I felt a precisely similar conviction, and my heart sank into my shoes.
At this moment there was a tap at the door, and another old lady bounced in. She was stout, jolly-looking and effusive. The greetings between the pair were warm, and they were evidently old friends. But underneath the new-comer"s gush and noise I was dimly conscious of a sort of gay hostility. She was exultant and frightened, both at once, and her eyes were sparkling.
"Well, what do you think?" she cried out, explosively.
Mrs. Jones" lips tightened. There was a mean streak in that old woman. I could see she was feeling for her little hatchet, and was getting out her little gun.
"Bertha!" exploded the old lady. "Bertha--"
(Mysterious mental processes at once informed me that this was none other than Bertha"s mother.)
Mrs. Jones was coolly taking aim. I was reminded of that old military dictum: "Don"t shoot till you see the whites of their eyes!"
"Bertha," vociferated the old lady fiercely--"Bertha has been secretly married to Mr. Stuffenhammer for the last three months!"
Another series of kinematographic mental processes informed me that Mr. Stuffenhammer was an immense catch.
"Twenty thousand dollars a year, and her own carriage," continued Mrs. Mc.n.u.tt gloatingly. "You could have knocked me down with a feather. Bertha is such a considerate child; she insisted on marrying secretly so that she could tone it down by degrees to poor Harry; though there was no engagement or anything like that, she could not help feeling of course that she owed it to the dear boy to gradually"
Mrs. Jones never turned a hair or moved a muscle.
"You needn"t pity Harry," she said. "I"ve just got the good news that he"s engaged to one of the sweetest and richest girls in Morristown."
I jumped for my hat and ran.
V
You never saw anybody so electrified as Jones. For a good minute he couldn"t even speak. It was like bringing a horseback reprieve to the hero on the stage. He repeated "Stuffenhammer, Stuffenhammer," In tones that Henry Irving might have envied, while I gently undid the noose around his neck. I led him under a tree and told him to buck up. He did so--slowly and surely--and then began to ask me agitated questions about proposing. He deferred to me as though I had spent my whole life Bluebearding through the social system. He wanted to be coached how to do it, you know. I told him to rip out the words--any old words--and then kiss her.
"Don"t let there be any embarra.s.sing pause," I said. "A girl hates pauses."
"It seems a great liberty," he returned. "It doesn"t strike me as r-r-respectful."
"You try it," I said. "It"s the only way."
"I"ll be glad when it"s over," he remarked dreamily.
"Whatever you do, keep clear of set speeches;" I went on. "Blurt it out, no matter how badly--but with all the fire and ginger in you."
He gazed at me like a dead calf.
"Here goes," he said, and started on a trembling walk toward the house.
I don"t know whether he was afraid, or didn"t get the chance, or what it was; but at any rate the afternoon wore on without the least sign of his coming to time. I kept tab on him as well as I could--checkers with Miss Drayton--half an hour writing letters --a long talk with the major--and finally his getting lost altogether in the shrubbery with an old lady. Freddy said the suspense was killing her, and was terribly despondent and miserable. I couldn"t interest her in the Seventy-second Street house at all. She asked what was the good of working and worrying, and figuring and making lists--when in all probability it would be another girl that would live there. She had an awfully mean opinion of my constancy, and was intolerably philosophical and Oh-I-wouldn"t-blame-you-the-least-little--bit -if-you-did-go-off-and-marry-somebody-else! She took a pathetic pleasure in loving me, losing me, and then weeping over the dear dead memory. She said n.o.body ever got what they wanted, anyway; and might she come, when she was old and ugly and faded and weary, to take care of my children and be a sort of dear old aunty in the Seventy-second Street house. I said certainly not, and we had a fight right away.
As we were dressing for dinner that night I took Jones to task, and tried to stiffen him up. I guess I must have mismanaged it somehow, for he said he"d thank me to keep my paws out of his affairs, and then went into the bath-room, where he shaved and growled for ten whole minutes. I itched to throw a bootjack at him, but compromised on doing a little growling myself.
Afterward we got into our clothes in silence, and as he went out first he slammed the door.
It was a disheartening evening. We played progressive euchre for a silly prize, and we all got shuffled up wrong and had to stay so. Then the major did amateur conjuring till we nearly died. I was thankful to sneak out-of-doors and smoke a cigar under the starlight. I walked up and down, consigning Jones to--well, where I thought he belonged. I thought of the time I had wasted over the fellow--the good money--the hopes--I was savage with disappointment, and when I heard Freddy softly calling me from the veranda I zigzagged away through the trees toward the lodge gate. There are moments when a man is better left alone.
Besides, I was in one of those self-tormenting humors when it is a positive pleasure to pile on the agony. When you"re eighty-eight per cent miserable it"s h.e.l.l not to reach par. I was sore all over, and I wanted the balm--the consolation--to be found in the company of those cold old stars, who have looked down in their time on such countless generations of human a.s.ses. It gave me a wonderful sense of fellowship with the past and future.
I was reflecting on what an infinitesimal speck I was in the general scheme of things, when I heard the footfall of another human speck, stumbling through the dark and carrying a dress-suit case. It was Jones himself, outward bound, and doing five knots an hour. I was after him in a second, doing six.
"Jones!" I cried.
He never even turned round.
I grabbed him by the arm. He wasn"t going to walk away from me like that.
"Where are you going?" I demanded.
"Home!"
"But say, stop; you can"t do that. It"s too darned rude. We don"t break up till tomorrow."
"I"m breaking up now," he said.
"Bu--"
"Let go my arm--!"
Oh, but, my dear chap--"I began.
"Don"t you dear chap me!"
We strode on in silence. Even his back looked sullen, and his face under the gaslights.
"Westoby," he broke out suddenly, "if there"s one thing I"m sensitive about it is my name. Slap me in the face, turn the hose on me, rip the coat off my back--and you"d be astounded by my mildness. But when it comes to my name I--I"m a tiger!"
"A tiger," I repeated encouragingly.
"It all went swimmingly," he continued in a tone of angry confidence. "For five seconds I was the happiest man in the United States. I--I did everything you said, you know, and I was dumfounded at my own success. S-s-she loves me, Westoby."
I gazed inquiringly at the dress-suit case.
"We don"t belong to any common Joneses. We"re Connecticut Joneses. In fact, we"re the only Joneses--and the name is as dear to me, as sacred, as I suppose that of Westoby is, perhaps, to you. And yet--and yet do you know what she actually said to me? Said to me, holding my hand, and, and that the only thing she didn"t like about me was my name."
I contrived to get out, "Good heavens!" with the proper astonishment.
"I told her that Van Coort didn"t strike me as being anything very extra."
"Wouldn"t it have been wiser to--?"
"Oh, for myself, I"d do anything in the world for her. But a fellow has to show a little decent pride. A fellow owes something to his family, doesn"t he? As a man I love the ground she walks on; as a Jones--well, if she feels like that about it--I told her she had better wait for a De Montmorency."