Down somewhere in Middles.e.x, boys began to come into the cars with great bunches of trailing ferns to sell; exquisite things that people have just begun to find out and clamor for, and that so a boy-supply has vigorously arisen to meet.
"O, how lovely!" cried Sylvie, at one stopping-place, where an urchin stood with his arms full; the glossy, delicate leaves wreathed round and round in long loops, and the feathery blossoms dropping like mist-tips from among them. "And we"re too exclusive here, for him to be let in."
Of course the window would not open; drawing-room car windows never do. Rodney rushed to the door; held up a dollar greenback.
"Boy! Here! toss up your load!"
The long train gave its first spasm and creak at starting; up came the tangle of beauty; down fluttered the bit of paper to the platform; and Rodney came in with the rare garlands and ta.s.sels drooping all about him.
Everybody was delighted; Aunt Euphrasia dropped her book, and made her way out of her corner; Desire and Mr. Kirkbright handled and exclaimed; Mrs. Argenter opened her eyes, and held out her fingers toward them with a smile.
"Such a quant.i.ty--for everybody!" said Sylvie, as he put them into her lap, and she began to shake out the bunches. "How kind you were, Mr. Sherrett! We"ve longed so to find some of these, haven"t we Amata? Has anybody got a newspaper, or two? We"d better keep them all together till we get home." And she coiled the sprays carefully round and round into a heap.
No matter if they should be all given away to the very last leaf; she could thank innocently "for everybody"; but she knew very well what the last leaf, falling to her to keep, would stand for.
In years and years to come, Sylvie will never see climbing ferns again, without a feeling as of all the delicate beauty and significance of the world gathered together in a heap and laid into her lap.
She had seen the dollar that Rodney paid for them, flutter down beside the window as the car moved on, and the boy spring forward to catch it. Rodney Sherrett earned his dollars now. It was one of his very, very own that he spent for her that day. A girl feels a strange thrill when she sees for the first time, a fragment of the life she cares for given, representatively, thus, for her.
It is useless to a.n.a.lyze and explain. Sylvie did not stop to do it, neither did Rodney; but that ride, that little giving and taking, were full of parable and heart-telegraphy between them. That October afternoon was a long, beautiful dream; a dream that must come true, some time. Yet Rodney said to his aunt, as he bade her good-by that evening, at her own door (he had to go back to the station to take the night train up),--"Why shouldn"t we have _this_ piece of our lives as well as the rest, Auntie? Why should two years be cribbed off? There won"t be any too much of it, and there won"t be any of it just like this."
Aunt Euphrasia only stooped down from the doorstep, and kissed him on his cheek, saying nothing.
But to herself she said, after he had gone,--
"I don"t see why, either. They would be so happy, waiting it out together. And there never _is_ any time like this time. How is anybody sure of the rest of it?"
Aunt Euphrasia knew. She had not been sure of the rest of hers.
CHAPTER XX.
"WANTED."
The half of course and half critical way in which Mrs. Argenter took possession of the gray parlor would have been funny, if it had not been painful, to Sylvie, feeling almost wrong and wickedly deceitful in betraying her mother, through ignorance of the real arrangements, into a false and unsuitable att.i.tude; and to Desire, for Sylvie"s sake.
She thought it would do nicely if the windows weren"t too low, and if the little stove-grate could be replaced by an open wood fire.
Couldn"t she have a Franklin, or couldn"t the fire-place be unbricked?
"I don"t think you"ll mind, with cannel coal," said Sylvie. "That is so cheerful; and there won"t be any smoke, for Miss Ledwith says the draught is excellent."
"But it stands out, and takes up room; and people never keep the carpet clean behind it!" said Mrs. Argenter.
"I"ll take care of that," said Sylvie. "It is my business. We couldn"t have these rooms, you see, except just as I have agreed for them; and you know I like making things nice myself in the morning."
