And saw it.
And suddenly it was too late to talk, too late to turn around, and too late to explain why the air in her lungs was suddenly barbed and the rain had suddenly grown intolerably loud.
Twisting around, a hand braced on the dashboard, she saw the empty street behind her, reflections and distortions and blossoms of water short-lived on the tarmac. And the pocket of dense fog that moved steadily toward them, ragged edges ripped away by the wind, its bottom spilling under parked cars to the gutters to mingle with the rain. It reached no higher than the telephone poles, did not spread to the 326.
sidewalk-it followed them as though being towed, and when they slipped through a stretch of unlighted shops, she saw in its center the greeneyes, the greenfire, the suggestion of shadow darker than itself.
"Jeff," she said fearfully.
"Boy, he looked terrible," Jeff said, fighting with the wheel to keep the car from sliding on the oil-slick avenue. "G.o.d. I don"t know how he keeps it together, y"know? If I were him, I"d probably look for the nearest cliff, you know what I mean?"
"Jeff, please."
"Trace, I"m doing the best I can, but I can"t pull over here. There isn"t any room. You want a bus to come up and bash us into New York?
Take it easy, we"re almost there."
Thunder was the rain that slammed on the roof; lightning was the flare of swinging traffic signals straining against their wires.
"Jeff, go faster."
He looked at her, amazed. "What? In this? But you just told me to slow down, Tracey!"
"Jesus, Jeff, don"t argue!"
He saw her looking out the back and checked the rearview mirror, frowning at the white that filled the back window. "What the h.e.l.l is that? It can"t be spray, I"m not going that fast."
Greenfire that licked and curled toward the car.Tracey closed her eyes and prayed. Even in talking with Don she didn"t believe it, was more inclined to think she had been infected by his own fantasy, his understandable and unnecessary need to get away for a while. She"d known those moments herself, but never so intensely, never so importantly that she"d thought them real.
A white ribbon drifted over her window and she rubbed at it frantically, hoping it was only condensation from her 327.
shallow breathing. It didn"t leave, she couldn"t banish it, and she turned to Jeff and urged him to hurry.
"Tracey, look-"
The fog dropped a strand over the windshield and she m.u.f.fled a scream, jammed her foot down on his, and pressed the accelerator to the floor.
Jeff yelled in alarm and shoved her away, and the car began to slide from one side of the street to the other, narrowly missing a parked car, a tipped garbage can, the point of a curb. He sawed at the steering wheel, touched and released the brake, his mouth open and swearing while he stared at the road ahead.
Alongside, then. It was coming up on her side and she whimpered Don"s name.
"Tracey," he said nervously, "what"s going on?"
She had to look away. She had to look at him because of the abrupt fear that pitched his voice high and pulled his lips away from his teeth. His gla.s.ses were slipping down his nose, and he kept tossing his head back because he didn"t dare release his hands. He was pale, and in the stuffy car his face was running perspiration.
The wind buffeted them, shoved them, and the wiper on her side stuck midway to the top.
"I gotta stop," he said. "We"re going too fast, I gotta stop or we"ll crack-"
"No!" she screamed, and lunged for the accelerator again.
He swung out a frantic arm and caught her across the throat. She gagged and fell back, gulping for a breath, shaking the tears from her eyes, turned her head slowly and inhaled a scream when she saw the stallion"s left shoulder even with her door.
It lowered its head, and she saw the green unwinking eye.
Jeff yelled then and the car swung into a skid, helped by the wind and pummeled by the rain. Tracey slapped one hand 328.
to the dashboard to brace herself, put her right hand over the door handle in case she had to leap out.
The car slewed, spun, and they were thrown to the roof when it thumped over a curb, were thrown back, then snapped forward when it crashed intoa tree that loomed out of the fog. Tracey"s arm took the shock to her shoulder, and she moaned but kept her head from striking the windshield.
Jeff, however, had been knocked into the wheel and he was slumped over it when she was able to clear her vision, a sliver of blood at the corner of his mouth, his arms limp at his sides.
"Jeff! Oh, Jeff, please!"
She tugged at him, pushed him, but he only sagged back and slid over, landing partially on her lap. The fog seeped through a crack in his window.
"Jeff, I"m sorry, I"m sorry." She eased him upright, kicked open her door, and fell to her knees into the street. The car was half up one of the boulevard islands, a maple cracked over its top and sc.r.a.ping the roof with its branches. Shading her eyes against the rain, she tried to see how close she was to home, how close the stallion was. But there was only the mist being shredded by the rain and the dark bulk of the car rocking slowly in the wind.
On your feet, she ordered, and did it; find yourself, she demanded, and she did it, gasping when she realized they were far past her street, had jumped the island across from the park"s entrance.
The boulevard was empty.
She staggered around the back of the car and held her hair away from her eyes as she reached for the driver"s door. The wind kicked her against it, and hot needles of pain spun around her shoulder and spiraled her back. She gasped. Her mouth opened and filled with rain. She spat and reached again, and uttered a short cry.
The boulevard was empty, except for the stallion galloping 329.
down the east-bound lane-neck stretched and greenfire, ears back and greeneyes, billows of smoke-fog filling the air around it, the sound of its hooves replacing the rain"s thunder.
Which way? Oh Jesus, which way?
There was no escaping, but there could be stalling, long enough, she hoped, for Don to understand and come after her. And the only place she knew that he would think of right away ...
With a shriek of hatred at the charging animal, and despair for leaving Jeff, she let the wind push-shove her across the lane and past the wall.
Into the park where half the lights had been knocked out. Running toward the pond where the water slapped over the sides.
He ran.
