"What!" cried Mrs. Price.
But from the door a servant was announcing Miss Waldron. The girl swam in. Necessarily, for the time being, the subject was dropped. Later Mrs. Price got back to it, but without notable result, without obtaining either any elucidation of f.a.n.n.y"s rather curious remark.
That though, with graver things, the future had in charge. Meanwhile f.a.n.n.y, with nine servants and a housekeeper to run them, led the life of any other young society woman, the life of an _objet de luxe_.
This form of existence would have been quite to her liking if--Yet is there not always an If? A poet declaimed on the subject two thousand years ago. Times have changed, customs with them, but not the human heart. Barring great wealth and its fanfares and accompaniments, f.a.n.n.y had enough to throw the average woman into stupors of envy, enough also to even satisfy her, if only instead of one man she had married another. Annandale was very nice. He had but one defect. But that defect was fatal. He did not happen to be somebody else.
This defect f.a.n.n.y had fancied that she could overlook. She was young, therefore ignorant, and, in fancying that she could ignore that fatal defect, fancied also that she had the ability to order herself about, to command her nature and dictate to her heart. The fallacy is common.
Many of us have entertained it and kept at it too until the discovery is made that the heart is a force which we must yield to or break.
f.a.n.n.y became aware of this shortly after Loftus returned. There in her existence was the If. As a consequence, although Annandale was quite perfect to her, his perfection was as nothing to his one defect.
Of this defect Annandale was wholly unconscious. Yet, though he could not see the mote in his own eye, there was one in f.a.n.n.y"s which, though he saw, he was unable to define. It is true on the mote question he was not an expert. A husband, particularly when he happens to be big and blond, seldom is. Then, too, the effect of the mote was odd. It affected f.a.n.n.y"s disposition. When he approached her he could not but notice that she became elusive. He could not but perceive that she was as afraid of a kiss as of a bee.
"What is the matter with you?" he inquired on one occasion when she appeared even more tantalizingly intangible than he had seen her yet.
"Women are the very devil," he muttered as, without answering, she moved yet further away.
The question, though, was very unreasonable. So at least Mrs. Price, whom he tried to take into his confidence, a.s.sured him with fine scorn. "The idea of a man asking his wife what is the matter with her!" she exclaimed. "A man ought to know. If he doesn"t, how in the world can he expect her to?"
But that was before the episode with Loftus in the Park. Had Annandale gone to Mrs. Price then she would have been quite capable of putting a flea in his ear. That opportunity he neglected. Stocks were soaring.
On paper he was making money hand over fist. He had no time to bother with women"s whims. When men do have time for such things the time has pa.s.sed.
Even then it had gone. One night early in May f.a.n.n.y had a few people in, among whom were Loftus and Sylvia Waldron.
Sylvia, who long since had let bygones be bygones, was now as sisterly as ever with f.a.n.n.y, and with Annandale on terms friendly and frank, an att.i.tude which, as f.a.n.n.y put it, "made it so easy, don"t you know, all around." Yet then in putting it in that way f.a.n.n.y may have been actuated by the fellow-feeling which makes us all so wondrous kind.
With Loftus she was rather friendly herself.
That, however, by the way. During the dinner a telegram was brought to Annandale. It concerned the morrow"s market and interested him considerably. As soon as he decently could he got away to confer with Skitt. Later the other guests began to go. But Loftus lingered.
Presently he and f.a.n.n.y were alone.
"How is the lady?" f.a.n.n.y negligently inquired.
Her arms and neck were bare. Her dress, immaterial as cobwebs, was of starbeams" restful hue. About her throat was a string of opals. They were colorful, though less so than her eyes and mouth.
She was seated on a sofa. Loftus was standing. As always, he was superiorly sent out. Other men who got their things at the same places that he got his never succeeded, however they tried, in appearing half so well.
"Do you know," f.a.n.n.y continued, "she has improved vastly since that day when I saw you trying to pick her up. How did you ever manage?
Tell me."
Loftus, his hands in his pockets, shrugged a shoulder.
"And she is so delightfully disdainful," f.a.n.n.y ran on. "In Central Park this afternoon she turned up her nose at me. It is a very pretty nose, Royal, did you know that?"
"I know that it is a bit out of joint," Loftus condescended at last to reply.
"Dear me! Fancy that! But then the course of true love never did run smooth."
Loftus a.s.sumed an air of great weariness. "Do drop it," he said. "You know very well that I have never cared for anyone but you."
"Oh, of course," f.a.n.n.y promptly and pleasantly retorted. "I may have had a doubt or two about it. But when you put this lady in a flat around the corner, then, naturally, you convinced me. It was a rather circuitous way, though, to go at it, don"t you think?"
Beside her on the sofa Loftus flopped. "Why do you always go back to that?" he asked, with the same affectation of weariness.
f.a.n.n.y turned from him. "I don"t seem to be able to get away from it,"
she answered, but less promptly and pleasantly than before. Her fair face had grown serious. From her eyes the bantering look had gone.
"Besides," she added after a moment, "you took her to Europe, and that did seem a trifle steep."
"Would you like her to go back there?" Loftus tentatively inquired.
In and out from f.a.n.n.y"s skirt a white slipper, b.u.t.terflied with gold, moved restlessly. "I should have preferred that you had let her alone.
It was not nice of you. It was not nice at all."
From him she had turned to the carpet. She was looking at it still. "I wonder," she presently resumed, "if you ever suspected how it hurt me." Pausing a bit she looked up. "But you have been so dense, Royal."
Loftus was about to interrupt. She checked him. "The first time I saw you I was just fifteen. That is eight years ago. Since then I can honestly say that until I accepted Arthur I had never thought of anyone but you. Never. Not once. Can you realize now how this affair of yours affected me? It hurt. If it had not been for that, do you suppose I would have taken the prince in the fairy tale? You were my prince."
"But," Loftus protested, "this affair, as you call it, came about only _faute de mieux, faute de toi_. Why cannot I--why cannot we----?"
f.a.n.n.y checked him again. "No, we cannot. Two years ago you said the same thing to me. I forgave you then because I loved you. For the same reason I forgive you now. But, however I care for you, never will I be your mistress."
"f.a.n.n.y----"
"No, never. If, as again and again you have told me during the past few months, you still care for me, either you must love me openly or I will not permit you to love me at all."
At the sudden horizon Loftus bent to her. "Let us go, then. In Europe we can love before all the world."
f.a.n.n.y drew back. "Particularly before all the half-world," she answered with a sniff. "No. You misunderstand me. Perhaps, too, I misunderstand you. Let my hand be."
"f.a.n.n.y, I will do anything----"
"It is rather late to say that. But if I were free now, what would you do? Would you repeat the invitation you have made?"
Loftus, his wonderful eyes looking deep into hers, answered quickly and sweetly, "I would beg you to be my wife."
f.a.n.n.y straightened herself. "Then give that girl her conge, give her a dot too, send her abroad and let her marry some count."
"Very good, I will do so."
"When you have," said f.a.n.n.y, "I will ask Arthur for a divorce."
"What?" And Loftus, with those wonderful eyes, stared in surprise. He was in for it, let in for it, was his first impression. Yet at once, on looking back, he realized that f.a.n.n.y was incapable of trick of any kind. "But," he objected, "supposing he refuses?"
"Then I will apply."
"But you can"t, you see. He is good as gold."
"Oh, I don"t mean here. I mean out West."