"What must you think of me, my liebschen? Poor little rooms! They are no place for you. Ah, no; for you the grand and beautiful home of Mrs.
Vanderlyn!"
His scorn of self was written, now, so plainly on his face, in such fierce lines of deep contempt and loathing, that, as she looked at him, it frightened her. She, also, rose and lightly clasped her arms about his neck in an appeal.
"There, all the week," he went on with less virulence, "you have, as her companion, the happy life I wish for you, Ah, your old father does not grudge you that, my liebschen! And, after all, you do not falter in your love. My poverty does not make you forget me--eh?"
"Forget you, father? These hours are pleasantest of all! These hours with you here in these rooms which you say are "poor" are far, far pleasanter to me than any hours at Mrs. Vanderlyn"s."
"Ah, so," said he. "Yes, you come back to me and we are happy--very happy. It is my good luck--much better than I really deserve. Come, now, come. A little cake, a little wine, in honor of your visit.
M"riar, M"riar--where have you gone, M"riar?"
From the other room the slavey came with reddened eyes.
""Ere, sir; "ere Miss." She was snuffling.
"Why, M"riar," said Kreutzer, in dismay! "What is it? Why weep you?"
"Ho, it allus mykes me snivel w"en I sees you two together, that w"y.
Hi cawn"t _stand_ it. "Ow you love! It mykes me _"ungry_. Yuss, fair "ungry. n.o.body ain"t hever loved _me_ none--it mykes me "ungry."
Quick with remorse and sympathy Anna pounced upon her and enfolded her in a great hug, realizing, for the first time, that, on entering, she had been too anxious to show her affection for her father, too full of worry over what she had, that day, to tell him, to remember M"riar.
"_Dear_ M"riarrr!" she said softly. "Dear M"riarrr! We love you. Don"t we father--love her?"
"Yah; sure we love her," Kreutzer answered heartily and patted the child"s head. "We love her much."
"My heye!" said M"riar, happily, her sorrows quickly vanishing. ""Ow much nicer New York his than Lunnon!"
It was with the grace of an old cavalier that Kreutzer led his daughter to the table, and called her attention to the little feast he had prepared.
The small display of goodies would have seemed poor enough had she compared it to the everyday "light luncheons" at the Vanderlyns", but she did not so compare it. Back to the old days of modest plenty which they had known in London, to the days of almost actual need which they had known in New York City, went her mind, for its comparison, and thus she found the feast magnificent. With real fervor she exclaimed above it. Her pleasure was so genuine that the old flute-player was delighted. "How splendid!" she cried honestly.
Having placed her in her chair he began, at once, in the confusion of his joy, to cut the cake, ignoring, utterly, the chicken. She did not call attention to his absent-mindedness.
"It looks almost like a wedding cake!" said she and laughed--but then, suddenly, there flooded back on her remembrance of the secret she must tell him before she left the tenement that afternoon. It sobered her.
How would he take the news that she had not been content to wait for him to bring to her his wonderful "brave gentleman?"
"Ah, you are thinking about weddings!" he said genially, still cutting at the cake. For an instant she imagined that she had aroused suspicions, but, quickly, she saw plainly that he was but lightly jesting. "Have a care, my Anna! Have a care!"
Suddenly her heart was filled with resolution. When would there be a better time than now in which to tell him her sweet secret? It could not be that he would be so very angry. His love for her, his longing that she might be happy, were, she knew, too great for that. And, later, when he knew Jack Vanderlyn as well as she had come to know him, he would realize, as she did, that nowhere in the world, not in the castles of the barons on the Rhine, not in the palaces of kings, could he or anyone find more genuine gentility than in this free-born unpretending young American.
"Father!" she said timidly.
"My girl," said he, without the least suspicion that her heart could, really, be touched by anyone in this cold land of crude democracy, "you must always come and tell me if your heart begins to flutter like a little bird. You--"
"Of--course, my father."
The matter had not in the least impressed him. As she turned and re-turned something in her hand beneath the table, and tried to rouse her courage to the point of making full confession, the old man quietly dismissed the subject.
