An early morning mist hung over the fields of Roselawn. From his nest in the branches of a tree, a bird chirruped dubiously, as though to a.s.sure himself even against his better judgment that the rain was only a threat.
The woods which bordered the meadows were blurred into a foreboding, formless black, like a fringe of mourning, and the distant hills stood sentinels at the sepulchre of nature.
Flowers, rearing their lovely necks for the first caress of the sun, drooped disconsolately, their petals like the lips of a maid who has waited in vain for the coming of her lover. Cattle in the fields moved restlessly from one spot to another, finding the gra.s.s sour and unpalatable. Through the damp-charged air the melancholy plaint of a single cow sounded like the warning of rocks on a foggy coast.
In the air which was unstirred by a breath of wind the very buildings of Roselawn seemed strangely motionless, with their roofs glistening in their covering of moisture. And through an archway of trees the distant spire of the church on the hill rose above the mist as a symbol held aloft by some smoke-shrouded martyr of the past.
A hound with apologetic tail came stealthily from the house and made for the cover of the stables. A horse rattled its headstall and pawed the flooring with a restless hoof.
With a feeling of chill in the air, Selwyn rose at seven, and dressing himself quickly, left the house for a walk before breakfast. His body was fatigued from the long vigil of the mind which had kept at bay all but a short hour of sleep, but he felt the necessity of exercise, as though in the striding of limbs his torturing thoughts might lessen their thumbscrew grip.
His feet grew heavy in the thick dew of the gra.s.s, as he plunged across the fields to a path which led through the woods, where squirrels, coquetting with the intruder, dared him to follow to the summit of the oaks.
Heedless of the morning"s melancholy, yet unconsciously soothed by its calm solace, he went briskly forward, and his blood, sluggish from inaction, leaped through his veins and coloured the shadowed pallor of his face with a glow of warmth.
He had lost her.
That was the dominant note of his thoughts. What a jest the Fates had prepared for him that the very moment when the incoherencies of his life were crystallised by a great flash of truth--the very moment when he had felt the overwhelming impulse to consecrate his life in a crusade against Ignorance--that same instant should witness the snapping of the silk threads of his love!
How scornful she had been--as if he were something unclean, too low a thing for her to touch! This girl, whom he had pitied for her loneliness--this woman who had ridiculed the life of England and declared that it was stifling her--had said that the glory of war was in her blood. She had called him a fool because he dared to say that carnage was wrong. He had thought her an advanced thinker; she was a reactionary of the most p.r.o.nounced type.
A feeling of fury whipped his pulses. Confound her and her unbridled tongue! What a fool he had been to woo her! One might as well try to coax a wild horse into submission. She would have to be conquered; she should be brought into subjugation by the stronger will of a man, for only through surrender would she achieve her own happiness. At present she resented equally the conquering of herself physically and mentally.
For her own sake she must be taught the perversion of her outlook on life.
And Austin Selwyn, the idealist, little thought that he was applying to Elise Durwent the same philosophy as Prussia was applying to Europe.
But of one thing he was certain--much as he loved her (and at the thought his heart grew heavy with longing), his words on war had not been the idle declaimings of a sophist. There was a higher citizenship; the world was wrong to allow this war; and ignorance was the foe of mankind.
He would not withdraw from that platform. Duty was not something from which a man could step lightly aside. All his writings, all his thoughts, all his half-worked-out philosophies had been but training for this great moment. And now that it had come he would not prove renegade.
He would write with the language of inspiration. The agony of Man would be his spur, so that neither fatigue nor indifference could impede his labours. With the tears of the world he would pen such works that people everywhere would see the beacon-light of truth, and by it steer their troubled course.
Five miles he covered in little more than an hour, and with the returning sense of strength his purpose grew in firmness.
The call of the Universal Mind had penetrated through the labyrinth of life as the sound of the hunting-horn through leafy woods. There must be millions, he knew, who were of that great unison, kept from _ensemble_ by the absence of co-ordination, by the lack of self-expression. It might not be for him to do more than help to light the torch, but, once lit, it would burst into flame, and the man to carry it would then come forward, as he had always done since ages immemorial when a world-crisis called for a world-man.
A sudden weakness crept into his blood. He was nearing home, and in a few minutes would see her again. If only he could have left the previous night on some pretext--but now he would have to wait until the afternoon at least. How strange it was to think of losing her! How wedded his subconscious thoughts had been to living out the future with her as his revelation of Heaven"s poetry! Would he have the courage to maintain his purpose, or, at the sight of her, would he throw himself at her feet, and, admitting failure, plead for mercy to the vanquished?
No. A thousand times no. Anything but that.
Reaching the clearing in the woods, he paused as the ivy-covered towers of Roselawn were presented to his gaze. With a characteristic working of his shoulders he drew himself to his full height, and his jaws and lips were set in implacable determination.
The mist still clung to the earth, but over the north-east tower of Roselawn he could see the sun, monstrous and red, looming with its sullen threat of heat.
II.
It was nearing the end of a breakfast that had been trying for every one.
