"But we"re very polite," urged Lettice. "We say, "Thank you!""
Honor had not yet been considered proficient enough to take an active part in the monthly entertainment, but Flossie"s name was one of the first on the list. She played the violin remarkably well, better than almost anybody else at Chessington; and as she was seldom nervous, her pieces were generally very successful. The day following Evelyn Fletcher"s fright happened to be "Mutual Improvement Friday". The girls only spent a short time at preparation, and then went upstairs to change their dresses. The meetings were always held in the drawing-room, and were rather festive in character. Miss Maitland tried to make them as much as possible like ordinary parties; she received the girls as guests, encouraged them to converse with herself and the other teachers, and had coffee served to them during the evening.
On this particular occasion Flossie made a very careful toilet, and she certainly looked nice in her pretty, embroidered white muslin dress, her fair hair tied with big bows of palest blue ribbon. She took a last glance at herself in the looking-gla.s.s, then, seizing her violin, which she had brought to her cubicle, she prepared to go downstairs.
In pa.s.sing Miss Maitland"s bedroom on the lower landing, she noticed that the door stood open, and that no one was within. There was a large mirror in the wardrobe, and, catching a glimpse of her own reflection as she went by, she stopped suddenly, and could not resist the temptation to run in for a moment and take a full-length view of herself as she would appear when she was playing her piece. She raised her violin and struck a suitable att.i.tude, and was immensely pleased with the result that faced her--the dainty dress, the blue bows, the coral cheeks, flaxen hair, and bright eyes all made a charming picture, and the position in which she held her instrument was particularly graceful. She drew her bow gently over the strings, to observe the curve of her slender wrist and well-shaped arm. It was gratifying to know that she would make such a good appearance before her schoolfellows. Once again she played a few notes, for the sheer satisfaction of watching her slim, white fingers in the gla.s.s.
Alas for Flossie! That single bar of Schubert"s Serenade was her undoing. Honor chanced to be pa.s.sing the door at the identical moment, and, hearing the strain of music, peeped inside. She grasped the situation at a glance.
"Oho, Miss Flossie! So I"ve caught you prinking!" she said to herself.
"You"re evidently practising your very best company smile for this evening. What a disappointment it would be to you, now, if you were not able to play that piece after all!"
Honor had a resourceful mind. Very gently she put her hand inside the door and abstracted the key, which, with equal caution, she fitted into the keyhole on the outside; then, quickly shutting the door, she locked it, and ran away before Flossie had even discovered that anybody Was there. The latter naturally noticed the slight noise and turned round, but she was too late; and though she rattled the handle, and knocked and called, it was of no avail. Honor, as it happened, had been the last girl to go downstairs, and there was n.o.body left on either landing to hear even the most frantic thumps. Flossie rushed to the electric bell, hoping to bring a servant to her a.s.sistance; but it was out of order, and would not ring. She was in a terrible dilemma: if she made too much noise one of the teachers, or even Miss Maitland herself, might come upstairs to see what was the matter; on the other hand, there she was locked up fast and secure, missing the "evening", and with an equal chance of being found out in the end, and asked to give some explanation of her presence in the mistress"s room.
In the meantime, Honor went downstairs chuckling. She entered the drawing-room in the highest of spirits, paid her respects to Miss Maitland, and found a seat close to the door. The musical part of the performance, she ascertained, was to come first, and after coffee there were to be recitations, and a dialogue in French. A neat programme had been written out and was laid on the top of the piano, so that it could be referred to by Vivian Holmes, who was conductress of the ceremonies.
It was late already, and the proceedings began immediately. The room was crowded, and amongst the forty girls n.o.body seemed to have particularly remarked Flossie"s absence, and no enquiry was made for her, until the close of the song that preceded her violin solo.
"Where is Flossie Taylor?" whispered Vivian then, with a look of marked annoyance on her face. "Her _Serenade_ comes next. She ought to be standing by the piano. Has anybody seen her? Please pa.s.s the question on."
She paused a moment or two in great impatience; then, as no Flossie put in an appearance, she turned to Meta Fletcher and May Turner, who followed on the programme, and asked them to begin their duet.
"I can"t wait for anybody," she remarked. "If Flossie isn"t ready, I must simply miss her out. We"ve almost too many pieces to get through in the time."
The rest of the music went off successfully. n.o.body broke down, or even made a bad stumble, a subject of much self-congratulation to several nervous performers and of great relief to Vivian, who, as monitress of the house, always arranged the little concerts as a surprise for Miss Maitland, the latter preferring that the girls should settle all details amongst themselves, instead of leaving matters to a teacher.
Coffee was brought in at eight o"clock, after which the recitations began immediately. At this state of the entertainment Honor felt magnanimous. She did not want to involve Flossie in serious trouble, so, slipping quietly away, she ran upstairs, unlocked the door of Miss Maitland"s bedroom, and released her prisoner.
The disappointed violinist emerged looking decidedly glum.
