"I am going to do so. You remember Marian Mayfield?" she said, her face beginning to quiver with emotion.
"Yes! yes! well?"
"You remember the time and manner of her death?"
"Yes--yes!"
"Oh, Paul! that stormy night death fell like scattering lightning, and struck three places at once! But, oh, Paul! such was the consternation and grief excited by the discovery of Marian"s a.s.sa.s.sination, that the two other sudden deaths pa.s.sed almost unnoticed, except by the respective families of the deceased. Child as I then was, Paul, I think it was the tremendous shock of her sudden and dreadful death, that threw me entirely out of my center, so that I have been erratic ever since.
She was more than a mother to me, Paul; and if I had been born hers, I could not have loved her better--I loved her beyond all things in life.
In my dispa.s.sionate, reflective moments. I am inclined to believe that I have never been quite right since the loss of Marian. Not but that I am reconciled to it--knowing that she must be happy--only, Paul, I often feel that something is wrong here and here," said Miriam, placing her hand upon her forehead and upon her heart.
"But your promise, Miriam--your promise," questioned Paul, with increased anxiety.
"Ay, true! Well, Paul, I promised to devote my whole life to the pursuit and apprehension of her murderer; and never to give room in my bosom to any thought of love or marriage until that murderer should hang from n gallows; and I sealed that promise with a solemn oath."
"That was all very strange, dear Miriam."
"Paul, yes it was--and it weighs upon me like lead. Paul, if two things could be lifted off my heart, I should be happy. I should be happy as a freed bird."
"And what are they, dear Miriam? What weights are they that I have not power to lift from your heart?"
"Surely you may surmise--the first is our brother"s sadness that oppresses my spirits all the time; the second is the memory of that unaccomplished vow; so equally do these two anxieties divide my thoughts, that they seem connected--seem to be parts of the same responsibility--and I even dreamed that the one could be accomplished only with the other."
"Dearest Miriam, let me a.s.sure you, that such dreams and visions are but the effect of your isolated life--they come from an over-heated brain and over-strained nerves. And you must consent to throw off those self-imposed weights, and be happy and joyous as a young creature should."
"Alas, how can I throw them off, dear Paul?"
"In this way--first, for my brother"s life-long sorrow, since you can neither cure nor alleviate it, turn your thoughts away from it. As for your vow, two circ.u.mstances combine to absolve you from it; the first is this--that you were an irresponsible infant, when you were required to make it--the second is, that it is impossible to perform it; these two considerations fairly release you from its obligations. Look upon these matters in this rational light, and all your dark and morbid dreams and visions will disappear; and we shall have you joyous as any young bird, sure enough. And I a.s.sure you, that your cheerfulness will be one of the very best medicines for our brother. Will you follow my advice?"
"No, no, Paul! I cannot follow it in either instance! I cannot, Paul! it is impossible! I cannot steel my heart against sympathy with his sorrows, nor can I so ignore the requirements of my solemn vow. I do not by any means think its accomplishment an impossibility, nor was it in ignorance of its nature that I made it. No, Paul! I knew what I promised, and I know that its performance is possible. Therefore I can not feel absolved! I must accomplish my work; and you, Paul, if you love me, must help me to do it."
"I would serve you with my life, Miriam, in anything reasonable and possible. But how can I help you? How can you discharge such an obligation? You have not even a clue!"
"Yes, I have a clue, Paul."
"You have? What is it? Why have you never spoken of it before?"
"Because of its seeming unimportance. The clue is so slight, that it would be considered none at all, by others less interested than myself."
"What is it, then? At least allow me the privilege of knowing, and judging of its importance."
"I am about to do so," said Miriam, and she commenced and told him all she knew, and also all she suspected of the circ.u.mstances that preceded the a.s.sa.s.sination on the beach. In conclusion, she informed him of the letters in her possession.
"And where are now those letters, Miriam? What are they like? What is their purport? It seems to me that they would not only give a hint, but afford direct evidence against that demoniac a.s.sa.s.sin. And it seems strange to me that they were not examined, with a view to that end."
"Paul, they were; but they did not point out the writer, even. There was a note among them--a note soliciting a meeting with Marian, upon the very evening, and upon the very spot when and where the murder was committed! But that note contains nothing to indicate the ident.i.ty of its author. There are, besides, a number of foreign letters written in French, and signed "Thomas Truman," no French name, by-the-bye, a circ.u.mstance which leads me to believe that it must have been an a.s.sumed one."
"And those French letters give no indication of the writer, either?"
"I am not sufficiently acquainted with that language to read it in ma.n.u.script, which, you know, is much more difficult than print. But I presume they point to nothing definitely, for my dear mother showed them to Mr. Willc.o.xen, who took the greatest interest in the discovery of the murderer, and he told her that those letters afforded not the slightest clue to the perpetrator of the crime, and that whoever might have been the a.s.sa.s.sin, it certainly could not have been the author of those letters. He wished to take them with him, but mother declined to give them up; she thought it would be disrespect to Marian"s memory to give her private correspondence up to a stranger, and so she told him. He then said that of all men, certainly he had the least right to claim them, and so the matter rested. But mother always believed they held the key to the discovery of the guilty party; and afterward she left them to me, with the charge that I should never suffer them to pa.s.s from my possession until they had fulfilled their destiny of witnessing against the murderer--for whatever Mr. Willc.o.xen might think, mother felt convinced that the writer of those letters and the murderer of Marian was the same person."
