"Peggy!"
He seized her by the arm. He heard the quick intake of her breath.
"Peggy, listen!" He gripped her till she winced with pain. "I"m not going back. I"m never going back. I"m a cad, I"m a hound! I know I am.
But I"m not going back. I"m going to stay here with you. I want you, Peggy. Do you hear? I want you!"
She tried to draw herself away, but he held her.
"I love you, Peggy! Peggy, will you be my wife?"
There was utter astonishment in her grey eyes. Her face was very white.
"Will you, Peggy?"
He dropped her arm.
"Will you, Peggy?"
"No!" she cried.
He drew back.
"No!" she cried sharply, as if it hurt her to speak. "I wouldn"t play you such a mean trick. I"m too fond of you, George. There"s never been anybody just like you. You"ve been mighty good to me. I"ve never met a man who treated me like you. You"re the only real white man that"s ever happened to me, and I guess I"m not going to play you a low-down trick like spoiling your life. George, I thought you knew. Honest, I thought you knew. How did you think I lived in a swell place like this, if you didn"t know? How did you suppose everyone knew me at Rector"s? How did you think I"d managed to find out so much about Winfield Knight? Can"t you guess?"
She drew a long breath.
"I--"
He interrupted her hoa.r.s.ely.
"Is there anyone now, Peggy?"
"Yes," she said, "there is."
"You don"t love him, Peggy, do you?"
"Love him?" She laughed bitterly. "No; I don"t love him."
"Then come to me, dear," he said.
She shook her head in silence. Rutherford sat down, his chin resting in his hands. She came across to him, and smoothed his hair.
"It wouldn"t do, George," she said. "Honest, it wouldn"t do. Listen.
When we first met, I--I rather liked you, George, and I was mad at you for being so fond of the other girl and taking no notice of me--not in the way I wanted, and I tried--Gee, I feel mean. It was all my fault. I didn"t think it would matter. There didn"t seem no chance then of your being able to go back and have the sort of good time you wanted; and I thought you"d just stay here and we"d be pals and--but now you can go back, it"s all different. I couldn"t keep you. It would be too mean.
You see, you don"t really want to stop. You think you do, but you don"t!"
"I love you," he muttered.
"You"ll forget me. It"s all just a Broadway dream, George. Think of it like that. Broadway"s got you now, but you don"t really belong. You"re not like me. It"s not in your blood, so"s you can"t get it out. It"s the chickens and roses you want really. Just a Broadway dream. That"s what it is. George, when I was a kid, I remember crying and crying for a lump of candy in the window of a store till one of my brothers up and bought it for me just to stop the racket. Gee! For about a minute I was the busiest thing that ever happened, eating away. And then it didn"t seem to interest me no more. Broadway"s like that for you, George. You go back to the girl and the cows and all of it. It"ll hurt some, I guess, but I reckon you"ll be glad you did."
She stooped swiftly, and kissed him on the forehead.
"I"ll miss you, dear," she said, softly, and was gone.
Rutherford sat on, motionless. Outside, the blackness changed to grey, and the grey to white. He got up. He felt very stiff and cold.
"A Broadway dream!" he muttered.
He went to the mantelpiece and took up the photograph. He carried it to the window where he could see it better.
A shaft of sunlight pierced the curtains and fell upon it.