"I"m sorry, Peggy," he said. "I"m a fool. It"s only that it all seems so d.a.m.ned hopeless! Here am I, earning about half a dollar a year, and--Still, it"s no use kicking, is it? Besides, I may make a home-run with my writing one of these days. That"s what I meant when I said you were a Billiken, Peggy. Do you know, you"ve brought me luck. Ever since I met you, I"ve been doing twice as well. You"re my mascot."
"Bully for me! We"ve all got our uses in the world, haven"t we? I wonder if it would help any if I was to kiss you, George?"
"Don"t you do it. One mustn"t work a mascot too hard."
She jumped down, and came across the room to where he sat, looking down at him with the round, grey eyes that always reminded him of a kitten"s.
"George!"
"Yes?"
"Oh, nothing!"
She turned away to the mantelpiece, and stood gazing at the photograph, her back towards him.
"George!"
"Hullo?"
"Say, what colour eyes has she got?"
"Grey."
"Like mine?"
"Darker than yours."
"Nicer than mine?"
"Don"t you think we might talk about something else?"
She swung round, her fists clenched, her face blazing.
"I hate you!" she cried. "I do! I wish I"d never seen you! I wish--"
She leaned on the mantelpiece, burying her face in her arms, and burst into a pa.s.sion of sobs. Rutherford leaped up, shocked and helpless. He sprang to her, and placed a hand gently on her shoulder.
"Peggy, old girl--"
She broke from him.
"Don"t you touch me! Don"t you do it! Gee, I wish I"d never seen you!"
She ran to the door, darted through, and banged it behind her.
Rutherford remained where he stood, motionless. Then, almost mechanically, he felt in his pocket for matches, and relit his pipe.
Half an hour pa.s.sed. Then the door opened slowly. Peggy came in. She was pale, and her eyes were red. She smiled--a pathetic little smile.
"Peggy!"
He took a step towards her.
She held out her hand.
"I"m sorry, George. I feel mean."
"Dear old girl, what rot!"
"I do. You don"t know how mean I feel. You"ve been real nice to me, George. Thought I"d look in and say I was sorry. Good night, George!"
On the following night he waited, but she did not come. The nights went by, and still she did not come. And one morning, reading his paper, he saw that _The Island of Girls_ had gone west to Chicago.
4
Things were not running well for Rutherford. He had had his vacation, a golden fortnight of fresh air and sunshine in the Catskills, and was back in Alcala, trying with poor success, to pick up the threads of his work. But though the Indian Summer had begun, and there was energy in the air, night after night he sat idle in his room; night after night went wearily to bed, oppressed with a dull sense of failure. He could not work. He was restless. His thoughts would not concentrate themselves. Something was wrong; and he knew what it was, though he fought against admitting it to himself. It was the absence of Peggy that had brought about the change. Not till now had he realized to the full how greatly her visits had stimulated him. He had called her laughingly his mascot; but the thing was no joke. It was true. Her absence was robbing him of the power to write.
He was lonely. For the first time since he had come to New York he was really lonely. Solitude had not hurt him till now. In his black moments it had been enough for him to look up at the photograph on the mantelpiece, and instantly he was alone no longer. But now the photograph had lost its magic. It could not hold him. Always his mind would wander back to the little, black-haired ghost that sat on the table, smiling at him, and questioning him with its grey eyes.
And the days went by, unvarying in their monotony. And always the ghost sat on the table, smiling at him.
With the Fall came the reopening of the theatres. One by one the electric signs blazed out along Broadway, spreading the message that the dull days were over, and New York was itself again. At the Melody, where ages ago _The Island of Girls_ had run its light-hearted course, a new musical piece was in rehearsal. Alcala was full once more. The nightly s.n.a.t.c.hes of conversation outside his door had recommenced. He listened for her voice, but he never heard it.
He sat up, waiting, into the small hours, but she did not come. Once he had been trying to write, and had fallen, as usual, to brooding--there was a soft knock at the door. In an instant he had bounded from his chair, and turned the handle. It was one of the reporters from upstairs, who had run out of matches. Rutherford gave him a handful.
The reporter went out, wondering what the man had laughed at.
There is balm in Broadway, especially by night. Depression vanishes before the cheerfulness of the great white way when the lights are lit and the human tide is in full flood. Rutherford had developed of late a habit of patrolling the neighbourhood of Forty-Second Street at theatre-time. He found it did him good. There is a gaiety, a bonhomie, in the atmosphere of the New York streets. Rutherford loved to stand on the sidewalk and watch the pa.s.sers-by, weaving stories round them.
One night his wanderings had brought him to Herald Square. The theatres were just emptying themselves. This was the time he liked best. He drew to one side to watch, and as he moved he saw Peggy.
She was standing at the corner, b.u.t.toning a glove. He was by her side in an instant.
"Peggy!" he cried.
She was looking pale and tired, but the colour came back to her cheeks as she held out her hand. There was no trace of embarra.s.sment in her manner; only a frank pleasure at seeing him again.
"Where have you been?" he said. "I couldn"t think what had become of you."
She looked at him curiously.
"Did you miss me, George?"
"Miss you? Of course I did. My work"s been going all to pieces since you went away."
"I only came back last night. I"m in the new piece at the Madison. Gee, I"m tired, George! We"ve been rehearsing all day."
He took her by the arm.