We found bunches of tiny electronics parts--I think they were; spools of magnetic tape, but nothing to play it on; reels of very narrow film with frames much too small to see anything at all unmagnified; about three thousand cigarettes in unlabeled transparent packs of twenty--we lit up quick, using my new lighter; a picture book that didn"t make much sense because the views might have been of tissue sections or starfields, we couldn"t quite decide, and there were no captions to help; a thin book with ricepaper pages covered with Chinese characters--_that_ was a puzzler; a thick book with nothing but columns of figures, all zeros and ones and nothing else; some tiny chisels; and a mouth organ. Pop, who"d make a point of just helping in the hunt, appropriated that last item--I might have known he would, I told myself. Now we could expect "Turkey in the Straw" at odd moments.
Alice found a whole bag of what were women"s things judging from the frilliness of the garments included. She set aside some squeeze-packs and little gadgets and elastic items right away, but she didn"t take any of the clothes. I caught her measuring some kind of transparent chemise against herself when she thought we weren"t looking; it was for a girl maybe six sizes bigger.
And we found food. Cans of food that was heated up inside by the time you got the top rolled off, though the outside could still be cool to the touch. Cans of boneless steak, boneless chops, cream soup, peas, carrots, and fried potatoes--they weren"t labeled at all but you could generally guess the contents from the shape of the can. Eggs that heated when you touched them and were soft-boiled evenly and barely firm by the time you had the sh.e.l.l broke. And small plastic bottles of strong coffee that heated up hospitably too--in this case the tops did a five-second hesitation in the middle of your uns.c.r.e.w.i.n.g them.
At that point as you can imagine we let the rest of the packages go and had ourselves a feast. The food ate even better than it smelled. It was real hard for me not to gorge.
Then as I was slurping down my second bottle of coffee I happened to look out the viewport and see the Pilot"s body and the darkening puddle around it and the coffee began to taste, well, not bad, but sickening. I don"t think it was guilty conscience. Deathlanders outgrow those if they ever have them to start with; loners don"t keep consciences--it takes cultures to give you those and make them work. Artistic inappropriateness is the closest I can come to describing what bothered me. Whatever it was, it made me feel lousy for a minute.
About the same time Alice did an odd thing with the last of _her_ coffee. She slopped it on a rag and used it to wash her face. I guess she"d caught a reflection of herself with the blood smears. She didn"t eat any more after that either. Pop kept on chomping away, a slow feeder and appreciative.
To be doing something I started to inspect the instrument panel and right away I was all excited again. The two screens were what got me.
They showed shadowy maps, one of North America, the other of the World.
The first one was a whole lot like the map I"d been imagining earlier--faint colors marked the small "civilized" areas including one in Eastern Canada and another in Upper Michigan that must be "countries"
I didn"t know about, and the Deathlands were real dark just as I"d always maintained they should be!
South of Lake Michigan was a brightly luminous green point that must be where we were, I decided. And for some reason the colored areas representing Los Alamos and Atlantic Highlands were glowing brighter than the others--they had an active luminosity. Los Alamos was blue, Atla-Hi violet. Los Alamos was shown having more territory than I expected. Savannah Fortress for that matter was a whole _lot_ bigger than I"d have made it, pushing out pseudopods west and northeast along the coast, though its red didn"t have the extra glow. But its growth-pattern reeked of imperialism.
The World screen showed dim color patches too, but for the moment I was more interested in the other.
The b.u.t.ton armies marched right up to the lower edge of the screens and right away I got the crazy hunch that they were connected with spots on the map. Push the b.u.t.ton for a certain spot and the plane would go there! Why, one b.u.t.ton even seemed to have a faint violet nimbus around it (or else my eyes were going bad) as if to say, "Push me and we go to Atlantic Highlands."
A crazy notion as I say and no sensible way to handle a plane"s navigation according to any standards I could imagine, but then as I"ve also said this plane didn"t seem to be designed according to any standards but rather in line with one man"s ideas, including his whims.
At any rate that was my hunch about the b.u.t.tons and the screens. It tantalized rather than helped, for the only b.u.t.ton that seemed to be marked in any way was the one (guessing by color) for Atlantic Highlands, and I certainly didn"t want to go there. Like Alamos, Atla-Hi has the reputation for being a mysteriously dangerous place. Not openly mean and death-on-Deathlanders like Walla Walla or Porter, but b.u.g.g.e.rs who swing too close to Atla-Hi have a way of never turning up again. You never expect to see again two out of three b.u.g.g.e.rs who pa.s.s in the night, but for three out of three to keep disappearing is against statistics.
Alice was beside me now, scanning things over too, and from the way she frowned and what not I gathered she had caught my hunch and also shared my puzzlement.
Now was the time, all right, when we needed an instruction manual and not one in Chinese neither!
Pop swallowed a mouthful and said, "Yep, now"d be a good time to have him back for a minute, to explain things a bit. Oh, don"t take offense, Ray, I know how it was for you and for you too, Alice. I know the both of you _had_ to murder him, it wasn"t a matter of free choice, it"s the way us Deathlanders are built. Just the same, it"d be nice to have a way of killing "em and keeping them on hand at the same time. I remember feeling that way after murdering the Alamoser I told you about. You see, I come down with the very fever I"d faked and almost died of it, while the man who could have cured me easy wouldn"t do nothing but perfume the landscape with the help of a gang of anaerobic bacteria. Stubborn single-minded cuss!"
