"And the first day, when we were trying to get in at the door in the wall, was like one of the stories of dwarfs and gnomes in the woods, wasn"t it?" said Tib. "We"ve really had a good many adventures at Rosebuds."
This conversation took place the morning after we had first seen Regina.
We were in the schoolroom, waiting for Mr. Markham. It was a little past his usual time when he came in.
"I"m a little late, I fear," he said. "I had to go to the Rectory to settle about giving some holiday lessons to one of the boys there. It will be Whit-week holidays soon, you know."
We didn"t care very much; Whit-week would make no difference to us. Indeed, Christmas itself we didn"t look forward to in _those_ days, as most children do. It brought no happy family meetings, no Christmas-trees, or merry blind-man"s buff and snap-dragon to us. But we knew too little about these things in other homes to think about what we missed, and grandpapa always gave us a pound each to spend as we chose.
And at Ansdell, the Christmases we happened to be there, the servants had a party, and we used to watch them from the gallery that runs round the big hall. But Whit-week we cared nothing about.
"We"re not to have holidays, then, are we?" I asked.
"Oh, no; Mr. Ansdell has said nothing about it," Mr. Markham replied.
"By the by, Miss Gussie, you don"t know when he will be coming down again, do you?"
"No," I said. "It won"t be next Sat.u.r.day, and perhaps not the Sat.u.r.day after."
"Ah well! I can write to him. I thought perhaps he would say something for me to the rector--you don"t know the family at the Rectory, I think?"
"No," said Tib.
"It is curious," said Mr. Markham--he was rather talkative this morning; perhaps it had put him into an extra good humour to have the hope of some more pupils--"it is curious--I saw a young lady there this morning that I could really have thought was an elder sister of Miss Tib"s--she was so very like her."
We were all ears and attention now.
"So like Tib?" said Gerald and I.
"So like me?" said Tib.
"Yes," repeated Mr. Markham, "exceedingly like."
He didn"t add, as I have done, "only a great deal prettier." Perhaps it is because Tib is my own sister, and I"m always seeing her and know her face so well, that I don"t think her as pretty as other people do--or rather, I don"t think about it. When you love people dearly you don"t think about whether they"re pretty or not--even now with Reg----Oh! I am too stupid again.
"It is very funny," we said, in which Mr. Markham agreed. He was thinking, of course, that the likeness was curious; _we_ were thinking of far more than that--of how strange it would be if our mysterious lady was staying at the Rectory. If so, how did she get into the saloon?--how did she know our names?--how did she know that we went there to play?
"Yes, I should like you to see it for yourselves. But you don"t know the family there?"
"No," repeated Tib, rather sharply, "we don"t. Grandpapa doesn"t wish us to make any friends here."
"Oh, exactly--I beg your pardon," said poor Mr. Markham. Probably grandpapa had said something about it to our tutor himself, which for the moment he had forgotten, for he got rather red, poor young man, and began rather hurriedly to get the books ready. "We mustn"t waste any more time," he said, and, as we were sorry to see him looking uncomfortable, we didn"t remind him, as we might have done, that it was he, and not we, who had begun the conversation.
It was a little later than usual when we got out that afternoon. Nurse had kept us to try on some new frocks she was making for us, and we were very cross about it, I remember. But after all, it didn"t matter.
When we found ourselves at last in the saloon, and looked round eagerly, there was no one to greet us, but the smiling face of the portrait--the same which we had before thought so lovely, but which now seemed uninteresting and disappointing compared to the living, changing, half-mischievous, half-tender face, which already I really believe we had learnt to love.
"She"ll be coming soon, I dare say," said Tib. "Let"s sit down quietly, and think of all we want to ask her, in case she makes off in a hurry like yesterday," and we were turning towards the end of the room where stood all the old chairs and couches, when something on one of the marble consols caught our eyes. It was something lightly covered with a sheet of white tissue-paper, and lifting it up, there were three little nosegays of lovely flowers--delicate, brilliant hot-house flowers they were, and each nosegay lay on a book, and a card with writing on it was put so that it could be seen at once on the middle nosegay. The words on the card were these:--
"For Tib, Gussie, and Gerald. I am so sorry I cannot come to-day. The books are to amuse you instead, and I will come again the first day I can.
"R."
We were very disappointed. Still, it was very nice and funny to receive messages and presents in this mysterious way. The flowers were really beautiful, and the books were chosen as if she had known us all our lives. We knew at once which was for which, by the way they were lying on the table. Gerald"s was about animals--stories, I mean--and Tib"s was Lamb"s _Tales from Shakespeare_, and mine was _The Wonder Book_.
