After his interview with Eve, Loder retired to the study and spent the remaining hours of the day and the whole span of the evening in work. At one o"clock, still feeling fresh in mind and body, he dismissed Greening and pa.s.sed into Chilcote"s bedroom. The interview with Eve, though widely different from the one he had antic.i.p.ated, had left him stimulated and alert. In the hours that followed it there had been an added anxiety to put his mind into harness, an added gratification in finding it answer to the rein.
A pleasant sense of retrospection settled upon him as he slowly undressed; and a pleasant sense of interest touched him as, crossing to the dressing-table, he caught sight of Chilcote"s engagement-book--taken with other things from the suit he had changed at dinner-time and carefully laid aside by Renwick.
He picked it up and slowly turned the pages. It always held the suggestion of a lottery--this dipping into another man"s engagements and drawing a prize or a blank. It was a sensation that even custom had not dulled.
At first he turned the pages slowly, then by degrees his fingers quickened. Beyond the fact that this present evening was free, he knew nothing of his promised movements. The abruptness of Chilcote"s arrival at Clifford"s Inn in the afternoon had left no time for superfluous questions. He skimmed the writing with a touch of interested haste, then all at once he paused and smiled.
"Big enough for a tombstone!" he said below his breath as his eyes rested on a large blue cross. Then he smiled again and held the book to the light.
"Dine 33 Cadogan Gardens, 8 o"c. Talk with L," he read, still speaking softly to himself.
He stood for a moment pondering on the entry, then once more his glance reverted to the cross.
"Evidently meant it to be seen," he mused; "but why the deuce isn"t he more explicit?" As he spoke, a look of comprehension suddenly crossed his face and the puzzled frown between his eyebrows cleared away.
With a feeling of satisfaction he remembered Lakely"s frequent and pressing suggestion that he should dine with him at Cadogan Gardens and discuss the political outlook.
Lakely must have written during his absence, and Chilcote, having marked the engagement, felt no further responsibility. The invitation could scarcely have been verbal, as Chilcote, he knew, had lain very low in the five days of his return home.
So he argued, as he stood with the book still open in his hands, the blue cross staring imperatively from the white paper. And from the argument rose thoughts and suggestions that seethed in his mind long after the lights had been switched off, long after the fire had died down and he had been left wrapped in darkness in the great canopied bed.
And so it came about that he took his second false step. Once during the press of the next morning"s work it crossed his mind to verify his convictions by a glance at the directory. But for once the strong wish that evolves a thought conquered his caution. His work was absorbing; the need of verification seemed very small. He let the suggestion pa.s.s.
At seven o"clock he dressed carefully. His mind was full of Lakely and of the possibilities the night might hold; for more than once before, the weight of the "St. George"s Gazette", with Lakely at its back, had turned the political scales. To be marked by him as a coming man was at any time a favorable portent; to be singled out by him at the present juncture was momentous. A thrill of expectancy, almost of excitement, pa.s.sed through him as he surveyed his appearance preparatory to leaving the house.
Pa.s.sing down-stairs, he moved at once to the hall door; but almost as his hand touched it he halted, attracted by a movement on the landing above him. Turning, he saw Eve.
She was standing quite still, looking down upon him as she had looked once before. As their eyes met, she changed her position hastily.
"You are going out?" she asked. And it struck Loder quickly that there was a suggestion, a shadow of disappointment in the tone of her voice.
Moved by the impression, he responded with unusual promptness.
"Yes," he said. "I"m dining out--dining with Lakely."
She watched him intently while he spoke; then, as the meaning of his words reached her, her whole face brightened.
"With Mr. Lakely?" she said. "Oh, I"m glad--very glad. It is quite--quite another step." She smiled with a warm, impulsive touch of sympathy.
Loder, looking up at her, felt his senses stir. At sound of her words his secret craving for success quickened to stronger life. The man whose sole incentive lies within may go forward coldly and successfully; but the man who grasps a double inspiration, who, even unconsciously, is impelled by another force, has a stronger impetus for attack, a surer, more vital hewing power. Still watching her, he answered instinctively--
"Yes," he said, slowly, "a long step." And, with a smile of farewell, he turned, opened the door, and pa.s.sed into the road.
The thrill of that one moment was still warm as he reached Cadogan Gardens and mounted the steps of No. 33--so vitally warm that he paused for an instant before pressing the electric bell. Then at last, dominated by antic.i.p.ation, he turned and raised his hand.
