why not with her? Because, she told herself bitterly, he wanted to show her that she mattered so little to him that it was not worth while quarrelling with her; because he wanted to put her in the wrong, to be superior. She had a perfect right to hate a man who treated her in that way.
She compared him, to his disadvantage, with Eddy. Eddy, during these days, continued to be more and more of a comfort. It rather surprised her that he found so much time to devote to her. When she had first called on him, on her arrival in the city, he had given her the impression--more, she admitted, by his manner than his words--that she was not wanted. He had shown no disposition to seek her company. But now he seemed always to be on hand. To take her out to lunch appeared to be his chief hobby.
One afternoon Joe commented on it, with that air of suppressing an indulgent smile which Mary found so trying.
"I saw you and Eddy at Stephano"s just now," he said, between sentences of a letter which he was dictating. "You"re seeing a great deal of Eddy, aren"t you?"
"Yes," said Mary. "He"s very kind. He knows I"m lonely." She paused.
"_He_ hasn"t forgotten the old days," she said, defiantly.
Joe nodded.
"Good old Eddy!" he said.
There was nothing in the words to make Mary fire up, but much in the way they were spoken, and she fired up accordingly.
"What do you mean?" she cried.
"Mean?" queried Joe.
"You"re hinting at something. If you have anything to say against Eddy, why don"t you say it straight out?"
"It"s a good working rule in life never to say anything straight out.
Speaking in parables, I will observe that, if America was a monarchy instead of a republic and people here had t.i.tles, Eddy would be a certainty for first Earl of Pearl Street."
Dignity fought with curiosity in Mary for a moment. The latter won.
"I don"t know what you mean! Why Pearl Street?"
"Go and have a look at it."
Dignity recovered its ground. Mary tossed her head.
"We are wasting a great deal of time," she said, coldly. "Shall I take down the rest of this letter?"
"Great idea!" said Joe, indulgently. "Do."
A policeman, brooding on life in the neighbourhood of City Hall Park and Broadway that evening, awoke with a start from his meditations to find himself being addressed by a young lady. The young lady had large grey eyes and a slim figure. She appealed to the aesthetic taste of the policeman.
"Hold to me, lady," he said, with gallant alacrity. "I"ll see yez acrost."
"Thank you, I don"t want to cross," she said. "Officer!"
The policeman rather liked being called "Officer".
"Ma"am?" he beamed.
"Officer, do you know a street called Pearl Street?"
"I do that, ma"am."
She hesitated. "What sort of street is it?"
The policeman searched in his mind for a neat definition.
"Darned crooked, miss," he said.
He then proceeded to point the way, but the lady had gone.
It was a bomb in a blue dress that Joe found waiting for him at the office next morning. He surveyed it in silence, then raised his hands over his head.
"Don"t shoot," he said. "What"s the matter?"
"What right had you to say that about Eddy? You know what I mean--about Pearl Street."
Joe laughed.
"Did you take a look at Pearl Street?"
Mary"s anger blazed out.
"I didn"t think you could be so mean and cowardly," she cried. "You ought to be ashamed to talk about people behind their backs, when--when--besides, if he"s what you say, how did it happen that you engaged me on his recommendation?"
He looked at her for an instant without replying. "I"d have engaged you," he said, "on the recommendation of a syndicate of forgers and three-card-trick men."
He stood fingering a pile of papers on the desk.