"Ah, well, I know how strong you are; but, you know, I couldn"t help it.
But the poor birds,--do hear "em scream. Moses, don"t you suppose they feel bad?"
"No, they"re only mad, to think they couldn"t beat me. I beat them just as the Romans used to beat folks,--I played their nest was a city, and I spoiled it."
"I shouldn"t want to spoil cities!" said Mara.
"That"s "cause you are a girl,--I"m a man, and men always like war; I"ve taken one city this afternoon, and mean to take a great many more."
"But, Moses, do you think war is right?"
"Right? why, yes, to be sure; if it ain"t, it"s a pity; for it"s all that has ever been done in this world. In the Bible, or out, certainly it"s right. I wish I had a gun now, I"d stop those old eagles"
screeching."
"But, Moses, we shouldn"t want any one to come and steal all our things, and then shoot us."
"How long you do think about things!" said Moses, impatient at her pertinacity. "I am older than you, and when I tell you a thing"s right, you ought to believe it. Besides, don"t you take hens" eggs every day, in the barn? How do you suppose the hens like that?"
This was a home-thrust, and for the moment threw the little casuist off the track. She carefully folded up the idea, and laid it away on the inner shelves of her mind till she could think more about it. Pliable as she was to all outward appearances, the child had her own still, interior world, where all her little notions and opinions stood up crisp and fresh, like flowers that grow in cool, shady places. If anybody too rudely a.s.sailed a thought or suggestion she put forth, she drew it back again into this quiet inner chamber, and went on. Reader, there are some women of this habit; and there is no independence and pertinacity of opinion like that of these seemingly soft, quiet creatures, whom it is so easy to silence, and so difficult to convince. Mara, little and unformed as she yet was, belonged to the race of those spirits to whom is deputed the office of the angel in the Apocalypse, to whom was given the golden rod which measured the New Jerusalem. Infant though she was, she had ever in her hands that invisible measuring-rod, which she was laying to the foundations of all actions and thoughts. There may, perhaps, come a time when the saucy boy, who now steps so superbly, and predominates so proudly in virtue of his physical strength and daring, will learn to tremble at the golden measuring-rod, held in the hand of a woman.
"Howbeit, that is not first which is spiritual, but that which is natural." Moses is the type of the first unreflecting stage of development, in which are only the out-reachings of active faculties, the aspirations that tend toward manly accomplishments. Seldom do we meet sensitiveness of conscience or discriminating reflection as the indigenous growth of a very vigorous physical development. Your true healthy boy has the breezy, hearty virtues of a Newfoundland dog, the wild fullness of life of the young race-colt. Sentiment, sensibility, delicate perceptions, spiritual aspirations, are plants of later growth.
But there are, both of men and women, beings born into this world in whom from childhood the spiritual and the reflective predominate over the physical. In relation to other human beings, they seem to be organized much as birds are in relation to other animals. They are the artists, the poets, the unconscious seers, to whom the purer truths of spiritual instruction are open. Surveying man merely as an animal, these sensitively organized beings, with their feebler physical powers, are imperfect specimens of life. Looking from the spiritual side, they seem to have a n.o.ble strength, a divine force. The types of this latter cla.s.s are more commonly among women than among men. Mult.i.tudes of them pa.s.s away in earlier years, and leave behind in many hearts the anxious wonder, why they came so fair only to mock the love they kindled. They who live to maturity are the priests and priestesses of the spiritual life, ordained of G.o.d to keep the balance between the rude but absolute necessities of physical life and the higher sphere to which that must at length give place.
CHAPTER XVII
LESSONS
Moses felt elevated some inches in the world by the gift of a new Latin grammar, which had been bought for him in Brunswick. It was a step upward in life; no graduate from a college ever felt more enn.o.bled.
"Wal", now, I tell ye, Moses Pennel," said Miss Roxy, who, with her press-board and big flat-iron, was making her autumn sojourn in the brown house, "I tell ye Latin ain"t just what you think "tis, steppin"
round so crank; you must remember what the king of Israel said to Benhadad, king of Syria."
"I don"t remember; what did he say?"
"I remember," said the soft voice of Mara; "he said, "Let not him that putteth on the harness boast as him that putteth it off.""
"Good for you, Mara," said Miss Roxy; "if some other folks read their Bibles as much as you do, they"d know more."
Between Moses and Miss Roxy there had always been a state of sub-acute warfare since the days of his first arrival, she regarding him as an unhopeful interloper, and he regarding her as a grim-visaged, interfering gnome, whom he disliked with all the intense, unreasoning antipathy of childhood.
"I hate that old woman," he said to Mara, as he flung out of the door.
