At a little distance sat Aunt Ruey, with a quant.i.ty of black c.r.a.pe strewed on two chairs about her, very busily employed in getting up a mourning-bonnet, at which she snipped, and clipped, and worked, zealously singing, in a high cracked voice, from time to time, certain verses of a funeral psalm.
Miss Roxy and Miss Ruey Toothacre were two brisk old bodies of the feminine gender and singular number, well known in all the region of Harpswell Neck and Middle Bay, and such was their fame that it had even reached the town of Brunswick, eighteen miles away.
They were of that cla.s.s of females who might be denominated, in the Old Testament language, "cunning women,"--that is, gifted with an infinite diversity of practical "faculty," which made them an essential requisite in every family for miles and miles around. It was impossible to say what they could not do: they could make dresses, and make shirts and vests and pantaloons, and cut out boys" jackets, and braid straw, and bleach and trim bonnets, and cook and wash, and iron and mend, could upholster and quilt, could nurse all kinds of sicknesses, and in default of a doctor, who was often miles away, were supposed to be infallible medical oracles. Many a human being had been ushered into life under their auspices,--trotted, chirruped in babyhood on their knees, clothed by their handiwork in garments gradually enlarging from year to year, watched by them in the last sickness, and finally arrayed for the long repose by their hands.
These universally useful persons receive among us the t.i.tle of "aunt" by a sort of general consent, showing the strong ties of relationship which bind them to the whole human family. They are n.o.body"s aunts in particular, but aunts to human nature generally. The idea of restricting their usefulness to any one family, would strike dismay through a whole community. n.o.body would be so unprincipled as to think of such a thing as having their services more than a week or two at most. Your country factotum knows better than anybody else how absurd it would be
"To give to a part what was meant for mankind."
n.o.body knew very well the ages of these useful sisters. In that cold, clear, severe climate of the North, the roots of human existence are hard to strike; but, if once people do take to living, they come in time to a place where they seem never to grow any older, but can always be found, like last year"s mullein stalks, upright, dry, and seedy, warranted to last for any length of time.
Miss Roxy Toothacre, who sits trotting the baby, is a tall, thin, angular woman, with sharp black eyes, and hair once black, but now well streaked with gray. These ravages of time, however, were concealed by an ample mohair frisette of glossy blackness woven on each side into a heap of stiff little curls, which pushed up her cap border in rather a bristling and decisive way. In all her movements and personal habits, even to her tone of voice and manner of speaking, Miss Roxy was vigorous, spicy, and decided. Her mind on all subjects was made up, and she spoke generally as one having authority; and who should, if she should not? Was she not a sort of priestess and sibyl in all the most awful straits and mysteries of life? How many births, and weddings, and deaths had come and gone under her jurisdiction! And amid weeping or rejoicing, was not Miss Roxy still the master-spirit,--consulted, referred to by all?--was not her word law and precedent? Her younger sister, Miss Ruey, a pliant, cozy, easy-to-be-entreated personage, plump and cushiony, revolved around her as a humble satellite. Miss Roxy looked on Miss Ruey as quite a frisky young thing, though under her ample frisette of carroty hair her head might be seen white with the same snow that had powdered that of her sister. Aunt Ruey had a face much resembling the kind of one you may see, reader, by looking at yourself in the convex side of a silver milk-pitcher. If you try the experiment, this description will need no further amplification.
The two almost always went together, for the variety of talent comprised in their stock could always find employment in the varying wants of a family. While one nursed the sick, the other made clothes for the well; and thus they were always chippering and chatting to each other, like a pair of antiquated house-sparrows, retailing over harmless gossips, and moralizing in that gentle jogtrot which befits serious old women. In fact, they had talked over everything in Nature, and said everything they could think of to each other so often, that the opinions of one were as like those of the other as two sides of a pea-pod. But as often happens in cases of the sort, this was not because the two were in all respects exactly alike, but because the stronger one had mesmerized the weaker into consent.
Miss Roxy was the master-spirit of the two, and, like the great coining machine of a mint, came down with her own sharp, heavy stamp on every opinion her sister put out. She was matter-of-fact, positive, and declarative to the highest degree, while her sister was naturally inclined to the elegiac and the pathetic, indulging herself in sentimental poetry, and keeping a store thereof in her thread-case, which she had cut from the "Christian Mirror." Miss Roxy sometimes, in her brusque way, popped out observations on life and things, with a droll, hard quaintness that took one"s breath a little, yet never failed to have a sharp crystallization of truth,--frosty though it were. She was one of those sensible, practical creatures who tear every veil, and lay their fingers on every spot in pure business-like good-will; and if we shiver at them at times, as at the first plunge of a cold bath, we confess to an invigorating power in them after all.
"Well, now," said Miss Roxy, giving a decisive push to the tea-pot, which buried it yet deeper in the embers, "ain"t it all a strange kind o" providence that this "ere little thing is left behind so; and then their callin" on her by such a strange, mournful kind of name,--Mara. I thought sure as could be "twas Mary, till the minister read the pa.s.sage from Scriptur". Seems to me it"s kind o" odd. I"d call it Maria, or I"d put an Ann on to it. Mara-ann, now, wouldn"t sound so strange."
