"Yes, flowers too."
"What time is it, my dear? I can"t see."
Maggie peered at the clock.
"It"s just after six, Auntie. Will you have the candles?"
The old lady shook her head.
"No, my dear: my eyes can"t stand the light. Why hasn"t the boy come?"
"Why, it"s hardly time yet. Shall I bring him up at once?"
"Just for two minutes," sighed the old lady. "My head"s bad again."
"Poor dear," said Maggie.
"Sit down, my dearest, for a few minutes. You"ll hear the wheels from here.... No, don"t talk or read."
There, then, the two women sat waiting.
Outside the twilight was falling, layer on layer, over the spring garden, in a great stillness. The chilly wind of the afternoon had dropped, and there was scarcely a sound to be heard from the living things about the house that once more were renewing their strength.
Yet over all, to the Catholic"s mind at least, there lay a shadow of death, from a.s.sociations with that strange anniversary that was pa.s.sing, hour by hour....
As to what Maggie thought during those minutes of waiting, she could have given afterwards no coherent description. Matters were too complicated to think clearly; she knew so little; there were so many hypotheses. Yet one emotion dominated the rest--expectancy with a tinge of fear. Here she sat, in this peaceful room, with all the homely paraphernalia of convalescence about her--the fire, the bed laid invitingly open with a couple of books, and a reading-lamp on the little table at the side, the faint smell of sandalwood; and before the fire dozed a peaceful old lady full too of gentle expectation of her son, yet knowing nothing whatever of the vague perils that were about him, that had, indeed, whatever they were, already closed in on him.... And that son was approaching nearer every instant through the country lanes....
She rose at last and went on tiptoe to the window. The curtains had not yet been drawn, and she could see in the fading light the elaborate ironwork of the tall gate in the fence, and the common road outside it, gleaming here and there in puddles that caught the green color from the dying western sky. In front, on the lawn on this side, burned tiny patches of white where the crocuses sprouted.
As she stood there, there came a sound of wheels, and a carriage came in sight. It drew up at the gate, and the door opened.
II
"He is come," said the girl softly, as she saw the tall ulstered figure appear from the carriage. There was no answer, and as she went on tiptoe to the fire, she saw that the old lady was asleep. She went noiselessly out of the room, and stood for an instant, every pulse racing with horrible excitement, listening to the footsteps and voices in the hall. Then she drew a long trembling breath, steadied herself with a huge effort of the will, and went downstairs.
"Mr. Laurie"s gone into the smoking-room, miss," said the servant, looking at her oddly.
He was standing by the table as she went in; so much she could see: but the candles were unlighted, and no more was visible of him than his outline against the darkening window.
"Well, Laurie?" she said.
"Well, Maggie," said his voice in answer. And their hands met.
Then in an instant she knew that something was wrong. Yet at the moment she had not an idea as to what it was that told her that. It was Laurie"s voice surely!
"You"re all in the dark," she said.
There was no movement or word in answer. She pa.s.sed her hand along the mantelpiece for the matches she had seen there just before; but her hand shook so much that some little metal ornament fell with a crash as she fumbled there, and she drew a long almost vocal breath of sudden nervous alarm. And still there was no movement in answer. Only the tall figure stood watching her it seemed--a pale luminous patch showing her his face.
Then she found the matches and struck one; and, keeping her face downcast, lighted, with fingers that shook violently, the two candles on the little table by the fire. She must just be natural and ordinary, she kept on telling herself. Then with another fierce effort of will she began to speak, lifting her eyes to his face as she did so.
"Auntie"s just fallen..." (her voice died suddenly for an instant, as she saw him looking at her)--then she finished--"just fallen asleep.
Will ... you come up presently ... Laurie?"
Every word was an effort, as she looked steadily into the eyes that looked so steadily into hers.
It was Laurie--yes--but, good G.o.d...!
"You must just kiss her and come away," she said, driving out the words with effort after effort. "She has a bad headache this evening.... Laurie--a bad headache."
With a sudden twitch she turned away from those eyes.
"Come, Laurie," she said. And she heard his steps following her.
They pa.s.sed so through the inner hall and upstairs: and, without turning again, holding herself steady only by the consciousness that some appalling catastrophe was imminent if she did not, she opened the door of the old lady"s room.
"Here he is," she said. "Now, Laurie, just kiss her and come away."
"My dearest," came the old voice from the gloom, and two hands were lifted.
Maggie watched, as the tall figure came obediently forward, in an indescribable terror. It was as when one watches a man in a tiger"s den.... But the figure bent obediently, and kissed.
Maggie instantly stepped forward.
"Not a word," she said. "Auntie"s got a headache. Yes, Auntie, he"s very well; you"ll see him in the morning. Go out at once, please, Laurie."
Without a word he pa.s.sed out, and, as she closed the door after him, she heard him stop irresolute on the landing.
"My dearest child," came the peevish old voice, "you might have allowed my own son--"
"No, no, Auntie, you really mustn"t. I know how bad your head is ... yes, yes; he"s very well. You"ll see him in the morning."
And all the while she was conscious of the figure that must be faced again presently, waiting on the landing.
"Shall I go and see that everything"s all right in his room?" she said. "Perhaps they"ve forgotten--"
"Yes, my dearest, go and see. And send Charlotte to me."
The old voice was growing drowsy again.
Maggie went out swiftly without a word. There again stood the figure waiting. The landing lamp had been forgotten. She led the way to his room.
"Come, Laurie," she said. "I"ll just see that everything"s all right."
She found the matches again, lighted the candles, and set them on his table, still without a look at that face that turned always as she went.
"We shall have to dine alone," she said, striving to make her voice natural, as she reached the door.