"It"s a nasty, mean trick you"ve played me, Honor Fitzgerald!" she burst out.
"No meaner than you played on Evelyn Fletcher--not half so bad, in my opinion. I"m sorry to say you"re too late for your solo. The music"s over long ago, and they"re hard at work reciting Shakespeare at present."
"Just what I expected! And it"s all your fault!"
"You"re very ungrateful! You ought to be most relieved to be let out before Miss Maitland caught you," retorted Honor. "What an opportunity to point a moral on the fatal consequences of vanity!" Then, as Flossie flounced angrily away: "You"ve never thanked me for unlocking this door yet. I thought we were supposed to cultivate manners at St. Chad"s. If Vivian asks where you"ve been, I suppose you"ll tell her?"
"I certainly shan"t! And you"ll be a sneak if you do."
"All right, all right! Keep your little temper! You may make your mind easy; I don"t intend to do anything of the sort," called Honor, watching Flossie"s back as her victim hurried out of earshot down the pa.s.sage. "It has been a delightful evening," she continued to herself; "really quite the jolliest since I came to Chessington. I"m afraid I"ve had the lion"s share of the enjoyment, but that couldn"t be helped. It certainly is a most immense satisfaction to feel that Flossie Taylor and I are now exactly quits!"
CHAPTER X
Honor Finds Favour
Honor was undoubtedly finding Chessington College a totally different place from Kilmore Castle, and in the six weeks she had spent there she had already learnt many lessons quite apart from textbooks. The wildest bird cannot fly with its wings clipped, and at school Honor was so bound round with conventionalities and restrictions that she never dreamt of raising such turbulent scenes as had sometimes been her wont at home. The calm, firm administration of Miss Cavendish, Miss Maitland"s wise control, and Miss Farrar"s brisk authority, all seemed indisputable; and even the regulations of Vivian Holmes might not be defied with impunity. The Fitzgerald pride could not tolerate a low place in cla.s.s, therefore Honor prepared her work carefully, so that she might be above Flossie Taylor and Effie Lawson, emulation urging her to efforts which love of learning alone would not have effected.
She did not indulge so frequently as before in either "tantrums" or bursts of temper, for these provoked such ridicule from the other girls that she felt rather ashamed of them; and even her overflowing spirits began to be modified to the level of what was considered "good form" at Chessington.
There is a vast power in public opinion, and Honor, who at Kilmore had lived according to a model of her own choosing, now found herself insensibly falling in with the general tone of the College, and acquiring the mental shibboleths of her schoolfellows. Naturally all this was not accomplished at once, and "Paddy Pepper-box", as she was still nicknamed, had many outbreaks and relapses; but by the time the half-term arrived, Miss Maitland, in a long talk with Miss Cavendish, was able to report that "Honor Fitzgerald was marvellously improved".
"She has the elements of a very fine character," said the house-mistress, "though at present it is like a statue that is still in the rough block of marble: it will take much shaping and carving before the real beauty appears. There is sterling good in her, in spite of certain glaring faults. She is at a most critical, impressionable age, and will require careful management. Everything depends upon what standards she forms now."
Though the whole atmosphere of St. Chad"s had its effect upon Honor, she owed more than even Miss Maitland guessed to the influence of Janie Henderson. Janie seemed to have the power of drawing out all that was best in her friend"s disposition. In some subtle fashion she appeared to demand the good, and, by presupposing it was there, to bring it actually into existence. Many new ideas of duty, consideration for others, and self-restraint, that had never before occurred to Honor, now began to take root and grow--feebly at first, but the seed was there, and the fruit would come afterwards. It was Janie who put the first suggestion into her mind that life was more than a mere playground, and that other people have paramount claims on us, the fulfilling of which can bring a purer joy than that of pleasing ourselves; Janie who, by implying what a comfort an only daughter might be to father, mother, and brothers, made her realize how utterly she had so far failed to be anything but a care; and Janie whose high ideals and aspirations raised future possibilities of helpfulness of which she had not hitherto dreamt, for until she came to St. Chad"s Honor had not heard of girls taking up careers, or fitting themselves for any special work.
"I don"t mean earning one"s own living," said Janie. "Neither you nor I will probably ever have to do that, and Mother says it is hardly right for women who have independent incomes to overcrowd professions, and drive out those who are obliged to keep themselves. What I want is to settle on some useful thing, and then to do it thoroughly. I"ve a large family of cousins in town, and they all are so busy, each in a different way. One has trained as a Princess Christian nurse, and now goes three days a week to give help at a creche. She took me once to see the babies; they were the very poorest of the poor, but were beautifully clean, and so good. Beatrice simply loves them. Then Millicent, the second girl, has learnt wood-carving and metal-work, and takes a cla.s.s at a Lads" Recreation Club. One of her boys has turned out so clever that he has been sent to the Technical Schools to study "applied arts". Milly is tremendously proud of him, particularly as he comes from such a wretched, lost, drunken home. Barbara is very musical--she teaches singing at a Factory Girls" Club; and Mabel helps with a Children"s Happy Evening Society."