Lord Durwent"s usual kindly affability was overcast by a fresh worry--the non-appearance of his son Malcolm. Four telegrams had been despatched to Scotland, but no answer had come. Elise had been gay and talkative with a forced vivacity; and Lady Durwent had been bordering on hysteria. Not that the dear lady was of sufficient depth to be profoundly moved by the world"s tragedy, but her unsatisfied sense of the dramatic gave her a new thrill every time she said, "WE ARE AT WAR--THINK OF IT!" as if she were afraid that without her reminder they might forget the fact.
Selwyn sat in almost complete silence, merely acknowledging Lady Durwent"s proclamations of a state of war by appropriate acquiescence, but his eyes remained fixed on the table. He could not trust them to look at Elise for fear they should prove traitor and sue for an ign.o.ble peace. As for her, she met the situation with a smile, using woman"s instinct of protection to a.s.sume a cloak behind which her real feelings were concealed.
They had just risen from the table, when the sound of a motor-car was heard in the courtyard, and Elise hurried to the window.
"It"s Malcolm, dad," she said.
More in hysteria than ever, Lady Durwent hurried from the room, followed more slowly by her husband and her daughter, and greeting the Honourable Malcolm at the door, smothered him in a melodramatic embrace.
"My dear, brave Malcolm," she cried.
With as good grace as possible the young man submitted to the maternal endearments, disengaging her arms as soon as he decently could.
"Where"s the governor?" he asked. "Ah, there you are.--h.e.l.lo, Elise!--I"m frightfully sorry, pater," he went on, shaking hands with Lord Durwent and patting his sister on the shoulder, "about those telegrams of yours, but we were on M"Gregor"s yacht miles from nowhere, and didn"t even know the dear old war was on until a fishing-johnny told us. Are my orders here?"
"Yes," answered Lord Durwent; "there are two telegrams for you. One came last night, and one this morning. I will just go into the library and fetch them."
"But, Malcolm," said Lady Durwent, "let me introduce our guest, Mr.
Selwyn of New York.
The young Englishman smiled with rather an attractive air of embarra.s.sment. "I"m frightfully sorry," he said amiably, proffering his hand, "I didn"t see you there. Have you had any kind of a time? It"s rather a bore being inland in the summer, don"t you think?"
"I have enjoyed myself very much," said the American, "in spite of the tragic end to my visit."
"Eh," said the Honourable Malcolm, startled by the seriousness of the other"s voice, "what"s that? Ah yes--you mean the war. Excuse me if I look at these, won"t you?--Thanks, pater."
"WE ARE AT WAR----THINK OF IT!" cried Lady Durwent in a gust of emotion, a.s.suming the duties of a Greek chorus while her son examined the telegrams brought by her husband.
"Well, well!" said the cavalry lieutenant, reading the first message, which was signed by the adjutant of his regiment; "dear old Agitato. How he does love sending out those sweet little things: "Leave cancelled; return at once"! Ah, my word! "Secret and Confidential"--good old War Office. What a rag they"ll have now running their pet little regiments all over the world! Humph! By Jove! we"re to move to-morrow. Good work! Let me see, pater. What train can I catch to town? I must throw a few things together"--he looked at his watch--"but I"ll be in heaps of time for the 11.50. The Agitato always has a late lunch and never drinks less than three gla.s.ses of port, so I"ll throw myself on his full stomach and squeal for mercy for being late. I say, pater, do come up while I toss a few unnecessaries into my case.--That"s right, Brown; put my bag in my room. And, Brown, you might put some vaseline on those golf-clubs.
I sha"n"t be wanting them for some little time.--Come along, pater.--Excuse me, Mr.--Mr."----
"SELWYN," cried Lady Durwent.
"Mr. Selwyn, I"ll see you later, eh?"
"The old n.o.bleman ascended the stairs with his son, and the agreeable chatter of the younger man, with its references to "topping sport" and "absolutely ripping weather," came to an end as they disappeared along the western wing of the house. Lady Durwent, wiping her eyes, went into the library, and Selwyn, who was not particularly enamoured of solitude and its attending tyranny of thoughts, followed her.
Elise, who had stood in mute contemplation of her brother, neither addressing a remark nor being addressed, hesitated momentarily, then went into the drawing-room by herself and closed the door.
"Oh, Mr. Selwyn," said Lady Durwent, breathing heavily, "you have no idea what a mother"s feelings are at a time like this."
"I can only sympathise most sincerely," said the American gravely.
"He has been such a good boy," she said vaguely, "and so devoted to his mother."
"I can see that, Lady Durwent."
"I shall never forget," she went on, her own words creating a deliciously dramatic trembling in her bosom, "how he wept when his father insisted upon his leaving home for school. It was all I could do to console the child; and when he came home for the holidays he was just my shadow."
At that satisfactory thought (though Selwyn was a little puzzled at the picture of the diminutive Malcolm serving as a shadow for Lady Durwent"s bulk) she expanded into a smile, but immediately corrected the error with a burst of unrestrained grief.