"Then you had a reason. He said something to you about it, perhaps?"
"Yes, he certainly did; but then his death at last was so sudden. I don"t remember when anything has shocked me so much."
Mrs. Farnham lifted her handkerchief to her eyes; there was something very pathetic in the action, and the deep black border which was intended to impress the Judge with a sense of her combined martyrdom and widowhood.
"Well madam," said that gentleman, heartily weary of her airs, "I hope Fred has your consent to adopt this child. Remember the expense will be nothing compared to the great wealth which he inherits. My word for it, the young fellow will find much worse methods of spending his money if you thwart his generous impulses."
"I have nothing to say. It is my destiny to make sacrifices; of course, if my son chooses to inc.u.mber himself with a miserable thing like that, he need not ask his mother. Why should he, she is n.o.body now."
"Then you consent," said the Judge, impatiently, for he saw the anxious looks of the little girls and pitied their suspense.
Mrs. Farnham removed the handkerchief with its sable border from her eyes, and shook her head disconsolately.
"Yes, I consent. What else can I do--a poor heart-broken widow is of no account anywhere."
The Judge turned away rather abruptly.
"Well, now that it is settled let us go; the poor children are suffering a martyrdom of suspense. The Commissioner is on the other side; we can settle the whole thing at once."
"I fancy he"ll wonder a little at your taste. But I wash my hands of it--this is your affair. I submit, that is a woman"s destiny, especially a widow"s."
Judge Sharp advanced toward the children.
"Say to your matron that we may call for you at any minute, and shall hope to find you ready. Tell her that you are both adopted!"
"Together, oh, Mary! we are going away, and together!" cried Isabel, casting herself into the arms of her friend. Mary answered nothing, her heart was too full.
CHAPTER XXIV.
WILD WOODS AND MOUNTAIN Pa.s.sES.
Oh, give me a home on the mountains high, Where the wind sweeps wild and free, Where the pine-tops wave "gainst a crimson sky,-- Oh, a mountain home for me!
A travelling carriage, drawn by four grey horses, toiled up an ascent of the mountains some twenty miles back of Catskill. It was a warm day in September, and though the load which those fine animals drew was by no means a heavy one, they had been ascending the mountains for more than two hours, and now their sleek coats were dripping with sweat, and drops of foam fell like snow-flakes along the dusty road as they pa.s.sed upward. This carriage contained Judge Sharp, the two orphans, and Mrs. Farnham, looking very slender, very fair, but faded, and with a sort of restless self-complacency in her countenance, which seemed ever on the alert to make itself recognized by those about her.
The gentleman had been reading, or rather holding a book before his face, but it would seem rather as an excuse for not keeping up the incessant talk, for conversation it could not be called, which the lady had kept in constant flow all the morning, than from any particular desire to read.
True, he did now and then glance at the book, but much oftener his fine deep eyes were looking out of the carriage window and wandering over the broad expanse of scenery that began to unfold beneath them, as the carriage mounted higher and higher up the mountains. Sometimes, when he appeared most intent on the volume, those eyes were glancing over it towards a little wan face opposite, that began to blush and half smile whenever the thoughtful but kindly look of those eyes fell upon it.
The carriage at last reached a platform on the spur of a mountain ridge where the road made a bold curve, commanding one of the finest views, perhaps--nay, we will not have perhaps, but certainly, in the civilized world.
You should have seen that little pale face then, how it sparkled and glowed with intelligence, nay, with something more than intelligence.
The deep, grey eyes lighted up like lamps suddenly kindled, the wide but shapely mouth broke into a smile that spread and brightened over every feature of her face. She started forward, grasped the window-frame, and looked out with an expression of such eager joy that the judge who was gazing upon her, glanced down at his book with a well-pleased smile. "I thought so--I was sure of it. She feels all the grandeur, all the beauty," he said to himself, inly, but to all appearance intent on his book. "Now let us see how the others take it."
"Isabel, Isabel, look out--look look," whispered the excited child, turning with that sort of wild earnestness peculiar to persons of vivid imaginations, when once set on fire with some beautiful thing that G.o.d has created. "Look out, Isabel, I do believe that the sky you see yonder is heaven."
"Heaven!" cried Isabel, starting forward and struggling to reach the door, "Heaven! oh, Mary, it makes me think of mamma"--
Mary fell back in her chair, frightened by the effect of her enthusiasm.
