"Oh it"s none of my business!" I easily made out, leaving the terrible little woman and going above. This profession, I grant, was not perfectly attuned to my real idea, or rather my real idea was not quite in harmony with my profession. The very first thing I did on reaching the deck was to notice that Miss Mavis was pacing it on Jasper Nettlepoint"s arm and that whatever beauty she might have lost, according to Mrs. Peck"s insinuation, she still kept enough to make one"s eyes follow her. She had put on a crimson hood, which was very becoming to her and which she wore for the rest of the voyage. She walked very well, with long steps, and I remember that at this moment the sea had a gentle evening swell which made the great ship dip slowly, rhythmically, giving a movement that was graceful to graceful pedestrians and a more awkward one to the awkward. It was the loveliest hour of a fine day, the clear early evening, with the glow of the sunset in the air and a purple colour on the deep. It was always present to me that so the waters ploughed by the Homeric heroes must have looked. I became conscious on this particular occasion moreover that Grace Mavis would for the rest of the voyage be the most visible thing in one"s range, the figure that would count most in the composition of groups. She couldn"t help it, poor girl; nature had made her conspicuous--important, as the painters say.
She paid for it by the corresponding exposure, the danger that people would, as I had said to Mrs. Peck, enter into her affairs.
Jasper Nettlepoint went down at certain times to see his mother, and I watched for one of these occasions--on the third day out--and took advantage of it to go and sit by Miss Mavis. She wore a light blue veil drawn tightly over her face, so that if the smile with which she greeted me rather lacked intensity I could account for it partly by that.
"Well, we"re getting on--we"re getting on," I said cheerfully, looking at the friendly twinkling sea.
"Are we going very fast?"
"Not fast, but steadily. _Ohne Hast, ohne Rast_--do you know German?"
"Well, I"ve studied it--some."
"It will be useful to you over there when you travel."
"Well yes, if we do. But I don"t suppose we shall much. Mr. Nettlepoint says we ought," my young woman added in a moment.
"Ah of course _he_ thinks so. He has been all over the world."
"Yes, he has described some of the places. They must be wonderful. I didn"t know I should like it so much."
"But it isn"t "Europe" yet!" I laughed.
Well, she didn"t care if it wasn"t. "I mean going on this way. I could go on for ever--for ever and ever."
"Ah you know it"s not always like this," I hastened to mention.
"Well, it"s better than Boston."
"It isn"t so good as Paris," I still more portentously noted.
"Oh I know all about Paris. There"s no freshness in that. I feel as if I had been there all the time."
"You mean you"ve heard so much of it?"
"Oh yes, nothing else for ten years."
I had come to talk with Miss Mavis because she was attractive, but I had been rather conscious of the absence of a good topic, not feeling at liberty to revert to Mr. Porterfield. She hadn"t encouraged me, when I spoke to her as we were leaving Boston, to go on with the history of my acquaintance with this gentleman; and yet now, unexpectedly, she appeared to imply--it was doubtless one of the disparities mentioned by Mrs.
Nettlepoint--that he might be glanced at without indelicacy.
"I see--you mean by letters," I remarked.
"We won"t live in a good part. I know enough to know that," she went on.
"Well, it isn"t as if there were any very bad ones," I answered rea.s.suringly.
"Why Mr. Nettlepoint says it"s regular mean."
"And to what does he apply that expression?"
She eyed me a moment as if I were elegant at her expense, but she answered my question. "Up there in the Batignolles. I seem to make out it"s worse than Merrimac Avenue."
"Worse--in what way?"
"Why, even less where the nice people live."
"He oughtn"t to say that," I returned. And I ventured to back it up.
"Don"t you call Mr. Porterfield a nice person?"
"Oh it doesn"t make any difference." She watched me again a moment through her veil, the texture of which gave her look a suffused prettiness. "Do you know him very little?" she asked.
"Mr. Porterfield?"
"No, Mr. Nettlepoint."
"Ah very little. He"s very considerably my junior, you see."
She had a fresh pause, as if almost again for my elegance; but she went on: "He"s younger than me too." I don"t know what effect of the comic there could have been in it, but the turn was unexpected and it made me laugh. Neither do I know whether Miss Mavis took offence at my sensibility on this head, though I remember thinking at the moment with compunction that it had brought a flush to her cheek. At all events she got up, gathering her shawl and her books into her arm. "I"m going down--I"m tired."
"Tired of me, I"m afraid."
"No, not yet."
"I"m like you," I confessed. "I should like it to go on and on."
She had begun to walk along the deck to the companionway and I went with her. "Well, I guess _I_ wouldn"t, after all!"
I had taken her shawl from her to carry it, but at the top of the steps that led down to the cabins I had to give it back. "Your mother would be glad if she could know," I observed as we parted.
But she was proof against my graces. "If she could know what?"
"How well you"re getting on." I refused to be discouraged. "And that good Mrs. Allen."
"Oh mother, mother! She made me come, she pushed me off." And almost as if not to say more she went quickly below.
I paid Mrs. Nettlepoint a morning visit after luncheon and another in the evening, before she "turned in." That same day, in the evening, she said to me suddenly: "Do you know what I"ve done? I"ve asked Jasper."
"Asked him what?"
"Why, if _she_ asked him, you understand."
I wondered. "_Do_ I understand?"
"If you don"t it"s because you "regular" won"t, as she says. If that girl really asked him--on the balcony--to sail with us."
"My dear lady, do you suppose that if she did he"d tell you?"
She had to recognise my acuteness. "That"s just what he says. But he says she didn"t."