By Jean Teasdale
Well, gang, I wish I could say that this Christmas will be the best one ever, but, judging from what"s happened so far this December, I"m about ready to skip ahead to Arbor Day!
Now, before you accuse your pal Jean of taking Grinch lessons on the sly, let me a.s.sure you that I just love Christmas! If you"re a shopaholic like me, it"s a great excuse to exercise the old credit card! And, I gotta admit, even though I just turned 40, I still have to watch Rudolph, Frosty and all those other old Christmas specials! But I also love Christmas for its true meaning, too-a time of giving and sharing stuff. And I do still believe in G.o.d and Jesus and all. (Though I haven"t seen the inside of a church for almost a decade!) Anyway, this year I decided to throw a small Christmas dinner party at my place. I hadn"t entertained in years, and I felt kind of guilty about it. (About the only thing I entertain these days is the notion of going to bed early!) I also decided that this wasn"t going to be a beer-and-pizza affair. No, this party would be cla.s.s with a capital C! I was going to personally prepare every dish, there would be formal place settings, and the stereo would play only Andy Williams and George Winston. (With the exception of "Grandma Got Run Over By A Reindeer"-still my all-time number-one fave!) Things started to go wrong pretty early. While I was busy basting the Rock Cornish game hens, I saw hubby Rick throwing on his jacket and heading toward the door. I asked him where he was going, and he said he was meeting up with his friend Craig over at Tacky"s Tavern. (I should have known.) You can believe I put a stop to that. "I haven"t been slaving in this kitchen since 9 a.m. so you could go out and get blitzed and eye the bimbos," I said. Rick whined something about having promised Craig he"d be there and said he"d only stay home if I set a place for Craig at the dinner party.
Well, I seriously considered saying no, because Craig, who works with Rick at the tire center, is not exactly my idea of polite company. He"s the type who thinks being funny means putting someone else down. Now, heaven knows I"m pretty quick with the wisecracks myself, but I never joke in a way that makes people feel bad about things they can"t help. To me, that"s not humor, that"s just being mean! But, in the spirit of the season, I decided to let Craig come to the party.
Well, much to my chagrin, less than 10 minutes after Rick called Tacky"s, Craig came roaring in. The other guests weren"t due for another hour, which meant I had to put up with Craig and Rick"s loud, childish guffawing in the living room while I tossed the salad and prepared the dinner rolls in the kitchen.
Sure enough, Craig managed to get my goat right off the bat. As they sucked down Black Labels, Craig sarcastically complimented Rick on my doll collection and asked him which one he thought was the prettiest. Then Craig started teasing Rick about the fact that I keep my dolls in a tall gla.s.s curio cabinet in the living room. (Har-dee-har-har, Craig!) Rick told him to shut up, and, to further distance himself from Craig"s taunting, he said, "Jean nearly bankrupted us buying them, and they"re uglier than -." (I won"t tell you what word goes in the blank, but I bet you can guess.) As if that weren"t humiliating enough, Craig added, "So your wife collects dolls, eh? You need to knock her up, Rick. Or at least give her a good reaming."
You can see why I got so mad. What does collecting dolls have to do with not having children or not making whoopee? It"s narrow-minded, juvenile people like Craig who make life hard for all the nice people! I almost charged into the living room to give Craig a piece of my mind, but I bit my tongue. I didn"t want to get upset right before the other guests arrived.
Well, as it turned out, I didn"t have much to worry about, because of the eight people I invited, only three showed up: my friend Patti the creative writing teacher and two of my co-workers, Sharon and Fulgencio. I felt really sorry for Fulgencio as I served the cuc.u.mber and cream cheese hors d"oeuvres, because Craig and Rick kept making these veiled cracks about his name and accent. Rick had decided that Fulgencio (who is from Mexico) is, well, not all that masculine, just because he"s small-statured and graduated from a fashion-design school on the West Coast. It goes back to what I said earlier about making fun of people for things they can"t control. Is it Fulgencio"s fault that he"s not from this country?
Rick and Craig kept up their antics during the serving of the main course. Now, I had spent hours preparing more than a dozen game hens, but did they appreciate it? Nooo! "What the h.e.l.l is this?" Rick bellowed. At least Craig put a little more creativity into his insult: "I never knew sparrow could taste so good."
Well, despite all the bad stuff that had happened, I thought dessert would more than make up for it: Chocolate Fudge Marble Upside-Down Baked Alaska with cherry flambe topping! My masterpiece! I had Patti turn down the lights as I carried the flaming dessert into the dining room.
