Thus was Cyril cried.
"Amy," said Constance, when she and the girl were alone, "there"s no use in you standing blubbering there. Get to work and clear up that drawing-room, do! The child is sure to be found soon. Your master"s gone out, too."
Brave words! Constance aided in the drawing-room and kitchen. Theirs was the woman"s lot in a great crisis. Plates have always to be washed.
Very shortly afterwards, Samuel Povey came into the kitchen by the underground pa.s.sage which led past the two cellars to the yard and to Brougham Street. He was carrying in his arms an obscene black ma.s.s.
This ma.s.s was Cyril, once white.
Constance screamed. She was at liberty to give way to her feelings, because Amy happened to be upstairs.
"Stand away!" cried Mr. Povey. "He isn"t fit to touch."
And Mr. Povey made as if to pa.s.s directly onward, ignoring the mother.
"Wherever did you find him?"
"I found him in the far cellar," said Mr. Povey, compelled to stop, after all. "He was down there with me yesterday, and it just occurred to me that he might have gone there again."
"What! All in the dark?"
"He"d lighted a candle, if you please! I"d left a candle-stick and a box of matches handy because I hadn"t finished that shelving."
"Well!" Constance murmured. "I can"t think how ever he dared go there all alone!"
"Can"t you?" said Mr. Povey, cynically. "I can. He simply did it to frighten us."
"Oh, Cyril!" Constance admonished the child. "Cyril!"
The child showed no emotion. His face was an enigma. It might have hidden sullenness or mere callous indifference, or a perfect unconsciousness of sin.
"Give him to me," said Constance.
"I"ll look after him this evening," said Samuel, grimly.
"But you can"t wash him," said Constance, her relief yielding to apprehension.
"Why not?" demanded Mr. Povey. And he moved off.
"But Sam--"
"I"ll look after him, I tell you!" Mr. Povey repeated, threateningly.
"But what are you going to do?" Constance asked with fear.
"Well," said Mr. Povey, "has this sort of thing got to be dealt with, or hasn"t it?" He departed upstairs.
Constance overtook him at the door of Cyril"s bedroom.
Mr. Povey did not wait for her to speak. His eyes were blazing.
"See here!" he admonished her cruelly. "You get away downstairs, mother!"
And he disappeared into the bedroom with his vile and helpless victim.
A moment later he popped his head out of the door. Constance was disobeying him. He stepped into the pa.s.sage and shut the door so that Cyril should not hear.
"Now please do as I tell you," he hissed at his wife. "Don"t let"s have a scene, please."
She descended, slowly, weeping. And Mr. Povey retired again to the place of execution.
Amy nearly fell on the top of Constance with a final tray of things from the drawing-room. And Constance had to tell the girl that Cyril was found. Somehow she could not resist the instinct to tell her also that the master had the affair in hand. Amy then wept.
After about an hour Mr. Povey at last reappeared. Constance was trying to count silver teaspoons in the parlour.
"He"s in bed now," said Mr. Povey, with a magnificent attempt to be nonchalant. "You mustn"t go near him."
"But have you washed him?" Constance whimpered.
"I"ve washed him," replied the astonishing Mr. Povey.
"What have you done to him?"
"I"ve punished him, of course," said Mr. Povey, like a G.o.d who is above human weaknesses. "What did you expect me to do? Someone had to do it."
Constance wiped her eyes with the edge of the white ap.r.o.n which she was wearing over her new silk dress. She surrendered; she accepted the situation; she made the best of it. And all the evening was spent in dismally and horribly pretending that their hearts were beating as one.
Mr. Povey"s elaborate, cheery kindliness was extremely painful.
They went to bed, and in their bedroom Constance, as she stood close to Samuel, suddenly dropped the pretence, and with eyes and voice of anguish said:
"You must let me look at him."
They faced each other. For a brief instant Cyril did not exist for Constance. Samuel alone obsessed her, and yet Samuel seemed a strange, unknown man. It was in Constance"s life one of those crises when the human soul seems to be on the very brink of mysterious and disconcerting cognitions, and then, the wave recedes as inexplicably as it surged up.
"Why, of course!" said Mr. Povey, turning away lightly, as though to imply that she was making tragedies out of nothing.
She gave an involuntary gesture of almost childish relief.
Cyril slept calmly. It was a triumph for Mr. Povey.
Constance could not sleep. As she lay darkly awake by her husband, her secret being seemed to be a-quiver with emotion. Not exactly sorrow; not exactly joy; an emotion more elemental than these! A sensation of the intensity of her life in that hour; troubling, anxious, yet not sad! She said that Samuel was quite right, quite right. And then she said that the poor little thing wasn"t yet five years old, and that it was monstrous. The two had to be reconciled. And they never could be reconciled. Always she would be between them, to reconcile them, and to be crushed by their impact. Always she would have to bear the burden of both of them. There could be no ease for her, no surcease from a tremendous preoccupation and responsibility. She could not change Samuel; besides, he was right! And though Cyril was not yet five, she felt that she could not change Cyril either. He was just as unchangeable as a growing plant. The thought of her mother and Sophia did not present itself to her; she felt, however, somewhat as Mrs.
Baines had felt on historic occasions; but, being more softly kind, younger, and less chafed by destiny, she was conscious of no bitterness, conscious rather of a solemn blessedness.
CHAPTER IV
CRIME