When the supply of meat on the small lady"s plate was exhausted, I observed the little hand slyly slipping into her father"s provision grounds, and with infinite address abstracting small morsels, whereat there was much mysterious winking between the father and the other children, and considerable t.i.ttering among the younger ones, though all in marvellous silence, as it was deemed best policy not to appear to notice Ally"s tricks, lest they should become too obstreperous.
In the course of the next day I found myself, to all intents and purposes, as much part and parcel of the family as if I had been born and bred among them. I found that I had come in a critical time, when secrets were plenty as blackberries. It being New Year"s week, all the little h.o.a.rded resources of the children, both of money and of ingenuity, were in brisk requisition, getting up New Year"s presents for each other, and for father and mother. The boys had their little tin savings banks, where all the stray pennies of the year had been carefully h.o.a.rded--all that had been got by blacking papa"s boots, or by piling wood, or weeding in the garden--mingled with some fortunate additions which had come as windfalls from some liberal guest or friend.
All now were poured out daily, on tables, on chairs, on stools, and counted over with wonderful earnestness.
My friend, though in easy circ.u.mstances, was somewhat old-fashioned in his notions. He never allowed his children spending money, except such as they fairly earned by some exertions of their own. "Let them do something," he would say, "to make it fairly theirs, and their generosity will then have some significance--it is very easy for children to be generous on their parents" money." Great were the comparing of resources and estimates of property at this time. Tom and Ned, who were big enough to saw wood, and hoe in the garden, had acc.u.mulated the vast sum of three dollars each, and walked about with their hands in their pockets, and talked largely of purchases, like gentlemen of substance. They thought of getting mamma a new m.u.f.f, and papa a writing desk, besides trinkets innumerable for sisters, and a big doll for Ally; but after they had made one expedition to a neighboring town to inquire prices, I observed that their expectations were greatly moderated. As to little Willie, him of the checked ap.r.o.n, his whole earthly substance amounted to thirty-seven cents; yet there was not a member of the whole family circle, including the servants, that he could find it in his heart to leave out of his remembrance. I ingratiated myself with him immediately; and twenty times a day did I count over his money to him, and did sums innumerable to show how much would be left if he got this, that, or the other article, which he was longing to buy for father or mother. I proved to him most invaluable, by helping him to think of certain small sixpenny and fourpenny articles that would be pretty to give to sisters, making out with marbles for Tom and Ned, and a very valiant-looking sugar horse for Ally. Miss Emma had the usual resource of young ladies, flosses, worsted, and knitting, and crochet needles, and busy fingers, and she was giving private lessons daily to Eliza, to enable her to get up some napkin rings, and book marks for the all-important occasion. A gentle air of bustle and mystery pervaded the whole circle. I was intrusted with so many secrets that I could scarcely make an observation, or take a turn about the room, without being implored to "remember"--"not to tell"--not to let papa know this, or mamma that. I was not to let papa know how the boys were going to buy him a new inkstand, with a pen rack upon it, which was entirely to outshine all previous inkstands; nor tell mamma about the crochet bag that Emma was knitting for her. On all sides were mysterious whisperings, and showing of things wrapped in brown paper, glimpses of which, through some inadvertence, were always appearing to the public eye. There were close counsels held behind doors and in corners, and suddenly broken off when some particular member of the family appeared.
There were flutters of vanishing book marks, which were always whisked away when a door opened; and incessant e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.o.ns of admiration and astonishment from one privileged looker or another on things which might not be mentioned to or beheld by others.
Papa and mamma behaved with the utmost circ.u.mspection and discretion, and though surrounded on all sides by such pitfalls and labyrinths of mystery, moved about with an air of the most unconscious simplicity possible.
But little Ally, from her privileged character, became a very spoil-sport in the proceedings. Her small fingers were always pulling open parcels prematurely, or lifting pocket handkerchiefs ingeniously thrown down over mysterious articles, and thus disconcerting the very profoundest surprises that ever were planned; and were it not that she was still within the bounds of the kingly state of babyhood, and therefore could be held to do no wrong, she would certainly have fallen into general disgrace; but then it was "Ally," and that was apology for all things, and the exploit was related in half whispers as so funny, so cunning, that Miss Curlypate was in nowise disconcerted at the head shakes and "naughty Allys" that visited her offences.
"What dis?" said she, one morning, as she was rummaging over some packages indiscreetly left on the sofa.
"O Emma! see Ally!" exclaimed Eliza, darting forward; but too late, for the flaxen curls and blue eyes of a wax doll had already appeared.
"Now she"ll know all about it," said Eliza, despairingly.
Ally looked in astonishment, as dolly"s visage promptly disappeared from her view, and then turned to pursue her business in another quarter of the room, where, spying something glittering under the sofa, she forthwith pulled out and held up to public view a crochet bag sparkling with innumerable steel fringes.
"O, what be dis!" she exclaimed again.
Miss Emma sprang to the rescue, while all the other children, with a burst of exclamations, turned their eyes on mamma. Mamma very prudently did not turn her head, and appeared to be lost in reflection, though she must have been quite deaf not to have heard the loud whispers--"It"s mamma"s bag! only think! Don"t you think, Tom, Ally pulled out mamma"s bag, and held it right up before her! Don"t you think she"ll find out?"
