"Nay, I know better. Lucy will be worn out, dusty and hungry, and she"ll thank n.o.body for bothering her, until she is rested. I"ll go early next morning. Lucy knows there is a time to call and a time to bide at home."
John took dinner with his mother, and as they were eating it, Mrs.
Hatton said, "I suppose Jane is at Thirsk Hall tonight."
"Yes," answered John. "I refused the invitation. I could not think of feasting and dancing with the cry of War and Famine at my door."
"You are saying too much, John. Neither war nor famine can touch you."
"If it touches those who work for me and with me, it touches me. I must think of them as well as myself."
"How is little Martha? I never see her now."
"Jane keeps her at her own side. She has many fine new ideas about the bringing up of children."
"Did she take Martha to Thirsk with her?"
"Not likely. I hope not."
"_Hum-m!!_"
Towards dusk John rode slowly down the hill. Somehow he had missed the usual tonic of his mother"s company, and Harry"s unexpected expenses troubled him, for it is the petty details of life rather than its great sorrows which fret and irritate the soul. Indeed, to face simple daily duties and trials bravely and cheerfully is the most heroic struggle and the greatest victory the soul can win. That it is generally unwitnessed and unapplauded, that it seldom gains either honor or grat.i.tude, that it is frequently despised and blamed, is not to be regarded. It is the fine tooling or graving on the soul capable of bearing it, of that supreme grace we call character; that grace that makes all the difference between one human being and another that there is between a block of granite and a reach of shifting sand. Every person we meet, has more or less of this quality, and not to be influenced by it is to belong to those hard blocks of humanity whom Carlyle calls formulas and phantoms.
Well, this little incident of Harry"s unexpected extravagance was a line of character-tooling on John"s soul. He felt the first keen touches, was suddenly angry, then pa.s.sive, and as he rode down the hill, satisfied.
Some way or other he felt sure the expense would not interfere with the things so vitally important to him. As he rode through the village he noticed that the Spinners" Hall was lit up and that there was a mixed sound of song and laughter and loud talking within and as Jane was at Thirsk he alighted at the door of the hall and went in.
On the platform there was one of his own spinners, a lad of seventeen years old. The audience were mostly young men and women, and they were dressed for dancing. A mirthful spirit pervaded the room and the usual order was wanting. The lad speaking appeared to be an object of criticism and amus.e.m.e.nt rather than of respect but he went on talking in a schoolboy fashion of "the rights of the people." He was in a West Riding evening-suit, he had a flower in his coat, and a pair of white gloves in his hand.
"Rich people all hev their rights," he said, "but a poor lad like me can"t spend his hard-earned wage without heving to pay this and that sixpenny claim--"
"For board and lodging, Sam," cried a pretty girl impatient for the talking to cease, and the dance to begin.
"Silence!" a voice called authoritatively and the lecturer stopped and looked round. Then a big dark man pushed his way through the t.i.ttering crowd of girls and reaching the platform, stretched out his hand and grasping one of its supports, leaped lightly to it. The feat was not an easy one and it was boldly and gracefully done; a hearty cheer greeted its success. Even John joined in it and then he looked at the man and though there was a slight change in appearance, knew him. It was Ralph Lugur, and as soon as he was generally recognized, order and silence reigned. He turned first to the speaker.
"Samuel, my boy," he said, "keep quiet until you learn how to talk. Your place is at a bobbin frame, it isn"t on a platform. What do you know about a rich man"s rights?" and a pretty girl looked saucily at the blushing lad and laughed.
"I"ll tell you, friends," continued Lugur, "how much right a rich man has in his wealth. He has practically very little. The Poor Laws, the Sunday Laws, the School Laws, the Income Tax, and twenty other taxes that he must pay completely prevent him from doing as he likes with his own money. Rich men are only the stewards of the poor man. They have to provide him with bread, homes, roads, ships, railways, parks, music, schools, doctors, hospitals, and a large variety of other comforts and amus.e.m.e.nts. And, my dear friends, this is not tyranny. Oh no! It is civilization. And if all these obligations did not control him, there are two powerful and significant people whom he _has_ to obey whether he likes to or not. I mean a lady you don"t know much about, called Mrs.
Grundy; and a gentleman whom you know as much of as you want to know, called Policeman A. Don"t you fall into the mistake of taking sides against your country. No! Don"t do that but,
"Let the laws of your own land, Good or bad, between you stand."
Then he slipped off the platform, and the band began to tune up. And the boy who had been sent off the platform to his bobbin frame went up to the pretty girl who had laughed at his oratorical efforts and asked her to dance. She made a mocking curtsey, and refused his request, and John who knew both of them said, "Don"t be so saucy, Polly. Samuel will do better next time." But Polly with a little laugh turned away singing,
"He wears a penny flower in his coat, lah-de-dah!
And a penny paper collar round his throat, lah-de-dah!
In his mouth a penny pick, In his hand a penny stick, And a penny in his pocket, lah-de-dah-heigh!"
John and Lugur walked through the village together, and then John discovered that the remodeling of Yoden was Lugur"s gift to the young people who were really to begin life over again in its comfortable handsome shelter.
"My father, Colonel Thomas Lugur, died two years ago," said Lugur, "and as it is now certain that my elder brother was killed in a late Afghan engagement, I came into the Lugur estate naturally. It is not considered a very rich one, but it is quite large enough for all the demands I shall make on it."
Some words of congratulation followed, and then they talked of Harry.
