"It was enough to break any one"s heart to see that old cow, with the birch twigs in her mouth, coming toward me so innocent. She thought--poor old critter--that I"d come to milk her; but instead of the milk-pail I had that axe in my hand. She couldn"t a-known what it meant, and yet, as true as I live, it seemed as if she did."
"There she stood, looking in my face, wondering, I hain"t no doubt, why I didn"t sit down on a log as usual, and fix my pail--and there I stood, trembling, before the poor dumb animal, ready to fall down on my knees and ask pardon for my cruel thoughts, and there was the heifer looking on us both--oh, gals, gals, I hope none of you will ever have to go through a thing like that."
The girls thus addressed were very still, and a sob or two was just heard while the tears leaped like hail-stones down Salina"s cheeks.
"My heart misgive me--I would"t a done it. Those great innocent eyes seemed as if they were human, I grew so weak that the axe almost fell.
I turned to go back ready to starve or anything rather than look that animal in the face again with the axe in my hand. Yes, I turned away, but there half across the clearing was the constable with the writ flying out in his hand. My blood rose--I thought of the children with nothing to eat--I don"t know what I didn"t think of. He was walking fast, I turned; the cow was right before me. Oh, girls, there she stood so quiet, chewing the green birch leaves, I was like a baby, the axe wouldn"t rise from the ground, I could not do it.
"He called out, I heard his step in the underbrush. Then my strength flew back. I was wild--strong as a lion, but my eyes seemed hot with sparks of fire. I shut them, the axe swung back--a crash, a deep, wild bellow, and she fell like a log. I had struck in the white star on her forehead. When I opened my eyes she was looking at me, and so her eyes stiffened in their film. I had to hold myself up by the axe-helve with both hands. It seemed to me as if I was dying too.
""What have you been about, where is the cow?" said the constable, in a pa.s.sion, as he came up.
""There," said I, pointing to the poor murdered critter with my finger, "the law, you say, won"t allow us two cows, but it does give us a barrel of beef. This is our beef--touch it if you dare!"
"He skulked away and I fell down on my knees by the poor critter my own hands had killed. It seemed as if my heart would break! There she lay with the fresh green leaves in her mouth, so still, and there stood the heifer looking at me steadily as if she wanted to speak, and I couldn"t make her understand why it had to be done. Oh, gals, gals it was tough!"
There was silence for a moment, they had no disposition to speak.
"There, now, I"ve made you all miserable," said Salina, wiping her eyes and making a great effort to laugh. "Hark! what"s that?"
The girls jumped up and listened, smiles chased the tears from their eyes, the young men were coming out from supper, and joy of joys, they heard the tones of a violin from the back stoop.
You should have seen that group of mountain girls, struck by the music, as each threw herself into some posture of natural grace and listened.
"It is, it _is_ a fiddle--where _did_ it come from? a fiddle, a fiddle, how delightful!" and they broke into an impromptu dance, graceful as it was wild.
CHAPTER XLII
THE STRANGE MINSTREL.
Time weaves the web of fate around us, In iron wool and threads of gold, The present, and the past that bound us, Still some new mystery unfold.
There was, at the time of our story, a public house, or tavern, about five minutes walk up the street from uncle Nathan"s house. To this tavern the young men betook themselves, while the girls were partaking of aunt Hannah"s hospitality; two or three of the upper rooms were full of commotion created by the change which each deemed necessary to his apparel, before he appeared in dancing trim before the ladies.
Flashy vests were taken from overcoat pockets. The d.i.c.kies, snugly curled under the lining of a fur cap or narrow-brimmed hat, came forth to be arranged under neck-ties of gay hues and flowing dimensions.
Here and there, one more exquisite than his neighbor, exchanged his mixed socks and cowhide boots for white yarn stockings and calf-skin pumps; but this was a mark of gentility that few ventured on, and that was a.s.sumed with a stealthy sort of an air in a dark corner, as if the owners of so much refinement were not quite certain of the way in which the democratic majority might receive it.
Never were two small mirrors brought into more general requisition than those hanging upon the walls of the two chambers, appropriated to uncle Nat"s guests. It was like a panorama of human faces pa.s.sing over them. First a collar all awry was set right with a jerk; then the plaits of a false bosom were smoothed down; next the tie of a flowing silk cravat was settled; while, in other parts of the room, there was a stealthy display of private rolls of pomatum, and a desperate brushing of hair, sometimes refractory to anything but the fingers.
