Her fingers grasped at, then held his. He made no effort to release them. With a dogged acknowledgment, he admitted himself worsted.
How long she stayed immovable, holding his hand, neither of them knew.
The process of a woman"s instinct is so subtle, so obscure, that it would be futile to apply to it the commonplace test of time. She kept her hold tenaciously, as though his fingers possessed some peculiar virtue; then at last she spoke.
"Rings, Jack?" she said, very slowly. And under the two short words a whole world of incredulity and surmise made itself felt.
Loder laughed.
At the sound she dropped his hand and rose from her knees. What her suspicions, what her instincts were she could not have clearly defined, but her action was unhesitating. Without a moment"s uncertainty she turned to the fireplace, pressed the electric b.u.t.ton, and flooded the room with light.
There is no force so demoralizing as unexpected light. Loder took a step backward, his hand hanging unguarded by his side; and Lillian, stepping forward, caught it again before he could protest. Lifting it quickly, she looked scrutinizingly at the two rings.
All women jump to conclusions, and it is extraordinary how seldom they jump short. Seeing only what Lillian saw, knowing only what she knew, no man would have staked a definite opinion; but the other s.e.x takes a different view. As she stood gazing at the rings her thoughts and her conclusions sped through her mind like arrows--all aimed and all tending towards one point. She remembered the day when she and Chilcote had talked of doubles, her scepticism and his vehement defence of the idea; his sudden interest in the book "Other Men"s Shoes", and his anathema against life and its irksome round of duties. She remembered her own first convinced recognition of the eyes that had looked at her in the doorway of her sister"s house; and, last of all, she remembered Chilcote"s unaccountable avoidance of the same subject of likenesses when she had mentioned it yesterday driving through the Park--and with it his unnecessarily curt repudiation of his former opinions. She reviewed each item, then she raised her head slowly and looked at Loder.
He was prepared for the glance and met it steadily.
In the long moment that her eyes searched his face it was she and not he who changed color. She was the first to speak. "You were the man whose hands I saw in the tent," she said. She made the statement in her usual soft tones, but a slight tremor of excitement underran her voice.
Poodles, Persian kittens, even crystal gazing-b.a.l.l.s, seemed very far away in face of this tangible, fabulous, present interest. "You are not Jack Chilcote," she said, very slowly. "You are wearing his clothes, and speaking in his voice but you are not Jack Chilcote." Her tone quickened with a touch of excitement. "You needn"t keep silent and look at me,"
she said. "I know quite well what I am saying--though I don"t understand it, though I have no real proof--" She paused, momentarily disconcerted by her companion"s silent and steady gaze, and in the pause a curious and unexpected thing occurred.
Loder laughed suddenly--a full, confident, rea.s.sured laugh. All the web that the past half-hour had spun about him, all the intolerable sense of an impending crash, lifted suddenly. He saw his way clearly--and it was Lillian who had opened his eyes.
Still looking at her, he smiled--a smile of reliant determination, such as Chilcote had never worn in his life. And with a calm gesture he released his hand.
"The greatest charm of woman is her imagination," he said, quietly.
"Without it there would be no color in life; we would come into and drop out of it with the same uninteresting tone of drab reality." He paused and smiled again.
At his smile, Lillian involuntarily drew back, the color deepening in her cheeks. "Why do you say that?" she asked.
He lifted his head. With each moment he felt more certain of himself.
"Because that is my att.i.tude," he said. "As a man I admire your imagination, but as a man I fail to follow your reasoning."
The words and the tone both stung her. "Do you realize the position?"
she asked, sharply. "Do you realize that, whatever your plans are, I can spoil them?"
Loder still met her eyes. "I realize nothing of the sort," he said.
"Then you admit that you are not Jack Chilcote?"
"I neither deny nor admit. My ident.i.ty is obvious. I can get twenty men to swear to it at any moment that you like. The fact that I haven"t worn rings till now will scarcely interest them."
"But you do admit--to me, that you are not Jack?"
"I deny nothing--and admit nothing. I still offer my congratulations."
"Upon what?"