"Now, a health to you, my Anna," he said gaily and raised high his gla.s.sful of cheap wine. "May the good G.o.d give you all the happiness your father wishes for you! More than that I cannot say, for I wish you all the happiness in all the world. Ah, when I look at you I am so full of joy! It is as if sweet birds were singing in my heart.
Wait--you shall hear!"
Forgetting the great feast, as, seized by the impulse to express himself in the completest way he knew he turned from her with a bright smile, he crossed the tiny room and took down from the mantlepiece his flute.
"Ah, play for me!" she cried, delighted, both at the prospect of the music, which she loved with a real pa.s.sion, and at the prospect of the brief reprieve the diversion would afford her from the revelation which she had to make.
[Ill.u.s.tration: It was as if the "sweet birds singing in his heart" had risen and were perched, all twittering and cooing, chirping, carolling upon his lips]
He pretended shy reluctance. "No; in your heart you do not really wish to hear. You have grown tired of the old flute, long ago."
She laughed and rose and went to him. "Bad boy! He must be teased! I am _not_ tired of it. To me it is in all the world, the sweetest music. Must I say more? Come, come, for me!"
"Ah, then--for you!"
He raised the old flute to his lips and settled it beneath the thatch of whitened hair which covered his large, sensitive mouth. He took a little breath of preparation. Then he closed his eyes and played.
Such music as came from that flute! It was as if the "sweet birds singing in his heart" had risen and were perched, all twittering and cooing, chirping, carolling upon his lips. And all they sang about was love--love--love--a father"s love for his delightful daughter. Sweet and pure and wholly lovely was the melody which filled the room and held the charming woman it was meant for spellbound; held the little slavey from the grime of London as one hypnotized upon her chair; sang its way out of the window, down into the grimy court between this dingy tenement and the whole row of dingy tenements which faced the other street, and made a dozen little slum-bred children pause there in their play, in wonder and delight. Ah, how Kreutzer played the flute, that day, for his beloved Anna!
"Ah, when you play," said she, as with a smile, he laid the wonderful old instrument upon the shelf again, "it is your life, your soul--you put all into the old flute!"
"Yes, Anna; and to-day it was far more. It was my love for you--that was the greatest part of it; and there were sweet memories of my native land." The fervor of his playing, more than the effort of it, had exhausted him. He sat down somewhat wearily, with a long sigh.
"But we will not speak of our native land, my Anna," he said sadly.
"Ach! I am a little tired." He held his arms out to her. "But happy--very happy," he said quickly when he saw the look of quick compa.s.sion on her face. "And you?"
The burden of her secret had grown heavy on her heart. It did not seem a decent thing to wait a moment more before she told it to him.
"I am happy, too--but--but--oh, my father, father!"
She threw herself into his arms, bursting into tears.
CHAPTER VII
The old flute-player looked down upon his lovely daughter as, sobbing, she clung to him, with bewildered, utterly dismayed amazement. What could be the matter with the child? He glanced about him helplessly.
It dazed him. Everything, a moment since, had been so bright and gay!
There had been a smile upon her lips, a soft glow of happiness alight within her eyes. He could not understand this situation. He was actually frightened.
So, also, was M"riar, who stood gaping at the spectacle of her Miss Anna"s grief with wide, fear-stricken eyes.
"Cawn"t Hi do nothink for "er, sir?" she said, approaching timidly.
For the first time in his life he spoke almost harshly to the child, in his excitement. "No," he said emphatically. "You will only stand and say "My heye! Hi sye! Hi sye! My heye!" You can do nothing. It would be well for you to step into the kitchen, possibly. I smell me that there may be something burning, there. And do not come again until I call to you. If nothing burns there, now, then something might burn, later. It would be well for you to stay and watch." He had no wish to hurt the poor child"s feelings--but his Anna! Surely none but he must witness this completely inexplicable, this mad outburst of wild woe.
"What is this, my Anna?" he said softly to the weeping girl who clung there in his arms when M"riar had left the room. "You are tear-ing, Anna--you are tear-ing, child!" He was sure his English had escaped him, but he could not stop to make correction.
She looked up at him, at last. ""Tear-ing? Tear-ing?" Oh, crying! Yes, I"m crying--because I am so happy, and because--"