Master Tom valued himself greatly on the original and profound ways he had of adapting his presents to the tastes of the receiver without exciting suspicion: for example, he would come up into his mother"s room, all booted and coated for a ride to town, jingling his purse gleefully, and begin,--
"Mother, mother, which do you like best, pink or blue?"
"That might depend on circ.u.mstances, my son."
"Well, but, mother, for a neck ribbon, for example; suppose somebody was going to buy you a neck ribbon."
"Why, blue would be the most suitable for me, I think."
"Well, but mother, which should you think was the best, a neck ribbon or a book?"
"What book? It would depend something on that."
"Why, as good a book as a fellow could get for thirty-seven cents," says Tom.
"Well, on the whole, I think I should prefer the ribbon."
"There, Ned," says Tom, coming down the stairs, "I"ve found out just what mother wants, without telling her a word about it."
But the crowning mystery of all the great family arcana, the thing that was going to astonish papa and mamma past all recovery, was certain projected book marks, that little Ally was going to be made to work for them. This bold scheme was projected by Miss Emma, and she had armed herself with a whole paper of sugar plums, to be used as adjuvants to moral influence, in case the discouragements of the undertaking should prove too much for Ally"s patience.
As to Ally, she felt all the dignity of the enterprise--her whole little soul was absorbed in it. Seated on Emma"s knee, with the needle between her little fat fingers, and holding the board very tight, as if she was afraid it would run away from her, she very gravely and carefully stuck the needle in every place but the right--p.r.i.c.ked her pretty fingers--ate sugar plums--stopping now to pat Rover, and now to stroke p.u.s.s.y--letting fall her thimble, and bustling down to pick it up--occasionally taking an episodical race round the room with Rover, during which time Sister Emma added a st.i.tch or two to the work.
I would not wish to have been required, on oath, to give in my undisguised opinion as to the number of st.i.tches the little one really put into her present, but she had a most genuine and firm conviction that she worked every st.i.tch of it herself; and when, on returning from a scamper with p.u.s.s.y, she found one or two letters finished, she never doubted that the whole was of her own execution, and, of course, thought that working book marks was one of the most delightful occupations in the world. It was all that her little heart could do to keep from papa and mamma the wonderful secret. Every evening she would bustle about her father with an air of such great mystery, and seek to pique his curiosity by most skilful hints, such as,--
"I know somefing! but I s"ant tell you."
"Not tell me! O Ally! Why not?"
"O, it"s about--a New "Ear"s pes----"
"Ally, Ally," resounds from several voices, "don"t you tell."
"No, I s"ant--but you are going to have a New "Ear"s pesant, and so is mamma, and you can"t dess what it is."
"Can"t I?"
"No, and I s"ant tell you."
"Now, Ally," said papa, pretending to look aggrieved.
"Well, it"s going to be--somefin worked."
"Ally, be careful," said Emma.
"Yes, I"ll be very tareful; it"s somefin--_weall_ pretty--somefin to put in a book. You"ll find out about it by and by."
"I think I"m in a fair way to," said the father.
The conversation now digressed to other subjects, and the nurse came in to take Ally to bed; who, as she kissed her father, in the fulness of her heart, added a fresh burst of information. "Papa," said she, in an earnest whisper, "that _fin_ is about so long"--measuring on her fat little arm.
"A _fin_, Ally? Why, you are not going to give me a fish, are you?"
"I mean that _thing_," said Ally, speaking the word with great effort, and getting quite red in the face.
"O, that _thing_; I beg pardon, my lady; that puts another face on the communication," said the father, stroking her head fondly, as he bade her good night.
"The child can talk plainer than she does," said the father, "but we are all so delighted with her little Hottentot dialect, that I don"t know but she will keep it up till she is twenty."
It now wanted only three days of the New Year, when a sudden and deadly shadow fell on the dwelling, late so busy and joyous--a shadow from the grave; and it fell on the flower of the garden--the star--the singing bird--the loved and loving Ally.
She was stricken down at once, in the flush of her innocent enjoyment, by a fever, which from the first was ushered in with symptoms the most fearful.
All the bustle of preparation ceased--the presents were forgotten or lay about unfinished, as if no one now had a heart to put their hand to any thing; while up in her little crib lay the beloved one, tossing and burning with restless fever, and without power to recognize any of the loved faces that bent over her.
The doctor came twice a day, with a heavy step, and a face in which anxious care was too plainly written; and while he was there each member of the circle hung with anxious, imploring faces about him, as if to entreat him to save their darling; but still the deadly disease held on its relentless course, in spite of all that could be done.
"I thought myself prepared to meet G.o.d"s will in any form it might come," said Winthrop to me; "but this one thing I had forgotten. It never entered into my head that my little Ally could die."
The evening before New Year"s, the deadly disease seemed to be progressing more rapidly than ever; and when the doctor came for his evening call, he found all the family gathered in mournful stillness around the little crib.
"I suppose," said the father, with an effort to speak calmly, "that this may be her last night with us."