"Tell me more about those letters."
"Dear Paul, I know nothing more about them; I told you that I was not sufficiently familiar with the French language to read them."
"But it is strange that you never made yourself acquainted with their contents by getting some one else to read them for you."
"Dear Paul, you know that I was a mere child when they first came into my possession, accompanied with the charge that I should never part with them until they had done their office. I felt bound by my promise, I was afraid of losing them, and of those persons that I could trust none knew French, except our brother, and he had already p.r.o.nounced them irrelevant to the question. Besides, for many reasons, I was shy of intruding upon brother."
"Does he know that you have the packet?"
"I suppose he does not even know that."
"I confess," said Paul, "that if Thurston believed them to have no connection with the murder, I have so much confidence in his excellent judgment, that I am inclined to reverse my hasty opinion, and to think as he does, at least until I see the letters. I remember, too, that the universal opinion at the time was that the poor young lady had fallen a victim to some marauding waterman--the most likely thing to have happened. But, to satisfy you, Miriam, if you will trust me with those letters, I will give them a thorough and impartial study, and then, if I find no clue to the perpetrator of that diabolical deed, I hope, Miriam, that you will feel yourself free from the responsibility of pursuing the unknown demon--a pursuit which I consider worse than a wild-goose chase."
They were interrupted by the entrance of the boy with the mail bag. Paul emptied the contents of it upon the table. There were letters for Mr.
Willc.o.xen, for Miriam, and for Paul himself. Those for Mr. Willc.o.xen were sent up to him by the boy. Miriam"s letter was from Alice Morris, announcing her approaching marriage with Olive Murray, a young lawyer of Washington, and inviting and entreating Miriam to come to the city and be her bridesmaid. Paul"s letters were from some of his medical cla.s.smates. By the time they had read and discussed the contents of their epistles, a servant came in to replenish the fire and lay the cloth for tea.
When Mr. Willc.o.xen joined them at supper, he laid a letter on Miriam"s lap, informing her that it was from Mrs. Morris, who advised them of her daughter"s intended marriage, and prayed them to be present at the ceremony. Miriam replied that she had received a communication to the same effect.
"Then, my dear, we will go up to Washington and pa.s.s a few weeks, and attend this wedding, and see the inauguration of Gen. ----. You lead too lonely a life for one of your years, love. I see it affects your health and spirits. I have been too selfish and oblivious of you, in my abstraction, dear child; but it shall be so no longer. You shall enter upon the life better suited to your age."
Miriam"s eyes thanked his care. For many a day Thurston had not come thus far out of himself, and his doing so now was hailed as a happy omen by the young people.
Their few preparations were soon completed, and on the first of March they went to Washington City.
CHAPTER x.x.xII.
DISCOVERIES.
On arriving at Washington, our party drove immediately to the Mansion House, where they had previously secured rooms.
The city was full of strangers from all parts of the country, drawn together by the approaching inauguration of one of the most popular Presidents that ever occupied the White House.
As soon as our party made known their arrival to their friends, they were inundated with calls and invitations. Brother clergymen called upon Mr. Willc.o.xen, and pressed upon him the freedom of their houses. Alice Morris and Mrs. Moulton, the relative with whom she was staying, called upon Miriam, and insisted that she should go home with them, to remain until after the wedding. But these offers of hospitality were gratefully declined by the little set, who preferred to remain together at their hotel.
The whole scene of metropolitan life, in its most stirring aspect, was entirely new and highly interesting to our rustic beauty. Amus.e.m.e.nts of every description were rife. The theatres, exhibition halls, saloons and concert rooms held out their most attractive temptations, and night after night were crowded with the gay votaries of fashion and of pleasure. While the churches, and lyceums, and lecture-rooms had greater charms for the more seriously inclined. The old and the young, the grave and the gay, found no lack of occupation, amus.e.m.e.nt and instruction to suit their several tastes or varying moods. The second week of their visit, the marriage of Alice Morris and Oliver Murray came off, Miriam serving as bridesmaid, Dr. Dougla.s.s as groomsman, and Mr. Willc.o.xen as officiating minister.
But it is not with these marriage festivities that we have to do, but with the scenes that immediately succeed them.
From the time of Mr. Willc.o.xen"s arrival in the city, he had not ceased to exercise his sacred calling. His fame had long before preceded him to the capital, and since his coming he had been frequently solicited to preach and to lecture.
Not from love of notoriety--not from any such ill-placed, vain glory, but from the wish to relieve some overtasked brother of the heat and burden of at least one day; and possibly by presenting truth in a newer and stronger light to do some good, did Thurston Willc.o.xen, Sabbath after Sabbath, and evening after evening, preach in the churches or lecture before the lyceum. Crowds flocked to hear him, the press spoke highly of his talents and his eloquence, the people warmly echoed the opinion, and Mr. Willc.o.xen, against his inclination, became the clerical celebrity of the day.