The action was abrupt, and it was only as his fingers pressed the bell that a certain unexpectedness, a certain want of suitability in the aspect of the house, struck him. The door was white, the handle and knocker were of ma.s.sive silver. The first seemed a disappointing index of Lakely"s private taste, the second a ridiculous temptation to needy humanity. He looked again at the number of the house, but it stared back at him convincingly. Then the door opened.
So keen was his sense of unfitness that, still trying to fuse his impression of Lakely with the idea of silver door-fittings, he stepped into the hall without the usual preliminary question. Suddenly realizing the necessity, he turned to the servant; but the man forestalled him:
"Will you come to the white room, sir? And may I take your coat?"
The smooth certainty of the man"s manner surprised him. It held another savor of disappointment--seeming as little in keeping with the keen, business-like Lakely as did the house. Still struggling with his impression, he allowed himself to be relieved of his hat and coat and in silence ushered up the shallow staircase.
As the last step was reached it came to him again to mention his host"s name; but simultaneously with the suggestion the servant stepped forward with a quick, silent movement and threw open a door.
"Mr. Chilcote!" he announced, in a subdued, discreet voice.
Loder"s first impression was of a room that seemed unusually luxurious, soft, and shadowed. Then all impression of inanimate things left him suddenly.
For the fraction of a second he stood in the door-way, while the room seemed emptied of everything, except a figure that rose slowly from a couch before the fire at sound of Chilcote"s name; then, with a calmness that to himself seemed incredible, he moved forward into the room.
He might, of course, have beaten a retreat and obviated many things; but life is full of might-have-beens, and retreat never presents itself agreeably to a strong man. His impulse was to face the difficulty, and he acted on the impulse.
Lillian had risen slowly; and as he neared her she held out her hand.
"Jack!" she exclaimed, softly. "How sweet of you to remember!"
The voice and words came to him with great distinctness, and as they came one uncertainty pa.s.sed forever from his mind--the question as to what relation she and Chilcote held to each other. With the realization came the thought of Eve, and in the midst of his own difficulty his face hardened.
Lillian ignored the coldness. Taking his hand, she smiled. "You"re unusually punctual," she said. "But your hands are cold. Come closer to the fire."
Loder was not sensible that his hands were cold, but he suffered himself to be drawn forward.
One end of the couch was in firelight, the other in shadow. By a fortunate arrangement of chance Lillian selected the brighter end for herself and offered the other to her guest. With a quick sense of respite he accepted it. At least he could sit secure from detection while he temporized with fate.
For a moment they sat silent, then Lillian stirred. "Won"t you smoke?"
she asked.
Everything in the room seemed soft and enervating--the subdued glow of the fire, the smell of roses that hung about the air, and, last of all, Lillian"s slow, soothing voice. With a sense of oppression he stiffened his shoulders and sat straighter in his place.
"No," he said, "I don"t think I shall smoke."
She moved nearer to him. "Dear Jack," she said, pleadingly, "don"t say you"re in a bad mood. Don"t say you want to postpone again." She looked up at him and laughed a little in mock consternation.
Loder was at a loss.
Another silence followed, while Lillian waited; then she frowned suddenly and rose from the couch. Like many indolent people, she possessed a touch of obstinacy; and now that her triumph over Chilcote was obtained, now that she had vindicated her right to command him, her original purpose came uppermost again. Cold or interested, indifferent or attentive, she intended to make use of him.
She moved to the fire and stood looking down into it.
"Jack," she began, gently, "a really amazing thing has happened to me. I do so want you to throw some light."
Loder said nothing.
There was a fresh pause while she softly smoothed the silk embroidery that edged her gown. Then once more she looked up at him.
"Did I ever tell you," she began, "that I was once in a railway accident on a funny little Italian railway, centuries before I met you?" She laughed softly; and with a pretty air of confidence turned from the fire and resumed her seat.
"Astrupp had caught a fever in Florence, and I was rushing away for fear of the infection, when our stupid little train ran off the rails near Pistoria and smashed itself up. Fortunately we were within half a mile of a village, so we weren"t quite bereft. The village was impossibly like a toy village, and the accommodation what one would expect in a Noah"s Ark, but it was all absolutely picturesque. I put up at the little inn with my maid and Ko Ko--Ko Ko was such a sweet dog--a white poodle. I was tremendously keen on poodles that year." She stopped and looked thoughtfully towards the fire.