That sucked.
I sat on the edge of the twin bed that was parked in the corner of the office doing duty as a cot. A regular cot being, one a.s.sumes, out of the question for Po Sin"s needs. I looked at the clock. It was just after midnight. I tried to remember the last time I"d been up that late. c.r.a.p, I tried to remember the last time I"d been up past nine PM. PM. It"d been awhile. It"d been awhile.
It"s not like it"s a mystery or anything, all the sleep.
Sleeping was just easier than being awake.
So why fight it?
I curled up and stopped fighting. A daily ritual of the last year. Giving up.
h.e.l.lo, you"ve reached Clean Team. We"re currently out of the office on a job. If you have an emergency we can help you with, please call 1-888-256-8326. That"s 1-888-CLN-TEAM. We"ll be there for you.
Beeeeeep.
-Um, hi, this is, uh, this is Soledad Nye. The woman in Malibu. You cleaned my dad"s mess? I mean, oh f.u.c.k, that was horrible. You cleaned the house. Anyway. I was hoping I could get in touch with one of your employees. Web. I wanted to talk to him about ... anyway. My number, well, he should call me on my cell. The number. Hang on.
I didn"t quite kill myself when I jerked out of sleep and slammed my already damaged head into the shelf that hung too low over the bed, but I came close enough that I had to crawl across the floor to answer the phone on the office desk.
-h.e.l.lo? h.e.l.lo? c.r.a.p! c.r.a.p!
-Uh, Web?
-Yeah, yeah, it"s me. Oh f.u.c.king c.r.a.p! Jesus.
-Are you OK?
-Yeah, I just kind of, c.r.a.p, banged my head really hard.
I sat on the floor, back against the side of the desk, phone to my ear, hand clapped over the brand-new lump rising from my head.
-Do you need some ice?
-Sure, yeah, that would be great.
There was some silence.
She cleared her throat.
-Web, you know I"m not there to actually get you the ice, right?
I blinked my eyes a few times, tried to bring the face of the liquid crystal clock on the wall into focus.
-Yeah, I know that. I was being funny.
-Or not.
-Yes, well, being not funny is more my forte.
-I noticed.
The clock straightened out for me. 12:32 AM. AM.
-Yes, it"s good of you to call my place of work to leave a message that, I can only a.s.sume, would have been meant to make clear my lack of humorousness. I"m flattered by the attention. Is there anything else I can do for you now that you have not laughed at me.
-Oh, I"ve laughed at you.
I took my hand from my head and looked at it. No blood. What luck. -At -At me. Just not me. Just not with with me. me.
-You never know, stranger things have happened.
-Indeed.
I sat there and held the phone. She, I imagine, did the same. I have, I also imagine, less patience than she. Less patience, it"s safe to say than most normal people. Therefore, I cracked first.
-So, Soledad.
Note that the first time I spoke her name out loud I did it without stuttering or squeaking into a register higher than Tiny Tim"s. A memory I treasure with some pride. A lesser man would have embarra.s.sed himself with some verbal tic. Not I.
-So, Soledad. Why the f.u.c.k are you calling?
-Um, right. Well, I"d like to say I"m calling to ask if you want to go grab a coffee or something traditionally ambiguous and noncommittal.
Observe how I remain aloof and calm.
-But that"s not the case?
-Nooo.
-The case is?
-The case is. I need a favor.
A favor? She"s in need? And yet, not a tremor in my voice.
-The favor is?
-The favor is, well, I need something cleaned.
But of course. Was there ever any doubt. My janitorial expertise is required. L.L. would be so proud.
But I"m no woman"s flunky.
-What needs to be cleaned, when?
-A room. Now.
I looked at the clock again. 12:35 12:35 AM. AM. Clean a room? At 12:35 Clean a room? At 12:35 AM. I AM. Is she out of her f.u.c.king mind? Does she think I"m an absolute tool?
-Where are you?
Where she was, of course, was that motel. What was in the room, of course, was that blood. Who was with her, of course, was the guy trying to out-a.s.shole me.
A t.i.tle I was ready to relinquish in light of the b.u.t.terfly knife he flashed at me.
If that all rings a bell.
HOW BREATHING WORKS.
The guy with the fauxhawk showed me his blade, a slight crust of dry blood gummed at the hilt.
-Say that again? Say it. About to go Bruce Lee on your a.s.s here, you keep talking about my moms.
I put my back to the door and shifted the carrier of cleaning gear so that I held it in front of me.
-Hey no, all done, I"m not saying anything.
He took a step, twirled the knife.
-I f.u.c.king thought not, a.s.shole.
-Did it hurt?
He stopped walking, the knife stopped twirling.
-What?
I spoke very slowly.
-When. You. Thought. Did it hurt? Like because you"re not good at it, I mean.
He slammed his forearm across my throat, pinning me to the door, the point of the knife poking my cheek.
-a.s.shole! I said shut the f.u.c.k up! I said it was a wrap!
I thought about bringing up the carrier and shoving it into his gut, but the last time I"d fought anyone other than Chev was in junior high. And that was scrawny Dillard Hayes who"d made some lame joke about Chev not having a mom and I"d gone whacko about it. And I got the s.h.i.t kicked out of me. And Dillard didn"t have a knife.
So I tried diplomacy instead.
-No, you didn"t actually tell me to shut the f.u.c.k up. shut the f.u.c.k up. And you certainly didn"t say anything as lame as-GAH! And you certainly didn"t say anything as lame as-GAH!
No, he he didn"t say GAH! didn"t say GAH! I I said GAH! Or, rather, I kind of barked GAH when he drove his knee into what was meant to be my b.a.l.l.s, but was actually the carrier, which then hit my b.a.l.l.s. said GAH! Or, rather, I kind of barked GAH when he drove his knee into what was meant to be my b.a.l.l.s, but was actually the carrier, which then hit my b.a.l.l.s.
-GAH! GAH!
He did it twice more. If that didn"t communicate.
The bathroom door swung open and Soledad came out toweling her hands dry.
-Jaime!
This seemingly directed at the fauxhawk dude about to put his knee on the money for the fourth time.
He let go of me and turned.
-What! What!
I dropped to the floor and tried to figure out how breathing worked.
Soledad came and kneeled next to me.
-What the h.e.l.l, Jaime?
Jaime waved his knife.
-He was being an a.s.shole, just like you said he would be!
She put a hand on the side of my face.
-I said he might act like an a.s.shole act like an a.s.shole and you needed to be chill. and you needed to be chill.
He pointed the knife at me.
-Why do I have to be chill when he"s being the a.s.shole?
She shook her head, looked at me, her face all but hid in the long curls of hair falling around it.
-You OK?
I squirted more tears and kept my hands jammed in my crotch by way of an answer.
Jaime came and leaned over her and looked down at me.
-Besides, he deserved it for being an a.s.shole at your house today.
She looked up at him.
-He wasn"t. f.u.c.k, Jaime, he was trying to make me laugh.
He raised his hands over his head.
-See! That"s sick, man. Your dad offs himself, blows his f.u.c.king brains all over, and this a.s.shole tries to make it funny? That"s sick s.h.i.t.
She stared at him, shook her head.