Slapping the rain from his face, ignoring the puddles that grew into lakes, Don ran toward the center of town. It occurred to him Jeff might have taken her home, but he couldn"t be sure. By now Tracey knew it was after her, and she wouldn"t want any of her family hurt. And there was no place else to go where she was sure he would follow-she had to be at the park, waiting if she were still alive.
He scowled and punched his chest. He couldn"t think like that or it wasover; he had to know she was alive and somehow avoiding the stallion.
Maybe in the trees where it might not be able to maneuver so well; maybe along the wall to keep it between them. But she was alive. She had to be alive. What the h.e.l.l would be the sense if that d.a.m.ned thing got her?
At home, though, was her father, and her father"s gun. He didn"t know what could stop it, if anything could, but Tracey would have to be thinking of a weapon to defend her, and the best one would be where her father"s guns were kept.
Oh, Christ, he thought; make up your mind!
330.
Stop, he yelled then, without moving his lips; stop, don"t do it, it"s Tracey and I didn"t mean it!
If it heard his hurt, it must hear his pleading; if he was in control, it couldn"t not obey. Unless, under the new rules, it protected without question.
Oh, Christ, he thought; make up your d.a.m.ned mind!
He wasn"t going fast enough. He would never be able to outrun Jeff"s car, or outrun the horse. He had to stretch out, he had to reach, he had to beat the wind to wherever he was going.
He was going too fast and he was going to slip and break a leg if he wasn"t more careful; he was going to run out of steam and be too late if he didn"t pace himself like always.
A race, he told himself; a race, and there they are, looking out their windows watching, cheering silently, waving flags and tooting horns as he swept under awnings, went with the wind instead of trying to fight it, his sneakers splashing a wake behind him, his arms cutting through the cold rain to give him room to move.
They were cheering because he was Don Boyd, and he was going to make it.
He fell.
The curb was under several inches of water backed up from a storm drain, and he misjudged the edge. His hands raked along the blacktop, the knees of his jeans tore open and spilled blood into the street. He whimpered, and cursed, and kept pushing himself forward until he was on his feet again.
Running.
In silence.
The windows were empty, there were no crowds watching, there were no bands or hurrahs or photographers waiting along the route that had him swerve into the street, using the parked cars now to push him with a slap of his hand, wondering where the traffic was, dodging around an Ashford 331.
Day banner stripped from its mooring and flapping in the street feeblywhere tomorrow there"d be a parade.
Running.
In silence.
Tempted to swing into the Quinteros" neighborhood, just in case he was wrong, sobbing when he realized he had no time for a choice; the park, or Tracey"s house, and if he made a mistake, somebody would die.
She sprinted into the oval, knowing enough not to look behind her in case she lost ground. A globe flickered and went out. The rain was stained silver. She tried to veer around the pond, but the leaf-coated ap.r.o.n shifted under her feet and she went down on her shoulder.
Screaming. Writhing. Almost welcoming the dark cloud that crested and settled over her. At least it would dull the pain; at least it would keep her from seeing herself die.
But the cloud lifted and the rain woke her, and she leaned on one hand and looked down the path.
It was there.
Standing in the entrance, oblivious to the storm, head and flanks shining as if coated in thin ice.
Panting against the wind that stole the breath from her mouth, she staggered to her feet and let the wind push her backward. On either side the trees waited, yet she couldn"t stop herself from looking as the stallion began to move, legs slowly lifting, head slowly bobbing, the greenfire from its hooves lighting its way.
The park.
It had to be the park, and he didn"t know why, and he was close to weeping as he ran past Beacher"s, past the theater, and saw Lichter"s car canted on the island.
He slowed as he swung up to the wreck and saw Jeff lying on the front seat and Tracey nowhere in sight. He apologized 332.
to his friend by touching the window as if he were touching his hand, then veered sharply across the lane and ran through the gates.
The oval was ahead, and he tried to call out, but there was nothing left in his lungs but the air that moved his legs, pumped his arms, dried his throat as he opened his mouth to find one more breath to keep him from stopping.
And once there, it was empty.
He staggered and slowed when the sodden leaves threatened to spill him, his arms out for balance until he reached the path again.
Then he stopped.
He looked back.He called Tracey"s name, hands cupped around his mouth, eyes blinking at the rain that tore through the branches and ran down his back, his chest, filled his sneakers, and made him still with the cold.
Half sideways, he began to run toward the field, always checking behind in case he had missed her. Calling. Demanding. Spinning around at a flare of lightning and seeing her sprawled on the ground ... seeing the stallion beside her, teeth bared and hooves pawing.
"No!" he screamed, and Tracey turned and saw him.
"No!" he screamed, and the stallion swung its head around.
He stumbled and flailed across the muddied field, shaking his head and stretching his hand out toward her without taking his eyes from the horse that backed away.
greenfire and greeneyes and fog lifting to the storm at his approach.
Tracey got to her feet and fell against him when he reached her, but he shoved her behind him when the stallion lifted its head high.
"No," he said, a palm out to stop it.
Its head, higher; its rear legs slightly bent.
"No!" he shouted, both hands out now as it lifted itself 333.
off the ground, its forelegs outstretched and the greenfire that sparked from them crackled through the rain.
"No!" he screamed. "No! Go away!"
Greeneyes so narrowed they nearly vanished in the fog.
"I don"t need you!" Don screamed as the stallion rose higher. "I don"t need you, G.o.dd.a.m.nit! Just ... just leave me alone!"
Higher still, and blacker.
"G.o.dd.a.m.nit! G.o.dd.a.m.nit! Leave me alone!"
Higher until Don dropped to his knees, hands out, eyes raging, feeling the blood rush to his face feverish and stinging.
Tracey buried her face in his back.
He screamed again, and again, swinging his arms back and forth to counter the thick mist that poured from the stallion and obscured the greenfire, buried the greeneyes, suddenly scattered like a window shattered by the wind.