All in a flash her mood changed and she bent to lay a cool palm on my throbbing temples.
"Poor Monsieur John!" she said softly; "I meant not to make you suffer more, but rather less." Then she found water and a napkin to wring out and bind upon my aching head.
At the touch and the word of womanly sympathy I forgot all, and the love-madness came again to blot out the very present memory of how she had brought me to this.
"Ah, that is better--better," I sighed, when the pounding hammers in my temples gave me some surcease of the agony.
"Then you forgive me?" she asked, whether jestingly or in earnest I could not tell.
"There is none so much to forgive," I replied. "One hopeless day last summer I put my life in pledge to you; and you--in common justice you have the right to do what you will with it."
"Ah; now you talk more like my old-time Monsieur John with the healing sword-thrust. But that day you speak of was not more hopeless for you than for me."
"I know it," said I, thinking only of how the loveless marriage must grind upon her. "But it must needs be hopeless for both till death steps in to break the bond."
Again she laughed, that same bitter little laugh.
"Indeed, it was a great wrong you did that night, sir. I could wish, as heartily as you, that it might be undone. But this is idle talk. Let me see if this key will fit your manacles. I have been all day finding out who had it, and I am not sure it will be the right one, after all."
But it did prove to be the right one; and when the irons were off I felt more like a man and less like a baited bear.
"That is better," said I, drawing breath of unfeigned relief. "I bear my Lord Charles no malice, but "twas a needless precaution, this ironing of a man who was never minded to run away."
"But you are going to run away," she said, decisively; "and that as soon as ever you are able to hold a horse between your knees. Shall I bring you another dish of tea? Nay, never look so horrified; I shall not poison you this time."
"Stay," I cried. "You mean that you are going to help me escape? "Tis a needless prolonging of the agony. Go and tell the guards where they can find me."
She stopped midway to the wainscot door and turned to give me my answer.
"No; you are a soldier, and--and I will not be a gallows-widow. Do you hear, sir? If you are so eager to die, there is always the battle-field." And with that she left me.
I may pa.s.s over the two succeeding days in the silence I was condemned to endure through the major part of them. After that first visit, Margery came only at stated intervals to bring me food and drink, and my nurse was an old black beldame, either deaf and dumb, or else so newly from the Guinea Coast as to be unable to twist her tongue to the English.
And in the food-bringings I could neither make my lady stay nor answer any question; this though I was hungering to know what was going on beyond the walls of my garret prison. Indeed, she would not even tell me how I had been spirited away from the two sergeants keeping watch over me in her father"s strong-room below stairs. "That is Scipio"s secret,"
she would say, laughing at me, "and he shall keep it."
But in the evening of the third day the mystery bubble was burst, and I learned from Margery"s lips the thing I longed to know. Lord Cornwallis had decided to abandon North Carolina, and in an hour or two the army would be in motion for withdrawal to the southward.
"Now, thanks be to G.o.d!" I said, most fervently. "King"s Mountain has begun the good work, and we shall show Farmer George a thing or two he had not guessed."
On this, my lady drew herself up most proudly and her lip curled.
"You forget, sir, you are speaking to Mr. Gilbert Stair"s daughter."
"True," said I; "I did forget. We are at cross purposes in this, as in all things else. I crave your pardon, Madam."
Her eyes were snapping by now. Never tell me, my dears, that eyes of the blue-gray can not flash fire when they will.
"How painstakingly you will go about to make me hate you!" she burst out. And then, all in the same breath: "But you will be rid of me presently, for good and all."
"Nay, then, Mistress Margery, you are always taking an ell of meaning for my inch of speech. "Tis I who should do the ridding."
"_Mon Dieu!_" she cried, in a sudden burst of petulance; "I am sick to death of all this! Is there no way out of this coil that is strangling us both, Captain Ireton?"
"I had thought to make a way three days ago; did so make it, but you kept me from walking in it. Yet that way is still open--if you will but drop a word in my Lord"s ear when you go below stairs."
"Oh, yes--a fine thing; the wife betray the husband!" This with another lip-curl of scorn. "I have some shreds and patches of pride left, sir, if you have not."
"Then free me of my obligation to you and let me do it myself. I am well enough to hang."
"And so make me a consenting accomplice? Truly, as I have said before, you have a most knightly soul, Captain Ireton."
I closed my eyes in very weariness.
"You are hard to please, my lady."
"You have not to try to please me, sir. I am going away--to-night."
"Going away?" I echoed. "Whither, if I may ask?"
"My father has taken protection and we shall go south with the army. As Lord Cornwallis says, Mecklenburg is a hornets" nest of rebellion, and in an hour or two after we are gone you will be amongst your friends."
She made to leave me now, but I would not let her go without trying the last blunt-pointed arrow in the quiver of expedients.
"Stay a moment," I begged. "You are leaving the untangling of this coil you speak of to a chance bullet on a battle-field. Had you ever thought that the Church can undo what the Church has done?"
Again I had that bitter laugh which was to rankle afterward in memory.
"You are a most desperate, pertinacious man, Captain Ireton. Failing all else, you would even storm Heaven itself to gain your end," she scoffed; then, at the very pitch-point of the scornful outburst she put her face in her hands and fell a-sobbing as if her heart would break.
I knew not what to say or do, and ended, man-like, by saying and doing nothing. And so, still crying softly, she let herself out at the wainscot door, and this was our leave-taking.
XLIV
HOW WE CAME TO THE BEGINNING OF THE END
It was on the third day of December, a cheerless and comfortless day at the close of the most inclement autumn I ever remember, that the patriot Army of the South was paraded on the court-house common in Charlotte to listen to the reading of General Gates"s final order, the order announcing the arrival of Major-general Greene from Washington"s headquarters to take over the command of the field forces in the Carolinas.
As members of Colonel William Washington"s light-horse, Richard Jennifer and I were both present at this installation of the new field commander; and it was here that we both had our first sight of Nathaniel Greene, the "Hickory Quaker."
Now the historians, as is their wont, have pictured Greene the general to the complete effacement of Greene the man, and it is in my mind that you may like to see the new commander as we saw him, making his first inspection of Horatio Gates"s poor "shadow of an army" on that dismal December day in Charlotte.
In years he was rising forty; and as weight goes he was a heavy man, pressing hard upon fifteen stone with the knuckle of it under his waistcoat. None the less, though his great bulk made him sit his horse more like a farmer than a soldier, he had the muscular shoulders and arms of the anchor-smiths, to which trade he had been bred.
The hint of grossness which his figure gave was not borne out by his face. Like my Lord Cornwallis"s, his eyes were womanish large, and nose and mouth and the lift of the brow were cast in a mold to match; yet there was that in his face which made it the mask of a soul thoughtful and serene; and his ruddy complexion and fair hair gave him a look of openness that a dark man is like to miss.