"He has a good heart," said Lugur, "and when I learned you were moving in such a sensible way for his salvation, I wanted to help. The improvements I have made at Yoden were not carelessly chosen. Harry loves beautiful surroundings. They may mean little to you or to me, but to him they are almost necessary. He is easily persuaded, but you cannot reason with him. As a general thing you cannot reason with youth. You may as well try to beat a cloud with a stick. Youth moves in the sublime region of its own aspirations."
John laughed softly as he answered, "That is the difficult point with Harry. He cannot find a reality that fills his ideals."
"Well then, Hatton, that is a sign of a rich and varied nature. We must bear with patience and good nature Harry"s gushing, little condescensions, for he really thinks the majority of his elders to be grossly ignorant, perverse, and cynical. Yet he really loves us in spite of our faults, so I think we must be lenient with his faults."
Lugur"s ideas exactly fitted John"s and as the men parted Lugur said, "I foresee that we shall be friends. Call on me, if in the bad days coming I can help you."
"I will do so gladly, Lugur"--and then a silent clasp of their hands said all that was necessary.
At the entrance to John"s grounds Lugur turned to the railway station and John walked slowly onward through the wooded park till he came to the main entrance of the house. There were few lights in the front rooms and when the door was opened to him he was painfully conscious of a great silence. He had expected the want of company and light, for Jane had told him she would not return until the following day; but even if we expect unpleasant conditions, the realized expectation does not console us for them. But his dinner was immediately served and he ate it with leisurely enjoyment, letting his thoughts drift calmly with his physical rest and refreshment.
After dinner he was quickly absorbed in a variety of calculations and, lost in this arbitrary occupation, forgot all else until the clock chimed ten. Then with a sigh he folded away a note of results and ordered the closing of the house. A new light was immediately on his face, and he went upstairs like a man who has a purpose. This purpose took him to little Martha"s sleeping-room. He opened the door gently.
There was only a rush light burning, but its faint beams showed him the soft white bed on which his darling lay sleeping. Noiselessly he stepped to her side and for a few moments stood in silent prayer, looking at the lovely sleeper. No one saw him, no one heard him, and he left the little sanctuary unnoticed by any human eye.
Then he went to his own room, turned the key in his chamber door, and walked straight to the Bible lying open on its stand; and as he read, a glory seemed to shine over its pages and his face reflected the comfort and joy he found there. And afterwards as he stood before the Book with lifted eyes and clasped hands, he was a visible incarnation of that beautiful manliness which is the outcome and result of nearly two thousand years of Christian thought and feeling.
[Ill.u.s.tration: "Noiselessly he stepped to her side and ... stood in silent prayer."]
He had not permitted himself to think of his wife. His calculations had demanded his whole mind and intellect and he had purposely occupied himself with subjects that would not permit wandering thought. For he was aware that he had once been jealous of Lord Thirsk and he knew that it was not pleasant for him to think of Jane brightening with her beauty Lord Thirsk"s mansion while he sat lonely in his own silent home.
But he soon put all such reveries vigorously, even a little angrily, under the positive stamp of his foot as he began to take his own share in the circ.u.mstance. "I could have gone with Jane--I did not want to go--I don"t like Thirsk--I do not want his hospitality. How could I feast and dance when I know some of my men must be out of work and out of bread in a few weeks--Jane does not feel as I do--Mother does not either--I cannot expect it--but I know!--I know!--I took my own wish and way, and I have no right to complain--I must be just and fair--just and fair to all--to all;" and with this decision, he slept well, courting sleep consciously, because he knew that the times were too full of anxiety to lose the rest so needful in unhappy and doubtful brooding.
In the morning a thing quite unlooked-for occurred. When John went into the breakfast-room Jane was there to receive him. "O John!" she cried, "I am delighted that I caught you napping. I left Thirsk at seven o"clock. Are you not glad to see me?"
"Glad!" He could not find words to express his gladness, but his silent kisses spoke for him and his beaming eyes and the warm clasp of his strong hand. And his coffee was not coffee, it was some heavenly nectar, and his bread was more than the staff of life, it was the bread of love. She brought her chair close to his side, she said _that_ was the place of honor. She fed his heart with soft, beaming glances, and she amused him with laughable descriptions of her partners. "After you, John," she said with a pretty seriousness, "after you, John, all other men look so small!" And what man wholly devoted to his wife, would not have been intoxicated with the rapture of a love so near and yet so far from understanding him?
CHAPTER XI
JANE RECEIVES A LESSON
"There are times in life when circ.u.mstances decide for us; it is then the part of wisdom to accept and make the best of what they offer."
Of course Harry would have felt it intolerable to come home just like his neighbors. So he returned to the Hatton district as if he had condescended to accept some pressing invitation to do so. It was, however, almost the last exhibition of his overweening youthful egotism.
His mother"s best carriage was at the station for Mrs. Henry Hatton and family; his mother"s gigs and wagons there for his servants and baggage.
Two or three of the village societies to which he had belonged or did yet belong crowded the railway platform. They cheered him when he alighted, and sent him homeward to the music of,
There may be fairer lands beyond the sea, But it"s Home! It"s Home in the North Country!
Harry"s mother was delighted. This public approbation justified her own rather extravagant welcome, and when John"s face showed a shadow of disapproval, she was not pleased.
"It is too much especially at this time, mother. It is more than Harry can or will live up to. Trust me, mother, for I know the men. This noisy welcome was not so much a mark of their friendship and admiration as it was a bid for Harry"s help and patronage, and when Harry gets weary of giving and doing or becomes unable to give or do, they will feel wronged and offended and perhaps express their dissatisfaction just as pointedly."