"Not really, no."
"But our eyes met - I"m sure our eyes met. You were standing by a window -"
"You were just one of "them". One of those half-naked women -"
"Stop it! Don"t act as if you"ve never moved out of Cairo -"
"Ah, but this was in Cairo, you see. And there you were: laughing, dancing -"
"I did not dance."
"I know."
"So you did notice me?" Anna"s laugh is triumphant.
"No, I didn"t."
"Yes, you did."
"Well, maybe a little."
"And?"
"And?"
"What did you think?"
"I thought you behaved better than some of the others."
"Thank you. And?"
"And what?"
"And I was beautiful and my dress was simply ravishing and -"
"No." He shakes his head. "No. You know, really, the first time I thought you were beautiful?"
"Yes?"
"When I came into the courtyard and you were on your knees on the ground, wrapped in my old dressing gown, holding Ahmad to you. When you lifted your head and looked at me with the sun on your face, I saw your eyes, your amazing violet eyes, and then your face and neck flushed with colour and you looked down and hid yourself in the child and all I could see was your hair. I thought, She is beautiful. Truly beautiful."
And Anna, who has held on to Ahmad, hidden her face in his neck once more, now allows him to break from her. He calls out to his uncle, and as he starts to toddle forwards she follows him anxiously, stooping, a hand outstretched to catch him, to break the fall if it should come. The other hand holds the dressing gown to her, pulling its folds closer around her neck.
"Bonjour," she says as she comes close. He is leaning forward, opening his arms wide - "Lalu! Lalu!" - gathering his nephew into them, placing him on his knee.
"Bonjour. I hope you slept well?" He does not look at her. He is busy with Ahmad, who is now climbing to stand on his knee, leaning against his chest.
"Very well, thank you." Anna sits in the other wicker chair, to the side of him, slightly behind him. Her eyes are on Ahmad"s plump feet trampling across his uncle"s light grey lounge suit, the open jacket showing the heavy gold chain of his watch rising in an arch to the pocket of his waistcoat. Layla has once more picked up her sewing, looking up to say "Ba.s.s ya Ahmad" as the child reaches for his uncle"s tarbush. Sharif Basha takes off the tarbush and gives it to Ahmad, and holds him steady in the circle of his arm. With his other hand he smooths his own hair back.
"I was thinking," he says to Layla, speaking in French for Anna"s benefit, "of how our guest should travel."
Layla glances up at Anna, who says nothing.
"Anna is a good rider," Layla says. "Sabir says so and besides, all Englishwomen are good riders, are they not?"
"Where is this Sabir? Why was he not at the door?"
"I gave him leave to go to his family. He will be back immediately. He says he had no chance to tell them he was going away for a few days and he is afraid they will get worried and enquire at the Agency."
"His family?" Anna asks.
"His wife and children. He says he intended to send word to them but never got a chance. He did seem very anxious."
"I did not know he had a wife," Anna says in surprise.
"Neither does your Mr Barrington, I"m sure," Sharif Basha says coldly.
"But why -" Anna begins, then stops.
For a while there is a silence.
"Let me make you a coffee, ya Abeih," Layla says. Sharif Basha shakes his head.
"Come and show me the fountain," he says to Ahmad in Arabic, lifting the child up and standing. He walks to the centre of the courtyard, and with his back to the women puts Ahmad down carefully on his feet and crouches down, keeping his arm around the child. Layla and Anna wait silently for his return.
"Why don"t you come with us?" Sharif Basha says to his sister as he sits down again. He sounds casual, but Layla glances up, surprised.
"I can"t," she says, a slight motion of her head indicating the wall of the courtyard. "Father is not very well, and Mama isn"t here."
"Yes, of course," he says, "of course," shifting the child"s feet, lifting him up a little, then putting him down again. He turns slightly to Anna, glances at her for a second, then away.
"You would not consider travelling in a litter, would you?"
"I should much prefer to ride," Anna says.
"Of course," he says again, lifting his tarbush slightly off Ahmad"s head, adjusting it to show the child"s face.
"Then you will have to travel as a man. A young man. A very young man." He permits himself a wry face as he glances at her again. "But not an Englishman. You will have to be something else." He pauses. "French. You can be the son of an old friend of mine, a Frenchman. We"ll get you some clothes, and you can invent a name for yourself -"
"Armand," says Anna, and he smiles.
"Armand, then. Armand Demange. We"ll get you some papers and some clothes and I shall tell you about your father as we ride."
"I knew it was you at the Costanzi, and that you"d seen me -"
"When?"
"When you smiled when I chose the name Armand."
"But Armand was not in that opera!"
"No, but still. It made you think of opera."
The three candles in their flickering gla.s.ses cannot dim the light of the stars which shine down on the cushions and rugs spread out on the s.p.a.cious roof of the old house. From time to time Anna catches the scent of orange blossom drifting up from the trees in the garden.
"Anna," he says, "do you miss it? That life?"
"No," she says immediately. "I am here. I would not be anywhere else for the world." Her fingers are in the soft, thick hair of the head resting on her knee. With her other hand she traces the line of his mouth, the upper lip hidden under the edge of his moustache.
"Does it trouble you," she asks, "that we have to speak in French?"
"I like French."
"But does it trouble you that you cannot speak to me in Arabic?"
"No. It makes foreigners of us both. It"s good that I should have to come some way to meet you." He catches the hand playing around his mouth and puts the tips of the fingers to his lips.
