""His eternal power and G.o.dhead.""
Eleanor looked round without speaking; a look full of the human echo to those words; the joy of weakness, the strength of ignorance, the triumph of humility.
"What a grand characterizing Paul gives in those other words," said Mr.
Amos--""the King eternal, immortal, invisible, the only wise G.o.d." Unto him be honour and glory forever!"
"And then those other words," said Eleanor low,--""The eternal G.o.d is thy refuge.""
"That is a good text for us to keep," said Mr. Amos. "But really, with that refuge, I don"t see what we should be afraid of."
"Not even of want of success," said Eleanor.
"No. If faith didn"t fail. Paul could give thanks that he was made always to triumph in Christ,--and by the power that wrought with him, so may we." He spoke very gravely, as if looking into himself and pondering his own responsibilities and privileges and short-comings.
Eleanor kept silence.
"How do you like this way of life?" Mr. Amos said presently.
"The sea is beautiful. I have hardly tried the ship."
"Haven"t you?" said Mr. Amos smiling. "That speaks a candid good traveller. Another would have made the first few days the type of the whole."
And he also took to his book, and the silence lasted this time.
Mrs. Amos continued prostrated by sea-sickness; unable to raise her head from her pillow. Eleanor could do little for her. The evil was remediless, and admitted of very small amelioration. But the weather was very fine and the ship"s progress excellent; and Eleanor spent great part of her time on deck. All day, except when she was at the side of Mrs. Amos, she was there. The sailors watched the figure in the dark neat sea-dress and cloak and the little close straw bonnet with chocolate ribbands; and every now and then made pretences to get near and see how the face looked that was hidden under it. The report of the first venturers was so favourable that Eleanor had an unconscious sort of levee the next day or two; and then, the fresh sweet face that was so like a flower was found to have more attractions when known than it had before when unknown. There was not a hand on board but seized or made opportunities every day and as often as he could to get near her; if a chance offered and he could edge in a word and have a smile and word in answer, that man went away esteemed both by himself and his comrades a lucky fellow. Eleanor awoke presently to the sense of her opportunities, though too genuinely humble to guess at the cause of them; and she began to make every one tell for her work. Every sailor on board soon knew what Eleanor valued more than all other things; every one knew, "sure as guns," as he would have expressed it, that if she had a chance of speaking to him, she would one way or another contrive before it was ended to make him think of his duty and to remember to whom it was owed; and yet--strange to say--there was not one of them that for any such reason was willing to lose or to shun one of those chances. "If all were like she"--was the comment of one Jack tar; and the rest were precisely of his opinion. The captain himself was no exception. He could not help frequently coming to Eleanor"s side, to break off her studies or her musings with some information or some suggestion of his own and have a bit of a talk. His manners mended. He grew thoroughly civil to her.
Meanwhile the vessel was speeding southwards. Fast, fast, every day they lowered their lat.i.tude. Higher and higher rose the sun; the stars that had been Eleanor"s familiars ever since she had eyes to see them, sank one by one below the northern horizon; and the beauty of the new, strange, brilliant constellations of the southern sky began to tell her in curious language of her approach to her new home. They had a most magical charm for Eleanor. She studied and watched them unweariedly; they had for her that curious interest which we give to any things that are to be our life-companions. Here Mr. Amos could render her some help; but with or without help, Eleanor nightly studied the southern stars, watched and pondered them till she knew them well; and then she watched them because she knew them, as well as because she was to know them all the rest of her life.
By day she studied other things; and the days were not weary. The ocean was a storehouse of pleasure for her; and Captain Fox declared his ship had never carried such a clever pa.s.senger; "a girl who had plenty of stuff, and knew what to do with herself." Certainly the last piece of praise was true; for Eleanor had no weary moments. She had interests on board, as well as outside the ship. She picked up the sailors" legends and superst.i.tions; ay, and many a little bit of life history came in too, by favour of the sympathy and friendliness they saw in those fine brown eyes. Never a voyage went better; and the sailors if not the captain were very much of the mind that they had a good angel on board.
"Well how do you like _this?_" said Mr. Amos coming up one day. N.B. It was the seventh day of a calm in the tropics.
"I would like a wind better," Eleanor said smiling.
"Can you possess your soul in patience?"
"Yes," she said, but gently and with a slight intonation that spoke of several latent things.
"We are well on our way now,--if a wind would come!"
"It will come."
"I have never asked you," said Mr. Amos. "How do you expect to find life in the islands?"
"In what respect? In general, I should say, as unlike this as possible."
"Of course. I understand there is no stagnation there. But as to hardships--as to the people?"
"The people are part Christianized and part unchristianized; that gives every variety of experience among them, I suppose. The unchristianized are as bad as they can be, very nearly; the good, very good. As to hardships, I have no expectation."
"You have not data to form one?"
"I cannot say that; but things are so different according to circ.u.mstances; and there is so great a change going on continually in the character of the people."
"How do you feel about leaving behind you all the arts and refinements and delights of taste in the old world?"
"Will you look over the side of the ship, Mr. Amos?--down below there--do you see anything?"
"Dolphin--," said Mr. Amos.
"What do you think of them?"
"Beautiful!" said Mr. Amos. "Beautiful, undoubtedly! as brilliant as if they had just come out of the jeweller"s shop, polished silver. How clear the water is! I can see them perfectly--far below."
"Isn"t the sea better than a jeweller"s shop?"
"I never thought of it before," said Mr. Amos laughing; "but it certainly is; though I think it is the first time the comparison has been made."
"Did you ever go to Tenby?"
"I never did."
"Nor I; but I have heard the sea-caves in its neighbourhood described as more splendid in their natural treasures of vegetable and animal growth, than any jeweller"s shop could be--were he the richest in London."
"_Splendid?_" said Mr. Amos.
"Yes--for brilliance and variety of colour."
"Is it possible? These are things that I do not know."
"You will be likely to know them. The lagoons around the Polynesian islands--the still waters within the barrier-reefs, you understand--are lined with most gorgeous and wonderful displays of this kind. One seems to be sailing over a mine of gems--only not in the rough, but already cut and set as no workman of earth could do them."
"Ah," said Mr. Amos, "I fancy you have had advantages of hearing about these islands, that I have not enjoyed."
Eleanor was checked, and coloured a little; then rallied herself.
"Look now over yonder, Mr. Amos--at those clouds."
"I have looked at them every evening," he said.
Their eyes were turned towards the western heavens, where the setting sun was gathering his mantle of purple and gold around him before saying good night to the world. Every glory of light and colouring was there, among the thick folds of his vapourous drapery; and changing and blending and shifting softly from one hue of richness to another.
"I suppose you will tell me now," said Mr. Amos with a smile of some humour, "that no upholsterer"s hangings can rival that. I give up--as the schoolboys say. Yet we do lose some things. What do you say to a land without churches?"
"O it is not," said Eleanor. "Chapels are rising everywhere--in every village, on some islands; and very neat ones."
"I am afraid," said Mr. Amos with his former look of quiet humour, "you would not be of the mind of a lady I heard rejoicing once over the celebration of the church service at Oxford. She remarked, that it was a subject of joyful thought and remembrance, to know that praise so near perfection was offered somewhere on the earth. There was the music, you know, and the beautiful building in which we heard it, and all the accessories. You will have nothing like that in Fiji."
"She must have forgotten those words," said Eleanor--""Where is the house that ye build unto me, and where is the place of my rest? ... _to this man_ will I look, even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my word." You will find _that_ in Fiji."