"They"ve not been exactly heaven for me," replied Columbine, with a little laugh that gave Wade a twinge.
Then the lovers began to talk about spring coming, about horses and cattle, and feed, about commonplace ranch matters not interesting to them, but which seemed to make conversation and hide their true thoughts. Wade listened, and it seemed to him that he could read their hearts.
"La.s.s, an" you, Wils--you"re wastin" time an" gettin" nowhere,"
interposed Wade. "Now let me go, so"s you"ll be alone."
"You stay right there," ordered Moore.
"Why, Ben, I"m ashamed to say that I actually forgot you were here,"
said Columbine.
"Then I"ll remind you," rejoined the hunter. "Collie, tell us about Old Bill an" Jack."
"Tell you? What?"
"Well, I"ve seen changes in both. So has Wils, though Wils hasn"t seen as much as he"s heard from Lem an" Montana an" the Andrews boys."
"Oh!..." Columbine choked a little over her exclamation of understanding. "Dad has gotten a new lease on life, I guess. He"s happy, like a boy sometimes, an" good as gold.... It"s all because of the change in Jack. That is remarkable. I"ve not been able to believe my own eyes. Since that night Jack came home and had the--the understanding with dad he has been another person. He has left me alone. He treats me with deference, but not a familiar word or look. He"s kind. He offers the little civilities that occur, you know. But he never intrudes upon me. Not one word of the past! It is as if he would earn my respect, and have that or nothing.... Then he works as he never worked before--on dad"s books, in the shop, out on the range. He seems obsessed with some thought all the time. He talks little. All the old petulance, obstinacy, selfishness, and especially his sudden, queer impulses, and bull-headed tenacity--all gone! He has suffered physical distress, because he never was used to hard work. And more, he"s suffered terribly for the want of liquor. I"ve heard him say to dad: "It"s h.e.l.l--this burning thirst. I never knew I had it. I"ll stand it, if it kills me.... But wouldn"t it be easier on me to take a drink now and then, at these bad times?"...
And dad said: "No, son. Break off for keeps! This taperin" off is no good way to stop drinkin". Stand the burnin". An" when it"s gone you"ll be all the gladder an" I"ll be all the prouder."... I have not forgotten all Jack"s former failings, but I am forgetting them, little by little.
For dad"s sake I"m overjoyed. For Jack"s I am glad. I"m convinced now that he"s had his lesson--that he"s sowed his wild oats--that he has become a man."
Moore listened eagerly, and when she had concluded he thoughtfully bent his head and began to cut little chips out of the log with his knife.
"Collie, I"ve heard a good deal of the change in Jack," he said, earnestly. "Honest Injun, I"m glad--glad for his father"s sake, for his own, and for yours. The boys think Jack"s locoed. But his reformation is not strange to me. If I were no good--just like he was--well, I could change as greatly for--for you."
Columbine hastily averted her face. Wade"s keen eyes, apparently hidden under his old hat, saw how wet her lashes were, how her lips trembled.
"Wilson, you think then--you believe Jack will last--will stick to his new ways?" she queried, hurriedly.
"Yes, I do," he replied, nodding.
"How good of you! Oh! Wilson, it"s like you to be n.o.ble--splendid. When you might have--when it"d have been so natural for you to doubt--to scorn him!"
"Collie, I"m honest about that. And now you be just as honest. Do you think Jack will stand to his colors? Never drink--never gamble--never fly off the handle again?"
"Yes, I honestly believe that--providing he gets--providing I--"
Her voice trailed off faintly.
Moore wheeled to address the hunter.
"Pard, what do you think? Tell me now. Tell us. It will help me, and Collie, too. I"ve asked you before, but you wouldn"t--Tell us now, do you believe Buster Jack will live up to his new ideals?"
Wade had long parried that question, because the time to answer it had not come till this moment.
"No," he replied, gently.
Columbine uttered a little cry.
"Why not?" demanded Moore, his face darkening.
"Reckon there are reasons that you young folks wouldn"t think of, an"
couldn"t know."
"Wade, it"s not like you to be hopeless for any man," said Moore.
"Yes, I reckon it is, sometimes," replied Wade, wagging his head solemnly. "Young folks, I"m grantin" all you say as to Jack"s reformation, except that it"s permanent. I"m grantin" he"s sincere--that he"s not playin" a part--that his vicious instincts are smothered under a n.o.ble impulse to be what he ought to be. It"s no trick. Buster Jack has all but done the impossible."
"Then why isn"t his sincerity and good work to be permanent?" asked Moore, impatiently, and his gesture was violent.
"Wils, his change is not moral force. It"s pa.s.sion."
The cowboy paled. Columbine stood silent, with intent eyes upon the hunter. Neither of them seemed to understand him well enough to make reply.
"Love can work marvels in any man," went on Wade. "But love can"t change the fiber of a man"s heart. A man is born so an" so. He loves an" hates an" feels accordin" to the nature. It"d be accordin" to nature for Jack Belllounds to stay reformed if his love for Collie lasted. An" that"s the point. It can"t last. Not in a man of his stripe."
"Why not?" demanded Moore.
"Because Jack"s love will never be returned--satisfied. It takes a man of different caliber to love a woman who"ll never love him. Jack"s obsessed by pa.s.sion now. He"d perform miracles. But that"s not possible.
The miracle necessary here would be for him to change his moral force, his blood, the habits of his mind. That"s beyond his power."
Columbine flung out an appealing hand.
"Ben, I could pretend to love him--I might _make_ myself love him, if that would give him the power."
"La.s.s, don"t delude yourself. You can"t do that," replied Wade.
"How do you know what I can do?" she queried, struggling with her helplessness.
"Why, child, I know you better than you know yourself."
"Wilson, he"s right, he"s right!" she cried. "That"s why it"s so terrible for me now. He knows my very heart. He reads my soul.... I can _never_ love Jack Belllounds. Nor _ever_ pretend love!"
"Collie, if Ben knows you so well, you ought to listen to him, as you used to," said Moore, touching her hand with infinite sympathy.
Wade watched them. His pity and affection did not obstruct the ruthless expression of his opinions or the direction of his intentions.
"La.s.s, an" you, Wils, listen," he said, with all his gentleness. "It"s bad enough without you makin" it worse. Don"t blind yourselves. That"s the h.e.l.l with so many people in trouble. It"s hard to see clear when you"re sufferin" and fightin". But _I_ see clear.... Now with just a word I could fetch this new Jack Belllounds back to his Buster Jack tricks!"
"Oh, Ben! No! No! No!" cried Columbine, in a distress that showed how his force dominated her.
Moore"s face turned as white as ashes.
Wade divined then that Moore was aware of what he himself knew about Jack Belllounds. And to his love for Moore was added an infinite respect.
"I won"t unless Collie forces me to," he said, significantly.
This was the critical moment, and suddenly Wade answered to it without restraint. He leaped up, startling Columbine.