I shall live in plethoric ease my elderly vulpine life. But the elderly wolf needs a mate for his old age, who is at one with him in his (entirely unsinful) habits of disrepute. Where in this universe, then, could I find a fitter mate than Elodie?
Which brings me back, although I"m aware of glaring psychological flaws, to my Touchstone and Audrey prelude.
Writing, as I am doing, in a devil of a hurry, I don"t pretend to Meredithean a.n.a.lysis.
Elodie"s refusal to marry Andrew Lackaday had something to do a woman"s illusions. She is going to marry me because there"s no possibility of any kind of illusion whatsoever. My good brother whom, I grieve to say, is in the very worst of health, informs me that he has made a will in my favour. Heaven knows, I am contented enough as I am.
But, the fact remains, which no doubt will ease our dear frie mind, that Elodie"s future is a.s.sured. In the meanwhile we will devote ourselves to the cultivation of that peculiarly disreputable sloth which is conducive to longevity, _releve_ (according to the gastronomic idiom) on my part, with the study of French Heraldry which in the present world upheaval, is the most futile pursuit conceivable by a Diogenic philosopher.
I can"t write this to Lackaday, who no doubt is saying all the dreadful things that he learned with our armies in Flanders. He would not understand. He would not understand the magic of romance, the secrecy, the thrill of the dawn elopement, the romance of the _coup de theatre_ by which alone I was able to induce Elodie to co-operate in the part payment of my infinite debt of grat.i.tude.
I therefore write to you, confident that, as an urbane citizen of the world you will be able to convey to the man I love most on earth, the real essence of this, the apologia of Elodie and myself. What more can a man do than lay down his bachelor life for a friend?
Yours sincerely,
Horatio Bakkus
P.S.--If you had convinced me that I was staring hypnotically at a mare"s nest, I should have had much pleasure in joining you on your excursion. I hope you went and enjoyed it and found Orcival exceeding my poor dithyrambic.
I had to read over this preposterous epistle again before I fully grasped its significance. On the first reading it seemed incredible that the man could be sincere in his professions; on the second, his perfect good faith manifested itself in every line. Had I read it a third time, I, no doubt, should have regarded him as an heroic figure, with a halo already beginning to shimmer about his head.
I walked up to Lackaday at the end of the terrace and handed him the letter. It was the simplest thing to do. He also read it twice, the first time with scowling brow, the second with a milder expression of incredulity. He looked down on me--I don"t stand when a handy chair invites me to sit.
"This is the most amazing thing I"ve ever heard of."
I nodded. He walked a few yards away and attacked the letter for the third time. Then he gave it back to me with a smile.
"I don"t believe he"s such an infernal scoundrel after all."
"Ah!" said I.
He leaned over the bal.u.s.trade and plunged into deep reflection.
"If it"s genuine, it"s an unheard of piece of Quixotism."
"I"m sure it"s genuine."
"By Gum!" said he. He gazed at the vine-clad hill in the silence of wondering admiration.
At last I tapped him on the shoulder.
"Let us lunch," said I.
We strolled to the upper terrace.
"It is wonderful," he remarked on the way thither, "how much sheer goodness there is in humanity."
"Pure selfishness on my part. I hate lunching alone," said I.
He turned on me a pained look.
"I wasn"t referring to you."
Then meeting something quizzical in my eye, he grinned his broad ear-to-ear grin of a child of six.
We lunched. We smoked and talked. At every moment a line seemed to fade from his care-worn face. At any rate, everything was not for the worst in the worst possible of worlds. I think he felt his sense of freedom steal over him in his gradual glow. At last I had him laughing and mimicking, in his inimitable way--a thing which he had not done for my benefit since the first night of our acquaintance--the elderly and outraged Moignon whom he proposed to visit in Paris, for the purpose of cancelling his contracts.
As for Vichy--Vichy could go hang. There were ravening mult.i.tudes of demobilized variety artists besieging every stage-door in France. He was letting down n.o.body; neither the managements nor the public. Moignon would find means of consolation.
"My dear Hylton," said he, "now that my faith in Bakkus is not only restored but infinitely strengthened, and my mind is at rest concerning Elodie, I feel as though ten years were lifted from my life. I"m no longer Pet.i.t Patou. The blessed relief of it! Perhaps," he added, after a pause, "the discipline has been good for my soul."
"In what way?"
"Well, you see," he replied thoughtfully, "in my profession I always was a second-rater. I was aware of it; but I was content, because I did my best.
In the Army my vanity leads me to believe I was a first-rater. Then I had to go back, not only to second-rate, but to third-rate, having lost a lot in five years. It was humiliating. But all the same I"ve no doubt it has been the best thing in the world for me. The old hats will still fit."
"If I had a quarter of your vicious modesty," said I, "I would see that I turned it into a dazzling virtue. What are your plans?"
"You remember my telling you of a man I met in Ma.r.s.eilles called Arbuthnot?"
"Yes," said I, "the fellow who shies at coco-nuts in the Solomon Islands."
He grinned, and with singular aptness he replied:
"I"ll cable him this afternoon and see whether I can still have three shies for a penny."
We discussed the proposal. Presently he rose. He must go to Vichy, where he had to wind up certain affairs of Les Pet.i.t Patou. To-morrow he would start for Paris and await Arbuthnot"s reply.
"And possibly you"ll see Lady Auriol," I hazarded, this being the first time her name was mentioned.
His brow clouded and he shook his head sadly.
"I think not," said he. And, as I was about to protest, he checked me with a gesture. "That"s all done with."
"My dear, distinguished idiot," said I.
"It can never be," he declared with an air of finality.
"You"ll break Bakkus"s heart."
"Sorry," said he.
"You"ll break mine."
"Sorrier still. No, no, my dear friend," he said gently, "don"t let us talk about that any more."
After he had gone I experienced a severe attack of anticlimax, and feeling lonely I wrote to Lady Auriol. In the coa.r.s.e phraseology of the day, I spread myself out over that letter. It was a piece of high-cla.s.s descriptive writing. I gave her a beautiful account of the elopement and, as an interesting human doc.u.ment, I enclosed a copy of Bakkus"s letter. As I had to wait a day or two for her promised address--her letter conveying it gave me no particular news of herself--I did not receive her answer until I reached London.
It was characteristic:
My Dear Tony,