"The same possession--your imagination."
Lillian stamped her foot. Then, by a quick effort, she conquered her temper. "Prove me to be wrong!" she said, with a fresh touch of excitement. "Take off your rings and let me see your hand."
With a deliberate gesture Loder put his hand behind his back. "I never gratify childish curiosity," he said, with another smile.
Again a flash of temper crossed her eyes. "Are you sure," she said, "that it"s quite wise to talk like that?"
Loder laughed again. "Is that a threat?"
"Perhaps."
"Then it"s an empty one."
"Why?"
Before replying he waited a moment, looking down at her.
"I conclude," he began, quietly, "that your idea is to spread this wild, improbable story--to ask people to believe that John Chilcote, whom they see before them, is not John Chilcote, but somebody else. Now you"ll find that a harder task than you imagine. This is a sceptical world, and people are absurdly fond of their own eyesight. We are all journalists nowadays--we all want facts. The first thing you will be asked for is your proof. And what does your proof consist of? The circ.u.mstance that John Chilcote, who has always despised jewelry, has lately taken to wearing rings! Your own statement, unattended by any witnesses, that with those rings off his finger bears a scar belonging to another man!
No; on close examination I scarcely imagine that your case would hold."
He stopped, fired by his own logic. The future might be Chilcote"s but the present was his; and this present--with its immeasurable possibilities--had been rescued from catastrophe. "No," he said, again.
"When you get your proof perhaps we"ll have another talk; but till then--"
"Till then?" She looked up quickly; but almost at once her question died away.
The door had opened, and the servant who had admitted Loder stood in the opening.
"Dinner is served!" he announced, in his deferential voice.
XXIII
And Loder dined with Lillian Astrupp. We live in an age when society expects, even exacts, much. He dined, not through bravado and not through cowardice, but because it seemed the obvious, the only thing to do. To him a scene of any description was distasteful; to Lillian it was unknown. In her world people loved or hated, were spiteful or foolish, were even quixotic or dishonorable, but they seldom made scenes. Loder tacitly saw and tacitly accepted this.
Possibly they ate extremely little during the course of the dinner, and talked extraordinarily much on subjects that interested neither; but the main point at least was gained. They dined. The conventionalities were appeased; the silent, watchful servants who waited on them were given no food for comment. The fact that Loder left immediately after dinner, the fact that he paused on the door-step after the hall door had closed behind him, and drew a long, deep breath of relief, held only an individual significance and therefore did not count.
On reaching Chilcote"s house he pa.s.sed at once to the study and dismissed Greening for the night. But scarcely had he taken advantage of his solitude by settling into an arm-chair and lighting a cigar, than Renwick, displaying an unusual amount of haste and importance, entered the room carrying a letter.
Seeing Loder, he came forward at once. "Mr. Fraide"s man brought this, sir," he explained. "He was most particular to give it into my hands--making sure "twould reach you. He"s waiting for an answer, sir."
Loder rose and took the letter, a quick thrill of speculation and interest springing across his mind. During his time of banishment he had followed the political situation with feverish attention, insupportably chafed by the desire to share in it, apprehensively chilled at the thought of Chilcote"s possible behavior. He knew that in the comparatively short interval since Parliament had risen no act of aggression had marked the Russian occupation of Meshed, but he also knew that Fraide and his followers looked askance at that great power"s amiable att.i.tude, and at sight of his leader"s message his intuition stirred.
Turning to the nearest lamp, he tore the envelope open and scanned the letter anxiously. It was written in Fraide"s own clear, somewhat old-fashioned writing, and opened with a kindly rebuke for his desertion of him since the day of his speech; then immediately, and with characteristic clearness, it opened up the subject nearest the writer"s mind.
Very slowly and attentively Loder read the letter; and with the extreme quiet that with him invariably covered emotion, he moved to the desk, wrote a note, and handed it to the waiting servant. As the man turned towards the door he called him.
"Renwick!" he said, sharply, "when you"ve given that letter to Mr.
Fraide"s servant, ask Mrs. Chilcote if she can spare me five minutes."