Loder, following his glance, smiled. "Odd that we should both have overlooked it! It clean escaped my mind. It"s rather an ugly scar." He lifted his hand till the light fell more fully on it. Above the second joint of the third finger ran a jagged furrow, the reminder of a wound that had once laid bare the bone.
Chilcote leaned forward. "How did you come by it?" he asked.
The other shrugged his shoulders. "Oh, that"s ancient history."
"The results are present-day enough. It"s very awkward! Very annoying!"
Chilcote"s spirits, at all times overeasily played upon, were damped by this obstacle.
Loder, still looking at his hand, didn"t seem to hear. "There"s only one thing to be done," he said. "Each wear two rings on the third finger of the left hand. Two rings ought to cover it." He made a speculative measurement with the stem of his pipe.
Chilcote still looked irritable and disturbed. "I detest rings. I never wear rings."
Loder raised his eyes calmly. "Neither do I," he said. "But there"s no reason for bigotry."
But Chilcote"s irritability was started. He pushed back his chair. "I don"t like the idea," he said.
The other eyed him amusedly. "What a queer beggar you are!" he said.
"You waive the danger of a man signing your checks and shy at wearing a piece of jewelry. I"ll have a fair share of individuality to study."
Chilcote moved restlessly. "Everybody knows I detest jewelry."
"Everybody knows you are capricious. It"s got to be the rings or nothing, so far as I make out."
Chilcote again altered his position, avoiding the other"s eyes. At last, after a struggle with himself, he looked up.
"I suppose you"re right!" he said. "Have it your own way." It was the first small, tangible concession to the stronger will.
Loder took his victory quietly. "Good!" he said. "Then it"s all straight sailing?"
"Except for the matter of the--the remuneration." Chilcote hazarded the word uncertainly.
There was a faint pause, then Loder laughed brusquely. "My pay?"
The other was embarra.s.sed. "I didn"t want to put it quite like that."
"But that was what you thought. Why are you never honest--even with yourself?"
Chilcote drew his chair closer to the table. He did not attend to the other"s remark, but his fingers strayed to his waistcoat pocket and fumbled there.
Loder saw the gesture. "Look here," he said, "you are overtaxing yourself. The affair of the pay isn"t pressing; we"ll shelve it to another night. You look tired out."
Chilcote lifted his eyes with a relieved glance. "Thanks. I do feel a bit f.a.gged. If I may, I"ll have that whiskey that I refused last night."
"Why, certainly." Loder rose at once and crossed to a cupboard in the wall. In silence he brought out whiskey, gla.s.ses, and a siphon of soda-water. "Say when!" he said, lifting the whiskey.
"Now. And I"ll have plain water instead of soda, if it"s all the same."
"Oh, quite." Loder recrossed the room. Instantly his back was turned, Chilcote drew a couple of tabloids from his pocket and dropped them into his gla.s.s. As the other came slowly back he laughed nervously.
"Thanks. See to your own drink now; I can manage this." He took the jug unceremoniously, and, carefully guarding his gla.s.s from the light, poured in the water with excited haste.
"What shall we drink to?" he said.
Loder methodically mixed his own drink and lifted the gla.s.s. "Oh, to the career of John Chilcote!" he answered.
For an instant the other hesitated. There was something prophetic in the sound of the toast. But he shook the feeling off and held up his gla.s.s.
"To the career of John Chilcote!" he said, with another unsteady laugh.
VII
It was a little less than three weeks since Chilcote and Loder had drunk their toast, and again Loder was seated at his desk.
His head was bent and his hand moved carefully as he traced line after line of meaningless words on a sheet of foolscap. Having covered the page with writing, he rose, moved to the centre-table, and compared his task with an open letter that lay there. The comparison seemed to please him; he straightened his shoulders and threw back his head in an att.i.tude of critical satisfaction. So absorbed was he that, when a step sounded on the stairs outside, he did not notice it, and only raised his head when the door was thrown open unceremoniously. Even then his interest was momentary.
"Hullo!" he said, his eyes returning to their scrutiny of his task.
Chilcote shut the door and came hastily across the room. He looked ill and hara.s.sed. As he reached Loder he put out his hand nervously and touched his arm.
Loder looked up. "What is it?" he asked. "Any new development?"
Chilcote tried to smile. "Yes," he said, huskily; "it"s come."
Loder freed his arm. "What? The end of the world?"
"No. The end of me." The words came jerkily, the strain that had enforced them showing in every syllable.
Still Loder was uncomprehending; he could not, or would not, understand.
Again Chilcote caught and jerked at his sleeve. "Don"t you see? Can"t you see?"
"No."
Chilcote dropped the sleeve and pa.s.sed his handkerchief across his forehead. "It"s come," he repeated. "Don"t you understand? I want you."
He drew away, then stepped back again anxiously. "I know I"m taking you unawares," he said. "But it"s not my fault. On my soul, it"s not! The thing seems to spring at me and grip me--" He stopped, sinking weakly into a chair.
For a moment Loder stood erect and immovable--then, almost with reluctance, his glance turned to the figure beside him.
"You want me to take your place to-night--without preparation?" His voice was distinct and firm, but it was free from contempt.
"Yes; yes, I do." Chilcote spoke without looking up.
"That you may spend the night in morphia--this and other nights?"