but Mrs. Dennistoun"s gravity remained unbroken. Perhaps her extreme seriousness had something in it that was rather ridiculous too. It was a relief when he went off to his supper, attended by Elinor, and Mrs.
Dennistoun was left alone over her fire. She had a slight sense that she had been absurd, as well as that Philip Compton had lacked breeding, which did not make her more comfortable. Was it possible that she would be glad when it was all over, and her child gone--her child gone, and with that man! Her child, her little delicately bred, finely nurtured girl, who had been wrapped in all the refinements of life from her cradle, and had never heard a rough word, never been allowed to know anything that would disturb her virginal calm!--yet now in a moment pa.s.sed away beyond her mother to the unceremonious wooer who had no reverence for her, none of the worship her mother expected. How strange it was! Yet a thing that happened every day. Mrs. Dennistoun sat over the fire, though it was not cold, and listened to the voices and laughter in the next room. How happy they were to be together! She did not, however, dwell upon the fact that she was alone and deserted, as many women would have done. She knew that she would have plenty of time to dwell on this in the lonely days to come. What occupied her was the want of more than manners, of any delicate feeling in the lover who had seized with rude caresses upon Elinor in her mother"s presence, and the fact that Elinor did not object, nor dislike that it should be so. That she should feel forlorn was no wonderful thing; that did not disturb her mind. It was the other matter about Elinor that pained and horrified her, she could not tell why; which, perhaps, was fantastic, which, indeed, she felt sure must be so.
They were so long in the dining-room, where Compton had his supper, that when that was over it was time to go to bed. Still talking and laughing as if they could never exhaust either the fountain of talk or the mirth, which was probably much more sheer pleasure in their meeting than genuine laughter produced by any wit or _bon mot_, they came out into the pa.s.sage, and stood by Mrs. Dennistoun and the housemaid, who had brought her the keys and was now fastening the hall door. A little calendar hung on the wall beneath the lamp, and Phil Compton walked up to it and with a laugh read out the date. "Sixth September," he said, and turned round to Elinor. "Only ten days more, Nell." The housemaid stooping down over the bolt blushed and laughed too under her breath in sympathy; but Mrs. Dennistoun turning suddenly round caught Compton"s eye. Why had he given that keen glance about him? There was nothing to call for his usual survey of the company in that sentiment. He might have known well enough what were the feelings he was likely to call forth. A keen suspicion shot through her mind. Suspicion of what? She could not tell. There was nothing that was not most natural in his sudden arrival, the delightful surprise of his coming, his certainty of a good reception. The wonder was that he had come so little, not that he should come now.
The next morning the visitor made himself very agreeable: his raptures were a little calmed. He talked over all the arrangements, and entered into everything with the interest of a man to whom that great day approaching was indeed the greatest day in his life. And it turned out that he had something to tell which was of practical importance. "I may relieve your mind about Nell"s money," he said, "for I believe my company is going to be wound up. We"ll look out for another investment which will pay as well and be less risky. It has been found not to be doing quite so well as was thought, so we"re going to wind up."
"I hope you have not lost anything," said Mrs. Dennistoun.
"Oh, nothing to speak of," he said, carelessly.
"I am not fond of speculative companies. I am glad you are done with it," Mrs. Dennistoun said.
"And I"m glad to be done with it. I shall look out for something permanent and decline joint-stock companies. I thought you would like to know. But that is the last word I shall say about business. Come, Nell, I have only one day; let"s spend it in the woods."
Elinor, who felt that the day in the woods was far more important than any business, hurried to get her hat and follow him to the door. It chanced to her to glance at the calendar as she pa.s.sed hastily out to where he stood awaiting her in the porch. Why that should have happened to anyone in the Cottage twice in the twenty-four hours is a coincidence which I cannot explain, but so it was. Her eye caught the little white plaque in pa.s.sing, and perceived with surprise that it had moved up two numbers, and that it was the figure 8 which was marked upon it now.
"We cannot have slept through a day and night," she said, laughing as she joined him. "The calendar says the eighth September now."
"But I arrived on the sixth," he said. "Mind that, Nell, whatever happens. You saw it with your own eyes. It may be of consequence to remember."
"Of what consequence could it be?" said Elinor, wondering.
"One can never tell. The only thing is I arrived on the sixth--that you know. And, Nell, my darling, supposing any fellow should inquire too closely into my movements, you"ll back me up, won"t you, and agree in everything I say?"
"Who should inquire into your movements? There is no one here who would be so impertinent, Phil."
"Oh," he said, "there is never any telling how impertinent people may be."
"And what is there in your movements that any one dare inquire about? I hope you are not ashamed of coming to see me."
"That is just what is the saving of me, Nell. I can"t explain what I mean now, but I will later on. Only mind you don"t contradict me if we should meet any inquisitive person. I arrived on the sixth, and you"ll back me like my true love in everything I say."
"As far as--as I know, Phil."
"Oh, we must have no conditions. You must stand by me in everything I say."
CHAPTER IX.