"But can you do those kinds of things in the country?" asked Honor.
"I"m going to try, when I leave school. I thought if I could learn ambulance work I could have a "First Aid" cla.s.s for the village girls.
Most of them don"t know how to dress a burn, or bind up a wound. I have another scheme too."
"What"s that?"
"It"s so ambitious, I"d better not talk about it. Perhaps the ambulance work will be enough for a beginning, and the other could follow. Well, if you insist upon my telling you, I should like to get up a lace-making industry among the girls in our village. I read an article in a magazine about someone who had revived the old Honiton patterns at a place in Devonshire."
"A few of the women make lace in our neighbourhood," said Honor.
"How splendid! Then you could start the same at Kilmore, and we could keep comparing notes, and get specimens sent to exhibitions--the "Irish Industries", you know, or "Peasants" Handicrafts". It"s such a pity that everything should be done by machinery nowadays! Why, you might have quite a thriving colony of lacemakers at Kilmore--the women could be working at their "pillows" while the men are out fishing. If I begin at Redcliffe, will you promise to try the experiment too?"
Such a proposal as introducing a new occupation for the tenants on her father"s demesne almost took Honor"s breath away; yet to her active mind it was rather attractive, and she drew a rapid mental picture of the little barefooted colleens of Kilmore seated at their cabin doors, plying the bobbins with deft fingers. Janie"s ardour was infectious, and if Honor were not yet ready to agree to all her plans, at least she caught enough enthusiasm to be interested in the subject, and to admit that it was a dream worthy some day of realization.
In the meantime, the ordinary school course gave ample scope for the energies of both girls. Janie, though a great reader, was backward in many subjects, and was obliged to study hard to keep up with the rest of the cla.s.s; while Honor, naturally far more clever, had not been accustomed to apply her brains in any systematic fashion. The work of the Lower Third was stiff enough to need constant application, unless the girls wished to earn the reputation of "slackers", a distinction which neither coveted. Besides their mental exertions, Honor, at any rate, wished to maintain her credit in the playing-fields. Janie had long ago given up all hope of becoming a good cricketer, or even a moderate tennis player. She was not fond of exercise. To use her own phrase, she "hated to be made to run about". Her ideal of bliss was to be left to wander round the grounds with a book; but as this was permitted only on Sundays, she was forced on weekdays, much against her inclination, to take her due part in the games. She even went the length of envying Muriel Cunliffe, whose sprained ankle did not allow her to hobble farther than the garden for five weeks; and hailed with delight the occasions when the school filed out for a walk on the moors, instead of the usual routine of fielding, batting, or bowling, all of which she equally detested.
During the latter part of the summer term, when the weather was sufficiently warm, swimming was included among the outdoor sports.
There was a large bath behind the gymnasium, and here every girl was obliged to learn her strokes, and to be reported as "proficient", before she was allowed to venture on a dip in the ocean. Those who reached the required stage of independence were taken in cla.s.ses of about twelve to practise under the critical superintendence of Miss Young. The bathing-place was a sheltered cove among the cliffs, not far from the College, and reached by a footpath and a flight of steps cut in the rock. On the strip of sh.o.r.e stood a big wooden hut, part.i.tioned off into small dressing-rooms; and a causeway of flat stones had been made down to the water, to avoid the sharp flints of the shingly beach.
Janie, though not an expert swimmer, had pa.s.sed her novitiate, and thoroughly enjoyed a leisurely round of the bay, with as much floating included as Miss Young would allow. To Honor the sea was as a second element. She had been accustomed to it from her babyhood, and was as fearless as any of her brothers. She soon gave proof of her ability in the bath, and was straightway placed among those Chaddites who were privileged to visit the sea.
It was a glorious afternoon in the middle of June when she started for her first trial of the waves of the Channel.
"It can"t be anything like so rough as the Atlantic," she declared.
"I"ve swum out sometimes when there was a swell on, and it was quite difficult to get back."
"Of course, we"re not allowed to go when it"s rough," said Janie.
"To-day I expect it will be as smooth as a millpond. I"m so glad you"re not a beginner, and only learning to struggle round the bath!"
"So am I. To judge from Madge Summers"s achievements yesterday, it doesn"t look like a pleasant performance. She appeared to be trying to drown herself."
"Madge is horribly clumsy! I don"t believe she"ll ever manage to keep afloat properly. She always flounders unless she has one foot at the bottom. Pauline Reynolds wouldn"t venture into the water at all at first; Miss Young had to push her in. I shall never forget how she shrieked; and she was so frightened, she actually swam three strokes!"
"Poor old Pauline! It was hard luck on her."
"Yes, it couldn"t have been particularly nice. I didn"t altogether appreciate learning myself, with a row of horrid Hilaryites sitting on the diving-board and jeering at my best efforts. However, "those bright days are o"er", and now "I hear the ocean roar", as the poem says."