"There is nothing, I can see nothing but hills, corn, lots, and sky,"
said the beautiful child, drawing back and looking at Mary with her great, reproachful eyes half full of tears.
"Oh, Isabel, I did not mean that, not the real heaven, where your--where our mother is, where they all are--but it was so beautiful over yonder, the sky and all, I could not help saying what I did."
Isabel drew back to her seat half petulant, half sorrowful; she was not really child enough to think that Mary could have spoken of heaven as a place actually within view; still it was not wonderful that the thought had for a moment flashed across her brain. Heaven itself could not have seemed more strange to those children than the magnificent mountain scenery through which they were pa.s.sing. Born in the city, they were thrown for the first time among the most beautiful scenery that man ever dreamed of, with all their wild, young ideas afloat. Is it wonderful, then, that an imaginative child like Mary should have cried out the name of heaven in her admiration, or that Isabel, so lately made an orphan, should have sent forth the cry of mother, mother, from the depths of her poor little heart when she heard the heaven mentioned, where she believed her mother was still longing for her child?
She sat down cowering close in a corner of the seat, and in order to conceal her tears turned her face to the cushions.
"Sit up," the lady interposed, "my beauty, sit up; don"t you see how your pretty marabouts are being crushed against the side of the carriage? Nonsense, child, what can you be crying about?"
"My mother, oh, she made me think of my mother. I thought--it seemed as if she must be there."
The lady frowned and looked toward the Judge with a pettish movement of the head.
"Be quiet, child, I am your mother, now; remember that, I am your mother."
Isabel looked up and gazed through her tears at the pale, characterless face, bent in weak displeasure upon her.
"I am your mother," repeated the lady, in a tone that she intended to be impressive, but it was only snappish; "your benefactress, your more than mamma; forget that you ever had any but me."
"I can"t, oh, dear, I never can," cried the child, bursting into a pa.s.sion of tears, and casting her face back upon the cushion.
Mrs. Farnham seized the child by the shoulder, and placed her, with a slight shake, upright.
"Stop crying; I never could endure crying children," she said. "See how you have crushed the pretty Leghorn, you ungrateful thing! Better be thanking heaven that I took you from that miserable poor-house, than fly in the face of Providence in this manner, crushing Leghorn flats and marabout feathers that cost me mints of money, as if they were city property."
"She did not mean to spoil the feathers, ma"am, it was all my fault,"
said Mary Fuller; "Isabel loved her poor mother so much."
"And am not I her mother? Can"t you children let the poor woman rest in her pine coffin at Potter"s Field, without tormenting me with all this sobbing and crying? Remember my little lady, it is not too late yet; a few more scenes like this and it will be an easy matter to send you back where I took you from. Then, perhaps, you will find it worth while to cry after your new mother a little."
The two little girls looked at each other through their tears. Perhaps at the moment they thought of the Infants" Hospital, where Mrs.
Farnham had found them, with something of regret. The contrast of a carriage cushioned with velvet and four superb horses, had not impressed them as it might have done older persons. Shut up with strangers, while their hearts were full of regret, they had not found the change for which they were expected to be grateful, quite so happy as she fancied.
Up to the hour we mention they had kept their places demurely, and in silence, drawing their little feet up close to the seats, fearful of being found in the way, and stealing their hands together now and then with a silent clasp, which spoke a world of feeling to the n.o.ble man who sat regarding them over his book.
He had watched the scene we have described in silence, and with a sort of philosophical thoughtfulness, using it as a means of studying the souls of those two little girls. When Mrs. Farnham ceased speaking and turned to him for concurrence in her mode of drawing out the affections and settling the preliminaries of a life-time for that little soul, he only answered by leaning from the window and calling out.
"Ralph, draw up and let the horses have a rest under the shadow of this high rock. Come, children, get out, and let"s take a look around us; your little limbs will be all the better for a good run among the underbrush."
Suiting the action to his words, Judge Sharp sprang from the carriage, took Isabel in his arms, set her carefully down, then more gently, and with a touch of tenderness, drew Mary Fuller forward, and folded her little form to his bosom.
"We will leave you to rest in the carriage, Mrs. Farnham," he said, with off-hand politeness, as if studying that lady"s comfort more than anything on earth. "We will see what wild flowers can be found among the rocks. Take care of yourself; that"s right, Ralph, let the horses wet their mouths at this little brook--not too much though, it is a warm day. Now, Isabel, let"s see which will climb this rock first--you, or little Mary and I."