"It"s a Scriptur" name, sister," said Aunt Ruey, "and that ought to be enough for us."
"Well, I don"t know," said Aunt Roxy. "Now there was Miss Jones down on Mure P"int called her twins Tiglath-Pileser and Shalmaneser,--Scriptur"
names both, but I never liked "em. The boys used to call "em, Tiggy and Shally, so no mortal could guess they was Scriptur"."
"Well," said Aunt Ruey, drawing a sigh which caused her plump proportions to be agitated in gentle waves, ""tain"t much matter, after all, _what_ they call the little thing, for "tain"t "tall likely it"s goin" to live,--cried and worried all night, and kep" a-suckin" my cheek and my night-gown, poor little thing! This "ere"s a baby that won"t get along without its mother. What Mis" Pennel"s a-goin" to do with it when we is gone, I"m sure I don"t know. It comes kind o" hard on old people to be broke o" their rest. If it"s goin" to be called home, it"s a pity, as I said, it didn"t go with its mother"--
"And save the expense of another funeral," said Aunt Roxy. "Now when Mis" Pennel"s sister asked her what she was going to do with Naomi"s clothes, I couldn"t help wonderin" when she said she should keep "em for the child."
"She had a sight of things, Naomi did," said Aunt Ruey. "Nothin" was never too much for her. I don"t believe that Cap"n Pennel ever went to Bath or Portland without havin" it in his mind to bring Naomi somethin"."
"Yes, and she had a faculty of puttin" of "em on," said Miss Roxy, with a decisive shake of the head. "Naomi was a still girl, but her faculty was uncommon; and I tell you, Ruey, "tain"t everybody hes faculty as hes things."
"The poor Cap"n," said Miss Ruey, "he seemed greatly supported at the funeral, but he"s dreadful broke down since. I went into Naomi"s room this morning, and there the old man was a-sittin" by her bed, and he had a pair of her shoes in his hand,--you know what a leetle bit of a foot she had. I never saw nothin" look so kind o" solitary as that poor old man did!"
"Well," said Miss Roxy, "she was a master-hand for keepin" things, Naomi was; her drawers is just a sight; she"s got all the little presents and things they ever give her since she was a baby, in one drawer. There"s a little pair of red shoes there that she had when she wa"n"t more"n five year old. You "member, Ruey, the Cap"n brought "em over from Portland when we was to the house a-makin" Mis" Pennel"s figured black silk that he brought from Calcutty. You "member they cost just five and sixpence; but, law! the Cap"n he never grudged the money when "twas for Naomi. And so she"s got all her husband"s keepsakes and things just as nice as when he give "em to her."
"It"s real affectin"," said Miss Ruey, "I can"t all the while help a-thinkin" of the Psalm,--
""So fades the lovely blooming flower,-- Frail, smiling solace of an hour; So quick our transient comforts fly, And pleasure only blooms to die.""
"Yes," said Miss Roxy; "and, Ruey, I was a-thinkin" whether or no it wa"n"t best to pack away them things, "cause Naomi hadn"t fixed no baby drawers, and we seem to want some."
"I was kind o" hintin" that to Mis" Pennel this morning," said Ruey, "but she can"t seem to want to have "em touched."
"Well, we may just as well come to such things first as last," said Aunt Roxy; ""cause if the Lord takes our friends, he does take "em; and we can"t lose "em and have "em too, and we may as well give right up at first, and done with it, that they are gone, and we"ve got to do without "em, and not to be hangin" on to keep things just as they was."
"So I was a-tellin" Mis" Pennel," said Miss Ruey, "but she"ll come to it by and by. I wish the baby might live, and kind o" grow up into her mother"s place."
"Well," said Miss Roxy, "I wish it might, but there"d be a sight o"
trouble fetchin" on it up. Folks can do pretty well with children when they"re young and spry, if they do get "em up nights; but come to grandchildren, it"s pretty tough."
"I"m a-thinkin", sister," said Miss Ruey, taking off her spectacles and rubbing her nose thoughtfully, "whether or no cow"s milk ain"t goin" to be too hearty for it, it"s such a pindlin" little thing. Now, Mis"
Badger she brought up a seven-months" child, and she told me she gave it nothin" but these "ere little seed cookies, wet in water, and it throve nicely,--and the seed is good for wind."
"Oh, don"t tell me none of Mis" Badger"s stories," said Miss Roxy, "I don"t believe in "em. Cows is the Lord"s ordinances for bringing up babies that"s lost their mothers; it stands to reason they should be,--and babies that can"t eat milk, why they can"t be fetched up; but babies can eat milk, and this un will if it lives, and if it can"t it won"t live." So saying, Miss Roxy drummed away on the little back of the party in question, authoritatively, as if to pound in a wholesome conviction at the outset.
"I hope," said Miss Ruey, holding up a strip of black c.r.a.pe, and looking through it from end to end so as to test its capabilities, "I hope the Cap"n and Mis" Pennel"ll get some support at the prayer-meetin" this afternoon."
