"It is the truth."
Blizzard considered, and then shook his head. "No," he said, "it couldn"t be the same. It may have stretched you on the hot grid now and then, but between times of remorse you"ve had long, long stretches of success and happiness. I haven"t. I have burned in h.e.l.l fires from that day to this."
"I told you on that day," said the surgeon, "that if there was ever anything under heaven that I could do for you, I would do it. You"ve never called upon me for anything--money--or service."
"I"ve not forgotten," said Blizzard, "and some day I may hold you to your word. Right here and now I will ask something of you--an absolutely truthful answer to a question. Do you hate me?"
Dr. Ferris turned the question over in his conscience, and presently said: "I am sorry. Yes."
"Thank you," said Blizzard, who was not in the least disturbed. "I"ve often wondered, and even, putting a hypothetical case, thrashed the matter out with my friends. You _would_ hate me. It"s thoroughly human.
With me, for instance--I feel non-committal about a man. I decide to injure him. I do so. _And then_ I hate him. Now, if you have any message for Miss Barbara--or perhaps you came to see the bust. I will call Bubbles. He and Miss Barbara are the only persons allowed to touch the cloths. I think she"d let me uncover the thing, but, as you and I know so well, I am not tall enough."
"My business with my daughter," said Dr. Ferris, "concerned you."
Blizzard chuckled. "Her friends," said he, "have been at you to interfere. They have persuaded you that her model should be _persona non grata_ in the best studios. They have, in short, begged you to take me by the scruff of the neck and kick me out into the gutter where I belong. Well, kick me. You know as well as I do, that I can"t kick back."
"You hurt me very much," said Dr. Ferris simply, "if that is any pleasure to you."
"It is," said Blizzard.
"What your intuition has told you," continued Barbara"s father, "is the truth. I had made up my mind to interfere."
"Well, why should you?"
"I have heard terrible things about you, Mr. Blizzard."
"That I have done things which the world regards as terrible is true,"
returned the legless man imperturbably. "What of it? Haven"t you?"
Dr. Ferris turned away and slowly paced the length of the studio and back. "I owe you," he then said, "anything you choose to ask. But that is not the whole of my obligation to this world as I see it."
"You will oblige me," said Blizzard, "by spitting out the moral homily into which you are trying to get your teeth. It is very simple. I do not wish to be sent away. I ask you not to send me. If your statement that you owe me anything I choose to ask amounts to two pins" worth, I think that I shall continue to pose for your daughter as long as she needs me."
"Oh, I"m quite helpless," said Dr. Ferris; "I realize that."
"Spoken like a man," said Blizzard. "And to show that my nature isn"t entirely cruel, I"ll tell you for your comfort that in Miss Barbara"s presence the bad man is a very decent sort. We are almost friends, Doctor, she and I. She talks to me as if I were her equal. As for me, in this studio I have learned the habit of innocent thought. Only yesterday I took pleasure in the idea that in the world there are birds, and flowers, and green fields."
The beggar"s eyes glittered with a sardonic look. He watched the surgeon as a tiger might watch a stag. There was quite a long silence. Dr.
Ferris broke it.
"For G.o.d"s sake," he said with great energy, "tell me one truth. Is it part of your scheme of life to revenge yourself on me through my daughter?"
Blizzard raised a soothing hand. "Dr. Ferris," he said, "what would cause you suffering would cause her suffering. So, you see, I am tied hand and--Pardon me! I shouldn"t now think of hurting you through her unless it might be for her own happiness."
"I don"t understand."
"Then you don"t understand the hearts of women. Then you know nothing of the heights to which even fallen men can raise their eyes."
"What are you telling me?"
"Very little--very much. Perhaps I love your daughter."
Horror and loathing swept into the surgeon"s eyes, but he controlled himself. "Mr. Blizzard," said he presently, "I find it hard to take you seriously. _Are_ you joking? Whether you are or not, the thing is a joke. If you really care for my daughter, I am very, very sorry for you.
I can"t say more. If nothing worse threatens her than the possibility of her heart being touched by you, there is no need for me to be anxious about her. As for telling her the truth about you and me, why not?"
"_You_ tell her."
"I will. To-night"
"Won"t you be playing into my hands?"
"No," said the surgeon curtly, "she has too much common-sense."
"But you won"t tell her what I"ve said?" The beggar was suddenly anxious.
"No," and Dr. Ferris smiled, "I may safely leave that to you."
"d.a.m.nation," cried Blizzard, "you are laughing at me."
Dr. Ferris"s face became serious at once. "G.o.d forbid that!" he said.
"If you have spoken sincerely I feel only sorrow for you and pity--more sorrow and pity for you even than I ever felt before."
"S-s-s-s-t," exclaimed the beggar, and his ears twitched. "She"s coming."
"I shall wait," said Dr. Ferris, "and take her uptown, when she has finished working."
"Well," said Blizzard, with a kind of humorous resignation, "I"d kick you out if I could; but I can"t." And he added: "You haven"t got an extra pair of legs about you, have you?"
"Why!" said Barbara when she saw her father. "Art _is_ looking up.
_You_ in a studio!"
Secretly his presence pleased her immensely. She had always hoped that some day he would take enough interest in her work to come to see it uninvited. And she now felt that this had happened. And she thanked Blizzard with sincerity for having waited.
"Mr. Blizzard and I," she told her father, "are doing a bust. And whatever anybody else thinks, we think it"s an affair of great importance. Mr. Blizzard even gives me his time and his judgment for nothing."
"Well," Dr. Ferris smiled, "I am willing to give you the latter, on the same terms. May I see what you"ve done?"
Barbara removed the cloths from the bust, and so life-like and tragic was the face which suddenly confronted him that Dr. Ferris, instead of stepping forward to examine it closely, stepped backward as if he had been struck. And then:
"My dear," he said gravely, "the thing"s alive."
He looked from the bust to his daughter, and felt as if he was meeting some very gifted and important person for the first time. Barbara laughed for sheer pleasure.
"What do you think of it?"
"I will buy it as it stands," said her father, "on your own terms."
"If you think it"s good now," said Blizzard quietly, "wait till it"s finished."