Then followed a deal of bustle and confusion, half a dozen young fellows crowding at once to the mirror in hot haste to catch a last glimpse. Red bandana handkerchiefs fluttered out of a dozen pockets and back again, mysteriously leaving a corner visible. Then there was a general movement toward the door, and the crowd descended, each youth treading lighter by far than when he went up, and moving with the air of a man expected to change his manners somewhat with his garments.
While all this was going on above stairs, there sat in the bar-room below a fair young man, travel-soiled and looking weary, like an over-taxed child. He was very slender, and with a sort of a lily paleness on his forehead, that fatigue or sorrow had lent to its natural delicacy.
His garments were old and threadbare. Dust from the highway had settled upon them, and the crown of his hat which lay on the floor beside him, had taken a reddish tinge from the same source.
He sat in a remote corner of the room, on a buffalo skin that had been flung over a wooden bench, where travellers sometimes cast themselves down for temporary rest. His hands were clasped over the smaller end of a violin-case that stood upright before him, and his forehead fell wearily upon them.
"Look there!" said one of the young men, turning to his companions, who were descending the stairs, "don"t that look tremendously like a fiddle?"
"A fiddle! a fiddle!" ran from lip to lip, till the sound ended in a shout up stairs. "Let us see where it is. Where did it come from?"
This clamor aroused the young man, who lifted his forehead from the violin-case and turned a pair of full blue eyes misty from fatigue or some other cause, upon the group.
The young men paused and looked at each other. There was something touchingly beautiful about that young face which impressed them with a sentiment of awe.
Still the youth gazed upon them with an unmoved look, like one who listened rather than saw with his eyes. Meanwhile, a smile stole over his lips, so child-like and sweet, that it made the young men still more reluctant to approach him; he seemed so far removed from their nature with that smile, for the lamplight glimmering through the thick waves of his golden brown hair shed a sort of glory around him.
"I wonder if he plays on it himself," said one of the young men in a whisper.
"Did any one speak of me?" said the stranger, in a voice so rich and sweet, that there seemed no need of other music to him.
"Well, yes," answered the foremost youth, advancing toward him. "We"ve got a husking frolic on hand, and are all ready for dancing; but there isn"t a fiddle within ten miles, nor any one to play it if there was.
We might have got along with the girls singing well enough, I suppose, but the sight of this fiddle-case has set us all agoing for a little music."
"Oh," said the youth, with a smile, "it"s my violin you wish to have; but I am very tired; for I"ve travelled since noon, and your stages are wearisome over the mountains."
"It"s of no use asking you to play for us then, I suppose?" said the young farmer, in a disappointed tone.
The youth shook his head, but very gently, as one who refuses against his will; and this gave his pet.i.tioner a gleam of hope.
"Wouldn"t a good supper, and a cup of cider that"ll make your palate tingle, set you up again?" he pleaded. "There"s a hull hive of purty gals over at uncle Nat"s, that would jump right out of their skins at the first sound of that fiddle. If you only could now."
"Give me a crust of bread and a cup of drink, and I will try and please you. I think it is, perhaps, as much the want of food as weariness that has taken away my strength."
The young men looked at each other. "Want of food," said one of them, "why, didn"t you find taverns on the way?"
"Yes," answered the stranger, sadly, "but I had no appet.i.te; I came here in hopes the mountain air would give me one, but, with fatigue and fasting, I am faint."
The group of youngsters drew together, and a whispered conversation commenced, which was followed by the clink of silver, as each one dropped a two shilling piece into the hat of the young man who had been most active in the negotiation.
"Here," said the youth, holding forth the money, "an even exchange is no robbery. Set the old fiddle to work, and here is enough dimes to last you a week."
The stranger blushed crimson, and the white lids drooped over his eyes, as if something had been said to wound him.
"No," he said, with a quivering smile, "my poor music is not worth selling. Besides, my journey must end not far from this, or I have travelled slowly. Give me some clean water for my face and hands, that is all I ask."
"Of course we will, with a famous supper, too, that would make a ghost hungry. Come with us up to uncle Nat"s. Water, why there is a trough full at his back door, that you may bathe in all over if you like; and as for cider, we"ll just try that before you say anything about it."
The stranger arose and took up his violin; then lifting his large eyes, misty with fatigue, he said almost mournfully--
"Will some one give me his arm? I am very weary."
The young men became at once silent and respectful with these words, for there was something of reverence in their sympathy with a being at once so feeble and so full of gentle dignity.
"Let me carry the violin," said one, while another stout, brave fellow clasped the slender hand of the stranger, drew it over his own strong arm and led him carefully forth, hushing even the cheery tones of his voice as he spoke to the youth.