"But, dear Thurston, of what are you talking? Of the event of your doing an unprincipled act! Impossible, dear Thurston! and forever impossible!"
"And equally impossible, fair saint, that you should divulge our marriage with any chance of proving it. Marian, the minister that married us has sailed as a missionary to Farther India. And I only have the certificate of our marriage. You cannot prove it."
"I shall not need to prove it, Thurston. Now that I have awakened your thoughts, I know that you will not further risk the peace of that confiding girl. Come! take my hand and let us return. We must hasten, too, for there is rain in that cloud."
Thurston--piqued that he could not trouble her more--for under her calm and unruffled face he could not see the bleeding heart--arose sullenly, drew her hand within his arm and led her forth.
And as they went the wind arose, and the storm clouds drove over the sky and lowered and darkened around them.
Marian urged him to walk fast on account of the approaching tempest, and the anxiety the family at the cottage would feel upon her account.
They hurried onward, but just as they reached the neighborhood of Old Fields a terrible storm of hail and snow burst upon the earth.
It was as much as they could do to make any progress forward, or even to keep themselves upon their feet. While struggling and plunging blindly through the storm, amid the rushing of the wind and the rattling of the hail, and the crackling and creaking of the dry trees in the forest, and the rush of waters, and all the din of the tempest, Marian"s ear caught the sound of a child wailing and sobbing. A pang shot through her heart.
She listened breathlessly--and then in the pauses of the storm she heard a child crying, "Marian, Marian! Oh! where are you, Marian?"
It was Miriam"s voice! It was Miriam wandering in night and storm in search of her beloved nurse.
Marian dropped Thurston"s arm and plunged blindly forward through the snow, in the direction of the voice, crying, "Here I am, my darling, my treasure--here I am. What brought my baby out this bitter night?" she asked, as she found the child half perishing with cold and wet, and caught and strained her to her bosom.
"Oh, the hail and snow came down so fast, and the wind shook the house so hard, and I could not sleep in the warm bed while you were out in the storm. So I stole softly down to find you. Don"t go again, Marian. I love you so--oh! I love you so!"
At this moment the child caught sight of Thurston standing with his face half m.u.f.fled in his cloak. A figure to be strangely recognized under similar circ.u.mstances in after years. Then she did not know him, but inquired:
"Who is that, Marian?"
"A friend, dear, who came home with me. Good-night, sir."
And so dismissing Thurston, he walked rapidly away. She hurried with Miriam to the house.
CHAPTER XXI.
ONE OF SANS SOUCI"S TRICKS.
Sans Souci stood before the parlor mirror, gazing into it, seeing--not the reflected image of her own elfish figure, or pretty, witching face, with its round, polished forehead, its mocking eyes, its sunny, dancing curls, its piquant little nose, or petulant little lips--but contemplating, as through a magic gla.s.s, far down the vista of her childhood--childhood scarcely past, yet in its strong contrast to the present, seeming so distant, dim, and unreal, that her reminiscence of its days resembled more a vague dream of a pre-existence, than a rational recollection of a part of her actual life on earth. Poor Jacko was wondering "If I be I?"
Grim sat in a leathern chair, at the farthest extremity of the room, occupied with holding a book, but reading Jacquelina. Suddenly he broke into her brown study by exclaiming:
"I should like to know what you are doing, and how long you intend to remain standing before that gla.s.s."
"Oh, indeed! should you?" mocked Jacko, startled out of her reverie, yet instantly remembering to be provoking.
"What were you doing, and--"
"Looking at myself in the gla.s.s, to be sure."
"Don"t cut off my question, if you please. I was going on to inquire of what you were thinking so profoundly. And madam, or miss--"
"Madam, if you please! the dear knows, I paid heavy enough for my new dignity, and don"t intend to abate one degree of it. So if you call me miss again, I"ll get some one who loves me to call you "out!" Besides, I"d have you to know, I"m very proud of it. Ain"t you, too? Say, Grim!
ain"t you a proud and happy man to be married?" asked Jacko, tauntingly.
"You jibe! You do so with a purpose. But it shall not avail you. I demand to know the subject of your thoughts as you stood before that mirror."
Now, none but a half madman like Grim would have gravely made such a demand, or exposed himself to such a rebuff as it deserved. Jacko looked at him quizzically.
"Hem!" she answered, demurely. "I"m sure I"m so awestricken, your worship, that I can scarcely find the use of my tongue to obey your reverence. I hope your excellency won"t be offended with me. But I was wondering in general, whether the Lord really did make all the people upon earth, and in particular, whether He made you, and if so, for what inscrutable reason He did it."
"You are an impertinent minion. But, by the saints, I will have an answer to my question, and know what you were thinking of while gazing in that mirror."
"Sorry the first explanation didn"t please your eminence. But now, "honor bright!" I"ll tell you truly what I was thinking of. I was thinking--thinking how excessively pretty I am. Now, tell the truth, and shame the old gentleman. Did you ever, in all your life, see such a beautiful, bewitching, tantalizing, ensnaring face as mine is?"
"I think I never saw such a fool!"
"Really? Then your holiness never looked at yourself in a mirror! never beheld "your natural face in a gla.s.s!" never saw "what manner of man"
you are."
"By St. Peter! I will not be insulted, and dishonored, and defied in this outrageous manner. I swear I will have your thoughts, if I have to pluck them from your heart."
"Whe-ew! Well, if I didn"t always think thought was free, may I never be an interesting young widow, and captivate Thurston Willc.o.xen."
"You impudent, audacious, abandoned--"
"Ching a ring a ring chum choo! And a hio ring tum larky!"
sang the elf, dancing about, seizing the bellows and flourishing it over her head like a tambourine, as she danced.
"Be still, you termagant. Be still, you lunatic, or I"ll have you put in a strait-jacket!" cried the exasperated professor.
"Poor fellow!" said Jacko, dropping the bellows and sidling up to him in a wheedling, mock-sympathetic manner. "P-o-o-r f-e-l-l-o-w! don"t get excited and go into the highstrikes. You can"t help it if you"re ugly and repulsive as Time in the Primer, any more than Thurston Willc.o.xen can help being handsome and attractive as Magnus Apollo."
"It was of him, then, you were thinking, minion? I knew it! I knew it!"
exclaimed the professor, starting up, throwing down his book, and pacing the floor.
"Bear it like a man!" said Jacko, with solemnity.
"You admit it, then. You--you--you--"
""Unprincipled female." There! I have helped you to the words. And now, if you will be melo-dramatic, you should grip up your hair with both hands, and stride up and down the floor and vociferate, "Confusion!
distraction! perdition! or any other awful words you can think of.
That"s the way they do it in the plays."
"Madam, your impertinence is growing beyond sufferance. I cannot endure it."
"That"s a mighty great pity, now, for you can"t cure it."