The first part of that oration started up my sickness again and irked me not a little. Dammit, what right had Pop to talk about how all us Deathlanders _had to_ kill (which was true enough and by itself would have made me cotton to him) if as he"d claimed earlier _he"d_ been able to quit killing? Pop was, an old hypocrite, I told myself--he"d helped murder the Pilot, he"d admitted as much--and Alice and me"d be better off if we bedded the both of them down together. But then the second part of what Pop said so made me want to feel pleasantly sorry for myself and laugh at the same time that I forgave the old geezer.
Practically everything Pop said had that rea.s.suring touch of insanity about it.
So it was Alice who said, "Shut up, Pop"--and rather casually at that--and she and me went on to speculate and then to argue about which b.u.t.tons we ought to push, if any and in what order.
"Why not just start anywhere and keep pushing "em one after another?--you"re going to have to eventually, may as well start now,"
was Pop"s light-hearted contribution to the discussion. "Got to take some chances in this life." He was sitting in the back seat and still nibbling away like a white-topped mangy old squirrel.
Of course Alice and me knew more than that. We kept making guesses as to how the b.u.t.tons worked and then backing up our guesses with hot language. It was a little like two savages trying to decide how to play chess by looking at the pieces. And then the old escape-to-paradise theme took hold of us again and we studied the colored blobs on the World screen, trying to decide which would have the fanciest accommodations for blase ex-murderers. On the North America screen too there was an intriguing pink patch in southern Mexico that seemed to take in old Mexico City and Acapulco too.
"Quit talking and start pushing," Pop prodded us. "This way you"re getting nowhere fast. I can"t stand hesitation, it riles my nerves."
Alice thought you ought to push ten b.u.t.tons at once, using both hands, and she was working out patterns for me to try. But I was off on a kick about how we should darken the plane to see if any of the other b.u.t.tons glowed beside the one with the Atla-Hi violet.
"Look here, you killed a big man to get this plane," Pop broke in, coming up behind me. "Are you going to use it for discussion groups or are you going to fly it?"
"Quiet," I told him. I"d got a new hunch and was using the dark gla.s.ses to scan the instrument panel. They didn"t show anything.
"Dammit, I can"t stand this any more," Pop said and reached a hand and arm between us and brought it down on about fifty b.u.t.tons, I"d judge.
The other b.u.t.tons just went down and up, but the Atla-Hi b.u.t.ton went down and stayed down.
The violet blob of Atla-Hi on the screen got even brighter in the next few moments.
The door closed with a tiny thud.
We took off.
CHAPTER 4
_Any man who deals in murder, must have very incorrect ways of thinking, and truly inaccurate principles._
--_Thomas de Quincey in_ Murder Considered as One of the Fine Arts
For that matter we took off _fast_ with the plane swinging to beat h.e.l.l.
Alice and me was in the two kneeling seats and we hugged them tight, but Pop was loose and sort of rattled around the cabin for a while--and serve him right!
On one of the swings I caught a glimpse of the seven dented gas tanks, looking like dull crescents from this angle through the orange haze and getting rapidly smaller as they hazed out.
After a while the plane levelled off and quit swinging, and a while after that my image of the cabin quit swinging too. Once again I just managed to stave off the vomits, this time the vomits from natural causes. Alice looked very pale around the gills and kept her face buried in the chinrest of her chair.
Pop ended up right in our faces, sort of spread-eagled against the instrument panel. In getting himself off it he must have braced his hands against half the b.u.t.tons at one time or another and I noticed that none of them went down a fraction. They were _locked_. It had probably happened automatically when the Atla-Hi b.u.t.ton got pushed.
I"d have stopped him messing around in that apish way, but with the ultra-queasy state of my stomach I lacked all ambition and was happy just not to be smelling him so close.
I still wasn"t taking too great an interest in things as I idly watched the old geezer rummaging around the cabin for something that got misplaced in the shake-up. Eventually he found it--a small almond-shaped can. He opened it. Sure enough it turned out to have almonds in it. He fitted himself in the back seat and munched them one at a time. Ish!
"Nothing like a few nuts to top off with," he said cheerfully.
I could have cut his throat even more cheerfully, but the damage had been done and you think twice before you kill a person in close quarters when you aren"t absolutely sure you"ll be able to dispose of the body.
How did I know I"d be able to open the door? I remember philosophizing that Pop ought at least to have broke an arm so he"d be as badly off as Alice and me (though for that matter my right arm was fully recovered now) but he was all in one piece. There"s no justice in events, that"s for sure.
The plane ploughed along silently through the orange soup, though there was really no way to tell it was moving now--until a skewy spindle shape loomed up ahead and shot back over the viewport. I think it was a vulture. I don"t know how vultures manage to operate in the haze, which ought to cancel their keen eyesight, but they do. It shot past _fast_.
Alice lifted her face out of the sponge stuff and began to study the b.u.t.tons again. I heaved myself up and around a little and said, "Pop, Alice and me are going to try to work out how this plane navigates. This time we don"t want no interference." I didn"t say a word more about what he"d done. It never does to hash over stupidities.