"It was so sad. Tosca," Anna says, "when she sits on the floor, with Baron Scarpia at the table behind her, and asks what she"s done to deserve this."
"Yes. You were in black."
"I was still in mourning. It had only been ten months."
"Anna?"
"My darling?"
"Where is your wedding ring? Your old wedding ring?"
"It"s in a purse. In my dresser, with his ring and my journals of the time."
"You may read them if you wish. I have no need to keep secrets from you."
"No."
"Truly."
"No, my dear. Not yet. Maybe some day, when we"re old ..."
Cairo
14 March 1901
My dear Sir Charles,
This time I have news of more interest (certainly to me and I hope also to you) to communicate than another musical evening or another day seeing the sights. For I have had, by a curious occasion, the opportunity to meet a young lady of the Egyptian Moslems. I say "lady" advisedly, for you would consider her such, both in family and demeanour. She is the niece of Mahmoud Sami Pasha al-Baroudi, the Prime Minister in Urabi Pasha"s short-lived government and his companion in their ill-starred "Rebellion" which I have heard you speak about with some sympathy. He (Mahmoud Sami Pasha) was allowed to return home some eighteen months ago, being old and almost blind, and he has no more to do with politics but occupies himself with what they say is a vast collection of poems. Her mother is Zeinab Hanim al-Ghamrawi, from an old and distinguished family in Minya in Upper Egypt, but I have not met her yet. My new friend"s name is Layla and at the time that I met her, her husband, a lawyer, was (briefly) imprisoned for helping to organise a representation by some workers for better conditions. These men laboured on the tram lines and demanded the same terms of employment as foreign workers. Their demands and the refusal of the Government to countenance them had led to their going on strike. The tram companies brought in what we in England call blackleg workers to break the strike, and in the heat of confrontation her husband and a colleague lay down on the lines to prevent the trams running. They, together with some of the more prominent among the men, were then arrested and taken off to jail - from which they were later released through the good offices of my friend"s brother, Sharif Pasha al-Baroudi, a lawyer himself and, I understand, a man of influence by reason of his position, his integrity, his patriotic stance and, naturally, his lineage.
You can imagine, I am sure, all the questions I have put to my new friend, and so I know now that what the "talking cla.s.ses" are demanding is not only an end to the British Occupation but that the country should be governed - like ours - by means of an elected Parliament and a Const.i.tution.
When I asked what view the Khedive took of this, my friend, with a gentle smile, said that the Khedive expresses to the Nationalists sympathy with their demands and says his father should have granted them when Urabi Pasha first demanded it instead of running to the British. However, there are some who believe that he merely tries to make use of the Nationalists in his conflict with Lord Cromer, but there is no guarantee that left to himself he would grant the wishes of the people and transform himself into a Const.i.tutional Monarch. That is an argument which will have to be resumed at the end of the Occupation.
I know that there are other questions to be asked - regarding the National Debt, for example, of which I have heard so much at the Agency, and what the Sultan in Constantinople would be if Egypt were a Const.i.tutional Monarchy - and I fully intend to ask them when an occasion next presents itself. But for now, I am filled with delight at having made this new acquaintance and at the prospect of getting to know her better and so, possibly, to understand something of this country, which has for so long held such an attraction for me.
It does seem strange to me that I have not met someone like her before, in my now not inconsiderable sojourn here. We tend to meet our own countrymen and the members of the other Consulates - and the only Natives we have to do with are the ones who serve us. I fancy it is somewhat like coming to England and meeting the servants and the shopkeepers and forming your ideas of English Society upon that. No, it is worse, for in England Society displays itself in public, so the stranger, even with no entrance to it, knows it is there. Here, I have come to see, Society exists behind closed doors - but it is no less Society for that. And then there is the problem of the language. I have conducted my new friendship in French, but I am now resolved to really learn Arabic, and will hope to impress you, soon, by signing myself off in that language as your most dutiful and loving, etc. etc.
An End of a Beginning
One cla.s.s of tale is typically Egyptian. These tales are distinguished by three characteristics: they are picaresque, feminist and pantheist.
Yaqub Artin, 1905 And so it is that our three heroines - as is only fitting in a story born of travel, unfolded and shaken out of a trunk - set off upon their different journeys. Anna Winterbourne heads eastwards out of Cairo, bound for Sinai in the company of Sharif al-Baroudi. Amal al-Ghamrawi and Isabel Parkman take the Upper Egypt road which will lead them to Tawasi, in the Governorate of Minya.
"I told you I was going to work on it." Isabel laughed.
"Well, you certainly have," Amal said, glancing down at the paper Isabel had given her. As she slows down behind a mule-drawn cart, she smooths the paper out on the steering wheel and examines it. She reads: Umm: mother (also the top of the head) Ummah: nation, hence ammama: to nationalise Amma: to lead the prayers, hence Imam: religious leader A blank s.p.a.ce, and then Abb: father "And that"s it?" Amal says, handing the paper back as she sees her way clear, shifts into second gear and overtakes.
"That"s it," says Isabel, "unless you can think of something else."
Amal frowns, concentrating, murmuring, "Fatherhood, fatherly. No, I can"t think of anything."
"So two incredibly important concepts," says Isabel, "nationhood and religious leadership, come from "mother". The word goes into politics, religion, economics and even anatomy. So how can they say Arabic is a patriarchal language?"
"Brilliant!" Amal turns briefly to flash her a large smile. "On the other hand, you could say that "abb" stands alone because it"s unique, because it shouldn"t even be in the same realm as any other concept."