"She shall marry me. Who can help it? Do we not love each other? If her proud spirit rejects the property, so be it--I care as little for gold as she does. As for that miserable oath, it is worthless as the wind, taken in a moment of romantic excitement. The angels do not register oaths like that."
"I say it again, Isabel Chester will not marry Mrs. Farnham"s son,"
persisted aunt Hannah.
And she was right.
CHAPTER XLVI.
THE MOTHER"S FRAUD.
That solemn oath is on my soul, Its weight is creeping through my life-- It binds me with a firm control, I cannot--cannot be thy wife!
Frederick Farnham would not leave the country. With the resolution of a strong will he persisted in treating Isabel"s vow as nothing, and would not be convinced that she might not herself see it in this light at last. As for his mother, one month more and he would be of age, and her power over him must give way; surely Isabel would recognize his independent position then.
Every day he went to the Old Homestead with renewed hope, and left it in disappointment. Isabel"s recovery was protracted till even the physician believed that she was sinking into a decline. She could not see Frederick in her wretched state, the excitement would have killed her.
Oh, that rash, rash oath! In the pure atmosphere of her new home, with the invigorating influence of Mary Fuller"s cheerful piety and rare good sense a.s.suming its former sway, Isabel began to see her act in its true light, but repentance could not expunge the black vow from her soul. It was devouring her vitality like a vampire.
At last she came down stairs; the doctor thought it possible, that one unvaried scene r.e.t.a.r.ded her advancement, and, one day, Frederick was surprised by a vision of her pale loveliness, as she sat in her easy-chair, by a window of the room in which sister Anna died.
Reverently and almost holding his breath, with intense feeling, young Farnham stole up to this window.
"Isabel, my Isabel!"
She started, with a faint shriek.
"Are you afraid, Isabel? has the sight of me become a terror," he said, sadly.
"No, no," answered the young girl, and her eyes filled; "I wanted to see you; it was for this I consented to come down stairs."
"Bless you for that, darling."
"I wanted to tell you how very, very sorry I am for having taken that wicked oath. It was against you, Frederick, but more against my own heart; I think that one sin will kill me in the end!"
"Then you repent. You see how romantic and foolish it was, how like a puff of wind it ought to be on your conscience. We shall be happy yet, dear Isabel!"
The poor girl shook her head.
"It was foolish--cruel, but unchangeable, Frederick; I have fastened it here between your love and mine for ever and ever. I haughtily fancied myself an avenger. Behold, to what it has brought me!"
Isabel lifted her thin hand, which was so pale you could almost see the light shining through it.
"Yes, my poor Isabel, you have suffered, and this wild resolve has given me so much pain. Let us cease to remember it; get well--only get well! When your mind is strong you will look upon all this as I do."
"Oh, how I wish it were possible! but even Mary considers a vow, such as I have taken, binding, so does aunt Hannah, so must every unprejudiced person."
"They are all stupid--no, no, I did not mean that--but it"s not the less nonsense. What can a nice little thing like Mary or that old maid, aunt Hannah, know of subtle questions in moral philosophy? I tell you, Isabel, a wicked promise, that can do no good, but infinite harm, ought not to be kept. Besides, that vow was not solemnly taken, it was an outbreak of enthusiasm, brought on by the gorgeous twilight of that old edifice--the music and atmosphere. It was a vow of the senses, not of the soul."
Poor Isabel was so feeble, so completely incapable of reasoning justly, that she dared not listen to these ingenious arguments, for she was growing keenly conscientious, and feared that weakness might betray her into a fresh wrong.
"Do not talk to me in this way just now," she said, gently. "Let me rest."
Frederick gathered hope from her gentleness, and his voice trembled with affection, as he promised not to excite her again.
"Only get well by my birth-day, Isabel," he said; "have the roses on your cheeks then, and all will end happily."
In spite of herself, a gleam of hope brightened in Isabel"s eyes; her resolution was not shaken, but there was so much warmth in his faith that she could not choose but share it with him. She went up to her chamber that night invigorated and almost cheerful.
When this conversation was repeated to Mary, she looked serious, and said very tenderly:
"Not in that way, Isabel. It was a vow taken before the Most High--besides," she added, with a faint tremor of the voice, "there does seem to be something that shocks the feelings in this marriage.
It may be prejudice, but I should shrink from marrying a Farnham had I your father"s blood in my veins."
Isabel"s cheerfulness fled with these words, and she drooped more despondingly than ever.
But aunt Hannah was earnest in comforting her, and though she gave no tangible grounds for hope, the confidence that woman of few words expressed in the future, gave Isabel new strength.
Salina, too, with her warm defence of Frederick"s course--her contempt for vows of any kind--for in this she was an intensely strong-minded woman--and her detestation of Mrs. Farnham, served to strengthen the life in that drooping form. In spite of her hopelessness, Isabel grew perceptibly better; but with this slow gathering of strength came back the old struggle; nothing had been changed. How could she ever be well again with this eternal strife between her conscience and her heart?
Cold weather came on, producing no event at the Old Homestead. Uncle Nathan stationed his easy-chair by the kitchen fire, but insisted on resigning it to Isabel whenever she came down to sit with the family.
Aunt Hannah became more and more lonesome, but was always keenly observant, and towards the young girls her kindness was exhibited in a thousand noiseless ways, that filled their warm hearts with grat.i.tude.
Young Farnham had been to the city, and it was only two evenings before his birth-day that he returned.
Since the time when Isabel left his house, he had avoided all conversation with his mother regarding the young girl, and Mrs.
Farnham, after sending the poor girl"s wardrobe after her, seemed to have forgotten that such a being existed, except that she talked to her son about the ingrat.i.tude of the world in general, and of poorhouse creatures in particular.
The young man had a clear head and a firm will, that might waver to circ.u.mstances, but seldom swerved entirely from its object. His resolution to marry Isabel Chester was unshaken, even by the firmness of the young lady herself. He was resolved to conquer the prejudice, as he thought it, which was the great obstacle to their immediate union. His mother"s consent he did not despair of attaining.
The night after he returned home, Mrs. Farnham was in a state of remarkable good humor. Frederick had brought her pleasant news from the city. The house they had been building in one of the avenues was completed, and ready for its furniture. There was a promise of endless shopping excursions and important business of all kinds. The lady was heartily tired of her present still life, and found the prospect of returning to town, under these circ.u.mstances, exhilarating.
"I am glad you are so well pleased," said Frederick, seating himself among the silken cushions of the couch, upon which his mother had placed herself; for, as we have said, Mrs. Farnham affected great splendor even in her country residence.
"I am glad you are pleased, mother, for I wish very much to see you happy."
"Oh, if it hadn"t been for that wicked upstart girl we should always have been happy, Fred. I"m so grateful that you have got over that degrading fancy," said Mrs. Farnham, a little anxiously, for with that low-born cunning which is the wisdom of silly women, she took this indirect way of ascertaining whether Frederick really held to his attachment for the wronged girl or not.
"Such a catch as you are, Fred; young, handsome and a millionaire, to throw yourself away on a pauper, when half the most fashionable girls in town are dressing and dancing at you."
"Hush, mother," said the young man, I cannot hear you speak lightly of Isabel, for G.o.d willing, if I can win her consent, the day I am of age makes her my wife."
"Are you crazy, Farnham? how dare you say this to me?"
"Because it"s the truth, mother."
"And you _will_ brave me! you _will_ bring a pauper into my house! be careful, sir, be careful!"