"Well, would you look at this," Rick said. "Jean thinks she"s Martha Stewart."
"Yeah," Craig replied, "about two hundred pounds later."
That did it. I put the dessert down on the table and marched to our bedroom, where the guests" coats were being kept. My plan was to s.n.a.t.c.h Craig"s down vest, return to the dining room, throw it over his head, and order him to leave. (And Rick could go with him!) But something happened before I got the chance.
What follows is the hardest thing I"ve ever had to write. Even harder than the tribute I wrote to Princess Di after her death.
For you see, when I opened the bedroom door, I found my kitty, Arthur, sprawled out on the floor in an unnatural way. I rushed over to him and noticed that something was protruding from his mouth.
Arthur had choked to death on my Pinchers The Lobster Teenie Beanie Baby.
Well, after that, the dinner party just fell apart. About five minutes later, Patti came into the bedroom, concerned that I hadn"t returned. When she saw what had happened, she ran and got Rick and Craig.
"Sorry about your cat," Craig said. "You want me and Rick to go bury it somewhere? I got a shovel in my pickup."
I guess I was not in my right mind at the time, because I agreed. I got an old narrow box out of my closet and laid Arthur in it. I couldn"t quite pry the Teenie Beanie Baby out of his mouth, because his jaws had stiffened, so I decided to let it be.
Rick and Craig were gone a lot longer than was necessary. Finally, at about 2 a.m., Rick arrived home, smelling like a brewery. I asked him what he had done with Arthur.
"The ground was too hard to bury the cat," Rick said, "so we drove around for a while and tossed it in a dumpster behind the Old Country Buffet. Here"s your box back."
Well, you can be sure I gave hubby Rick the biggest tongue-lashing of our whole marriage. Like I said, I wasn"t in my right mind, and I said a lot of things I probably shouldn"t have said, like how he never liked Arthur anyway, and how he didn"t care at all how I felt, and how he was so insensitive, and how he could never say anything without being vulgar. Then I went into our bedroom, slammed the door, threw myself on the bed, and bawled for almost two hours.
As I said, this won"t be the merriest of Christmases in the Teasdale household. But I am coping, and, thank G.o.d, I still have my other kitty, Priscilla. On my friend Patti"s advice, I"m trying to work out my grief through my writing. So I wrote a poem about Arthur that I would like to share with you: Arthur, you left us all too soon, But for me it was eight years of joy.
You were not always appreciated during your short life, it"s true.
(One person I won"t name would have preferred a chocolate lab.) But I understood your beauty, your magic, your sweetness. I hope that Jesus is playing with you up in Heaven above, Dangling your Cat Dancer toy that you loved so much.
(That is, until you put on all that weight a few years ago.) It is tragic when a mother outlives her children, But I will remember you always.
I used to say that when I got to Heaven, The first person I wanted to see was my grandmother.
But I have to change that now, my sweet little Arthur.
AMERICAN VOICES.
Holiday Travel Plans How will you
be dealing with hectic holiday travel?
Billy Tetreault
Marketing advisor
"I"ll be the guy on the bus with Bing Crosby"s White Christmas blaring from my boombox, which I will carry on my shoulder."
Caroline Stroli
Teacher
"I"m converting to Islam. Not only will I do my holiday traveling in a different month, I won"t have to visit my family since they"ll disown me!"
Lonny Werner
Buzzsaw Operator
"I"ll be glued to the Weather Channel for inclement weather and traffic reports so I know how anxious to be when I travel."
NEWS.
Vacationing Woman Thinks Cats Miss Her VERO BEACH, FL-Annette Davrian, a 45-year-old Cedar Rapids, IA, bank teller, is spending her vacation time in a delusional haze this week, somehow managing to convince herself that her cats actually miss her.
"b.u.t.tons is so sensitive, I just know she"s scared and frightened without her Mommy by her side," Davrian told uninterested relatives Monday, just hours after arriving in Florida. "And Bonkers gets so cranky when he doesn"t get his morning treats. I hope they"ll be able to handle this emotionally. I"ve always gone to great lengths to a.s.sure them that they"re loved, but they"ve never been left alone this long before. If they think I"ve abandoned them, I"d never be able to forgive myself."
