"And Emmy"s looking pale," said the visitor, "she wants cheering up a bit too. Let her come to church with me for a change. I"m going to the evening service now."
Emmy brightened up at this. She had not been at church last Sunday, and, like most children, she was especially fond of going in the evening. It seemed grander and more solemn somehow, when all was dark outside. And the lights and warmth, and above all the music, were very pleasant to the little girl. So with a parting word of advice to the mother to keep up heart a bit longer--"things allus starts mending when they get to the worst"--the kind neighbour set off, holding Emmy by the hand.
It was beautiful in church, the Christmas "dressing up," as Emmy called it, had been completed that afternoon; to the child it seemed a sort of fairy-land, though of fairy-land she had never heard. But she had heard of heaven, which was better.
"It could scarce be finer there," she thought to herself dreamily, as she listened to the words of the service with a feeling that all was sweet and beautiful, though she could actually understand but little.
The sermon was short and simple. But Emmy was getting sleepy, and the thought of poor mother, and Tiny with her hacking cough, mingled with what she heard, till suddenly something caught her ear which startled her into attention. The preacher had been speaking of the first Christmas-day, concluding with some words about the morrow, when again the whole Christian world would join in welcoming their Lord. For "again He will come to us; again Jesus Himself will be here in the midst of us, ready as ever to listen to our prayers, to comfort and console."
[Ill.u.s.tration: It was beautiful in church]
Emmy was wide awake now. She scarcely heard the words of the carol, she was in a fever of eager hopefulness.
"_What_ a good thing I came to-night," she said to herself, "else I mightn"t ever have knowed it. I _would_ like to see Him first of all.
There"ll be such a many, and He"ll have such a deal to do. But it wouldn"t take Him that long to come round with me to see Tiny, and if He does, like in the story, He"ll cure her in "alf a minute. I know what I"ll do"--and a little scheme formed itself in the childish mind--"though I"ll not tell mother," thought Emmy, "just for fear like, I should be too late to catch Him."
""Twas a lovely sermon, and so touchin" too," said Emmy"s friend to another woman as they walked home.
[Ill.u.s.tration: A LITTLE FIGURE CURLED UP IN THE PORCH.]
"It strengthens one up a bit, it do," agreed her companion. "I"ll try my best to be round for the seven o"clock service in the morning."
"Seven o"clock in the morning!" said Emmy to herself. "I"ll best be here soon after six."
Christmas morning was _very_ cold. There was some frozen snow lying hard and still white in the streets, and there was moonlight, pale and clear. So it was light enough for one of the Sisters, entering the church betimes, to distinguish a little figure curled up darkly in the porch. A thrill of fear ran through her for a moment. Supposing it were some poor child turned out by a drunken father, as sometimes happened, frozen to death this bitter night? But no--the small creature started to its feet.
"Is it He? Has Jesus come?" she exclaimed. "Oh! do let me speak to Him first."
"My child!" exclaimed the sister, "what is it? Have you been dreaming?
Why, it is little Emmy Day. Have you been here all night?"
"No, no," Emmy replied, her teeth chattering with cold, and the sob of a half-feared disappointment in her voice. "No, no; I slipped out while mother and all was still asleep. I"m waiting to ask Him to come to our Tiny;" and she went on to tell what she had heard last night, and what she had planned and hoped.
Her friend took her into her own room for a few minutes, and there gently and tenderly explained to Emmy her sweet mistake. And though her tears could not all at once be stopped, the little girl trotted back to her mother with comfort in her heart, and strange and wonderful, yet beautiful new thoughts in her mind.
"He is _always_ near, I can _always_ pray to Him," she whispered to herself.
And her prayers were answered. Tiny recovered, and thanks to the kind Sisters, that Christmas Day was the beginning of better things for the little family.
OLIVE"S TEA-PARTY.
[Ill.u.s.tration: WRITING THE INVITATIONS]
"Mamma," said Olive one day, "I want to have a tea party."
"Well, dear," mamma answered, "I dare say it could be managed. You must talk to Cara and Louie about it, and settle whom you would all like to ask."
"No, no," said Olive, "I don"t mean that. I won"t have my sisters, mamma. They like to ask big ones, and I want a party for my own self, and no big ones. I want to fix everything myself, and I won"t have Cara and Louie telling us what to eat at tea, and what games to play at. You may tell aunty to "avite them to her house that day, mamma, and let me have my own party; else I won"t have it at all."
Olive was eight. She was the youngest of three. It oftens happens that the "youngest of three" fancies herself "put upon," especially when the two elders are very near of an age and together in everything. But this sudden stand for independence was new in Olive. Mamma looked at her curiously. Had some foolish person been putting nonsense in her little girl"s head?
"Cara and Louie are always kind to you about your little pleasures, Olive," she said. "I don"t understand why you should all at once want to do without them."
Olive wriggled. "But I do," she said. "Lily Farquhar says her big sisters spoil her parties so, and they call her and her friends "the babies," and laugh at them."
"Are you going to invite Lily to your party?" asked mamma.
"Yes, of course. She"s my best friend, and she knows lots of games."
"Very well. Then fix your day and invite your friends, and I will take care that your sisters don"t interfere."