"Why, Moses, what for?" said Mara, who never could comprehend hating anybody.
"I do hate her, and Aunt Ruey, too. They are two old scratching cats; they hate me, and I hate them; they"re always trying to bring me down, and I won"t be brought down."
Mara had sufficient instinctive insight into the feminine role in the domestic concert not to adventure a direct argument just now in favor of her friends, and therefore she proposed that they should sit down together under a cedar hard by, and look over the first lesson.
"Miss Emily invited me to go over with you," she said, "and I should like so much to hear you recite."
Moses thought this very proper, as would any other male person, young or old, who has been habitually admired by any other female one. He did not doubt that, as in fishing and rowing, and all other things he had undertaken as yet, he should win himself distinguished honors.
"See here," he said; "Mr. Sewell told me I might go as far as I liked, and I mean to take all the declensions to begin with; there"s five of "em, and I shall learn them for the first lesson; then I shall take the adjectives next, and next the verbs, and so in a fortnight get into reading."
Mara heaved a sort of sigh. She wished she had been invited to share this glorious race; but she looked on admiring when Moses read, in a loud voice, "Penna, pennae, pennae, pennam," etc.
"There now, I believe I"ve got it," he said, handing Mara the book; and he was perfectly astonished to find that, with the book withdrawn, he boggled, and blundered, and stumbled ingloriously. In vain Mara softly prompted, and looked at him with pitiful eyes as he grew red in the face with his efforts to remember.
"Confound it all!" he said, with an angry flush, s.n.a.t.c.hing back the book; "it"s more trouble than it"s worth."
Again he began the repet.i.tion, saying it very loud and plain; he said it over and over till his mind wandered far out to sea, and while his tongue repeated "penna, pennae," he was counting the white sails of the fishing-smacks, and thinking of pulling up codfish at the Banks.
"There now, Mara, try me," he said, and handed her the book again; "I"m sure I _must_ know it now."
But, alas! with the book the sounds glided away; and "penna" and "pennam" and "pennis" and "pennae" were confusedly and indiscriminately mingled. He thought it must be Mara"s fault; she didn"t read right, or she told him just as he was going to say it, or she didn"t tell him right; or was he a fool? or had he lost his senses?
That first declension has been a valley of humiliation to many a st.u.r.dy boy--to many a bright one, too; and often it is, that the more full of thought and vigor the mind is, the more difficult it is to narrow it down to the single dry issue of learning those sounds. Heinrich Heine said the Romans would never have found time to conquer the world, if they had had to learn their own language; but that, luckily for them, they were born into the knowledge of what nouns form their accusatives in "um."
Long before Moses had learned the first declension, Mara knew it by heart; for her intense anxiety for him, and the eagerness and zeal with which she listened for each termination, fixed them in her mind.
Besides, she was naturally of a more quiet and scholar-like turn than he,--more intellectually developed. Moses began to think, before that memorable day was through, that there was some sense in Aunt Roxy"s quotation of the saying of the King of Israel, and materially to retrench his expectations as to the time it might take to master the grammar; but still, his pride and will were both committed, and he worked away in this new sort of labor with energy.
It was a fine, frosty November morning, when he rowed Mara across the bay in a little boat to recite his first lesson to Mr. Sewell.
Miss Emily had provided a plate of seed-cake, otherwise called cookies, for the children, as was a kindly custom of old times, when the little people were expected. Miss Emily had a dim idea that she was to do something for Mara in her own department, while Moses was reciting his lesson; and therefore producing a large sampler, displaying every form and variety of marking-st.i.tch, she began questioning the little girl, in a low tone, as to her proficiency in that useful accomplishment.
Presently, however, she discovered that the child was restless and uneasy, and that she answered without knowing what she was saying. The fact was that she was listening, with her whole soul in her eyes, and feeling through all her nerves, every word Moses was saying. She knew all the critical places, where he was likely to go wrong; and when at last, in one place, he gave the wrong termination, she involuntarily called out the right one, starting up and turning towards them. In a moment she blushed deeply, seeing Mr. Sewell and Miss Emily both looking at her with surprise.
"Come here, p.u.s.s.y," said Mr. Sewell, stretching out his hand to her.
"Can you say this?"
"I believe I could, sir."
"Well, try it."
She went through without missing a word. Mr. Sewell then, for curiosity, heard her repeat all the other forms of the lesson. She had them perfectly.
"Very well, my little girl," he said, "have you been studying, too?"
"I heard Moses say them so often," said Mara, in an apologetic manner, "I couldn"t help learning them."
"Would you like to recite with Moses every day?"
"Oh, yes, sir, so much."