Annette Davrian with cat Bonkers Animal behaviorists agree that cats are incapable of feeling sadness over an owner"s absence, a.s.serting that their only reaction to such an event would be a brief adjustment period to claim household territory previously thought to be the owner"s.
Davrian, who has lived alone since the death of her mother nine years ago, has considered cutting her vacation short because of the cats" nonexistent longing for her to return.
"Those poor, precious kitties," she told a man in an elevator. "I"m all they"ve got in this world. What will they do without me?"
According to coworker Phil Gross, Davrian began worrying about her cats" imaginary sadness over her Florida trip nearly three weeks before leaving. On Dec. 10, Davrian expressed concern to Gross that the cats might not sufficiently "bond" with a stranger entrusted with their care. Based on this worry alone, she delayed her trip for two weeks, paying a large rescheduling fee for her plane ticket.
"She asked me to look after the cats while she was gone," neighbor Janet Pullman said. "I said sure, figuring I"d just have to feed them. Turns out, she wanted me to go in there three times a day and stay at least 20 minutes each time so the cats would feel "adequately socialized." Then she hands me a list of things to do that"s, like, 40 items long."
Pullman admitted that she has not followed the elaborate instructions, merely filling up the cats" food and water bowls when they are empty.
"I just dump some Purina in the bowl, and I"m gone," Pullman said. "And do the cats give a s.h.i.t? No, they do not. Why? Because they"re cats."
Hoping to ease the pain and loneliness of her asocial, predatory pets, Davrian has left numerous long messages on her answering machine, claiming that the cats will appreciate hearing her voice. She also wrapped one of her sweaters around a pillow before leaving so b.u.t.tons and Bonkers would "have a bit of me to snuggle with," unaware that the cats" motivation for "snuggling" is to maintain body temperature, not to feel emotionally connected to their food provider.
As a supplement to the answering-machine messages, Davrian left the clock radio playing in the bathroom "to keep the little ones company." Though the cats could not care less about the radio, the same cannot be said of neighbor Bob Franz, 49, whose bathroom shares a heating vent with Davrian"s.
"I once heard [Davrian] say that [Bonkers] will get lonely without a human voice around to make him feel rea.s.sured," Franz said. "But the thing just sits in the window and watches birds all day, just the way it did before she left, and just the way it"ll keep on doing after she gets back, every day until one of the two of them dies. Meantime, the d.a.m.n radio yabbers on all day and night. That radio"s probably more aware that the woman"s gone than Bonkers."
The Florida excursion is not the first time Davrian has ruined her leisure time fretting about the cats. Since 1996, she has failed to enjoy 219 activities or excursions, including two trips to Lake Winnepesaukee, a visit to a local botanical garden, 23 movies, and three dinners-each of which she spent worrying about being "out of phone contact in case something goes wrong."
Davrian could not be reached for additional comment, as she had just cut short a sailing trip in order to, as brother-in-law Don Koechley said, "make sure the d.a.m.n cats are okay."
HOROSCOPE.
Your Horoscope The stars agreeyou"re getting way too old for all of this s.h.i.t.
* Aries Crackling with the warmth of the season, a yuletide fire will quickly consume your helpless flesh.
* Taurus An attempt to concentrate on more intellectual pursuits will ultimately fail this week, thanks to that shiny thing over there.
* Gemini Though not a mood ring by design, your wedding band will soon communicate the misery and hopelessness you feel inside.
* Cancer You"ll be brought to your knees this Thursday by nothing more than a severe and irreversible case of gangrene.
* Leo While you"ve reasoned your way out of tricky situations before, a crisis this week involving a fox, a chicken, and a bag of feed will leave you completely stumped.
* Virgo You"ve never been the type to ask for help. Sadly, though, you"ve always been the type to beg for it.
* Libra An engrossing read will soon transport you to a strange and faraway land, leaving you stranded in Harlem after 30 missed stops.
* Scorpio Your lucky 19th-century German-language philosophers for this week are: Heidegger, Nietzsche, Schopenhauer, and Wundt.
* Sagittarius The National Inst.i.tute Of Raised Expectations Followed By Disappointing Results will come very close to honoring you this week.
* Capricorn You never thought having a kid could be so exhausting, but then staying one step ahead of Child Protective Services does take its toll.
* Aquarius The rise of Venus in your sign can only mean one thing: This will be a great week to read too much into stuff.
* Pisces Speak directly from the heart this week. Tell your loved one, "Re-circulate the blood! Re-circulate the blood! Re-circulate the blood!"