Gamache continued to read, then he looked up and over his half-moon gla.s.ses.
"Why do you think I do?"
Jean-Guy gave a thin smile and nodded toward the report. "Your face as you read the report. You"re scanning for evidence. I spent twenty years across from you, patron. I know that look. Why do you think I wanted to be here when you read it?" He tapped the report. "I cared for him too, you know. Funny little guy."
He saw Gamache smile, and nod.
"You"re right," Gamache admitted. "I thought something was wrong from the moment we found him. All sorts of small things. And one big thing. Kids fall off bikes all the time. I can"t tell you how often Annie landed headfirst. Only repeated blows to the head could explain her attraction to you."
"Merci."
"But surprisingly few die. Laurent also wore a helmet most of the time. Why not yesterday? He had it with him. It was tied to the handlebars of his bike."
"Laurent probably wore the helmet when he left home and when he arrived where he was going. But he took it off in between, when no one was looking. Like most kids. I used to take off my tuque in the middle of winter, as soon as my mother couldn"t see me. I"d rather freeze my head than look stupid. Don"t say it," Jean-Guy warned, seeing the obvious comment coming.
Gamache shook his head. "It just wasn"t right, Jean-Guy. There was something off. The trajectory, the distance he traveled. The distance his bike traveled-"
"-is all explained here."
"In a report slapped together quickly. And then there was the position of the bike, and Laurent"s body."
Jean-Guy picked up the photographs from the police report and studied them, then handed them to Armand, who placed the pictures back in the file.
He saw that face, that body, all day long. It was burned into his memory. No need to look at it again.
"They look like they were thrown there," said Gamache.
"Oui. When he hit that rut," said Jean-Guy, trying to be patient.
"I"ve investigated enough accidents, Jean-Guy, to know that this does not look like one."
"But it does, patron, to everyone but you."
It was said gently, but firmly. Gamache took off his gla.s.ses and looked at Beauvoir.
"Do you think I want it to be more than an accident?" he asked.
"No. But I think sometimes our imaginations can run away with us. A combination of grief and exhaustion and guilt."
"Guilt?"
"Okay, maybe not guilt, but I think you felt a responsibility toward the boy. You liked him and he looked up to you. And then this happens."
Beauvoir gestured toward the photographs. "I understand, patron. You want to do something and can"t."
"So I make it murder?"
"So you question," said Jean-Guy, trying now to diffuse an unexpectedly tense situation. "That"s all. But the findings are pretty clear."
"This is too preliminary." Gamache closed the file and pushed it away. "They"ve jumped to an obvious conclusion because it"s easy. They need to investigate further."
"Why?" asked Jean-Guy.
"Because I need to be sure. They need to be sure."
"No, I mean, let"s a.s.sume for a moment this wasn"t an accident. He was a kid. He wasn"t violated. He wasn"t tortured. Thank G.o.d. Why would someone kill him?"
"I don"t know."
Gamache did not look at the pile of dirty pages on the table by the back door where they"d sat since he"d dug them up. But he felt them there. Felt John Fleming squatting there, listening, watching.
"Sometimes there"s a clear motive, sometimes it"s just bad luck," he said. "The murderer has a plan of his own and the victim is chosen at random."
"You think a serial killer murdered Laurent?" asked Jean-Guy, incredulous now. "A regular murderer isn"t enough?"
"Enough?" Gamache glared at the younger man. "What do you mean by that?"
His voice, explosive at first, had dropped to a dangerous whisper, and then he recovered himself.
"I"m sorry, Jean-Guy. I know you"re trying to help. I"m not making this up. I have no idea why anyone would murder Laurent. All I"m saying is that I"m not sure it was simply an accident. It might have been a hit-and-run. But there"s something off."
Gamache reopened the dossier. At the list of items found in Laurent"s pocket. A small stone with a line of pyrite through it. Fool"s gold. A chocolate bar. Broken. There were pine cone shards and dirt and a dog biscuit.
Then Gamache looked at the report on the boy"s hands. They were scratched, dirty. The coroner found pine resin and bits of plant matter under his nails. No flesh. No blood.
No fight. If Laurent was murdered, he didn"t have a chance to defend himself. Gamache was relieved by this at least. It spoke of a boy doing boy things in the last hours, minutes, of his life. Not fighting for that life, but apparently enjoying it. Right up until the end.
Gamache raised his brown eyes to Jean-Guy.
"Would you look into it?"
"Of course, patron. I"ll come back down for the funeral and try to have some definite answers by then."
Beauvoir thought about where to start. But there wasn"t much to think about. When a child dies, where do you look first?
"You said his father wouldn"t look at the boy, at his body. Is it possible...?"
Gamache considered for a moment. Remembering the weathered, beaten face of Al Lepage. His back turned to his dead son and wailing wife. "It"s possible."
"But?"
"If he killed Laurent in a fit of rage he might try to hide it, but it would be simpler, I think. He"d bury the boy somewhere. Or take the body into the woods and leave it there. Let nature do the rest. If it was murder, then someone put some thought and effort into making it look like an accident."