Desire had delicately withdrawn by this time; and presently coming back with a cup of tea upon a little tray, which refreshment she was sure Mrs. Argenter would need at once after her journey, she found the lady sitting quite serenely in the low cushioned chair before the obnoxious grate, in which Sylvie had kindled the lump of cannel that lay all ready for the match, in a folded newspaper, with three little pitch-pine sticks.
There was something so dainty and compact about it, and the bright blaze answered so speedily to the communicating touch, the black layers falling away from each other in rich, bituminous flakiness, and letting the fire-tongues through, that she looked on in the happy complacence with which idle or disabled persons always enjoy something that does itself, yet can be followed in the doing with a certain pa.s.sive sense of partic.i.p.ancy.
In the same manner she watched Sylvie putting away wraps, unlocking trunks, laying forth dressing-gowns and night-clothes, and setting out toilet cases upon table and stand.
For the gray parlor contained now, for Mrs. Argenter"s use, a pretty, low, curtained French bed, and the other appliances of a sleeping-room. A bedroom adjoining, which had been Mrs. Froke"s, was to be Sylvie"s; and this had a further communication directly with the kitchen, which would be just the thing for Sylvie"s quiet flittings to and fro in the fulfillment of her gladly undertaken duties. All Mrs. Argenter knew about it was that she should be able to have her hot water promptly in the mornings, without being intruded upon.
Sylvie had insisted upon Desire"s receiving the seven dollars a week which she was still able to pay for her mother"s board. n.o.body had told her of Miss Ledwith"s very large wealth, and it would have made no difference if she had known it, except the exciting in her of a quick question why they had been taken in at all, and whether she were not indeed being in her turn benevolently practised upon, as she with much compunction practised upon her mother.
"I know very well that I could not earn, beyond my own board, more than the difference between that and the ten dollars she would have to pay anywhere else," she said, simply. And Miss Kirkbright as simply told Desire, privately, to let it be so.
"If you don"t need the pay, she needs the payment," she said.
Desire quietly put it all aside, as she received it. "Sometime or other I shall be able to tell her all about it, and make her take it back," she said. "When she has come to understand, she will know that it is no more mine than hers; and if I do not keep it I can see very well it will all go after the rest, for whatever whims she can possibly gratify her mother in."
There began to be happy times for Sylvie now, in Frendely"s kitchen, in Desire"s library; all over the house, wherever there was any little care to take, any service to render. Mrs. Argenter did not miss her; she read a great deal, and slept a great deal, and Sylvie was rarely gone long at a time. She was always ready at twilight to play backgammon, or a game of what she called "skin-deep chess," for her mother was not able to bear the exertion or excitement of chess in real, deep earnest. Sylvie brought her sewing, also,--work for Neighbor Street it was, mostly,--into the gray parlor, and "sewed for two," on the principle of the fire-watching, that something busy might be going on in the room, and Mrs. Argenter might have the content of seeing it.
On the Wednesday evenings recurred the delightful "Read-and-Talk,"
when the Ingrahams came, and Bel Bree, and a dozen or so more of the "other girls"; when on the big table treasures of picture, map, stereoscope and story were brought forth; when they traversed far countries, studied in art-galleries and frescoed churches, traced back old historic a.s.sociations; did not hurry or rush, but stayed in place after place, at point after point, looking it all thoroughly up, enjoying it like people who could take the world in the leisure of years. And as they did not have the actual miles to go over, the standing about to do, and the fatigues to sleep between, they could "work in the ground fast," like Hamlet, or any other spirit. Their hours stood for months; their two months had given them already winters and summers of enchantment.
Hazel Ripwinkley, and very often Ada Geoffrey, was here at these travelling parties. Ada had all her mother"s resources of books, engravings, models, specimens, at her command; she would come with a carriage-full. Sometimes the library was Rome for an evening, with its Sistine Raphaels, its curious relics and ornaments, its Coliseum and St. Peter"s in alabaster, its views of tombs, and baths, and temples. Sometimes it was Venice; again it was transformed into a dream of Switzerland, and again, there were the pyramids, the obelisks, the sphinxes, the giant walls and gateways of Egypt, with a Nile boat, and lotus flowers, and papyrus reeds, in reality or fac-simile,--even a mummied finger and a scaraboeus ring.