"It"s the right place to go to," said Miss Roxy, with decision.
"Mis" Pennel said this mornin" that she was just beat out tryin" to submit; and the more she said, "Thy will be done," the more she didn"t seem to feel it."
"Them"s common feelin"s among mourners, Ruey. These "ere forty years that I"ve been round nussin", and layin"-out, and tendin" funerals, I"ve watched people"s exercises. People"s sometimes supported wonderfully just at the time, and maybe at the funeral; but the three or four weeks after, most everybody, if they"s to say what they feel, is unreconciled."
"The Cap"n, he don"t say nothin"," said Miss Ruey.
"No, he don"t, but he looks it in his eyes," said Miss Roxy; "he"s one of the kind o" mourners as takes it deep; that kind don"t cry; it"s a kind o" dry, deep pain; them"s the worst to get over it,--sometimes they just says nothin", and in about six months they send for you to nuss "em in consumption or somethin". Now, Mis" Pennel, she can cry and she can talk,--well, she"ll get over it; but _he_ won"t get no support unless the Lord reaches right down and lifts him up over the world. I"ve seen that happen sometimes, and I tell you, Ruey, that sort makes powerful Christians."
At that moment the old pair entered the door. Zephaniah Pennel came and stood quietly by the pillow where the little form was laid, and lifted a corner of the blanket. The tiny head was turned to one side, showing the soft, warm cheek, and the little hand was holding tightly a morsel of the flannel blanket. He stood swallowing hard for a few moments. At last he said, with deep humility, to the wise and mighty woman who held her, "I"ll tell you what it is, Miss Roxy, I"ll give all there is in my old chest yonder if you"ll only make her--live."
CHAPTER V
THE KITTRIDGES
It did live. The little life, so frail, so unprofitable in every mere material view, so precious in the eyes of love, expanded and flowered at last into fair childhood. Not without much watching and weariness. Many a night the old fisherman walked the floor with the little thing in his arms, talking to it that jargon of tender nonsense which fairies bring as love-gifts to all who tend a cradle. Many a day the good little old grandmother called the aid of gossips about her, trying various experiments of catnip, and sweet fern, and bayberry, and other teas of rustic reputation for baby frailties.
At the end of three years, the two graves in the lonely graveyard were sodded and cemented down by smooth velvet turf, and playing round the door of the brown houses was a slender child, with ways and manners so still and singular as often to remind the neighbors that she was not like other children,--a bud of hope and joy,--but the outcome of a great sorrow,--a pearl washed ash.o.r.e by a mighty, uprooting tempest. They that looked at her remembered that her father"s eye had never beheld her, and her baptismal cup had rested on her mother"s coffin.
She was small of stature, beyond the wont of children of her age, and moulded with a fine waxen delicacy that won admiration from all eyes.
Her hair was curly and golden, but her eyes were dark like her mother"s, and the lids drooped over them in that manner which gives a peculiar expression of dreamy wistfulness. Every one of us must remember eyes that have a strange, peculiar expression of pathos and desire, as if the spirit that looked out of them were pressed with vague remembrances of a past, or but dimly comprehended the mystery of its present life. Even when the baby lay in its cradle, and its dark, inquiring eyes would follow now one object and now another, the gossips would say the child was longing for something, and Miss Roxy would still further venture to predict that that child always would long and never would know exactly what she was after.
That dignitary sits at this minute enthroned in the kitchen corner, looking majestically over the press-board on her knee, where she is pressing the next year"s Sunday vest of Zephaniah Pennel. As she makes her heavy tailor"s goose squeak on the work, her eyes follow the little delicate fairy form which trips about the kitchen, busily and silently arranging a little grotto of gold and silver sh.e.l.ls and seaweed. The child sings to herself as she works in a low chant, like the prattle of a brook, but ever and anon she rests her little arms on a chair and looks through the open kitchen-door far, far off where the horizon line of the blue sea dissolves in the blue sky.
"See that child now, Roxy," said Miss Ruey, who sat st.i.tching beside her; "do look at her eyes. She"s as handsome as a pictur", but "t ain"t an ordinary look she has neither; she seems a contented little thing; but what makes her eyes always look so kind o" wishful?"
"Wa"n"t her mother always a-longin" and a-lookin" to sea, and watchin"
the ships, afore she was born?" said Miss Roxy; "and didn"t her heart break afore she was born? Babies like that is marked always. They don"t know what ails "em, nor n.o.body."
"It"s her mother she"s after," said Miss Ruey.
"The Lord only knows," said Miss Roxy; "but them kind o" children always seem homesick to go back where they come from. They"re mostly grave and old-fashioned like this "un. If they gets past seven years, why they live; but it"s always in "em to long; they don"t seem to be really unhappy neither, but if anything"s ever the matter with "em, it seems a great deal easier for "em to die than to live. Some say it"s the mothers longin" after "em makes "em feel so, and some say it"s them longin"
after their mothers; but dear knows, Ruey, what anything is or what makes anything. Children"s mysterious, that"s my mind."
"Mara, dear," said Miss Ruey, interrupting the child"s steady lookout, "what you thinking of?"