[He sits watching her, in a kind of daze.]
OCEANA. In the first place, Freddy... you must understand, it isn"t the first time this has happened to me.
FREDDY. No, I suppose not.
OCEANA. The officers of the ships always used to fall in love with me. There were three on this last steamer.
FREDDY. Yes.
OCEANA. You say to marry you. But it"s difficult for me to imagine myself marrying any man, no matter how much I loved him. One has to make so many promises, you know.
FREDDY. How do you mean?
OCEANA. You have to "love, honor and obey."
FREDDY. But, Oceana! That"s a mere form.
OCEANA. No, no. It"s written in the laws. All kinds of things... people don"t realize it.
FREDDY. But surely... if you love a man... a decent man...
OCEANA. No decent man ought to ask a woman to sign away her self-respect.
FREDDY. [Bewildered.] But then... then... what would you do?
OCEANA. [Watches him, then laughs to herself.] Boston is such a funny place!
FREDDY. Hey?
OCEANA. Let us leave marriage out now... let us talk of love. Realize how much more serious it is to a woman than it is to a man. A man meets a woman and he finds her beautiful, and his blood begins to boil, and he says: "I adore you." And so she gives herself to him; and then, the next morning, he goes off and forgets all about it.
FREDDY. No, no!
OCEANA. I don"t say you, Freddy. But it"s happened that way. The woman, though... she doesn"t forget. She carries a reminder. And it"s not only that she has the burden of the child... the anguish of the birth... the task of suckling and rearing it. It"s that she has a miniature of the man with her all the rest of her days. She has his soul there... blended with the thing she loves most of all in the world. And so, don"t you see how careful she has to be, how desperately important the thing is to her? [She sits lost in thought.] I have never been in love, Freddy, not the least little bit. I have never felt that call in my blood. But some day I shall feel it; and when I do, I shall take that man as if before a court of judgment. I shall take him away with me. I shall ask myself not merely, "Is he beautiful and strong of body?" but, "Is he beautiful and strong in soul?" I would not ask that he be learned... he might not chance to be a cultured man. But he would be a man of power, he would be a man who could rule himself, he would be a soul without base alloy. And when I had satisfied myself as to that, I would have found my mate. I would say to him, "I wish you to be the father of my child." [She sits again, brooding.] I would not exact pledges of him. I would say to him, "I do not ask you to take care of me; I do not ask you to take care of my child. You may go away when you wish... that rests with you; but I wish the child." [She pauses.] Do you see?
FREDDY. Yes, I see. [He gazes at her, frightened.] And you... you do not feel that way about me?
OCEANA. Not the least little bit, Freddy.
FREDDY. And if I waited ever so long?
OCEANA. I do not believe that I should ever feel it, [She puts her hand upon his arm.] My dear, dear boy! Learn to look at it as I do. Face it like a man. It is one of those things that we cannot help.. . that we do not even understand. It is the chemistry of s.e.x; it is Nature"s voice speaking to us. It means no disgrace to you that I do not love you... it means no inferiority, no defeat. It is the signal that Nature gives us, that we wait for, and dare not disregard. You dare not ask me to disregard it! [He is gazing into her eyes like one entranced.] You must let me teach you... you must let me help you. You must not let this mean misery and despair. Take hold of yourself. Perhaps you and Ethel can go back with me to my island... for I think that I am going. [He continues to gaze at her, speechless with admiration. She presses his arm.] Now promise me.
FREDDY. What?
OCEANA. That you will be a man.
[They gaze into each other"s eyes.]
ETHEL. [Off.] Oceana!
OCEANA. Here is your sister. Let us not trouble her. [Aloud.] Ethel!
ETHEL. [Enters in street costume.] Oh, here you are! And your new clothes!
OCEANA. Do you like me?
ETHEL. No, they don"t belong to you!
OCEANA. [Laughs.] Well, I shan"t wear them long.
ETHEL. What are you going to do?
OCEANA. I"m going to design some for myself.
ETHEL. What kind?
OCEANA. I don"t know yet. But it"ll be something that will leave my legs outside.
ETHEL. And did you get something beautiful for tonight?
OCEANA. I got something that will do.
ETHEL. Oceana, when am I to see the dance?
OCEANA. I told you, when I have my costume.
ETHEL. But when will that be?
OCEANA. When my trunks have come.
FREDDY. They came this afternoon.
OCEANA. Oh! Then we"ll have it to-morrow morning! And I"ll show you my beautiful bridal-robe.
FREDDY. Bridal-robe?
OCEANA. Yes. Didn"t I tell you? It was made for me by one of our King"s sons. His name was Paukopi... that means, in our language, "Child of the Sea Foam." And he was in love with me.
ETHEL. Oh!
OCEANA. He was very sad and went away by himself. But he was a man.. . he did not go to pieces. [She looks at FREDDY.] He went into the forest and spent his time hunting wild birds; and he gathered their feathers and made them into this gorgeous robe... purple and gold and green and scarlet. He brought it and laid it at my feet, and said that it was my bridal-robe, that I must wear it at my feast.
ETHEL. Oh, how lovely!
FREDDY. [Rises and turns away in despair.] Oh!
ETHEL. Tell me a little about the Sunrise Dance.