His voice crushed me. What a barrier his expression of contempt made between her and me!
Withal, I felt a humiliating sense of defeat.
Charles read me.
As he folded his wristband under his sleeve, carefully and slowly, his slender fingers did not tremble with the desire that possessed him, which I saw in his terrible eyes as plainly as if he had spoken, "I would kill him."
They looked at my hands, for I was wringing them, and a groan burst from me.
"Somers," said Charles, rising and touching his shoulder, "behave like a man, and let us alone; I love this girl."
His pale face changed, his eyes softened, and mine filled with tears.
"Ca.s.sandra," urged Ben, in a gentle voice, "come with me; come away."
"Fool," I answered; "leave _me_ alone, and go."
He hesitated, moved toward the door, and again urged me to come.
"Go! go!" stamping my foot, and the door closed without a sound.
For a moment we stood, transfixed in an isolation which separated us from all the world beside.
"Now Charles, we"--a convulsive sob choked me, a strange taste filled my mouth, I put my handkerchief to my lips and wiped away streaks of blood. I showed it to him.
"It is nothing, by G.o.d!" s.n.a.t.c.hing the handkerchief. "Take mine--oh, my dear--"
I tried to laugh, and muttered the imperative fact of joining the rest.
"Be quiet, Ca.s.sandra."
He opened the window, took a handful of snow from the sill and put it to my mouth. It revived me.
"Do you hear, Charles? Never say those frightful words again. Never, never."
"Never, if it must be so."
He touched my hand; I opened it; his closed over mine.
"Go, now," he said, and springing to the window, threw it up, and jumped out. The boy came in with a tablecloth on his arm, and behind him Ben.
"Gla.s.s broken, sir."
"Put it in the bill."
He offered me his arm, which I was glad to take.
"Where is Charles?" Alice asked, when we went in.
"He has just left us," Ben answered; "looking after his horses, probably."
"Of course," she replied. "You look blue, Ca.s.s. Here, take my chair by the fire; we are going to dance a Virginia reel."
I accepted her offer, and was thankful that the dance would take them away. I wanted to be alone forever. Helen glided behind my chair, and laid her hand on my shoulder; I shook it off.
"What is the matter, Ca.s.s?"
"I am going away from Char--school."
"We are all going; but not to-night."
"I am going to-night."
"So you shall, dear; but wait till after supper."
"Do you think, Helen, that I shall ever have consumption?" fumbling for my handkerchief, forgetting in whose possession it was. Charles came in at that instant, and I remembered that he had it.
"What on earth has happened to you? Oh!" she exclaimed, as I looked at her. "You were out there with Morgeson and Ben Somers," she whispered; "something has occurred; what is it?"
"You shall never know; never--never--never."
"Ca.s.sandra, that man is a devil."
"I like devils."
"The same blood rages in both of you."
"It"s mulled wine,--thick and stupid."
"Nonsense."
"Will there be tea, at supper?"
"You shall have some."
"Ask Ben to order it."
"Heaven forgive us all, Ca.s.sandra!"
"Remember the tea."
Charles stood near his wife; wherever she moved afterwards he moved.
I saw it, and felt that it was the shadow of something which would follow.
At last the time came for us to return. Helen had plied me with tea, and was otherwise watchful, but scarcely spoke.
"It is an age," I said, "since I left Rosville."