They were not restricted, even, to a regular route, when their subject took them out of it. They could have a glimpse of Memphis, or Babylon, or Alexandria, or Athens, by way of following out an allusion or synchronism.
Hazel and Ada almost came to the conclusion that this was the perfection of travelling, and the supersedure of all literal and laborious sightseeing; and Sylvie Argenter ventured the Nipperism that "tea and coffee and spices might or might not be a little different right off the bush, but if shiploads were coming in to you all the time, you might combine things with as much comfort on the whole, perhaps, as you would have in sailing round for every separate pinch to Ceylon, and Java, and Canton."
The leaf had got turned between Leicester Place and Pilgrim Street.
I suppose you knew it would as well as I.
Bel Bree had met Dorothy first in silk-and-b.u.t.ton errands for her Aunt Blin"s "finishings," at the thread-store where Dot tended.
(Such machine-sewing as they could obtain, Ray had done at home, since they came into the city; and Dot had taken this place at Brade and Matchett"s.) Then they came across each other in their waitings at the Public Library, and so found out their near neighborhood. At last, growing intimate, Dorothy had introduced Bel to the Chapel Bible cla.s.s, and thence brought her into Desire"s especial little club at her own house.
After the travel-talk was over,--and they began with it early, so that all might reach home at a safe hour in the evening,--very often some one or two would linger a few moments for some little talk of confidence or advice with Desire. These girls brought their plans to her; their disappointments, their difficulties, their suggestions; not one would make a change, or take any new action, without telling her. They knew she cared for them. It was the beginning of all religion that she taught them in this faith, this friendliness.
Every soul wants some one to come to; it is easy to pa.s.s from the experience of human sympathy to the thought of the Divine; without it the Divine has never been revealed.
One bright night in this October, Dot Ingraham waited, letting her sister walk on with Frank Sunderline, who had called for them, and asking Bel Bree to stop a minute and go with her. "We"ll take the car, presently," she said to Ray. "We shall be at home almost as soon as you will."
"It is about the shop work," she said to Desire, who stepped back into the library with her.
"I do not think I can do it much longer. I am pretty strong for some things, but this terrible _standing_! I could _walk_ all day; but cramped up behind those counters, and then reaching up and down the boxes and things,--I feel sometimes when I get through at night, as if my bones had all been racked. I haven"t told them at home, for fear they would worry about me; they think now I"ve lost flesh, and I suppose I have; and I don"t have much appet.i.te; it seems dragged out of me. And then,--I can"t say it before the others, for they"re in shops, some of "em, and places may be different; but it"s such a window and counter parade, besides; and they do look out for it.
People stare in at the store as they go by; Margaret Shoey has the glove counter at that end, and she knows Mr. Matchett keeps her there on purpose to attract; she sets herself up and takes airs upon it; and Sarah Cilley does everything she sees her do, and comes in for the second-hand attention. Mr. Matchett asked me the other day if I couldn"t wear a panier, and do up my hair a little more stylish! I can"t stay there; it isn"t fit for girls!"
Dot"s cheeks flamed, and there were tears in her eyes. Desire Ledwith stood with a thoughtful, troubled expression in her own.
"There ought to be other ways," she said. "There ought to be more _sheltered_ work for girls!"
"There is," said little Bel Bree from the doorway "in houses. If I hadn"t Aunt Blin, I"d go right into a family as seamstress or anything. I don"t believe in out-doors and shops. I"ve only lived in the city a little while, but I"ve seen it. And just think of the streets and streets of nice houses, where people live, and girls have to live with "em, to do real woman"s home work! And it"s all given up to foreign servants, and _our_ girls go adrift, and live anyhow. "Tain"t right!"
"There is a good deal that isn"t right about it," said Desire, gravely; knowing better than Bel the difficulties in the way of new domestic ideas. "And a part of it is that the houses aren"t built, or the ways of living planned, for "our girls," exactly. Our girls aren"t happy in underground kitchens and sky bedrooms."