"It ain"t what we dreamt of," continued Poppy--"it"s work, and it"s dirt, and it"s dust, and it"s s.m.u.ts. Oh, my word! the s.m.u.ts is enough to turn one crazy. Nothing is white here, as you calls white in the country--speckled is more the word. No, no. Penelope Mansion is, taking it all in all, a biting disappointment."
"Well Poppy, Penelope Mansion is not the whole of London," said Jasmine, in a rather quavering, but would-be wise voice.
"Yes, but it"s the London I has got to do with," answered Poppy Jenkins--"and oh! the worst of all is, that aunt won"t have me called by my home name--she speaks of it most bitter as a "weed." She says poppies are what are meant in the Scripter by the tares. Don"t it sound real awful?--I trembled all over when she told me that. So Sarah I am here, and Sarah Ann, and Sarah Jane, and Sarah Mary the ladies calls me. When they"re in a very good humor I"m Sarah Mary, and when they"re a bit put out it"s Sarah Jane they calls for, and now and then I"m Sarah Ann--then I know I"m in for a scolding. Oh yes, Miss Primrose, London is not what we thought it."
"Never mind," said Primrose sweetly; "you"ll always be Poppy to us, dear, and I know the tares were not poppies, so don"t you fret--the poppy is a sweet flower, and Poppy is a sweet name for a girl. Why we four are all called after flowers, and we must just be very friendly, and very brave and loving and sweet in this London, and then, perhaps, it won"t disappoint us."
"You"re real kind, Miss Primrose," said Poppy. "Yes, it"s a great ease to me to know as you three are in the house. I won"t be so lonesome-like now, and I won"t be dreaming that I"m a tare. It"s awful to think of yourself as a tare, but I know now that aunt made a mistake. Oh, ain"t Miss Daisy beautiful in her sleep? Now look here, you"re all tired, and I"ll bring you up your breakfasts in bed. You shall have some of mother"s fresh eggs and real country b.u.t.ter. I"ll run downstairs, and bring you up some breakfast the very first thing."
The girls spent that morning in their room. They unpacked a few of their things, and put their mother"s picture on the mantel-piece, and Primrose opened Mr. Danesfield"s letter. It contained an enclosure within and on this enclosure was written, in a funny little printing hand, "When you want me, use me; don"t return me, and never abuse me."
Primrose"s face grew rather red. She read the funny little motto two or three times, then put the enclosure unopened into her trunk.
"I think," she said, looking at Jasmine, "that we will not send this back. I had a queer dream last night. It seemed to me that mother came to me and said, "Are you not foolish to cast away all your kind friends? Try to remember that true independence is not too proud to lean on others. Primrose, for my sake do not be over proud." Mr.
Danesfield was always a friend of mother"s," continued Primrose, "so I will keep his letter until we want it, and will write him a little note to thank him for it."
Then the girls sat down by the open window and looked out into the street. It was a very dull street, and the day was warm and murky, with no sun shining.
"This afternoon we will go out," said Primrose. "I shall speak about it at lunch, and ask Mrs. Flint to allow us to take Poppy with us. I am so sorry Poppy feels dull. Now, girls, we must just make up our minds not to do that--we must keep up brave hearts, and not sigh and look dismal; that would never do. We have elected our own course, and if we are not courageous we shall be beaten. I for one am determined not to be beaten."
"I"ve always heard," said Jasmine, "that to sigh was very weakening.
What I propose is this--that we give each other a fine whenever we are heard sighing, and another much more severe fine if we grumble, and the worst fine of all if we cry. Now, what shall the fines be?"
After a little consideration the girls decided that the fines might as well lead in the direction of their education. Accordingly they marked out for themselves some of the most ponderous pa.s.sages in "Paradise Lost" to learn by heart, and as a severe punishment they selected little bits of a very incomprehensible book, called Butler"s "a.n.a.logy." When they had carefully made these selections a rather feeble bell was heard to tinkle in the mansion, and they went downstairs to lunch.
"I hope you are comfortably unpacked now, young ladies?" inquired Mrs.
Flint.