This day in the copse was one that Elinor never forgot. At the moment it seemed to her the most blissful period of all her life. There had been times in which she had longed that Phil knew more and cared more for the objects which had always been most familiar, and told for most in her own existence--although it is true that at first his very ignorance, real or a.s.sumed, his careless way of treating all intellectual subjects, his indifference to books and pictures, and even nature, had amused and pleased her, giving a piquancy to the physical strength and enjoying manhood, the perpetual activity and state of doing something in which he was. It was not a kind of life which she had ever known before, and it dazzled her with its apparent freedom and fulness, the variety in it, the constant movement, the crowd of occupations and people. To her who had been used to finding a great deal of her amus.e.m.e.nt in reading, in sketching (not very well), in playing (tunes), and generally practising with very moderate success arts for which she had no individual enthusiasm, it had seemed like a new life to be plunged into the society of horses and dogs, into the active world which was made up of a round of amus.e.m.e.nts, race meetings, days on the river, follies of every conceivable kind, exercise, and air, and movement. The ignorance of all these people dazzled her as if it had been a new science. It had seemed something wonderful and piquant to Elinor to find people who knew so much of subjects she had never heard of, and nothing at all of those she had been trained to know. And then there had come a moment when she had begun to sigh under her breath, as it were, and wish that Phil would sometimes open a book, that when he took up the newspaper he would look at something more than the sporting news and the bits of gossip, that he would talk now and then of something different from the racings and the startings, and the odds, and the sc.r.a.pes other men got into, and the astonishing "frocks" of the Jew--those things, so wonderful at first, like a new language, absurd, yet amusing, came to be a little tiresome, especially when sc.r.a.ps of them made up the bulk of the very brief letters which Phil scribbled to his betrothed. But during this day, after his unexpected arrival, the joy of seeing him suddenly, the pleasure of feeling that he had broken through all his engagements to come to her, and the fervour of his satisfaction in being with her again (that very fervour which shocked her mother), Elinor"s first glow of delight in her love came fully back. And as they wandered through the pleasant paths of the copse, his very talk seemed somehow changed, and to have gained just that little mingling of perception of her tastes and wishes which she had desired. There was a little autumnal mist about the softening haze which was not decay, but only the "mellow fruitfulness"
of the poet; and the day, notwithstanding this, was as warm as June, the sky blue, with only a little white puff of cloud here and there. Phil paused to look down the combe, with all the folds of the downs that wrapped it about, going off in blue outlines into the distance, and said it was "a jolly view"--which amused Elinor more than if he had used the finest language, and showed that he was beginning (she thought) to care a little for the things which pleased her. "And I suppose you could see a man coming by that bit of road."
"Yes," said Elinor, "you could see a man coming--or going: but, unless you were to make believe very strong, like the Marchioness, you could not make out who the man was."
"What Marchioness?" said Phil. "I didn"t know you had anybody with a t.i.tle about here. I say, Nell, it"s a very jolly view, but hideously dull for you, my pet, to have lived so long here."
"I never found it in the least dull," she said.
"Why, there is nothing to do! I suppose you read books, eh? That"s what you call amusing yourself. You ought to have made the old lady take you about a deal, abroad, and all over the place: but I expect you have never stood up for yourself a bit, Nell."
"Don"t call mamma the old lady, Phil. She is not old, and far prettier than most people I know."
"Well, she should have done it for herself. Might have picked up a good match, eh? a father-in-law that would have left you a pot of money. You don"t mean to say you wouldn"t have liked that?"
"Oh, Phil, Phil! I wish you could understand."
"Well, well, I"ll let the old girl alone." And then came the point at which Phil improved so much. "Tell me what you"ve been reading last," he said. "I should like to know what you are thinking about, even if I don"t understand it myself. I say, Nell, who do you think that can be dashing so fast along the road?"
"It is the people at Reddown," she said. "I know their white horses.
They always dash along as if they were in the greatest hurry. Do you really want to know what I have been reading, Phil? though it is very little, I fear, because of the dressmakers and--all the other things."
"You see," he said, "when you have lots to do you can"t keep up with your books: which is the reason why I never pretend to read--I have no time."
"You might find a little time. I have seen you look very much bored, and complain that there was nothing to do."
"Never when you were there, Nell, that I"ll answer for--but of course there are times when a fellow isn"t doing anything much. What would you have me read? There"s always the _Sporting and Dramatic_, you know, the _Pink "un_, and a few more."
"Oh, Phil! you don"t call them literature, I hope."
"I don"t know much about what you call literature. There"s Ruff, and Hoyle, and--I say, Nell, there"s a dog-cart going a pace! Who can that be, do you suppose?"
"I don"t know all the dog-carts about. I should think it was some one coming from the station."
"Oh!" he said, and made a long pause. "Driving like that, if they don"t break their necks, they should be here in ten minutes or so."
"Oh, not for twice that time--the road makes such a round--but there is no reason to suppose that any dog-cart from the station should be coming here."
"Well, to return to the literature, as you call it. I suppose I shall have to get a lot of books for you to keep you amused--eh, Nell? even in the honeymoon."
"We shall not have time to read very much if we are moving about all the time."
"Not me, but you. I know what you"ll do. You"ll go and leave me planted, and run up-stairs to read your book. I"ve seen the Jew do it with some of her confounded novels that she"s always wanting to turn over to me."
"But there are some novels that you would like to read, Phil."
"Not a bit. Why, Nell, I know far better stories of fellows in our own set than any novel these writing men ever can put on paper: fellows, and women, too--stories that would make your hair stand on end, and that would make you die with laughing. You can"t think what lots I know. That cart would have been here by this time if it had been coming here, eh?"
"Oh, no, not yet--the road makes such a long round. Do you expect any one, Phil?"
"I don"t quite know; there"s something on at that confounded office of ours; everything, you know, has gone to smash. I didn"t think it well to say too much to the old lady last night. There"s been a regular row, and the manager"s absconded, and all turns on whether they can find some books. I shouldn"t wonder if one of the fellows came down here, if they find out where I am. I say, Nell, mind you back me up whatever I say."
"But I can"t possibly know anything about it," said Elinor, astonished.
"Never mind--about dates and that--if you don"t stand by me, there may be a fuss, and the wedding delayed. Remember that, my pet, the wedding delayed--that"s what I want to avoid. Now, come, Nell, let"s have another go about the books. All English, mind you. I won"t buy you any of the French rot. They"re too spicy for a little girl like you."
"I don"t know what you mean, Phil. I hope you don"t think that I read nothing but novels," Elinor said.