We sat down and looked at our books, and scented our flowers--don"t you think it"s very ugly to talk of _smelling_ flowers? _we_ always say "scenting," though somebody laughs at us for it, and says it isn"t the proper meaning of the word--and then we all three made ourselves very comfortable in different corners of the arm-chairs and couches, and read our new stories. And thus we spent the afternoon. It wasn"t as long a one as usual, for we had come so late. But before we went away we got into a great puzzle about how to thank her for the books and flowers.
"It would be rude to go away and leave no message," said Tib. "And she doesn"t say she"ll come to-morrow, only "The first day I can." Perhaps she"ll come in the morning, and look to see if we"ve taken the books."
But not one of us had a pencil or a sc.r.a.p of paper in our pockets, though we turned them inside out. Gerald had a top and some nails, and an awful little pink and white grimy ball that he called his "handkercher"; and Tib had her garden gloves, and a rather clean handkerchief, and some red wool with a crochet needle stuck in it, as she was learning to crochet; and I had nothing at all. What was to be done?
"I know," I said; "you don"t mind using your wool, do you, Tib? Well, look here, we"ll write with it on the white marble," and I set to work, and very soon I had written the words, "Thank you, kind fairy," to which Gerald made me add, "Come soon," and our initials, "T" and two "G"s." It really looked quite pretty, and one comfort was, there was no fear of any one spoiling it before Regina saw it.
And then we went home, but we left our new books in the conservatory, because we shouldn"t have known what to say if nurse had asked us about them.
The next day, to our great vexation, something prevented our going at all--I forget what it was--oh no! I remember. It was that nurse took us to the little town where Mr. Markham came from, to get us spring hats.
She had got grandpapa"s leave to take us when he was at Rosebuds, and she hadn"t told us--poor old Liddy!--because she thought it would be such a delightful surprise.
It would have been a great treat if we hadn"t had our heads so full of Regina, and wanting to see her again. But we were not so unkind and selfish as not to look pleased when nurse told us about it.
"How are we to go to the station?" I asked, for nurse had said it was two stations off by train, and when she said we should walk to the station--it was quite fine, and if it hadn"t been fine we would have had to wait for another day--we were very pleased.
"We can peep in at the Rectory garden as we pa.s.s," I said to Tib, "and perhaps we"ll see the lady that"s like you, whoever she is. I _wonder_ if she is Regina?"
"So do I," said Tib; "I wonder about it altogether."
But though we stared in with all our eyes at the garden of the pretty house next the church, on our way to the station, there was n.o.body to be seen.
"That is the Rectory, isn"t it, nurse?" Tib asked her.
"I suppose so, my dears," she replied, rather nervously. "But I couldn"t say for certain, having been so little in the village."
She was always in such a fright, for fear of getting to know any one or anything in the village. It was rather stupid of her to show it so, for it only put all grandpapa"s funny ways about it more into our heads, but we didn"t like to tease her, so we said no more.
But on the way home we took another peep in at the Rectory gates. Nurse was a little way behind, loaded with parcels which she _wouldn"t_ let us help her to carry; and we ran on a little. It was easy to peep in without being seen, but what we saw added to our puzzle. A lady was walking up and down the avenue with a book in her hand which she was reading, and as she turned our way, we saw her face clearly.
"Tib," I whispered, "_she"s_ like you, and she"s like Regina, too--only she"s old. _And_, Tib, she"s like grandpapa."
So she was. She had the same straight-up, rather proud way of holding herself as he has, dark hair, which was beginning to get grey, and those pretty blue eyes with the bright eager look which all the blue eyes among us have--yes, she was like them _all_--the portrait, too. And just as we were staring, there came a call from the house, and an old, quite old, lady came to a gla.s.s door which opened on to the terrace. I knew afterwards that this old lady was the clergyman"s mother or his wife"s mother, who lived with them, and they have all lived there a very long time.
"Regina, Queenie, my dear," the old lady called out, "tea is ready.
Frances wants you to come in."
The lady turned quickly.
"I"m coming, Mrs. Leslie," she said, and then she walked quickly to the house.
"Regina, another Regina!" we exclaimed. "And Queenie: what a pretty name for a pet name! I wonder our Regina didn"t tell us to call her "Queenie.""
For of course, as we had learned a little Latin, we knew that Regina meant "queen."
"We must ask her why she didn"t," said Gerald.
You can fancy how we looked forward to the next afternoon, and how we hoped our pretty lady would be there.