"And I trust you have recovered from the fatigues of your long journey?" questioned Mrs. Dredge. "It is a weary way from Devonshire--a long and weary way."
"You speak of it as though it were a kind of disappointment to come from Devonshire to London," remarked Miss Slowc.u.m, "whereas London is _the_ place for aspiring souls."
"Oh, I"m so delighted to hear you say that!" said Jasmine--"Poppy--I mean Sarah--spoke quite dismally this morning, but I knew she must be wrong."
"The young country servant," responded Miss Slowc.u.m, "Sarah Jane, I think her name is--oh, well, her judgment need scarcely be depended on. Yes, London is the place of places. I have lived here for years, and I ought to know."
"We quite believe you," said Jasmine--"don"t we, Primrose?--we have come up here because we quite feel with you; we are going out after lunch to see the beauties of the city."
"May I ask, young ladies, if this is your first visit to the metropolis?" suddenly inquired Mrs. Mortlock.
Primrose answered her "Yes; we have never been here before."
"Then, Mrs. Flint, I put it to you, is it safe to allow these young unfledged birds out into this vast and bewildering place? ought not some one to chaperon them?"
"We thought of asking for Poppy," answered Jasmine.
Here Mrs. Flint frowned at her.
"Allow me to make one request, Miss Jasmine Mainwaring; the young person you speak of is not known here by a name which signifies a tare or a weed. Yes, I shall be pleased to allow Sarah to go out with you this afternoon for a short time, but she knows as little of London as you do. I cannot go myself, as Friday is a busy afternoon. I can, however, give you a map, and if you all keep close together and don"t wander too far, and are careful only to inquire of policemen your destination you may get back safely. Don"t forget, tea at six."
Here Miss Slowc.u.m, turning her eyes slowly, looked carefully all over the three girls.
"I am most particular," she said; "I never wander abroad without carefully choosing my company, but on the whole I feel satisfied a kindred spirit to my own lurks in your eyes, Miss Jasmine. Permit me, young ladies, to escort you forth this afternoon."
This offer was accepted very gladly, although Jasmine had quickly to remember her fine, or she would have given a very deep sigh when Miss Slowc.u.m pointed a comparison between them. In the delight, however, of going into real London all these minor considerations and discomforts were forgotten.
CHAPTER XVIII.
IN ST. PAUL"S CATHEDRAL.
Miss Slowc.u.m was right in saying that she was very particular with regard to her company. She prided herself on having select taste. She thought it well to a.s.sume distant airs to the other inmates of Penelope Mansion--Mrs. Dredge she thought quite beneath her notice, Mrs. Mortlock was slightly more tolerated, but Miss Slowc.u.m never really unbent to either of these ladies. As she said to herself, she could never forget that she came of the Slowc.u.ms of ----shire that her father had been Captain Slowc.u.m of the Royal Navy, and that, all things considered, her true position in society was with the county folk. What, therefore, could a lady of such patrician birth have in common with a Mrs. Mortlock or a Mrs. Dredge? Alas! however, Miss Slowc.u.m was poor--she was very poor, and she was a great deal too genteel to work. The terms at Penelope Mansion were by no means high, and in order to live she was obliged to put up with uncongenial company. She was a very tall and angular person--her face was long and thin, her eyes small, her mouth undecided, but in her heart of hearts she was by no means wanting in good nature; and when, the night before, Jasmine, with her charming little face, offered her some of the country flowers, she began to take an interest in the fresh girls who had come to the rather antiquated house in Wright Street.
It was really good-natured of Miss Slowc.u.m to offer to accompany the girls on their first walk in London. She had the greatest horror of ever appearing remarkable and she felt really alarmed at the thought of taking four unsophisticated country la.s.ses abroad. It was bad enough to offer to escort the Mainwarings, who, however _gauche_ they might appear, were undoubtedly ladies, but to take Poppy, _alias_ Sarah, as well, was really trying. Without Poppy, however, the girls refused to stir. There was no help for it, and Miss Slowc.u.m only trusted that their first walk might be short and uneventful.