"People do, of course," said Jean-Guy. "The best way to get away with murder is to make sure no one knows it"s murder."
They"d wandered into the kitchen and were pouring coffees. They sat at the pine table, hands cupped around the mugs.
Beauvoir missed this. The hours and hours with Chief Inspector Gamache. Poring over evidence, talking with suspects. Talking about suspects. Comparing notes. Sitting across from each other in diners and cars and c.r.a.ppy hotel rooms. Picking apart a case.
And now, sitting at the kitchen table in Three Pines, Inspector Beauvoir wondered if he was humoring the Chief by agreeing to investigate a case that almost certainly only existed in Gamache"s imagination. Or maybe he was humoring himself.
"If it was murder, why not just bury him in the forest?" asked Jean-Guy. "It would be almost impossible to find him. And as you said, the wolves and bears..."
Gamache nodded.
He looked across at Jean-Guy, the younger man"s brows furrowed, thinking. Following a line of reason. How often, Gamache wondered, in small fishing villages, in farmers" fields, in snowed-in cabins in the wilderness, had the two of them struggled through the intricacies of a case? Trying to find a murderer, who was desperately trying to hide?
He missed this.
Was that why he was doing it? Had he turned a little boy"s tragic death into murder, for his own selfish reasons? Had he bullied Jean-Guy into seeing what didn"t exist? Because he was bored? Because he missed being the great Chief Inspector Gamache?
Because he missed the applause?
Still, Jean-Guy had asked a good question. If someone had in fact murdered Laurent, why not just hide the body in the deep, dark forest? Why go through the "accident" charade?
There was only one answer to that.
"Because he wanted Laurent to be found," said Jean-Guy, before Gamache could say it. "If Laurent remained missing we"d keep looking for him. We"d turn the area upside-down."
"And we might find something the murderer didn"t want us to find," said Gamache.
"But what?" Jean-Guy asked.
"What?" Gamache repeated.
An hour later Reine-Marie returned from visiting Clara to find the two of them in the kitchen, staring into s.p.a.ce.
She knew what that meant.
Laurent Lepage"s funeral was held two days later.
The rain had stopped, the skies had cleared and the day shone bright and unexpectedly warm for September.
The minister, who did not appear to know the Lepages, did his best. He spoke of Laurent"s kindness, his gentleness, his innocence.
"Who exactly are we burying?" Gabri whispered, as they got down once again to pray.
Laurent"s father was invited to the front by the minister. Al walked up, dressed in an ill-fitting black suit, his hair pulled back tightly, his beard combed. He held a guitar and sat on a chair set out for him.
The guitar rested on his lap, ready. But Al just sat there, staring at the mourners. Unable to move. And then, helped by Evie, he returned to his seat in the front pew.
The interment, in the cemetery above Three Pines, was private. Just Evelyn and Alan Lepage, the minister and the people from the funeral home.
In the church bas.e.m.e.nt, Laurent"s teachers, cla.s.smates, neighborhood children picked at food brought by the villagers.
"Can I speak with you, patron?" asked Jean-Guy.
"What is it?" asked Armand when he and Jean-Guy had stepped a few paces from the group.
"We"ve gone over it and over it. There"s no evidence it was anything other than an accident."
Beauvoir studied the large man in front of him, trying to read his face. Was there relief there? Yes. But there was also something else.
"You"re still troubled," said Jean-Guy. "I can show you our findings."
"No need," said Gamache. "Merci. I appreciate it."
"But do you believe it?"
Gamache nodded slowly. "I do." Then he did something Beauvoir did not expect. He smiled. "Seems Laurent wasn"t the only one with a vivid imagination. Seeing things that aren"t there."
"You"re not going to report an alien invasion now, are you?"
"Well, now that you mention it..."
Gamache tilted his head toward the buffet and Beauvoir smiled.
Ruth was pouring something from a flask into her waxed cup of punch.
"Merci, Jean-Guy. I appreciate what you"ve done."
"Thank Lacoste. She approved it and even put a team on it. The boy died in an accident, patron. He fell off his bike."
Once again Gamache nodded. They walked back to the others, pa.s.sing Antoinette and Brian on the way.
Brian said h.e.l.lo, but Antoinette turned away.
"Still mad, I see," said Jean-Guy.
"And it"s only getting worse."
"What"re you two talking about?" asked Reine-Marie, as Armand and Jean-Guy rejoined her.
"Antoinette," said Jean-Guy.
"She looked at me with loathing," said Myrna.
"Me too," said Gabri, walking over with a plate filled with apple pie while Olivier"s was stacked with quinoa, cilantro, and apple salad.
"Play not going well?" asked Jean-Guy.
"Once they found out who wrote it, most of the other actors also quit," said Gabri. "I think Antoinette was genuinely surprised."
Myrna was looking at Antoinette and shaking her head. "She really doesn"t seem to understand why anyone would be upset."
"So the play"s canceled?" asked Jean-Guy.