Olive looked very pleased. "I think next Wednesday would do," she said. "It"s our half-holiday, and if Cara will help me on Tuesday evening I can get my lessons done, so that I needn"t do any on Wednesday. It"s _howid_ to have to do lessons after a party," added Olive, with a languid air.
But mamma took her up more sharply than she expected. "Nay, nay, Olive," she said, "that won"t do. If your sisters are to have none of the _pleasure_ of your party, you can"t expect them to take any trouble. You must manage your lessons as best you can."
Olive pouted, but did not dare to say anything. Truth to tell, her lessons at no time sat very heavily on her mind.
"It won"t be my fault if I don"t do them on Wednesday," she said to herself. "It"ll be Cara"s, and--and mamma"s--so I don"t care."
She found the writing the invitations more trouble than she had expected, and more than once did she wish she could have applied for help to Louie, whose handwriting was so clear and pretty, and who possessed such "ducky" little sheets of note-paper of all colours, with a teapot and "come early" in one corner. Olive"s epistles were rather a sight to be seen; nearly all of them were blotted, and the spelling of some of her friends" names was peculiar, to say the least.
Still they did their purpose, for in the course of the next day or two the little hostess received answers, all accepting her "kind invitation," except poor Amabel Pryce, who had so bad a sore-throat that there was no chance of her being able to go out by Wednesday. And in one note--from a little girl called Maggie Vernon--was something which did not suit Olive"s present frame of mind at all.
"Harriot and I," wrote Maggie--Harriot was Maggie"s sister--"will be so pleased to come. We love a party at your house, because your big sisters are always so kind."
Olive showed this to her adviser and confidante, Lily.
"Nonsense," said Lily, "she only puts that in because she thinks it looks polite. She"s a goose, and so is Harriot; they make such a fuss about each other. They haven"t the least bit of independence. Well, never mind. If they don"t like _your_ party, Olive, they needn"t come again."
Olive felt consoled. But still--in her heart of hearts there was some misgiving. What should she do if they all wanted to play different games?--or if Bessy Grey tore her frock or spilt her tea and got one of her crying fits, as happened sometimes, and there was no one--no Cara or Louie to pet the nervous little girl into quiet and content again? What should she do, if----? But Lily did not leave her time to conjure up any more misfortunes.
"What are you in a brown study about, Olive?" she said. "You _are_ so stupid sometimes."
To which Olive retorted sharply, and the friends ended their council of war by a quarrel, which did not raise Olive"s spirits.
The great day came. Not very much had been said about it in the family circle, naturally, for when one member of the family chooses to "set up" for himself or herself, and keep all the rest "out of it," there cannot be as much pleasant talk as when everybody is joined together in the interest and preparation. And Olive could not help a little sigh when, just before her guests came, she was called down to the dining-room to see the tea all set out. It did look so nice! Mamma had ordered just the cakes and buns Olive liked, and there were two or three pretty plants on the table, and everything was just perfect.
[Ill.u.s.tration: "The sound of subdued crying in one corner"]
"I would have liked Cara and Louie to see it," thought Olive. "They needn"t have gone out quite so early."
But the sound of the front-door bell ringing made her start. She ran off quickly to be ready in the school-room to receive her little friends. There were six of them. Lily Farquhar, of course, first and foremost; then Maggie and Harriot, Bessie Grey looking rather frightened and very shy, and two little cousins, Mary and Augusta Meadowes, who lived next door.
They all knew each other pretty well, so they were not _very_ silent or stiff. Still as Olive could not speak to everybody at once, and was very anxious that no one should feel neglected, she was not sorry when the tea-bell rang. Lily was to pour out the chocolate, and Olive herself to make the tea. It pa.s.sed off pretty well, except for Lily"s spilling a good deal, and Olive"s forgetting to put more water into the teapot, so that the tea became dreadfully dark and strong. But the cakes were approved of, and every one seemed content. Then came the great question of "What shall we play at?" Lily, who was clever at games, made herself a sort of leader, but she was not sensible enough to fill the post well. She was selfish and impatient, and being only a little girl herself, the others did not care "to be ordered about by her." Then Bessie Grey got knocked down at Blind Man"s Buff, and of course she began to cry, and to say she wouldn"t play any more if they were so rough. Maggie Vernon tried to soothe her, but Bessie pushed her away saying she didn"t "understand," she wanted her mother, or next best, Cara or Louie, who were always "so kind." And the little Meadowes, being themselves but very small people, looked as if they were going to cry too; declaring that they would rather not play at all if they needed to run about so very fast. So Blind Man"s Buff was given up and something quieter tried--Dumb Crambo, I think. But it was not very successful either, the little Meadowes needed so much "explaining," which no one was patient enough, or perhaps wise enough, to give clearly. And Lily insisted on being first always, and there was no one in authority to keep her "in her place," where, when she really felt she _must_ stay there, she could be a pleasant and bright little girl. So game after game came to a bad end, and as the children grew tired and their spirits went down, things grew worse and worse, till at last--no, I can best describe it by telling what mamma saw--when feeling rather anxious as to the results of Olive"s fit of independence, she put her head in at the school-room door an hour or two after tea.
There was silence in the room except for the sound of subdued crying in one corner, which came, not from Bessie Grey--that would not have been surprising--but from the smallest Meadowes child, who had torn her frock and refused to listen to comfort from either her sister or Maggie. Harriot stood close by, and ran forward as the door opened.