"It is an unpleasant arrangement, but I do not see any help for it,"
she said, addressing her little party as they a.s.sembled in the hall; "we must sally forth as though we were a school. You, Miss Jasmine, will have the goodness to walk in front with me. Miss Mainwaring and her youngest sister can immediately follow us, and Sarah, you will please to keep behind."
"Oh, lor!" e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed Poppy, "I thought me and Miss Jasmine was to stay together--it"s what I has been looking forward to through all the toils of the work, and the s.m.u.ts and the Sarah Janes, and the Sarah Marys this morning. It is another biting. Well, London seems to be made up of them. All right, Miss Slowc.u.m, I"ll keep behind. I suppose there"s n.o.body to forbid me gazing well into the shop windows. I hope you"ll take us into a gay street, miss, where there are lots of new bonnets and hats to be seen."
"I"m going to walk with you, Poppy," said Jasmine; "Miss Slowc.u.m is very kind, but I should not think of walking with any one else.
Please, Miss Slowc.u.m will you go in front, with Primrose and Daisy, and Poppy and I will promise to behave very well behind."
In this order the little party did set out, and in an incredibly short s.p.a.ce of time they left the dull region of Penelope Mansion far behind, and found themselves in Oxford Street, and then in Bond Street, and finally walking along Piccadilly towards the Park.
Primrose could always restrain her emotions, but Jasmine and Poppy, notwithstanding their promise to behave well, were certainly guilty of many extravagant exclamations. Jasmine became nearly as excited over the new bonnets as her companion. The picture-shops were marvels of wonder and delight to her, and poor Miss Slowc.u.m was obliged to draw up short on many occasions, or she would have lost the little loiterers, as they stood still to gaze. At last she made a proposition which nearly took her own breath away with the magnitude of its generosity. She would treat the entire party to a drive in the omnibus to St. Paul"s Cathedral. Poppy earnestly begged to be allowed to go with Jasmine on the roof, but this the good lady negatived with horror. She finally ushered her young charges into the seclusion of an omnibus going citywards, and then was conscious of breathing a sigh of relief. Inwardly she made a vow that never again should her good-nature lead her into such a troublesome adventure.
"We must be solemn here, Poppy," said Jasmine, as they were entering the cathedral; "we must forget the beautiful bonnets, and those dear little tight-fitting jackets, and those muslin dresses. We must forget the little story we made up of imagining ourselves rich enough to buy all these things. Perhaps we may think a very little of one or two of the pictures, but we must forget the vanities now. It has always been one of my dreams to come in here--oh! oh!--Poppy." Jasmine clasped her companion"s hand, and her excitable little face grew white--the magnitude of the great cathedral, the solemn hush, and quiet, and sense of rest after the rushing noise outside, was too much for her--her eyes filled with tears, and she was very nearly guilty of committing the offence which would have obliged her to learn some of Butler"s "a.n.a.logy" by heart. The rest of the party wandered about the cathedral, and looked at the monuments, and presently went up into the Whispering Gallery, but Jasmine felt suddenly tired and disinclined to move about.
"Go on with Daisy, Poppy," she said to her companion; "I will rest here for a little;" then she seated herself on one of the chairs, and in a moment or two went down on her knees and covered her childish face with her hands.
Not at all long was Jasmine"s prayer, but somehow it was very fervent, and it certainly reached a Presence which gives strength and peace.
She was no longer oppressed by St. Paul"s--she was comforted and strengthened.
"I do hope G.o.d will help us," she said to herself. "Oh! was it very, very rash of us to come up here?--and yet, what else could we do? It was Primrose"s thought, too, and she is always so wise, and so grown-up."
Jasmine looked round the cathedral, hoping to see her party--they were, of course, nowhere within sight, and the little girl began to walk about by herself, hoping soon to rejoin them. She dropped her umbrella, and a gentleman who had been watching her for some time with interest stooped to pick it up. He was a young man of about six-and-twenty, with a bright and pleasant face.
"This is your first visit here?" he said, looking kindly at the child.
"Oh, yes," said Jasmine. Then feeling that she had a sympathetic listener, she continued--"It is so beautiful here!"
"Yes," answered her companion; then he added, with a second glance at the forlorn little figure, "Are you alone, or have you lost your party?"
Jasmine half laughed.